middle of the road

Cheng Yang went back to school to submit a suspension application.

Huang Ming took it from his hand, "Have you figured it out?"

Cheng Yang nodded, without any looseness in his attitude.

Huang Ming checked all the documents and put them in the drawer, "You still don't plan to tell me where you plan to go this year?"

Cheng Yang looked at him, "I will be back."

"Okay." Huang Ming sighed, "Then can you call me every two months to report that you are safe, and don't worry me too much."

Cheng Yang thought for a while and nodded in agreement. As someone who has been caring about him until now, Huang Ming's request is not too much.

"Also, I've got your books packed up for you, do you want to take them back?"

"Let me pick a few." Cheng Yang said, "I will trouble Teacher Huang to keep the others for me."

"As long as you come back, I'll keep it for you as long as possible." Huang Ming said feeling a little uncomfortable, and patted him on the shoulder.

He talked to Cheng Yang many times and persuaded him many times. He told him all the pros and cons, but Cheng Yang still insisted on leaving. Given his current state, it might really not be suitable for him to stay and take the college entrance examination. Huang Ming After much deliberation, he decided to let him have a good rest for a year. Even if it wasn't because of Chi Yu, he had been too tight for so many years, and he really needed time and space for him to adjust.

What's more, a student like him even thought of dropping out of school at a critical moment. To have the current concession is actually considered a compromise. Huang Ming can't push him harder, but he will still feel a little regretful and reluctant in the end.

Cheng Yang came just in time for class, so it could be seen that he was not particularly anxious. He picked up a few textbooks from the pile of books, and when he saw that he brought Chinese and English together, Huang Ming felt relieved a lot. It shows that at least he didn't really give up.

He was really planning to come back again, Cheng Yang didn't seem like someone who would lie to him about this kind of thing, but Huang Ming still couldn't help worrying.

"Chi Yu...I heard that he has been looking for you all this time." Huang Ming looked at it for a while, then hesitantly asked, "Do you have something to say, do you want to see him again?"

Cheng Yang's hand turning over things paused briefly, "How is he?"

"It's not good." Huang Ming said, "I haven't come to school for many days. I finally came back yesterday. I sat there with my soul lost outside. I was worried whether he could perform normally in the college entrance examination. You guys, or It’s too young to cause so much damage to both sides.”

Cheng Yang listened to him, still expressionless, without frowning, "No, there is nothing to say."

"Alright." Huang Ming took out an envelope from the drawer and stuffed it into his pocket, "If you have any difficulties later, just come to me."

"Thank you." Cheng Yang glanced down, took it out and returned it to him, "I will come to you when I really can't go on."

Chi Yu sat in Cheng Yang's original seat, and when he came back, everything on it was gone. He thought Cheng Yang had been there, but after asking, he found out that Huang Ming had asked someone to clean it up. Right now, he ignored Tang Xiaowei's surprised eyes and turned himself Everything was moved over and sat down.

Today's class is Chinese, and the old gentleman mentioned the last few points on it. In two days, the school will let them go back.

Chi Yu forced himself to clear everything related to Cheng Yang in his mind. Now he must cheer up and finish the last few lessons.

He concentrated on taking notes, and from the corner of his eye, he saw a shadow flashing outside, and he turned his head suddenly, "Cheng Yang."

"Cheng Yang!" Chi Yu jumped up quickly, the stool didn't have time to back up, tripped him so hard that he almost fell off.

He held on to the door hard, and rushed out before he could stand still, "Cheng Yang!"

"What's going on?!" The old gentleman knocked on the podium, "Student Chi Yu, what are you doing? Pay attention to classroom discipline!"

How can Chi Yu control these things? He clearly saw Cheng Yang's shadow, but he stood on the balcony and looked left and right, but there was no one there. Is it an illusion?Chi Yu couldn't believe it.

Everyone in the class looked at him with expressions of shock and surprise. Tang Xiaowei and Li Rujiang looked at each other and hurriedly chased him out.

Chi Yu ran downstairs, "Cheng Yang!"

No one, and naturally no voice responded to him.

It was class time at this time, and there was no one in the entire corridor, on the open space, or on the playground.

Obviously, even if Chi Yu wants to see him again at this moment, if he is not there, he is not there, and there is no way to make it out of thin air.

Tang Xiaowei and the others caught up with him and pulled him back, "Chi Yu, what are you doing, you are in class, come back with us first."

Chi Yu broke away from them and ran towards the school gate, he didn't believe it, he didn't believe Cheng Yang would just leave, didn't he have feelings for him?Doesn't he hate him, don't want to punch him twice, don't he want to hear his apology?

What's the point of hiding like this, what's the point of leaving him alone, because it's fun?At this time, Chi Yu felt that he really couldn't afford it. He obviously had countless ways to make him suffer, beating him, scolding him, humiliating him in front of everyone, Chi Yu could accept all these, but he just I chose the most ruthless one, he made him unable to find him, and let him live forever in the pain and shadow of loss.

Then does he know how much he misses him, he misses him like crazy every day, he can't sleep all night long...

Tang Xiaowei and Li Rujiang dragged Chi Yu from left to right. The security guard at the door had already looked towards this side. If the trouble continued, things would get serious. Moreover, many classes on the first floor were already looking this way. "Chi Yu, calm down, Cheng Yang has dropped out of school."

"Did you see him?" Chi Yu kept looking around, without stopping for a second, he was still looking.

"No." Li Rujiang repeated again, "He really dropped out of school."

