middle of the road

After dinner, he was a little full. When Jiang Mingyang sent him back, Fu Jin asked him to park the car at the gate of the community, saying that he would go in and circle around twice. But after walking for a long time, he shouted again that he couldn't move anymore, and fell behind, holding his hand. He refused to move half a step with his trouser pockets in his pockets, and just looked at Jiang Mingyang cheekily.

Jiang Mingyang turned around, "Huh?"

Fu Jin hooked his fingers at him, and smiled frankly, "Come and carry me on your back, we are so familiar."

Jiang Mingyang was taken aback for a moment, then walked over, regardless of whether there was anyone around, and squatted down in front of him.

Fu Jin jumped up and hugged his neck. Before he could stand still, he held the back of Jiang Mingyang's head and kissed it resoundingly.

Jiang Mingyang's ears turned red in an instant. Fortunately, the location was remote and the light was dark, so he couldn't tell unless he got close. He slightly tilted his head, "Don't make trouble."

"Is it heavy?" Fu Jin asked with his head forward, putting his face next to his ear.

"Not sinking." Jiang Mingyang said.

"It's a lie." They are the same height and about the same size. This will hang on him, which is completely the weight of a grown man. Fu Jin knows that it is not easy for him, but he just can't help but feel like someone who just fell in love. Like a little girl, she rejects all truth, "Is it really not heavy?"

"Yeah." Jiang Mingyang didn't rush or slow, walking very steadily, his breathing was a little messy when Fu Jin kissed him at the beginning, and now there is no abnormality.

"You." Fu Jin looked helpless, but his heart softened, he took out the piece of chocolate that was too much today from his pocket, peeled it off and stuffed it into his mouth.

The wind at night was a bit cool, but there was a sense of warmth in his ears. He tightened his arms, rubbed the side of Jiang Mingyang's face lightly twice and said: "Last time at the gate of my school, you... suddenly acted like that, is it because Jealous?"

Jiang Mingyang didn't speak, but the hand on his leg was tightened. He thought that Fu Jin knew about it, but he didn't say anything on purpose. He didn't expect him to be belatedly aware.

"I, with that person that day..." Fu Jin coughed, not knowing what to say, he could say yes or no, he thought about it, and decided to throw the blame first, "Isn't it because of you?" It's too boring, don't say anything, just rely on guessing, I don't know what you are thinking."

"Besides, you despised me so much before, how could I dare to think...

Fu Jin was complaining about himself, when Jiang Mingyang suddenly asked in a strange voice, "That person?"

Fu Jin thought that he still wanted to pursue the matter, so he was silent for a while and decided to confess. Jiang Mingyang was so angry that he almost shed tears last time, thinking about it, he felt a little sour, as if he was intentionally bullying others.

Besides, it's really nothing. The two of you just got together, so you can't just leave some unexplained hidden dangers behind.

Especially thinking that the two of them have been delayed for so many years because they didn't speak clearly, Fu Jin cleared his throat.

"Originally, I was thinking... so what, I have something to do with him." Determination is one thing, and it's like saying something, and I feel ashamed of being publicly executed, "but then I was interrupted, and I just Nothing happened, I can assure you of this, I was confused at the time, I thought he was good-looking, and you ignored me and kept arguing with me, so I... my mind was a little crooked. "

"I have his phone number and WeChat here. If you don't like it, I will delete it now. In the future..." Fu Jin was confessing, and he glanced at the end of his eyes and found that Jiang Mingyang didn't seem to be very angry. On the contrary, from his perspective, He could still see the faint smile on the corner of his mouth, Fu Jin thought he was wrong, so he quickly jumped off his back and grabbed his shoulder.

Seeing that he was jumping fast, Jiang Mingyang turned around and helped him. Fu Jin could see clearly that he was not smiling, but he was really not angry either.

"Do you remember that person's name?" Jiang Mingyang asked.

Fu Jin was a little confused, "What's wrong? He told me that day."

It's called Shen Di, nothing special, maybe because of the seniority of the person, the name naturally has a special beauty on him, but if you take it apart and look at it separately, it is an ordinary name. This is what the junior is called.

Jiang Mingyang silently came over to hold his hand, and led him a few steps forward. This time, Fu Jin could see that he was really smiling just by looking at the back of his head.

Fu Jin: "???"

Fu Jin: "Do you not mind?"

Jiang Mingyang: "Excuse me."

Jiang Mingyang: "This is not an example."

If it wasn't for his cold tone, Fu Jin would feel that he was perfunctory. He was a little dazed, but he still said "oh".

Almost downstairs, Jiang Mingyang suddenly said, "I never disliked you."

"there has never been?"

"there has never been."

"Really?" Fu Jin raised his eyebrows, and leaned closer to him deliberately, "Then what do you mean before, you liked me a long time ago?"

"En." Jiang Mingyang replied almost without hesitation.

