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Before Fu Jin went to bed that night, he received a call from Chi Yu, asking him to go outside for a drink with him.

Hearing the word "wine", Fu Jin was so frightened that he lost all sleepiness, especially Chi Yu's speech was slurred at the moment, and his voice was already a little drunk.

He hurriedly got up, didn't put on his coat, just put on a shirt and went out.

It was almost twelve o'clock when I went out. Fortunately, there were few cars at night, so I drove a little faster, and I arrived within half an hour.

They used to come to this bar often, and Chi Yu guessed it without saying where it was on the phone, and the seats were still the old ones.

The first time he entered the door, he saw people. In the empty hall, sitting on the edge of the long table in the corner, he felt a little lonely.

Fu Jin walked over, pulled a chair opposite Chi Yu and sat down, seeing him lying on the table with his arms pillowed, he nudged him, "Are you drunk?"

Chi Yu waved his hands, sat up after a while, rubbed his face, "You didn't come, how can I get drunk."

Fu Jin snorted, took the two wine bottles left on the table aside, and kicked him on his calf under the table, "If the doctor has repeatedly told you, I don't need to repeat it, you If you really don’t want your life, just find a way to make it easier.”

Chi Yu leaned back on the sofa and exhaled, "I didn't drink much, not even two bottles."

"Is this a question of how much?" Fu Jin glared at him, "If you're here today, call me and I'll definitely not come."

Chi Yu smiled, didn't take it seriously, and gestured to him with the drink list, "Would you like some more?"

Because of the project and the unhappiness with Jiang Mingyang, Fu Jin was very depressed all afternoon. He really wanted to relax, so he called the waiter and asked for a bottle, but he didn't pour it for Chi Yu, even a cup Someone took it away, and only added a glass of freshly squeezed fruit juice at room temperature for him separately, and put it on his account together with the bottle of wine he asked for.

The bar focuses on nostalgia, and the decoration has a sense of age. The resident singer who likes jazz music has already left work at this point, and the mode is switched to the midnight show. There are not many guests around. The only thing that is still flowing from the flickering screen is soothing. Light music, so it is extraordinarily quiet.

Chi Yu might be a little drunk, unbuttoned two of his shirt buttons, his eyes were dull and out of focus, and he didn't know where to look.

Fu Jin took a sip of his wine, put down his glass, and glanced over him with a little irritability at the end of his eyes, "Are you still going to tell me where he is?"

"Not ready." Although his consciousness was not very clear, Chi Yu firmly rejected him this time, and emphasized very protectively, "I found him."

He probably didn't even think about what he said, and almost instinctively refused, Fu Jin was a little annoyed, "If you hide him, he is yours, right?" He couldn't help sneering, "If it's true It's so easy, you won't be sitting here with this face now."

These words probably hit Chi Yu's sore spot, he reached out to get Fu Jin's wine glass, but he pressed it down, "Are you afraid I'll snatch it?"

Chi Yu let go of his hand, and gave a wry smile with a strange expression, "Anyone can snatch him from me now, can't they?"

He was an out-of-rounder who had all his points deducted before he even stood on the starting line. The only thing he could use was this cheating method that was not on the table. He didn't know that Fu Jin was so persistent in wanting to know the process. Does Yang really have a plan for his whereabouts, or is he deliberately angry with him.

Whatever it was, he wasn't going to tell him.

He found Cheng Yang after so many years of hard work, and the internal troubles still cannot be resolved, so he can't afford any foreign troubles now.

"He's married?" Fu Jin couldn't understand the meaning of his words, so he couldn't help frowning and guessing.

If Cheng Yang started a family at this age, it would not be surprising at all. Most of their classmates were married, and some of their children had a second child. Fu Jin reminded him when he was 25 years old before he was found. Chi Yu should have been mentally prepared for this possibility.

However, the preparations are back to the preparations. At this moment, it is estimated that he will still be a little unbearable. Fu Jin was still thinking about whether to gloat at his misfortune first, or to comfort him directly, when Chi Yu shook his head.

Fu Jin: "..."

Fu Jin: "Then does he have a girlfriend? Or a boyfriend?"

Chi Yu still shook his head.

"Then you..." Fu Jin took a sip of wine, pursed his lips, and understood, "He doesn't want to see you, ignore you?"

