middle of the road

Cheng Yang knew.

When Chi Yu ran out, only this sentence was left in his mind.

All his uncontrollable panic also came from this fact, and Cheng Yang knew it.

He knew that the purpose of what he wanted to do with him that night was not pure, and that he used him to make Chi Haidong mad at him.

He didn't expect that Chi Haidong would go to him directly like this. He thought that Chi Haidong wouldn't see it, and he even thought that Cheng Yang wouldn't know.

He still held a trace of luck, thinking that he could explain to Cheng Yang, but thinking of Cheng Yang's anger and disappointment two days ago, he felt that it was impossible for him to believe him so easily.

But no matter what the result is, Chi Yu desperately wants to see him at this moment.

What should I say after seeing him, ask him to forgive me and say that I have difficulties, or justify my refusal to admit it and use it to make up for it in the future?

Is it because of this that Cheng Yang hasn't come to school for so long?Because I didn't want to see him, I told him... goodbye.

Thinking of the goodbye he said, the huge panic and uneasiness instantly flooded him to a degree that he hadn't even estimated, so that Chi Yu couldn't start the car for the first time after getting in the car. When he got up, he stepped on the gas pedal, the engine roared violently, followed by a shake of the car, he slammed on the brakes and stopped.

Chi Yu took a deep breath and slammed the steering wheel hard, no, no, he didn't even mention it first, how dare Cheng Yang break up with him, even if he changed his will and wanted to stay away from here, it was because of Cheng Yang Himself, when he said that he wanted to be close to him, he meant that he could come back to see him at any time, and the initiative was in his hands, not that the two of them would be together as Cheng Yang thought.

It was Cheng Yang himself who didn't understand what he meant. He made his own opinions and arranged the arrangement self-righteously.

Did he know that he changed his choice?Chi Yu was a little uncertain. Chi Haidong didn't know about this matter, so he could only ask Huang Ming.

Although it won't be long before the scores come out, Cheng Yang will know, but Chi Yu still doesn't want to tell him so soon, and he doesn't know why, as if he simply thinks that if Cheng Yang knows later, he will suffer less damage. Sample.

In fact, everyone understands that there is no equal relationship in this. After realizing that Cheng Yang sent Cheng Le away, he might have something to do with him. Chi Yu wanted to back down from a person who paid such a high price to stay by his side. At the same time, after all, I still feel a little unbearable.

He wanted to artificially increase the distance between the two of them, because he never thought about having a future with Cheng Yang.

But he also didn't want to end it now.

I drove all the way downstairs to Cheng Yang's house, and when I turned in, I saw the lights on the second floor. Chi Yu was relieved but also a little nervous. With Cheng Yang's temper, he might not forgive him so quickly, and he only smashed it with a basketball that day. His face, with his temper, this should be considered light.

There was a lot of movement in the corridor, as if someone was cleaning, and the sound of glass and plastic being swept out of the door could be heard clearly from below. Chi Yu stepped upstairs, thinking that Cheng Yang was at the door, but waiting for him When they arrived, it was Cheng Yunsheng who saw it at a glance.

Cheng Yunsheng stopped what he was doing, squinted his eyes for a while, and after recognizing him, his face darkened, "It's you, why are you here?"

"Where's Cheng Yang?" Chi Yu took two steps up, stood at the door, and glanced inside with a displeased expression.

It's so late, why is Cheng Yunsheng here?

"I don't know." Cheng Yunsheng waved his hand impatiently, "Look for him elsewhere, don't come to me!"

"Your place?" What do you mean, did Cheng Yang give him the house? "What about others?" Chi Yu frowned and asked again.

The lights in the room were all on, and he was very familiar with Cheng Yang's house, unless he was standing on the balcony, otherwise he could tell at a glance whether he was there from this angle, and he didn't see Cheng Ying, which was a point that she She went to bed early, but now her room is brightly lit. On the contrary, since Chi Yu stood here, she hasn't heard any voice inside except Cheng Yunsheng.

Cheng Yang is obviously not here, where did he go?

Chi Yu walked in, but was stopped by Cheng Yunsheng.

"Can't understand people's language?" Cheng Yunsheng roared with a cigarette in his mouth, "He's not here! This is my house, I don't care where he likes to go!"

Chi Yu stepped forward and grabbed his collar, and pushed back against the wall fiercely, his hand burst out with veins from the force, he stared at him, "What did you do to him?!"