"I don't believe it." Chi Yu said loudly: "He has obviously been here, I have seen him, just now, he came here!"

"You read it wrong." Tang Xiaowei couldn't bear to look at him at this moment, "If there was someone here, you would have noticed it a long time ago, wouldn't you?"

"Come back with us, you look like this... If you really can't figure it out, talk to Ah Huang."

That's right, if there was someone, he should have seen it long ago. If Cheng Yang really came back to see him, he would not have left. Chi Yu's hands and feet were weak, and he suddenly lost strength, and his whole body fell down. Tang Xiaowei and Li Rujiang didn't hold back. Hold him, let him sit on the ground.

He hugged his head, desperately lowered his face, his fingers turned white with force, his mouth writhed stiffly as if he had something in his mouth, let out a roar of extreme pain, and then the whole person sat there motionless up.

Tang Xiaowei wanted to call him, but was stopped by Li Rujiang. It was not until a long time later that they heard a deliberately suppressed cry.

Cheng Yang stood in the shadow of the small shop outside the school gate, watching Huang Ming come over, together with Tang Xiaowei and the others, lifted Chi Yu up from the ground and pulled Chi Yu away. Painful, he switched to the other side.

Regret?

Cheng Yang didn't believe that he would regret it. He should just find out that he knew such a fact, so his conscience was disturbed.

Chi Yu never thought of going on with him. Cheng Yang knew he couldn't blame him on this point, because he never made any promises to him. The only thing he was angry with him was that he forced him to use him. It seems that he can't blame him for Cheng Ying's kindness.

Cheng Yang turned around, so he chose to leave, as if they had never known each other and had not appeared in each other's world.

After this farewell, there will be no period.

In the future, preferably in this life, there is no possibility of seeing each other again.

The college entrance examination came as scheduled, and it took two and a half days to complete all five subjects. This year's weather was particularly hot, and the science subjects were extremely difficult. Everyone who took the test complained. Many people cried when they came out. Thinking about what to do next year.

It wasn't until he didn't see his name on the final exam schedule that Chi Yu was convinced that Cheng Yang had really given up. Even so, he still stood at the school gate on the day of the exam, and all the candidates went in until the exam started. , he did not continue to wait. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

If Cheng Yang is still there, this year's topic must be very appetizing to him, and it should be easy for him to be admitted to the same university as himself.

Chi Yu knew that there were no ifs, but he couldn't help thinking about it like this, as if the more he thought about it, the less guilt he would feel.

After the exam, the class monitor organized a dinner. Everyone except Feng Jun went. Huang Ming said some parting and sad words, which successfully drove a vote of people to tears. He said that it was a pity that no one came today. Tang Xiaowei and the others held back. Chi Yu looked over, and everyone pretended that he was talking about Feng Jun, but Chi Yu could feel that Huang Ming had been deliberately avoiding mentioning Cheng Yang.

It’s not that he hasn’t looked for him, Cheng Yang’s withdrawal procedures went so smoothly, it’s impossible not to have Huang Ming’s credit, but no matter how he asked or begged him, Huang Ming just didn’t tell him, he insisted that he didn’t know he went where.

With Cheng Yang's personality, he might not have told him, but Chi Yu had a hunch that Huang Ming knew something that he didn't know. Unfortunately, he couldn't ask. Maybe Huang Ming wanted to protect him. For an assailant like him, he chose to Concealment, he is not incomprehensible.

He just misses him so much.

After the dinner, Tang Xiaowei organized a song, hooked Chi Yu's shoulders and said that he would take him to relax. Chi Yu knew his intentions were good, and he didn't refuse. He didn't want to go back, especially now that he couldn't be alone.

After losing the goal of the college entrance examination, as long as he calms down now, his mind is full of Cheng Yang. He will keep thinking about all the things he used to be with him, and then regret and pain will start to climb up along the memory, like a crazy person. Waterweeds covered his whole body.

Chi Yu didn't take the microphone, nor did he play any games with them. He sat in the corner the whole time and drank a lot by himself.

By the time Tang Xiaowei and the others found out, he was completely drunk and unconscious.

They looked through his mobile phone to find contacts, saw the dialed number, scrolled down, and they couldn't find Cheng Yang's number. Tang Xiaowei looked a little sore, what the hell is going on? ah.

They didn't know what happened, and they thought it was because of Feng Jun's incident last time that they had a conflict, so Cheng Yang chose to drop out of school, but it was too sudden, such an important matter was obviously comparable to the severity of the fight that day Not good enough.

And with Chi Yu's state during this time, especially the way the school looked for him that day, it's clear that he... likes him.

Of course, he is not the only one, everyone should have seen it, but faced with such a result, they don't know whether it is the fact that the two are gay, or the ending of the end of the song, which is more difficult for them to accept.

Because they didn't know where he lived, they finally found Fu Jin's phone number and asked him for his address, Fu Jin said directly that he would come over.

He came very quickly, but his face was very ugly. When trying to wake Chi Yu up, Tang Xiaowei wondered if he would throw the wine bottle directly in his face. Fortunately, they helped him in the end and got him down. Hit a car.

Fu Jin didn't talk to him after he got in the car, Chi Yu seemed to know it was him, tried to hide himself by the window but kept silent.

"Any clues?" Fu Jin asked when he was almost downstairs.

Chi Yu shook his head, after a while, he suddenly lowered his voice, "I'm sorry."

Fu Jin sneered, "When you find him and he says he forgives you, come and tell me that again."