minus one degree moonlight

The day before going home, the dormitory was empty out one after another.Chen Yi's bus was at 7:3 am the next day, and Ji Shuang's was at [-]:[-] am.

When returning home, Ji Shuang usually went to Li Zhe's dormitory, and when they set off together the next day, Chen Yi was the only one left in the dormitory.

This time there was someone in the dormitory, and Chen Yi was not used to it.

At 11 o'clock in the evening, the dormitory was quiet, and two-thirds of the whole building was gone. The coolness in the late autumn night was strong, but the joy of returning home could not be resisted.

For the students of No. [-] Middle School, it is a great honor to go home once a month. Although it is not as good as the provincial key once a month, it is still known for its strictness in the city.

The two were lying on the bed, talking to each other.

It's an all-nighter for those leaving early the next morning.

Ji Shuang was a little excited, compared to the low mood of the previous few days, going home made everyone temporarily forget their troubles.She tossed and turned on the bed, knowing that Chen Yi was not asleep, so she asked her to come down and chat.

Chen Yi was comfortable in the quilt and didn't want to get out of the quilt: "Let's talk like this, I won't sleep, don't worry."

"Who said you can't sleep anymore." Ji Shuang sat up in a cloak, "I won't let you sleep, do you dare to sleep?"

"..."

Ji Shuang tapped on the bed above her head, "Come down quickly, and talk to me."

Chen Yi really didn't understand why she had to go down when she was talking, but Ji Shuang couldn't stop her from being soft and stubborn, so she got out of bed.

"I want to talk face to face and see your face, so that I can feel real." Ji Shuang leaned back to make room for her.Chen Yi sat at the end of the bed, and the two leaned against the wall, one in front of the other, curled up under the quilt.

"Cold?"

Chen Yi shook his head.

The two looked at each other and both smiled.

Chen Yi felt Ji Shuang's rare happiness.She decided to live up to the mood of the night, cheer up, and gossip.

So, after listening to Ji Shuang and Han Cheng's junior high school for two hours...

From acquaintance, to acquaintance, to confirming the relationship, Ji Shuang spoke vividly, and Chen Yi also listened attentively.Ji Shuang is very good at telling stories, just like she told ghost stories the first time she met Chen Yi, and Chen Yi was quickly brought by her to the sophomore year...

"At that time, many people were very kind to me. It's really not my bragging, Chen Yi... People always care about each other. My mother often said, 'Man is doing it, the sky is watching', so I never do things against my heart. You Why are you nodding, Chen Yi, you are so stupid, you are so stupid all day... Do you believe everything I say? Haha. But to be honest, I have never lied to you. ——Back to the topic, I am acceptable in class Welcome, they will buy me presents if they have change, I like to eat spicy strips, throw a pack of Weilong on my table every day, or just give me money... How many lifetimes of virtue do you think I have accumulated? No way, My sister is very popular."

"Later, Han Cheng... He chased me, but it was not that simple. He had a rival in love. I thought about how I ended up with him?... Oh yes, that day. I was doing a problem during class that day. , Someone clicked on me, and when I looked up, I saw dandelions flying towards me... He went to pick a lot of dandelions, all of which were in the palm of his hand, and when I looked up, he blew them up in one breath. Really, so beautiful, Can you imagine that?"

"Then I was so angry that I chased him all over the corridor, just like that... I chased him, and he chased me."

After Ji Shuang finished speaking, she withdrew her gaze, a slight blush appeared on her face, and she returned to that afternoon three years ago in an instant.She put away her smile, looked at Chen Yi, and knew that she was in the dormitory of No. [-] Middle School in the city, and it was not the second year of junior high school, but the second year of high school.

This situation is no longer what it used to be.

Ji Shuang took a breath and tightened the quilt tightly: "Aren't you an idiot? An idiot?" She laughed, "I only told Jiaqian, and the other one is you. It's ridiculous to mention these old sesame seeds and rotten millet. You want to laugh Just laugh."

"I don't want to laugh." Chen Yi said so, with a smile on his face, "It's very romantic and beautiful. I'm even envious."

"There is nothing to be envious of or not. Everyone's life is different and has its value. While you envy me, why don't you know that I envy you too?"

"I have nothing to envy."

Ji Shuang sighed, her voice was low and hoarse due to the long talk: "Plain and calm, you are so serious about everything, you can do whatever you want. The most important thing is...you are not polluted by many things, Maybe you wouldn't have been polluted in the first place."

