[Ce Yu] Xu Jun's half-life

When the inner hall door was pushed open vigorously, Zhou Yu was already on his way to Nanjun.

Sun Quan put down the scroll in his hand, glanced at it lightly, and saw Sun Yu rushing in with red eyes.His hands clenched into fists, trembling slightly.

He lifted his robe and sat at the table next to Sun Quan's, and when he spoke, his voice was filled with suppressed anger.

"Zhongmou, what did you tell your brother Gongjin?"

Sun Quan didn't look at him, just stared at the letter in front of him, and replied softly——

"Brother, you remember that Gongjin is my elder brother, but do you remember that Zhongmou is your younger brother?"

Snapped!

But Sun Yu jumped up against the case, kicked over the table in front of him, pointed at Sun Quan, and the anger burst out in his eyes.

"Let me ask you... what did you say to Gongjin?!"

He almost roared out these words, which finally made Sun Quan look up at him.

Sun Quan looked at him, but the expression on his face didn't change. He just picked up the letter casually.

"Without him, it's just to make Gong Jin understand that Sun Ce is dead, even if he deceives himself, he can't bring the dead back to life."

Sun Yu should have expected this.

The night before, those eyes that were facing her, hiding endless pain, still appeared in front of her eyes.Ben came to look for Sun Quan all the way filled with resentment, but when he really said this sentence, he couldn't accuse him of anything.

It was his original promise not to mention Sun Ce's death to anyone other than Sun Quan.

A cavity of anger suddenly turned into endless depression.

"Zhongmou..."

He laughed and took two steps back, but his laugh was a bit crazy.

"To Gongjin, you are so cruel!"

"enough!"

A roll of bamboo slips was just thrown by Sun Quan from his hand, barely brushing Sun Yu's ears.

The latter never thought that his always well-behaved and gentle younger brother also had such a side.

He looked at the furious Sun Quan and was taken aback.

"Brother, what position do you have to reprimand me..." Sun Quan stared, but there was a sorrowful look in his eyes.

"In this world, it was you and Brother Gongjin who fought. I have always been without me..." His tone was slightly lowered, but then raised again, almost shouting——

"You know how those veterans and clans think about me behind their backs?! A lord who doesn't even have military exploits will always be trash in their eyes! Trash!"

He seemed out of control.

"You said...you said you wouldn't make things difficult for me, but did you restrain yourself in the battle of Chibi? Who are you? Ah? Brother, tell me, who are you? Sun Yu, or Sun Ce?"

He rushed over suddenly, vigorously shook Sun Yu's shoulders, and looked into his eyes.

"Brother, tell me... Is a lord who won't be mentioned at the celebration banquet still a lord?"

Sun Yu saw tears in the eyes of the person opposite.

He was wrong.

Zhong Mou was right.He couldn't control himself at all.

In his heart, there is still a desire for the battlefield, for conquest, for the world.

Zhou Yu was the purpose of his return, but also an excuse for his return.Even though he didn't realize it.

This desire was undoubtedly exposed during the Battle of Chibi.

He and Zhou Yu are two fires, as long as they get together, they will inspire each other and become the leaders of everyone.

Since that battle, the soldiers' support for him and Zhou Yu has obviously surpassed that of the lord in front of him.

Eight years ago, it was my own recklessness that made a child who had not grown up bear the burden of sticking to Jiangdong.

But he never heard of the child's bitterness and grievance.

But now, he made the child even more confused and frightened.He will put the Sun family in jeopardy.

"I can't help it, brother... I can't help it..." Sun Quan was lost in thought, he didn't know where to look, but he just read this sentence slowly, and then slowly hugged him.

"I want to keep you by my side...but I can't be a puppet in your shadow..."

Sun Yu was speechless.

This evil, this hate.It was all thanks to him.Gongjin's suffering, Gongjin's pain are all caused by his wanton publicity.

He could only smile wryly and slowly caress Sun Quan's back.

"Brother, I'm sorry."

Gong Jin.

I, Sun Ce, have always been——

Such a jerk.

A large army marched on the official road.Nanjun is the target they are going to capture and advance.

