Hidden heart

Shen Yao decided not to sit down any longer. He glanced at his watch and said to Fan Xuechen: "Xuechen, it's getting late." Zhang Jingyuan who was on the side heard this, and immediately became a little restless. She cleaned up her paintings, Get up and bid farewell to Fan Xuechen.

"Xuechen, you told me just now that you can't speak, why are you talking like that to that female student now?"

"It's different."

"What's the difference?"

"She's not one of those people."

"What about me? Am I one of those people?" Shen Yao leaned over, held his hand and whispered, "Xue Chen, you have never treated me like this."

"What is it like?" Fan Xuechen glanced at him.

"You speak so softly to her that even I am jealous."

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"I'm not talking nonsense." Shen Yao leaned his chin on his thin shoulder, "If I ask you for advice, will you treat me so gently?"

"How could you?" Fan Xuechen looked at him and said.

"I like you, so I want to know everything you like. You know?"

Fan Xuechen didn't speak.Shen Yao gently opened his hands and held him in his arms.

"Xuechen, although my identity is the same as those people, I am different in your mind, am I not?"

Fan Xuechen moved slightly after hearing this sentence, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything.

At this time, Ouyang Fei's voice came over, "Yuwei let us go." I don't know when she walked out, Shen Yao and Fan Xuechen didn't notice her.

Shen Yao let go of Fan Xuechen, and said to Ouyang Fei, "Is the banquet going?" Ouyang Fei looked at the ground and nodded.

The dinner party was more lively than noon, and more people came.Shen Yao still sat with the chief, and this time he deliberately chose to sit beside Fan Xuechen.Someone who knew the inside story looked at Bai Yuwei, Fan Xuechen, and Shen Yao sitting together, and felt strange and a little funny in their hearts.

Although Shen Yao sat beside Fan Xuechen, he couldn't be with him all the time.There was a lot of drinking and drinking, between you coming and going, when he finished talking with a few friends, Fan Xuechen was nowhere to be seen when he came back.He couldn't get away quickly this time either, and people who were familiar with him from all walks of life pushed cups and cups with him, and it was time for the dance to start.

When Ouyang Fei came to him, he naturally couldn't refuse, and pulled her to join in the dance.

"Miss Ouyang's piano is getting better and better, and tonight is especially exciting."

"Mr. Shen has won the award." Ouyang Fei smiled and lowered her head, and said, "Didn't Mr. Shen say that he wanted to call me 'Feifei' last time? After all, we are... friends."

"I forgot it for a while." Shen Yao said, "Feifei." His voice was deep and full of masculine charm.

No matter who it is in front of, he has always been like this, except for that man of course.Thinking of Fan Xuechen, his heart felt hot again.

Ouyang Fei leaned towards Shen Yao involuntarily, and said in a clear voice: "Can I call your name?"

"Of course." Shen Yao said, "You can call it whatever you want."

Ouyang Fei called him a little shyly after hearing this: "Yao."

Shen Yao looked at her, but laughed in his heart, secretly said: "It's a pity that I already have Xue Chen in my heart." He also didn't want to dance with Ouyang Fei anymore, and when this dance was over, he would let go immediately. open her.

Seeing that he was leaving, Ouyang Fei hurriedly said, "Would you like to dance with me again?"

"I have something to do, I have to go away. I'm sorry, Feifei." Shen Yao said and walked away.

He left the banquet hall and walked around the tea room, which was empty.Then I went to the elegant room upstairs, but there was no one there either.While anxious, when he walked to the window, he found Fan Xuechen's figure under a row of sycamore trees.

Fan Xuechen was sitting on a bluestone chair at the bottom of the tree, still only wearing a thin jade-colored robe, looking at the top of the withered tree, and staring at the crescent moon in the sky.

He didn't move for a while, the slender neck protruding from the ascetic collar, like a thin stem of autumn grass in the cold wind, frozen in the damp night air, as long as you touch it With the slightest external force, it will break like a "click".

As soon as Shen Yao saw him like this, he felt that he would love him more each time.He always inadvertently stirs the slightest string in his heart, making him just want to be more gentle and intimate with the person in front of him.

"Xue Chen, why did you come here?" Shen Yao put his hand lightly on his shoulder.His shoulders quivered, like a frightened bird.There was a burst of cold air from the delicate and smooth fabric, and Shen Yao's heart shivered inexplicably.

"I feel dizzy." Fan Xuechen glanced at him, then continued to look at the moon in the sky.

"It's so cold outside, aren't you afraid of freezing?" Shen Yao said and put his clothes on Fan Xuechen's body.He found that under the cold moonlight, Fan Xuechen's pale face looked more transparent, as if he wasn't a real person anymore.

