Leaving the past behind 2019

It can be said that this meal was extremely difficult.

One wants to show gentleness and delicacy, wishing to turn all speech and behavior into gentle wind and drizzle so as to completely wash away the indiscriminate words that day, while the other is struggling to keep pace and dare not take a step too easily for fear of offending the other party again, so Li Henan added Li Kageng With a chopstick of small shrimp balls, Li Jiageng quickly scooped up a spoonful of soft ice for Li Henan; Li Henan said that the lighting here is very good, you look different from usual, Li Jiageng laughed and said yes?I used a new air cushion today, and I didn’t take off my makeup for eight hours; Li Henan stretched out his hand and said, “You got something on your mouth, I’ll wipe it off for you.” Keep it hot, I'll do it myself!"

You see, Li Kah Kee has the talent to turn the light wind and the moon into obscene #ci贵# language, and also has the hammer to smash ambiguous feelings into socialist brotherhood.

Both of them persistently moved forward at their own pace. As for what they ate, it didn't matter if they didn't remember it.

When they got out, the restaurant was already filled with stars, and the cool air refreshed the two of them. Li Henan took out a cigarette case and handed one to Li Jiageng.

Li Jiageng took the cigarette: "I forgot that today is not the weekend, if I knew it, I wouldn't have talked for so long." When we came, the parking lot was full of cars, and now only Li Henan's car was left. The steps were replaced with a closed sign, which shows how uninterested they were in eating this meal, and it is unknown that they were blacklisted when they ordered the food.

"Hurry up, I'll take a taxi back by myself." Li Jiageng urged Li Henan with a cigarette in his hand, their residences were in opposite directions.

"I didn't grab you by paying the bill, so how could I not send you back." Li Henan's tone was unquestionable, and he put his hands together to light the cigarette.

"Don't bother, according to your usual schedule, this point should be on the bed."

Li Jiageng approached him with the cigarette and was about to catch the fire when the other party closed the lid of the lighter with a "clang". In the hazy darkness, the other party's eyes were dimly lit.

Li Henan looked at him, and said slowly: "It's no trouble, the main reason is that I want to see you off."

A gust of wind blew by, and the clear smell of cologne mixed with the smell of freshly lit tobacco penetrated into Li Jiageng's nostrils. I don't know whether it was because of this sudden love words or the refreshing smell. The pores of the Tianling Gai are open.

"Don't you want to light a cigarette? Come on." Li Henan put the lighted cigarette in his mouth and pouted his chin at him.

As if bewitched, Li Kageng approached him with a cigarette in his mouth. Li Henan took a deep puff, which made the cigarette butt glow more blazing. Li Kageng turned his face, and at the moment the cigarette butts met, he smelled more intensely the scent that belonged to this man. Taste, the confrontation between men has another meaning in their circle, which can be extended to be the prelude to all intimate behaviors - but Li Henan definitely doesn't understand, so don't let me think about it, hold it down, hold it down!

Li Kageng kept his eyes on his nose, his nose and his heart, and calmly took a deep puff at the moment when the butts of the two cigarettes met. The curling smoke scattered in all directions, Li Jiageng raised his head and exhaled a long breath towards the sky, as if he had completed some great task.

"Did you peek at me just now?"

Li Jiageng didn't finish his breath when Li Henan's voice suddenly came close to his ears.

"Cough, cough, cough!"

"Don't think that I didn't see it because of the long eyelashes." Li Henan added without stopping.

"Yes, I saw it, why do you keep buttoning your buttons so tightly..."

"Want to see my neck?"

"..." Li Jiageng rolled his eyes, as a tacit consent.

People are like this, the more something is covered up, the more it attracts attention. Every time Li Henan appears, he is either wearing a turtleneck or a neatly tied shirt, just stuck a little below his Adam's apple, but this man's neckline is so damn good-looking , especially every time he drank water, swallowed, or even touched the fire at a very close distance just now, the Adam's apple obviously rose and fell, and Li Jiageng really stared at it for a while by lowering his eyes and head.

Sometimes, good-looking secondary sexual characteristics are more alluring than straightforward eagle wings.

Li Henan approached again with the corners of his lips hooked, and touched his neckline with a hand holding a cigarette, as if he was about to unbutton it. The neat neckline made his mouth dry, and he bit his lip unconsciously.