Chen Yi could understand what Ji Shuang meant. Even if she wanted to argue that she was not that kind of person, at least she had an ugly, selfish, and ignorant side when facing other people, but she was still happy from the bottom of her heart.

Ji Shuang looked at her foolishly, and felt silly himself too.

"What time is it?" Ji Shuang looked at his watch, it was 1:30 in the morning, "I'll leave after chatting for half an hour, and then you sleep well."

"Two o'clock? Isn't it three o'clock?"

"If you don't want to be in a hurry, go early and wait for a good seat."

Chen Yi knew that she didn't want to delay her sleep, and Ji Shuang also knew that if she was here, Chen Yi would never sleep honestly, so they coincided with each other and acquiesced to this decision.

Ji Shuang turned on the music, and "Each Far Away" slowly streamed from the phone, by Zhong Xiaosuke.

Both yawned, but kept their eyes open.

"Don't envy me, I'm not enviable at all. Ji Shuang, don't envy me, I'm living a miserable life." Maybe it's because of the heavy sleepiness, Chen Yi's tone seems to be slightly drunk, " My parents, just take care of that group of students every day, and then my sister. I lived with my grandma since I was a child, and my parents care about me now, but you know...you know? They have never come to school since the beginning of high school saw me once..."

Chen Yi felt sad, not because she was hypocritical, but because the indifferent and happy face of her deskmate flashed over and over again in her mind, the tone of her voice, her calm and confident posture...all made Chen Yi feel strange and envious, even envy.

"I'm not saying they're not good." Probably feeling embarrassed, Chen Yi hurriedly wiped away tears, "My parents are really nice to me. When I go back, they will make good food for me. They will take me to buy clothes on leave. Never Asked me to wash the dishes, but... when I was a child..."

Ji Shuang slowly moved over and held her shoulder.

"It wasn't like this when I was a child. My mother was very irritable. She couldn't help but beat me and scolded me, and used all kinds of humiliating and embarrassing words... Ji Shuang, do you know? You don't know, because you haven't experienced it... Dad likes my sister, especially, He also loves me, but once I have a dispute with my sister..."

Ji Shuang hugged Chen Yi in his arms.

Chen Yi leaned on her shoulder, feeling smoky, as if she was in an illusion. At that moment, she really thought she was drinking.She smelled the faint scent of laundry detergent on Ji Shuang's sleeves, feeling at ease and at ease.

But unfortunately...wet the clothes.

"It's okay, you still have me, and we." Ji Shuang's voice was calm, "Chen Yi, it's enough for us to be together."

She didn't know whether it was Chen Yi's sixth sense or an illusion, but she felt that Ji Shuang was crying.

Ji Shuang didn't speak anymore, but held her hand tightly.

Chen Yi felt a little sweaty in his palms, so he pulled out, raised his head, casually wiped his teary cheeks, and broke through his tears into a smile: "Look at you, my clothes are all dirty by me."

Ji Shuang adjusted her expression very well: "Yes, you pay. No, you don't need to pay, wash it for me."

Chen Yi nodded: "OK, no problem."

Ji Shuang laughed: "Idiots!"

At two o'clock, Ji Shuang got up to fold the quilt and pack her luggage.

Chen Yi also got up from the bed, put on his clothes, stood in front of the sink, took a handful of cold water and poured it on his face... Hiss, it felt so cold!

"What are you doing?" Ji Shuang looked back at her with her schoolbag on her back.

"Wash your face."

"Wash your face in the middle of the night?"

"Well, see you off."

Ji Shuang didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "The bus stops at the gate of the school, I only have this bag, can I use you to deliver it?"

Chen Yi wiped his face with a towel: "It doesn't matter whether you use it or not, what matters is whether I want it or not."

Ok.

Convinced, Ji Shuang bowed down.

When she and Ji Shuang came to the school gate, the autumn wind picked up suddenly, and the coolness blew into the bones, and the two of them hugged their arms tightly at the same time.Ji Shuang glanced at her and suppressed a smile: "Is it cold?"

"Fortunately."

"Go back when it's cold, who let you down."

Chen Yi didn't speak.

"Tell you, I don't accept this kindness."

Chen Yi smiled: "Okay."

Ji Shuang: "..."

Good ball, good!

There was still half an hour before the driver's official departure, and when the driver got on the bus, there were only a few students who didn't show up.Ji Shuang walked straight back, sat in the last row by the window, and stretched out her hand: "Give me the bag."

Chen Yi lifted up his schoolbag and took out the coat from his arms.

"No, you put it on first, and give it to me later."