"Oh, what can I do to him." Cheng Yunsheng struggled for a while, spit the cigarette on his face, and sneered, "It's you, it's time, why pretend to be a mother? Well, if it’s really good, you don’t even know where he went, and you come to ask me?”

Chi Yu's heart was shocked, he couldn't believe it, "He left?"

"Yeah, let's go, I don't care where you go." Cheng Yunsheng said: "I just need him to put the money on my card on time every month."

"what money?"

"Does it have something to do with you? What money?" Cheng Yunsheng sneered, "I'll just say a word, if I don't know, I don't know, it doesn't matter how many times I ask, if you want to find someone, you can find it yourself, and it's up to you to find someone."

Chi Yu let him go, turned around and walked in the door, as if he wouldn't believe a word he said if he didn't see anyone today.

However, after taking two steps, he stopped.

He looked on the ground, and among the pile of scraps that were treated as garbage, there was a familiar box, which was given to him on Cheng Yang's birthday. It used to contain three sweaters, but now the sweater and the dark blue down jacket , and all the clothes he bought for Cheng Ying and Cheng Le were randomly piled up by the door by Cheng Yunsheng in plastic bags, not sure if he planned to keep them for himself or sell them.

And next to the overturned box, the scattered things made him feel a sharp tearing pain in his heart.

There are the decompression balls he bought in a grocery store, the paper with Cheng Yang's name and his seal engraved in the countryside, the label of the down jacket, the carefully folded sugar paper... These should have been well put away in the box before. At this time, it was like trash that no one wanted, together with other things he threw down in this room, it was covered with a layer of dust, lying there pitifully.

All... don't you want it?

Chi Yu's eyes suddenly became hot, and he rushed to the pile of things, and after randomly picking them apart, he carefully picked up the pieces of paper inside.

I liked it so much in the past, and when I brought it back, I couldn't bear to fold it in the book, but now it is torn to pieces like this.

Cheng Yunsheng followed, hit him with a broom and ordered him to get out, but Chi Yu still picked it up with his head down as if he didn't hear it.

Cheng Yunsheng scolded, grabbed him by the back collar, threw him out of the door, and then kicked his foot, Chi Yu fell to the ground, his right hand pressed against the broken glass, and several cuts were broken immediately, bloody full of palms.

However, he didn't seem to feel the pain at all. Except for grabbing the shredded papers and changing them to his left hand, he didn't even frown. When I got up, I wanted to rush in.

Cheng Yunsheng swept the things out vigorously to block his movement, then closed the door and cursed, "Crazy!"

Chi Yu slammed the door hard, and heard Cheng Yunsheng swearing inside, he slammed it twice again, something slid down his face, it was hot when it came out, and it was cold when it fell down, he raised his hand to wipe it, only to realize that at some point, The forehead was scratched by debris and bleeding.

"Open the door!" He took a deep breath, and a painful whimper rolled out of his throat, "Give me back the things!"

There was no movement inside, Cheng Yunsheng didn't seem to intend to talk to him anymore, Chi Yu slammed it hard again, his voice hoarse, "You just said what money he called you, come out, I'll give you the money if you want it!"

"Fuck you!" Cheng Yunsheng scolded: "Don't think I don't know that you are with him, don't try to lie to me! Get out!"

Chi Yu took a step back, Cheng Yunsheng should have been frightened by him, and he didn't believe what he said, he took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said: "Listen clearly, keep everything inside for me, no matter who Whether I owe you or not, you make an offer, and I will get the money tomorrow!"

Something heavy hit the door in return, and there was no movement after that. Chi Yu knocked on the door twice and he didn't scold again. I don't know if he believed it. Chi Yu didn't dare to really annoy him, for fear that he would know He refused to say anything because he was afraid that he would really throw away those things.

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and it was so sticky and bloody that he almost couldn't hold it. He called Cheng Yang. He couldn't believe that he just left, but no matter how many times he called, the voice from the receiver kept reminding him , Cheng Yang hasn't turned on the phone since that day.

He called Huang Ming and asked him if he knew about Cheng Yang's situation. He no longer lived in the original house, where did he go?

Huang Ming made up a few reasons at the beginning, but Chi Yu didn't believe it. Given how much Huang Ming cared about Cheng Yang, it was impossible for him to be so calm after he disappeared. He must know something, not to mention that he was already standing here and witnessed him. Throw away everything related to him.

Chi Yu hugged her head, and slowly squatted down against the wall, not concealing her gaffe, and begged him painfully, "Tell me."

"He dropped out of school." Huang Ming said.

