[Quick Transmigration] What to lose

The weather is getting colder.

"Is it so bad this autumn? The tree outside is so bald."

"No, that tree is dead. It's going to be cut down this weekend."

The two girls at the back table were chatting, feeling melancholy.

Chi Qing, who didn't mean to eavesdrop, heard the words and glanced at the tree they were talking about.It grows in the inner playground, which is as high as a four-story building, and there is not a single leaf on it.The branches grow randomly, getting shorter as they go up.

In Chi Qing's memory, the tree hadn't grown any leaves in four years.

Chi Qing lowered her head and continued to recite words.The out-of-order version of the vocabulary book, a bough was randomly memorized, and "bigbranch" written with a ballpoint pen next to it was his notes three years ago.

Three years ago, Chi Qing and Jiang Zhengnan were students in the same class, but they were in different classes.Their relationship has been very delicate since junior high school. They meet occasionally and say hello to each other.

In the second semester of the first year of high school, Chi Qing committed suicide for the second time.With the experience of jumping from a building for the first time, he still chose to jump off the building. The 17-year-old boy, with a height of 1.7 meters [-], climbed onto the window sill, stood up straight, and hit his head hard on the wall above the window.

He was dizzy and fell backwards.I don't know what was hooked on the thigh, and a big cut was made, and a lot of blood flowed out.

It was a coincidence that Mrs. Gao returned home and sent Chi Qing to the hospital immediately.

Few people know about it.

Jiang Zhengnan was one of the insiders.He specially asked Chiqing to come out, gave him a vocabulary book, and told him: concentrate on memorizing vocabulary, and do translation later.

In fact, I said more than this, I also said that I hope you and your mother can stay away from me.

Chi Qing didn't know that he had endured these words for several years.

Jiang Zhengnan showed him Mrs. Gao's letters, text messages and phone recordings scolding him.Since the summer vacation after graduating from the sixth grade, Mrs. Gao did not forget to bully a child on the way to seek medical treatment with Chiqing.During the holidays, Mrs. Gao has to highlight her sense of presence.

Chi Qing never knew this.Hearing from the recording Mrs. Gao scolding Jiang Zhengnan when he attempted suicide for the second time, Chi Qing couldn't say a word. The three words "I'm sorry" were stuck in his throat like a solid body, and it was uncomfortable to swallow. , It's useless to spit it out.

"I want to save you too, but..." Jiang Zhengnan stopped speaking at the point of intensity that day, let go of his clenched fists, took a deep breath, and then continued, "But Chiqing, you never Cooperate with me, when will you be able to think normally? Can you look in a better place and have a goal in life?"

Chi Qing mechanically thought of what went wrong.

"I'm sorry Chiqing, I can't save you. My parents asked me to break off with you."

"Goodbye."

When a person is incapable, he wants to take on another person's fate, usually without good results.

Later, Chiqing was repeated, and Jiang Zhengnan went to the second year of high school.

Chi Qing told Jiang Liangkun all this.

Ever since he knew that Jiang Liangkun liked men as much as he did, he communicated with him from time to time.

The beginnings are always "Jiang Zhengnan is a very good person", and the endings are always "I am miserable, and he is also miserable".

At first, Jiang Liangkun gave him a long talk to enlighten him about the shadow of his first love, and then slowly replied "um", "oh", and helped him pick out typos when he had time.

Chi Qing felt tired of talking too much.After someone maliciously let Chi Qing see a photo of Jiang Zhengnan and his girlfriend together, Chi Qing even swore to Jiang Liangkun "never mention Jiang Zhengnan again".

Many things should not go this way, but it is very appropriate to go like this.

Jiang Liangkun waited for Chiqing to stop telling him bitter dramas, so he sent chicken soup articles about health every day.

He was also worried that Chi Qing would die when he couldn't see it.

If the ending of the dialogue is "I went to eat", Jiang Liangkun will ask "Did you choke to death" after 15 minutes;

Once, Jiang Liangkun didn't get a reply from Chi Qing after taking a shower, so he pretended to deliver food to find Chi Qing.

Mrs. Gao was going home late after working overtime, Chi Qing thought it was the takeaway she ordered for him, so she opened the door.

Chi Qing recognized Jiang Liangkun who was armed with a hat and mask at first sight, and scolded him.

"are you a pig?"

Chi Qing has been scolding others for a long time, it's better to say that he hasn't had any vivid feelings for a long time.

Jiang Liangkun rolled his eyes, feeling that he was worrying about him for nothing.

The two sat on the sofa watching TV and eating takeaway together.

Chi Qing asked nonchalantly, "What should Mrs. Gao do when she comes back?"

Jiang Liangkun: "You know the answer yourself."

That day, Jiang Liangkun left before Mrs. Gao came home, riding his little electric donkey in the cold wind, and was caught and fined 20 yuan for not taking the non-motorized lane.

Jiang Liangkun: It's a big loss.

In mid-November, Chiqing's feet were almost recovered, but he went to Jiang Liangkun's place every three days and dropped his crutches several times. The doctor told him to continue to wrap his feet.

After Jiang Liangkun heard the news, he made a slide on the steps.

People were trampled by him, so it's not good to be useless.

But Chi Qing never used that pink slide once, only stray cats came to play a few times.

When Jiang Liangkun found out that Chiqing came to his store so often that he could spend the night on weekdays, he felt a little tricky.

"Aren't you going to school?"

On Thursday, Jiang Liangkun asked him.

The reason Chi Qing used before was that the autumn sports meeting was held in two days, and he had nowhere to go, so he came here to stay overnight.

Chi Qing didn't lie to him now, "I was persuaded to leave."

Mrs. Gao went back to her hometown to preside over her grandmother's funeral, so she left him at her aunt's house.My aunt hated him, and she almost put up a sign at the door saying "Chiqing is not allowed to enter the door", so Mrs. Gao wished to think that her sister liked her son very much.

Chi Qing contacted Mr. Chi herself, and quickly completed the formalities.

"What should Mrs. Gao do when she comes back?" Jiang Liangkun couldn't imagine how crazy Mrs. Gao could be, it must be scary anyway.

Chi Qing lay on the folding bed she brought from home, holding a vocabulary book in her hand, and replied casually: "I know the answer."

"Don't read anymore, what do you want to do?"

"I have purpose in life."

Jiang Liangkun used himself as a negative example to educate Chi Qing deeply, and he didn't know if he listened.

"Then you teach me how to play billiards. I will inherit your billiards shop and it will definitely flourish."

Chi Qing has now learned to tell bad jokes.

Jiang Liangkun smiled cooperatively.

Yuanshen could play billiards, but he couldn't.

When Jiang Liangkun waited for Chiqing to go outside to order lunch, he hid all the poles in the store.

Chi Qing found that this person was too much, in order not to let him learn, even the broom was dismembered.

"Go to the small game website and play a game of billiards by yourself first to practice your hand." Jiang Liangkun fooled Chi Qing.

But Chi Qing really went, and played the hidden mode of the billiards game.

He was a little excited and sent Jiang Liangkun a screenshot of the page congratulating him on playing the hidden mode.

After sending out Chiqing, I felt something was wrong.

"what."

Why did you want to send it to him?