This is Ji Shuang's coat, that black checked singlet.

Chen Yi couldn't help but tell her: "It's cold in the car, you were frozen for a long time just now, don't think I can't see that you are also cold."

Ji Shuang gave her a blank look: "You child! Why don't you go back quickly and poke here like a popsicle?"

Chen Yi stamped his feet, rubbed his arms, looked at Ji Shuang, and suddenly smiled.

The moon in late autumn was round and bright, pouring down like mercury, illuminating the eyes of the two of them.Ji Shuang was sitting in the car, although half of her body was warm, her arms facing the window were still cold, let alone Chen Yi who was standing outside in thin clothes.

Half of her cheek was hidden in the darkness of the car, only half of it was exposed.

And Chen Yi raised his head to look at her posture, exposing his entire face to Ji Shuang's eyes, and Ji Shuang could see all the delicate expressions.Under the moonlight, this girl was surprisingly pious and beautiful.

Ji Shuang's eyes were slightly moist, and she turned her head.

"Have a cold?" Chen Yi frowned slightly.

"No, you forgot, I just got better from a cold."

"Oh, yes." Chen Yi smiled, "Then it should keep you warm. Put on these clothes quickly."

Ji Shuang was silent for a while, then turned her head, and said in a serious tone, "Listen to me, Chen Yi, go back quickly. I'm too sleepy, I have to sleep for a while, you go back quickly."

Chen Yi looked at her, and suddenly said: "Ji Shuang, my wish is actually very simple...as long as you are happy, really. No matter what happens, everyone else will leave, and I will be by your side, and Lin Jiaqian will be here too. You know ?"

People around kept getting into the car, yelling, and there was a lot of noise inside and outside the car.

Ji Shuang didn't seem to hear it. After a long time, her brows moved, and her voice broke out from her throat: "Chen Yi...are you stupid!"

Chen Yi stood still.

Ji Shuang gave a low wry smile: "Crazy, what wish do you make at night, go back quickly!"

Chen Yi didn't speak any more, turned around and ran back.

Ji Shuang stared at the back of the seat in front of her. She didn't realize that someone was sitting next to her.She felt that the blood all over her body was congealed into her hands, holding the coat just now, her heart was wrapped in a warm current, making her limbs almost numb and stiff.

For a moment, she regretted letting her go back just now.

She still wanted to say a few more words, although she didn't know what to say, but it was aimless conversation and gossip, which made her linger.At least at that time, with someone she trusted by her side, she felt at ease and safe when talking to her. At least in the few hours just now, she didn't feel any pain in her heart, and she didn't remember any harm.

But all of these, as Chen Yi ran away, gradually became far away.

She fell into the reality, which was cold and dark, and the surroundings were rough and muddy. This was a reality that could be touched with both hands.

Ji Shuang closed her eyes, took out her earphones and put them on, trying her best to fall asleep.

Chen Yi returned to the dormitory, the lights were on, the dormitory was empty, and it was terribly deserted.She had never been afraid of the dark, but this night she was afraid of the dark... Surprisingly, she lay on the bed with the light on and opened her eyes until dawn.

She didn't know how she got here for these three hours.

The heart slipped into the deep lake, icy cold to the bone, and then there was endless darkness and cold, bottomless, isolated and helpless.That feeling... as if she was going to suffocate, she couldn't breathe, and her chest hurt so badly.

Chen Yi woke up from drowning and found that he had fallen asleep for 15 minutes after the alarm clock rang.I looked at my watch, and luckily I didn't miss the train, so I grabbed my schoolbag and rushed downstairs.

At dawn, the last bus started, and the school was completely gone.

Although I have to return to school two days later, every vacation is like a new student, renewing my blood and making the best preparation for the next month's study career.

Chen Yi has never felt the word "go home" like today, as if this is just a process that should go, and it doesn't attract her at all.And she is extremely eager to come to school, eager to arrive early in two days' time.

Her chest has been uncomfortable, since she was on the bed until now, she is so stuffy that she can't breathe.At first, she thought that the dream was too real—even though she couldn't remember what she dreamed of, but the feeling stretched from the dream to the outside, and turned into physical pain.

Chen Yi clutched his chest, looking at the street scene drifting by outside the car window, his eyes were loose and dull.

One was unstable, the bus braked suddenly, and everyone fell forward.

Unexpectedly, Chen Yi's tears fell at this moment, accompanied by the long sighs and short sighs of a carload of people, the tears were endless, like the waves of a river, drowning her completely.