The sudden confession caught Fu Jin a little off guard. After he realized it, he grabbed Jiang Mingyang and kissed him. Although he still didn't quite understand when he became so magnanimous, it was fine if he didn't pursue it. Fu Jin didn't have much. Thinking, hugged and kissed the person hard.

The two bid farewell downstairs. Jiang Mingyang didn't say he wanted to go up, and Fu Jin didn't take the initiative to mention it. After all, he just started dating. According to the progress of a normal relationship between a man and a woman, it's just that at this time... It seems a bit too fast.

Fu Jin hasn't talked about it, he doesn't mind walking slowly, and what happened last time should have left some psychological shadows on Jiang Mingyang, so at this time he is even more unwilling to let Jiang Mingyang know that it was the last time. That feeling fueled his desire and determination to be with him. Although that feeling still makes him miss it, Fu Jin thoughtfully expressed his willingness to give Jiang Mingyang time.

Jiang Mingyang didn't say anything, just lowered his head and smiled, until Fu Jin turned around and walked in. He looked at his back, his eyes were soft, and slowly emerged in his eyes, but it was a little bit of aggression hidden, and wrapped around him. The strong possessiveness in the cloak of tolerance and forbearance.

Cheng Yang went on a blind date that night.

There was an old teacher named Yuan in their school who was hired back to the administrative team after retirement. He was keen to solve the personal problems of single men and women. A girl who works as a teacher in school.

Feng Fei made fun of him for his evening self-study and refused so many times before he left. Teacher Yuan still persevered, so he had to meet him just because of his favor. These new batches of them , Few of them are still single, the status quo is that there are more women than men in this industry, not to mention that Cheng Yang's conditions are not bad in all aspects except money, and he is still alone until now, it is entirely because he is not active.

After eating together and watching a movie, Cheng Yang felt that the girl might not have liked him when he sent the girl downstairs.

Sure enough, as soon as he got home, Teacher Yuan called and asked them what they talked about today?

Cheng Yang meant that she could speak directly if she had something to say, so she didn't have to worry too much about him.

"The other side said that you are too boring, and you didn't talk much all night." Teacher Yuan said, "Tell me, are you really not interested, or are you embarrassed? The little girl is thin-skinned, and you don't take the initiative here. , she will refuse first."

The decision to agree to go was made hastily. Now the other party had no idea, which made Cheng Yang heave a sigh of relief. He really didn't behave on purpose. His personality is like this. He explained to Teacher Yuan that Teacher Yuan repeatedly praised how good the girl was. , asked Cheng Yang to fight for more, and after getting his euphemistic refusal, she sighed depressed for a while, "Mr. Cheng, what kind of person do you want to find?"

To be honest, Cheng Yang didn't know what kind of person he was looking for, or in other words, he had never considered whether to look for it or not for so many years.

He didn't have the time or the extra energy to think about it. When the people around him were busy dating, he was tired of making ends meet.

Maybe these are just excuses in the eyes of others, because sometimes even he himself thinks so, he is not young, and like all ordinary people, the so-called important stages in a well-behaved life should be put on the agenda, but he has been I'm deliberately avoiding it.

From another level, maybe he is not ordinary, why did he deceive others for the sake of... now.

The past that suddenly came to mind made Cheng Yang a little uneasy. He hadn't done this for a long time. The day after tomorrow there was a very important public class, which was related to next year's evaluation. He has been preparing for this week, and all the materials are in the At hand, he suddenly couldn't stand it anymore.

He opened the window and took out a cigarette from the drawer. Just as he put it to his mouth, the doorbell rang.

Aunt Wang would sometimes bring over some snacks she made herself, or occasionally, call Cheng Yang to help her look at the lights or water pipes, so even at this point, Cheng Yang opened the door without any doubt. .

A pungent smell of alcohol came to his face, so strong that he almost couldn't open his eyes.

Someone fell towards him, Cheng Yang subconsciously stretched out his hand to catch it, the weight of the body on the other side bent his knees, and he was almost unable to stand in the chaos. He used a little strength to stabilize his body, so as not to fall along with him .

"Cheng Yang..." Chi Yu was held by his arms, clung to him as if boneless, whispered in his ear a few times, and then laughed to himself, his chest vibrated, and he let out a muffled sound sound.

"Get out." When Cheng Yang heard that it was him, he immediately let go, took the cigarette from his mouth, and threw it on the cabinet next to him.

"I don't." Chi Yu was wearing a crisp wool coat, but he was lying on the ground like a rogue, "I won't go out."

"It's hard to come here...don't try to drive me away..."

Cheng Yang was speechless, and threw him out. Chi Yu held on to the legs of the table desperately and did not let go. The table was tugged under the force from both sides, and the table was on the verge of falling. The things on it fell, and the sound of rubbing against the ground was huge, especially at this moment. It was even more abrupt in the dead of night around.