The little hope remaining in Chi Yu's heart was extinguished by these words, and a downright coolness rolled over his body in an instant, his voice trembled, and small screams filled his ears, he swallowed the thorn in his throat. Pain, "Then do you know where he went?"

"I don't know." Huang Ming sighed, "I really don't know, he didn't tell me when he left."

Huang Ming really didn't know, he asked Cheng Yang what his plan was for this year, Cheng Yang didn't tell him, but promised him that he would come back to take the college entrance examination after a year, but he couldn't tell Chi Yu about this.

"This is the truth." Huang Ming softened his tone, a little helpless, "I also care about him, but I really don't know Chi Yu."

He didn't know when the phone slipped from his ear, and he didn't know how long he had been sitting here. His mind was blank, and the sudden change made him a little confused, as if he had no news that Cheng Yang had left until now. Ri came to his senses.

Played a game with him, said goodbye to him that was not solemn, then dropped out of school, moved away, Cheng Yang didn't leave him any room, just disappeared into his world like this, he really Is there such a heinous crime? Let him give him the death penalty right away.

Impossible, he didn't believe it, Cheng Yang was probably just angry with him, wanted to hide from him for a few days, and would come back to him in two days, they had quarreled so many times, but they finally resolved it peacefully, this time Cheng Yang even quarreled How could you just give up like this without arguing with him?

Doesn't he want to question him, don't he want to know the truth, don't he want to hear even a word of defense from him?

Is that enough to smash it?He made such a big mistake, so he was cheap like this?

So he left, and a thought suddenly came to Chi Yu's mind. It turned out that he knew that his disappearance was the most ruthless and utter torture to him. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

Chi Yu got up staggeringly, and went downstairs to find Aunt Qiu, maybe she knew that Cheng Yang took so much care of Cheng Yang, it was impossible for Cheng Yang not to tell her where he was going, he was not that kind of person.

Aunt Qiu must have heard the movement and watched him come down. She stood at the stairs, "He came to look for Xiaoyang? He left."

"Where did you go?"

Aunt Qiu shook her head, "I asked him, but he refused to tell me. He just reassured me that he would take care of me." She wiped away her tears and began to scold Cheng Yunsheng for being such a good child. How did you end up with this kind of family, "Life is too hard."

Yes, life is too hard, and with such a friend as him, Chi Yu feels even more uncomfortable seeing her cry.

"Why is your hand bleeding?" Aunt Qiu looked at him, "Go to my room first, and I'll wrap it for you."

Chi Yu was numbly pushed on the chair by her, and Aunt Qiu brought alcohol to disinfect him, "Xiao Yang rolled down the stairs that day, her hands were covered in blood like this, and Yingying and I helped him up. Lost my soul, I didn’t say anything when I asked, almost scared me to death.”

"When?" Chi Yu rolled his eyes and looked at her.

"Just a few days ago, I should have decided to leave at that time." Aunt Qiu began to criticize Cheng Yunsheng for being cold-blooded and ruthless, because she felt that Cheng Yunsheng was the culprit for Cheng Yang's departure, but Chi Yu knew that Cheng Yunsheng could only Yes, it was Chi Yu who really forced him away a few days ago.

Cheng Yang must have known the truth that day and rolled down the stairs?So at that time, did he hate him to the core?

Chi Yu didn't wait for Aunt Qiu to finish disinfecting him, so he got up and rushed out. Now he was the one who lost his soul. He sat in the car and never dared to look at the room or the stairs again. He was afraid of himself After the crazy pain reminded him of the torment Cheng Yang suffered in those few days, it would become more rampant and stir up more intense regret and panic in his body.

He didn't sleep all night.

Early the next morning, he ran to Cheng Ying's school, and the result he got was as he expected. Cheng Ying hadn't come to school for a long time, and the class teacher said that her brother had come here once before, and said he wanted to take her to another place, but The transfer procedure has never been done.

They sent a teacher to her home yesterday, but they couldn't find anyone. How to follow up later has to wait for the notification from the higher-ups.

Walking out of the door of the No. [-] Attached Primary School, the sun-soaked Chi Yu couldn't keep his eyes open. The weather was obviously very hot, but he couldn't help but feel chills.

So far he has asked everyone he can, and these people said they don't know, Chi Yu believes that Cheng Yang will not leave any clues elsewhere.

The moment he raised his head, tears rolled down silently.

He had no doubt that Cheng Yang had really left.

Maybe... never come back.