"Isn't this normal?" Fu Jin sneered, "Just think about the disgusting things you did to him back then, maybe he would forgive you if he said forgiveness, it's so easy, why did you hide from you back then, come and find him earlier is you."

That's right, such a deep hatred of deceiving and concealing, I have only met twice, how could I let him go easily, but what Chi Yu wanted from the beginning to the end was not to let go, and Cheng Yang's helpless and perfunctory forgiveness didn't touch him at all. He unrealistically wants to go back to the past, not only because he wants to compensate Cheng Yang, but also because he wants to have the person who changed his mind for him despite all difficulties.

Cheng Yang thought about being with him, and even in that environment, he tried his best to get closer to him.

It was he who left such a person in the past.

There are too many things that can be changed in nine years. He is afraid of Cheng Yang's indifferent appearance because he is worried that his heart will also be numb. He is worried that he will never come back for him. They can no longer shake the slightest of the ending he believes.

Chi Yu shrank himself in the corner, tightly covered his eyes with his hands, the cold rolled in his stomach, and his whole body was a little weak from the cold.

"Hey, don't cry." Fu Jin saw him like this, and immediately knelt down, "The public, those who don't know, think I've done something to you."

"I didn't cry." Chi Yu was a little helpless, his Adam's apple rolled up and down with difficulty, and he exhaled, "What misunderstanding do you have about me?"

"No misunderstanding, you are so forgetful." Fu Jin looked around, but fortunately no one paid attention to them, he was relieved, and looked back at Chi Yu's mournful expression that the sky was falling and he couldn't stand it. I also feel that it would be better for him to hold a wine bottle and cry on the spot right now.

In the end, the gentleness in his heart still didn't hold back, "Take your time."

He lowered his tone, "No matter what, it's better than when I didn't find it. There is hope for people."

Chi Yu really didn't want to cry at first, Fu Jin was uncharacteristically, a few words of comfort suddenly made his eyes a little sore.

Before May Day arrived, on the night of April No. 30, just after the evening self-study, Yao Jinyuan called and asked Cheng Yang to go out for dinner.

"Back?" Cheng Yang asked.

"Just got off the plane." The signal on his side was not very good, and the background sound was filled with loud engine noise, probably he was getting on a ferry.

"Okay, what do you want to eat?"

"Have you finished class yet?" Yao Jinyuan said, "Why don't you just go to the food stall in front of the school, I'm so desperate for their kebabs."

Cheng Yang smiled, "Okay, I'll go to the queue first, and it will take about an hour for you to come here."

"okay."

In the end, it took less than an hour for people to arrive. Cheng Yang ordered him more than [-] skewers of kebabs, plus some other meat and vegetables, which filled three big plates. He also ordered two bottles of beer. Yao Jinyuan just sat down. He bit the bottle cap open with his teeth, "I've wanted to have a drink with you for a long time."

"I don't drink well." Cheng Yang shook the beer bottle in his hand, "That's the most."

"I didn't say I was going to get you drunk." Yao Jinyuan laughed loudly, "I know you well, but I sent you back at the thank-you banquet last year."

Cheng Yang smiled, took a sip of wine, and saw that there was still a suitcase next to his feet, "Why didn't you even go home first?"

"I miss this place so much." Yao Jinyuan looked up at him as he said, "I can go home anytime, but this stall doesn't exist every day."

Cheng Yang looked away slightly, and pushed the plate towards him, "Then eat more."

Yao Jinyuan sometimes feels that Cheng Yang understands what he means, at least he is not indifferent to the deep meaning behind his uncontrollable and reckless words and deeds. He didn't respond to him, even though he had graduated, he kept the strict boundary between teachers and students very clear

Sometimes even in some seemingly helpless and conniving actions, there are obvious warnings that he can perceive.

For example, when he just graduated, he often ran back, and every time the excuse was to come back to see his alma mater, and to see him as the head teacher by the way.Cheng Yang asked intentionally or unintentionally one day, whether he had had too many incidents in the past six months, and then began to care about his studies. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

Yao Jinyuan's favorable birth conditions made him seldom afraid of anything, but he was always a little afraid of this teacher whom he admired deeply. He knew very well what would be waiting for him if he crossed the line, so In the past two years, no matter how impulsive he is, he has always adhered to this bottom line. He didn't even dare to ask Cheng Yang if he had been recognized by Cheng Yang for a normal friendship.

