middle of the road

On the morning of the first day of the new year, Chi Yu left before Cheng Yang woke up. When he returned home, Chi Haidong was at home and asked him where he had been. He came over to eat together, and arranged a car to take him back to his hometown after eating.

Cheng Yang didn't call to ask, and Chi Yu didn't contact him again in the next few days.

On the contrary, Fu Jin went back when he heard that he was silent, expressing that he was very unhappy, and asked why he didn't take him with him.

"That also requires me to be able to move you." I heard that the supplementary lessons arranged by his mother lasted until the seventh day of junior high school, and they started school on the eighth day of junior high school. Except for the first day of junior high school, when he was allowed to move freely for a day, he had to study hard at other times. spend.

"I've had a miserable year too. I don't know how I will fare in my senior year of high school next year." Fu Jin wailed, lamenting how hard his life was.

"Just try to pass the exam." Chi Yu pulled the blanket on his body, the sun in front of the French windows was a bit harsh, so he moved a little to the side.

"I actually passed the exam this time." Fu Jin said: "My mother is very demanding, and she can't wait to go to the top ten of her grade, saying that I used to be able to pass the exam in junior high school, but now I can't pass the exam in high school. Go, can it be the same, she really doesn't know the depth of No. [-] middle school, there are so many bastards lying on the bottom of the pool."

"Damn." Chi Yu turned over, "Then tell your mother, you can't beat them with your strength, and you don't know how many blocks you can beat those bastards with your appearance."

Fu Jin laughed, "You're afraid that she won't beat me to death. Anyway, since she was a child, she didn't think I'm so good. I'm humble."

Chi Yu turned on the hands-free, put the mobile phone on his chest, read a book while lying down, and now he was a little drowsy, and he was confused and didn't understand the next few jokes of Fu Jin until he suddenly changed the pair. With a low tone, he called him and asked him if he had seen Cheng Yang in the past two days?

"I've seen it." Chi Yu said.

But he planned that if Fu Jin asked when and why he met, he would just talk about the time and reason.

Fortunately, he didn't, but asked: "How is he?"

"Fine, what's wrong?"

"I..." Fu Jin hesitated, and after a while, he said, "I want to confess my love to him in these two days and make everything clear."

Chi Yu sat up suddenly, "What?"

"It's unbelievable, isn't it?" Fu Jin said, "I was shocked, but once I had this idea, it has always been in my mind for the past two days."

"Have you thought it through?" Chi Yu felt that what he said just now was strange, but luckily Fu Jin didn't hear it, so he coughed lightly and adjusted his tone again.

Fu Jin didn't say a word. What he thought the most these two days was that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Jiang Mingyang said he would stop him, and he didn't have to believe that he would defy the law, but after hearing that sentence that day, his subconscious thought that it would end here So sure again.

But he was not reconciled, he hadn't said anything to Cheng Yang, he hadn't even verified whether he was right, and he was told to give up after a few words from others, which seemed like he had no idea.

Fu Jin has his own principles in this kind of thing, he doesn't touch straight ones, this is the rule he set for himself after realizing that he is different from others, because at his age, he can't touch it, different A man of attributes has no sense of belonging to his hidden mind.

"Yeah." Fu Jin smiled, "Yes or no, I must die in peace."

"Aren't you afraid that he will tell others if he finds out?" Chi Yu used to think that he didn't care, but judging from his attitude towards Jiang Mingyang, his taboo on this matter was far deeper than he thought, so Hearing that he was going to confess, his first reaction was that it wasn't true, and he might just yell casually to have fun.

However, listening to his tone at the moment, Chi Yu suddenly realized that he might really have this plan.

"Based on what I know about him, he shouldn't be that kind of person." Fu Jin said.

"Then based on what you know about him, do you think he will tell you?"

"I don't know." Fu Jin said: "That's why I asked him, whether he said it or not, at least I said what I wanted to say first, I don't want to wait until I can speak later, he has already alienated me , I finally..."

"He's straight." Chi Yu interrupted him.

If Fu Jin listened carefully, he could hear a trace of panic in his eager to speak, but when he heard him say this, it seemed to be another powerful stamp on Jiang Mingyang's words, he leaned back on the chair, "...Even you said that."

"Yeah." He could sleep in the same bed with him, how could he still be curvy, although Fu Jin could also sleep with him, but Chi Yu could actually feel every time he lay down on his body The slight nervousness is completely absent from Cheng Yang, "It's easy to see, isn't it?"

"Then if I don't tell you, can you tell who I am?" Fu Jin asked.

Chi Yu thought for a while, "Not necessarily, sometimes it's just a feeling."

Fu Jin didn't speak anymore, Chi Yu felt that it was not good to just beat him to death with a stick like this, maybe Cheng Yang just hid it deep, just like Boss Zhang's obvious harassment, he actually accepted it with his temper, which also made him Feels weird.

If it is for livelihood, there is more than one place where you can work, there are more than a dozen restaurants on that street alone, not to mention that Cheng Yang is not given much preferential treatment there.

Then why not change?