Drinking alcohol is good for strength, Chi Yu stepped on the door frame with one leg, trying not to let himself be thrown out, Cheng Yang tried a few times to hold him back, but after a stalemate for a while, he was afraid that Aunt Wang's family on the opposite side would make trouble again, so he had no choice but to Can close the door first.

If it weren't for the past with Chi Yu, seeing him lying on the floor of his house in a drunken madness at night without any regard for his image, Cheng Yang probably couldn't imagine this appearance in his life, and he was so helpless that he went out. I almost laughed angrily when I was sweating all over.

"I have something to show you, come here..." As if the territory was not safe enough, Chi Yu got up and moved a few steps in, until he sat down with his back to the sofa, he was completely settled Heartbroken, I couldn't wait to find something out of my pocket, "Do you still remember, I gave it to you."

An old disfigured Rubik's Cube.

"At that time you were in the hospital, and I bought it when you were bored." Chi Yu spelled it out in twos and twos, and turned towards Cheng Yang like offering a treasure, "At first I couldn't learn...then...then you go away I just hold it in my hand every day, and one day I suddenly realize that I can..."

He smiled, "You mess it up now, whatever you want... I can spell it out for you in ten seconds, even if I close my eyes..." His eyes were reddish, his hair was messy, and his clothes were in a mess just now. Wrinkled and wrinkled in the struggle, the appearance of trying to please is a bit pitiful.

Cheng Yang thought he was drunk and unconscious, but he didn't expect his thoughts to be quite clear. He took two steps forward, maybe because the expression on his face was too indifferent, the person who just called him to come over subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand , It's a pity that the movements can't keep up with the brain, and Cheng Yang took it over in a blink of an eye.

"Don't throw it away..." Chi Yu almost instinctively wanted to jump up, looking at his hands eagerly, "...give it back to me."

"You go out." Cheng Yang said, "I won't throw it away when I go out."

"No." Chi Yu touched the edge of the sofa and took two steps back, resolutely shaking her head, "You just want me to go out, you want to drive me away...I won't go."

"This is not where you should come, and I am not someone like you." Cheng Yang looked out the window, "I can still let you go out by yourself now."

"Why are you not someone like me?" Chi Yu looked at him, eyes full of infatuation, he slowly squatted down, "I like you so much... I have always liked you, so much that I don't even know how much I like you ...Cheng Yang...I, I am very sad now, I am very upset, you can think of a way, can you forgive me..."

Cheng Yang's hand holding the Rubik's Cube hangs by his side, and he tilts his head to look away.

Chi Yu coughed twice, "I kept all the things you threw in that house later on. Back then... how could you be willing to..."

"Why am I not willing?" Cheng Yang's tone was as cold as ever, "Things are dead, so you didn't treat me as a living person back then..."

Before he could finish his sentence, he underestimated Chi Yu. He didn't expect that a person who looked so drunk could burst out with so much strength. He didn't notice for a while, and was dragged by Chi Yu's shoulders and suddenly rolled over and pressed on the sofa. Up, followed his lips down, blocking him fiercely.

Full of alcohol, the kiss was chaotic.

The teeth kept bumping against each other under the rough movements, and Cheng Yang's eyes were blurred in pain. After he realized it, he immediately punched Chi Yu.

Chi Yu was beaten and turned away, but before Cheng Yang could push him away, he grabbed his arm and kissed him again.

In the same position, with the same strength, Chi Yu was punched firmly again. Chi Yu snorted, but his hands still didn't let go at all.

The two were entangled on the sofa. No matter how Cheng Yang beat him, Chi Yu always hugged him tightly. Even in the interval of enduring pain, he couldn't help it because the breath in his arms was so beautiful and nostalgic. Nibbled on his neck lightly.

Such a method is not so much taking advantage of Cheng Yang, but more like self-torture that he is willing to choose in order to let him vent.

For the last time, Cheng Yang's knee pressed hard against his abdomen, and Chi Yu slid off him, "It hurts..."

The fingers holding Cheng Yang's collar were twisted tightly, and he buried his face on his shoulders, trembling all over.

"Let go if it hurts." Cheng Yang's chest rose and fell slightly, looking at the top of his head.

Unexpectedly, it was like this, but Chi Yu still shook his head.

While Cheng Yang lost his patience, he also felt helpless, "You were not like this before."

Chi Yu imitated him, "You also know that was before."

Cheng Yang: "..."

Drunk and this unilateral "abuse", Chi Yu had long since lost his strength. Even if he didn't want to let go at this time, he could only watch Cheng Yang get up and push him away.

The Rubik's Cube fell from nowhere and rolled twice on the ground. Chi Yu picked it up and held it in his hand. He leaned against the sofa and slowly raised his head.

The sadness in his eyes was getting thicker, he gasped hard, and his throat was full of bitterness, "What do you want me to do, Cheng Yang, can I give you my life?"