"Aren't you cold?" Fan Xuechen looked at the clothes on his body, a kind of warmth belonging to the man in front of him wrapped him tightly, making his heart flustered.

"Why do I feel cold when I see you?" He reached out and touched his face. It was as cold as ice, but it had a very delicate touch.

"Shen..." Fan Xuechen bit her lip lightly, turned her body away, and said, "Shen Yao, you don't need to treat me like this. I don't like..."

"You really don't like it?"

"Yes, I don't like it!" He said and threw the suit on Shen Yao's hand, then stood up and walked forward.

Shen Yao chased after him and hugged him.The bodies of the two people were tightly attached to each other, like two stones colliding, smashing the icy night air into pieces for a moment.

"Xuechen!" Shen Yao called him, and suddenly that steaming mouth whispered in his ear: "It's not that you don't like me, but you're afraid of liking me, right?"

"You..." Fan Xuechen glanced at him in panic, then struggled and said, "You're talking nonsense!"

"I can see that you don't like touching people, so you'd rather go out in the cold by yourself than sit with them in a crowd. If you see me as one of them, then You should have pushed me away the first time I kissed you, hadn't you?"

"Since you don't hate me, but you keep avoiding me again and again, what is it if you are not afraid to like me?"

"No—" Fan Xuechen was still struggling, but Shen Yao's mouth had already stretched out, kissing his two thin lips fiercely.

Shen Yao's kiss was very domineering and urgent, he couldn't wait for Fan Xuechen to admit his thoughts.Of course, he also had anxiety and uneasiness in his heart, because he didn't have a [-]% grasp of the man's mind in his arms.

He seems to have a seven-apertured exquisite heart, which is much more intricate and tangled than all the women and men Shen Yao has known in the past. This may be one of the reasons why Shen Yao is fascinated by him.

Although the person in his arms was passively bearing his kiss, he slowly stopped struggling.Shen Yao panted and left his lips, and said emotionally: "Xuechen." Fan Xuechen buried her head on his shoulder, her body was still trembling, but she didn't speak for a long time.

Shen Yao was ecstatic in her heart, and held him tightly in her arms, her voice became even more excited, "Xuechen, I like you! I like you more than anyone else!"

No one had ever made him spend so much effort chasing and guessing, but this time he still did it. —Although it was later than expected.But this taste seems to be more exciting and satisfying than any previous relationship.

Shen Yao let go of the person in his arms, and said: "Xuechen, I am so stupid. I thought I could guess everyone's thoughts, but when I met you, I became A complete fool."

"Don't say it." Fan Xuechen didn't know whether it was fear or shyness, and pushed him to leave with both hands, but Shen Yao tightly held him in his arms, "I want to say! That time you came to Yanbo Tower in the rain to find I, I should understand your intentions, but I really deserve to be damned for letting you go away in the heavy rain like that! Xuechen, I really regret it!"

"No..." Fan Xuechen leaned her head on Shen Yao's broad shoulder again, but her voice became weaker, "Stop talking..."

Shen Yao raised his head and saw two blushes floating on his pale face, a pair of hazel eyes trembling under the moonlight, like a shattered mirror, long eyes The tail was also red, and even the two pale and cold lips showed a bloody red color - that was the color that was kissed by him.

Shen Yao couldn't help but lowered his head again, and kissed his two gorgeous lips.This time Fan Xuechen didn't struggle at all, just closed his eyes, trembling his body and letting him kiss her.

Shen Yao was no longer satisfied with just kissing his lips, but deepened the kiss. He wanted to let the person in his arms feel his emotion, and let him indulge in the deliciousness of love just like himself.

But Shen Yao's kiss didn't last long, Fan Xuechen was already struggling.Shen Yao let go of him, saw that his face was as beautiful as a plum blossom in full bloom, and couldn't even breathe, so he quickly hugged him in his arms and kept stroking his back.

"Xuechen, I didn't expect you to be so jerky..." Shen Yao couldn't help but chuckled.

Fan Xuechen's face turned pale again, he tremblingly pushed the man who was hugging him tightly, but he couldn't move no matter what.

After a while, Fan Xuechen pushed him again and said, "Let go!"

"Don't let go," Shen Yao looked at him with love in his eyes, "I will never let you go again!"

Fan Xuechen only glanced at him, then quickly lowered his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Let go of me, Shen Yao!"

Only then did Shen Yao's hand slowly slip off his back and land on his cold hands.

Fan Xuechen took a step back, looked down at the slightly shaking shadows of the two people on the ground, and said, "I didn't... didn't accept you. Shen Yao..."

"Xuechen, as long as you can understand my intentions. I am willing to wait for you to adapt slowly until you can fully accept me." Shen Yao said, wrapping his arms around his waist, and said: "You are so cold ,Let's go in."