Lu Meng looked worriedly at the general beside him.

Since Zhou Yu came back from the south of the city two days ago, her complexion was very ugly, pale, as if she had lost all blood.But ask him what, but he just refuses to say.

He had an old illness, which Lu Meng had known for a long time.

The root cause of this disease is probably left in the year when General Kou Ni left.

He is quite knowledgeable in medicine, sometimes Lu Meng would go to the mansion without saying hello, and he even caught him making some medicine by himself.

But Lu Meng never knew what kind of disease it was, and tried to ask a few times, but the man was perfunctory.

Seeing him like this now, I'm really worried.

While thinking about it, he suddenly saw the man beside him coughing violently.He coughed and covered his mouth with his hands.

"Great Governor..." Lu Meng just called out, but saw that his hand had already left his lips, and the bright red blood covered his palm, under the dim light of dusk, it was shocking to see.

"The governor! This..."

Zhou Yu raised his hand to stop him.

He frowned slightly, and said lightly - "I'm fine."

Turning to look at Lu Meng's worried face again, he let out a long sigh.

"Zi Ming must not mention today's matter to others."

Illness comes like a mountain.Although he knew early on that suffering from this disease would mean he would die forever, he never expected that it would be so violent when he had an attack.

His chest feels blocked, as if being torn apart by something.

two days ago.The look in the man's eyes when he left seemed to be etched into his heart.It hurts.

That night, Zhou Yu sat in front of the grave until Sun Yu came to look for him.

Sun Yu came to the Zhou mansion at Xushi, but he couldn't find anyone. Hearing that Lu Meng said he was here, he came on horseback.

From far away, I saw his figure kneeling in front of the stele, looking more and more lonely in the night.

He had no time to think about why Zhou Yu came here, but he just couldn't bear to see him like this.

He went to pull the man up.

But Zhou Yu broke free.

"General." In the calm voice, there was a repulsive strangeness.

"Please behave."

Although he had a premonition that something was wrong, he still let out a smile, but he himself knew how stiff this smile was.

"Gongjin...it's disrespectful to the dead to come here in the middle of the night to express condolences."

Zhou Yu suddenly looked up at him, his eyes sharp as if he could break things.

"Wouldn't it be even more disrespectful for the general to pretend to be a deceased person to be friends with Yu?"

Even the trace of smile that Sun Yu managed to maintain on his face disappeared.

He let go, looked down at the man, and said coldly——

"What does Gongjin mean?"

The man stood up and bowed unexpectedly.

"General He Yi is clear. After all, it's Yu's fault. I'm deceiving myself... It's late at night, so I invite the general to return home." After finishing speaking, he actually made a gesture of seeing off the guests.

Sun Yu didn't move.He only said softly - "Gongjin and Bofu are family members. I am originally a guest. Right?"

Zhou Yu stopped looking at him, turned around, and faced Sun Ce's tomb.

"But why does Zhiyu never call the general's name directly?" He didn't wait for the person behind him to answer, but took it by himself.

"Yu has been lying to herself that you are Bo Fu. Now Fang is like Huang Liang just waking up."

"What nonsense!" Sun Yu rushed up, pinched the man's shoulders, and turned him around forcefully, facing him.

"Zhou...Gong...Jin." He stared at the other party intently, and paused every word.

"You have feelings for me, don't you?"

Zhou Yu suddenly laughed.That smile contained an indescribable desolation.

"General, when you break it, you break it."

He kept his mouth shut and closed his eyes.

"You!" Sun Yu raised his fist for a moment.

He wants to hit him.

He wanted to wake up the person in front of him.The mingling of flesh and blood at the Red Cliff, and the lingering nights, are not worth mentioning.

Who is he and what is the difference.

Gong Jin.What exactly do you want from me.

When Zhou Yu opened his eyes again, he was the only one left under the dark blue sky.Only the look in his eyes when he asked him something, the eyes burning with disbelief, anger, and affection, were deeply engraved in his heart.

He leaned against the tombstone and sat down slowly.His hand slid over the words carved on the tombstone.

He spoke in a voice only he could hear.

"Bo Fu, I'm sorry."