Chi Yu wanted to go over and ask him, but first Cheng Yang didn't seem to want to talk about it, and second, he really didn't have much to do with him. Where he would make money and what kind of treatment he was willing to endure was his business.

"When are you going to say it?" Chi Yu asked.

"Let's talk about it later." Fu Jin sighed, "It was originally planned for these two days. If it doesn't work, I have time to adjust."

"now what?"

"Since you've said that, I'd better think about it for a while." Fu Jin paused, and then said, "But in my opinion, it's useless to think more or less."

Chi Yu was a bit confused by this statement. He thought that he might have temporarily given up the idea of ​​confessing his love, but the latter sentence seemed that he didn't think much about it, so he hung up the phone. Chi Yu felt a little irritable for some reason.

He left the window and went to sit in Zhao Jin's former study, wanting to write something to divert his attention, but he didn't even have the desire to pick up a pen.

Cheng Yang Cheng Yang.

He hadn't even cleared up his thoughts when he escaped in a hurry, and Fu Jin gave him another heavy blow here.

Although he was sure that even if he confessed, Cheng Yang would not agree to him. He didn't look like a person with such rich feelings, but in case, Cheng Yang didn't accept other people's kindness, but if someone offered another If you don't help him with this identity, will he still resist it like now?

Chi Yu doesn't know, the only thing he knows now is that he has a desire for him and a strong possessive desire, that's why Fu Jin's thoughts make him a little out of control.

In the past few days since he came back, he thought carefully, maybe the sudden physical reaction that day was due to too much pressure recently, or he hadn't vented for too long.

However, when he saw Qu Jingya two days ago, when he went to bed with her and hugged her naked body, he couldn't help but think about Cheng Yang, Cheng Yang's face, Cheng Yang's body, and the back of Cheng Yang's neck On that piece of warm skin.

He never knew that his desire would be so strong, like a fallen leaf wrapped in a torrent, with negligible resistance, but extremely greedy for the pleasure of going downstream.

Just like now, the body that can't be warmed up in the sun, because thinking of the curvature of Cheng Yang's mouth when he occasionally laughed, his body burned quickly, and the fine pleasure was transmitted to his limbs, he opened the sweatpants The edge of the hand stretched in and slowly held it.

Cheng Yang has been tidying up at home these two days, washing winter clothes for Cheng Ying and Cheng Le. The children don't pay attention to wearing them. The cuffs and necklines are especially dirty. The washing machine is not clean and waste water. He usually washes them by hand.

There are also a few sweaters, because they have been worn for too long, and the needles in many places are missing to varying degrees. He can repair the daily furniture. They were sewn where they had been, but that was too ugly, and when the jacket came off, he worried that they would make people laugh.

Cheng Yang just went downstairs to learn a hand with Aunt Qiu two days ago, and took notes. This meeting is facing him and studying how to pick up the woolen yarn from the bottom.

Cheng Ying and Cheng Le are sitting on the sofa watching TV. Usually, the remote control is in Cheng Ying's hands at this time. When she says what to watch, Cheng Le will follow. Yang doesn't know how to coax them, just leave them alone, and usually it doesn't take more than a day to pretend that nothing happened.

The phone rang at home, and Cheng Yang put down his things to answer it. It was from the telecommunications company to promote some business. He hung up after saying no, almost thinking it was Chi Yu again.

This person called him twice in a row the day before yesterday and yesterday, and nothing happened, so he just chatted casually, and at the end of each time, he would ask if Fu Jin had called recently. It was so mysterious, Cheng Yang Some inexplicable.

Just as the phone was put down, someone knocked on the door, and he went to open it. Chi Yu stood outside the door with his bag on his back.

Cheng Yang: "..."

Chi Yu: "..."

Chi Yu: "What expression do you have, are you so surprised to see me?"

Cheng Yang: "Didn't you just come back on the seventh day of the lunar new year?"

"If you want to go back, go back. Anyway, there is no one on both sides, so it's the same wherever you stay." Chi Yu came in, put down the bag, took out four coupons from his pocket and shook, "Let's go, please go to the buffet."

"Where did it come from?" Cheng Yang asked.

"The winner of the lottery." Chi Yu said and called Cheng Ying and Cheng Le inside, "Hurry up and change your clothes, Brother Chi Yu will take you to a big meal."

The two people on the sofa turned their heads to look at Cheng Yang in unison, clearly looking expectant, but Cheng Yang didn't move, and they were still sitting properly.

"Okay." Chi Yu smiled helplessly, "It was given to me by my dad. It was given by someone else. It's the same as the one in the lottery. Do you want to go? I'm starving to death, and I haven't had breakfast yet. .”

Cheng Yang looked at his hands, "Exactly four?"

"I just took four." Chi Yu emphasized, "A dozen, I can get you twenty if you want, and it expires the day after tomorrow, you see."

Cheng Yang glanced at him, then looked at the two over there, Chi Yu was ready to say no, let me go downstairs to buy groceries at the head office, so he nodded in agreement and told them to get dressed.

Chi Yu was touched by him, almost wanted to hug him and give him a kiss, it was so difficult, asking him to go out for a meal was even more difficult than asking the restaurant to find him four coupons that were about to expire.