It seems pretty good to be a student who has a good relationship with him, who can come to see him at any time, and occasionally meet him for a drink.

Yao Jinyuan made a choice, and picked up a colorful beef skewer that was grilled evenly and handed it to him, "Are they going to make up lessons for the second year of high school this summer?"

"It should be." Cheng Yang took it over, "Maybe there will be more than a month's vacation first."

"Then I'll come over and help, correct the papers and come up with questions and so on." Yao Jinyuan said, "You can also give me an internship certificate for preparation."

Cheng Yang looked up at him, "Are you okay in summer school?"

"I'm just a freshman. If there's anything I can do, I'll hurry up and go on a trip. I'm afraid of the heat." Yao Jinyuan took a bite of his meat, and laughed while eating, revealing a dimple on his left cheek, "Then say that It's settled, it's interesting to torture the juniors and sisters."

The two chatted while eating. Yao Jinyuan talked about what happened in school in the past six months. It seemed that he couldn't finish the babbling. Patting his stomach, he was so full that he couldn't stand up, "I'm so full."

"How did you go back?" Cheng Yang asked.

"Ah, it's raining?" Yao Jinyuan glanced outside. He didn't notice when it rained. Although he went to high school here, he doesn't live here.

He pushed the luggage, turned to look at Cheng Yang, his face was full of regret but he couldn't help the hidden excitement, "Mr. Cheng, can I go to your place to make do for the night? I just haven't seen Cheng Ying, Cheng Le and the others for a while." gone."

"The two of them will come back tomorrow." After taking such a long time by car at such a late hour, Cheng Yang was really worried. He happened to have a room there, so he hailed a car, "Let's go."

After going back, he took a shower, and his body smelled of smoke. Cheng Yang gave Yao Jinyuan a set of Chengle's pajamas. After a while, he slept in Cheng Ying's room and let him sleep on his bed. Before going to bed, he asked Yao Jinyuan if he would drink water , went in and saw him staring at a photo he kept on his desk.

"Mr. Cheng, is this your graduation travel photo?" Yao Jinyuan asked.

"Not really." Cheng Yang coughed, he didn't go on that trip.

Yao Jinyuan didn't care, and still lowered his head, "No. [-] Middle School in xx city? I know, it's a famous school, so you graduated from there."

Cheng Yang told him to go to bed early, it was almost twelve o'clock, and Yao Jinyuan called out just as he was leaving the house, "The boy standing next to you is so handsome, is he your school girl?"

Yao Jinyuan likes men, so his focus is naturally different from others. When he saw the photo, he first looked for Cheng Yang, and later realized that the boy next to him was so eye-catching, especially when the two of them were still standing together. This is the center of the picture.

Cheng Yang: "..."

Cheng Yang felt helpless, "No."

Yao Jinyuan was shocked, "This is not true, so what does your school grass look like?"

The school grass directly crossed the district and became the district grass, and Fu Jin's face appeared in Cheng Yang's mind, "I'm shocked, go to sleep."

"Oh." Yao Jinyuan saw that he didn't want to talk more, so he had to respond hastily, turned around and couldn't help but glance at the photo again, the more he looked at it, the more he felt something was wrong, and finally he suddenly realized, what the hell?Isn't this from P!

It's weird to notice it so late at night.

He was about to ask Cheng Yang, but Cheng Yang had already turned off the lights in the living room and entered the next room.

It's okay, the P's are handsome, and the penis is also handsome.

Except for being a little thinner than now, the eyebrows and eyes have not changed much. Yao Jinyuan took out his mobile phone, took a picture of it, and saved it.

The next morning, Cheng Yang rarely got up early and made breakfast. It was still cloudy outside, and it was raining continuously. After Yao Jinyuan finished eating, he asked the car sent by his family to pick him up at the gate of the community, and reconfirmed with Cheng Yang. It was time for a good vacation, so I left with my suitcase.

Passed by a man on the stairs, the two looked at each other, Yao Jinyuan felt a little familiar, but couldn't remember where they met, the man also looked at him, and at the same time, a message came from upstairs. When the door was closed, his expression became a little uncertain.

Cheng Yang was washing dishes in the kitchen, when he heard a knock on the door, he wiped his hands and ran to open it, "What's left?"

The person outside the door was obviously not Yao Jinyuan, but Chi Yu, whose expression turned ugly just like him after a glance.