Noticing his attitude, Li Henan's reserved expression finally melted away, and a big smile appeared, and the shadow of sword, light and sword all night finally hit the real thing at this moment.

"I won't show it to you." After speaking, he flicked off the cigarette ash, pulled Li Jiageng and walked towards the parking lot.

Sitting in the car, Li Jiageng dullly felt that he was being played. He turned to Li Henan in embarrassment, trying to win back for himself: "Do you know what it means to be on fire like that?"

"I don't know, tell me."

"..."

"Why are not you talking?"

"I feel like this is another pit."

"Hahaha!" Li Henan smiled and drove the car out of the parking lot.

As the night fell, only the street lights on both sides flickered by. When the speed of the car was fast, continuous light curtains formed outside the window. Both of them were very quiet. Li Henan focused on driving, and Li Jiageng focused on staring out the window.

After driving through this expressway, Li Henan asked, "Are you good at drawing?"

"Ah, that." After only a short while, Li Jiageng forgot what happened when he became angry just now, and returned to his harmless appearance: "I loved drawing when I was young, but I didn't learn it seriously, so I just drew some stick figures. s level."

"It's already amazing. I'm still at the stage of old man Ding."

"Old man Ding? What is it?"

Li Henan raised his eyebrows: "Isn't it? Is there a generation gap between me and you?"

Li Jiageng's ID card was kept by Li Henan for two days, but at that time he only paid attention to the address and didn't look at the ID number carefully, so he had a vague impression of Li Jiageng's age.

But if the other party and Wang Hewen are college couples, Jiabei is one year older than himself and three years older than Wang Hewen, then he should only be two to three years older than Li Jiageng. As for.

"There used to be an old man Ding, who lent us bouncing balls, and he said he would pay it back in three days... or something, and draw villains according to this formula. Haven't you heard of it?"

Li Jiageng shook his head amusedly: "Go on."

"Ha, I don't remember." Li Henan looked at him and asked casually, "What year are you from?"

When Li Jiageng said a number, Li Henan was shocked: "You are so much younger than me?!"

Li Jiageng rubbed his nose, "Are you so surprised? I skipped grades in both primary and junior high schools. Isn't that normal?"

"Is it normal?" Li Henan gave him another hard look: "I can't tell, you are still a prodigy."

"Don't say that! What a child prodigy! Which child prodigy is like me? I lost my job in three days—" He scratched his hair embarrassedly: "Oh, maybe it's just a little clever, my mother said When I was young, I learned everything quickly, so I skipped grades a bit in the early stage, but later on... Maybe I just thought learning things was too easy, so I didn’t like to study hard. My family was very disappointed when I was admitted to that university. They might think that I should take the exam. It’s Peking University and Tsinghua University or something. So, it’s useless to be smart, and it’s not a good thing if you don’t have enough stamina.”

He rarely explained this to others, Li Jiageng's face was a little red, he opened the car window a little to let the wind in, Li Henan slowed down the car when he saw this.

"Very good." Li Henan said suddenly.

"What's good?" Li Kageng sat up straight when he heard this.

"Your current state."

"A free and undisciplined state?"

"It can also be said that not every adult needs to walk forward like a radish hanging in front of his nose. If you have an original intention, stick to it. If you don't, just look for it. If you don't find it, don't worry."

Li Jiageng recited these words silently in his heart, and after a while, he asked, "Are you still sticking to your original intention?"

Li Henan smiled, and couldn't help but want to touch the cigarette case again, but now he is in the car, smoking is not very good, so he gave up: "I don't have any original intentions, but a businessman who makes money to make ends meet."

Li Jiageng blurted out: "Do you want to open a private pet clinic? I see that your circle of friends is all treating small animals."

"That." Li Henan replied habitually, and then there was nothing to say for a long time. Li Jiageng looked to the side strangely. Li Henan's outline was rather tough, especially the profile. When he was quiet and expressionless, he looked like a sculpture. The brow, the brow bone will be particularly prominent, as it is now.

Li Jiageng suddenly thought of Jiabei's words, "As for why he abandoned medicine and went into business, let him tell you."

Have you touched any reverse scale?

Feeling uneasy, I heard Li Henan continue to speak: "It's the same as Jian Lie Xinxi. My hands itch when I see a patient. After all, I have studied medicine for too long and it has become a habit."

Li Jiageng didn't ask any more questions, but just replied: "Oh."