Heal without medicine

On the morning of the big weekend, the roses were wilting, huddled listlessly at the corner of the table, and Lin Qi was so busy for several days that he forgot to water. At this time, he was sitting at the table with his hair fried, thinking very irritably, I am not suitable at all. Children are too ignorant when it comes to growing flowers, so what is wrong with giving them the most difficult roses, they are so delicate.

I searched for some ways to grow flowers on the Internet, and Lin Qi tried them one by one, feeling ashamed. He had already edited the words of apology on Chu Xichen's WeChat, and was waiting to send them when the flowers died.

Excessively annoyed, Lin Qi put on boxing gloves and went to the room to fight for half an hour, until his stagnation dissipated a little.After strenuous exercise, my whole body was sticky, and after taking a shower, I received a call with a string of numbers without names.He picked it up, and a girl's soft voice came from the opposite side: "Gong Lin, do you have time today?"

"Yes." Lin Qi recognized Du Zhen's voice, and remembered what he had promised her a few days ago, asking her to send her the address. He threw away his phone and went to get a hair dryer to dry his long hair.

Blowing through her wet hair, He Lan's clean and capable hair from yesterday appeared in her mind.Ever since he started this job, he has been very unkempt. He is often so busy that he forgets to cut his hair. He has to use a hair dryer to wash his hair. It is so troublesome that he might as well shave it off.

Lin Qi tied up his half-length hair, took the key and went out.He didn't like driving, so he still squeezed the bus, and it took him nearly two hours to get to the new building. He was so hot that he rested under a tree with a hand fan.

"Lin Gong!" Du Zhen called him from a distance. She opened a pink umbrella and wore a long dress of the same color, which was very harmonious and eye-catching in terms of aesthetics and matching.When Lin Qi walked over, she smiled, revealing two sweet dimples.

Lin Qi walked a few steps with her and said, "Just call me Lin Qi."

Du Zhen said pleasantly: "Okay, Lin Qi..."

The elevator stops on the eleventh floor.The unit Du Zhen bought was not big, it was a small duplex apartment, the walls were white and nothing, and there were only a few pieces of furniture, it should be temporarily moved in for backup.

Du Zhen's parents were divided into courts, sitting on both sides of the sofa. Du Zhen's father insisted on European-style decoration, while Du Zhen's mother said she preferred Chinese style.The two held half of the reasoning, Du Zhen smiled and said: "Stop arguing, my master is here."

Lin Qi looked at her inexplicably, and became the girl's master for no apparent reason, and he couldn't argue with it, so he greeted the two parents and said, "Just kidding, I'm only giving advice, and you have to decide on the specific decoration. .”

He went upstairs to look at the structure of the room, Du Zhen's family sat below, Du's father's sullen face disappeared immediately, looked upstairs and whispered: "This guy is so handsome, Ah Zhen, you have such a good eye! "

"Yes, yes, I also think it's good. When I say hello, I'm not sticky, and I'm very generous. I think he's a good boy." Mother Du echoed, her old face full of satisfaction.Their daughter had said early in the morning that there was a crush in the company, and she praised him so much that she knew it was not a lie until they met.

Du Zhen shyly said: "Just now he asked me not to call him respectful, I'm so happy."

There is a play, they happily chatted below.Du Zhen's mother got up and went to the kitchen to wash a few fruits that she bought on the spot, cut them up and put them on a plate, and when they were brought out, Lin Qi just came down, and she said enthusiastically, "Xiao Lin, come here, I cut some fruits, let's eat together .”

Lin Qi doesn't like to eat fruit. His ancestor was reincarnated and was very picky. In the past, even cucumbers had to be imported from Israel.Sitting on the bed, I reluctantly ate one or two slices of apples, and said: "Most people in duplex apartments choose to decorate them in European style, so that the house looks more simple and elegant. But when choosing a style, it depends on the budget. My opinion is that if the budget is sufficient, Both Chinese style and European style can decorate the house beautifully, and there will be absolutely no difference in the day when you see the finished product.”

Several people nodded hurriedly. Lin Qi thought of something and said, "You put a European-style retro clock upstairs. It is recommended to make a special space for it at the corner of the stairs. It will look more harmonious."

Du's father suddenly realized: "Oh, oh, my eldest daughter sent it back a few days ago, so I left it there casually, and she will come to take it away later."

Lin Qi was not interested in this, and politely said: "Then there is no need."

Du Zhen's parents were too warm and hospitable, and said that there were still some technical problems, so they forced Lin Qi to stay for dinner, saying that the old house was not far away, and Lin Qi could not refuse the elders' persuasion abruptly, and there was nothing left or right, so they sat in their seat. car.

The old house of Du Zhen's family is located in the old city, and the house is very lively. Compared with her house, Lin Qi's house instantly falls into a slum.Domestic variety shows were playing on the TV screen, Lin Qi was playing with his mobile phone on the sofa, and Du Zhen sneaked a glance at his profile from a distance away, secretly getting nympho.

"New news notification." As soon as he boarded YOU'RE, there was a message notification displayed. Lin Qi clicked into his wish boat and saw a message from Moon 1 minute ago: "What are you doing?"

Lin Qi said: "Happy to help others."

Moon replied in seconds: "What do you mean??"

"Helping people look at the house decoration, although I only know superficially, but why not help others." Lin Qi typed word by word, feeling that he hated typing so much, he really didn't know why he wanted to chat with this person, It should be a panic.

"I'm working overtime." After a while, Moon sent a reply.

Lin Qi didn't bother to expose it, and thought to work overtime, you fucking came to ask him what he was doing as soon as he was online?Whoever believes is stupid.He said: "What kind of overtime work, you have to work on big weekends, I guess you are either moving bricks on the construction site, or sweeping the streets on the road."

"You guessed wrong, and you can't discriminate against occupations." Moon immediately corrected Lin Qi's thinking, and sent him a lengthy essay, which is comparable to a short essay praising the society of the motherland: "Youth in the new era must put an end to such thoughts. A person is born equal, and people in society have various appearances and occupations, and we must treat everyone with the same respect and etiquette..."

Lin Qi looked at it, and said mockingly: "Taigen is growing red, I applaud you."

He turned off his mobile phone, and he couldn't understand why there are such people in the world.

The meal was not enjoyable, and Lin Qi was asked several times why he didn't eat more because he didn't eat a few bites.It was Du Zhen who explained that he never had a lot of food. Lin Qi frowned and apologized. Although Du Zhen's parents kept saying that he was fine, he still felt very uncomfortable.

After dinner, Lin Qi bid farewell, but Du Zhen insisted on seeing him off. When Lin Qi was changing shoes at the door, he caught a glimpse of a shiny pendant hanging on the hook behind the door. My sister hung it here, maybe she forgot to take it away and kept it for many years."

Lin Qi suddenly seemed to have been splashed with a basin of cold water, and his whole body was icy cold. He picked up the pendant and examined it carefully with his fingertips.The thin silver chain passed through the hollow evergreen tree-shaped pendant. This is not such an expensive item. The old stone imitating diamonds has lost its luster in the washing of time, and its inferior quality is unsightly.

"What's the matter?" Du Zhen asked suspiciously.

Her voice was so familiar, before the pendant entered his eyes, Lin Qi always thought it was just an unreasonable coincidence, but now he finally knew the reason.He let go, and the pendant fell on the door with a thud. Lin Qi closed his eyes and asked, "What's your sister's name?"

"Du Minzhi." Du Zhen replied.

Du Minzhi, it really is her.After Lin Qi had put on his shoes, his fingers were still in pain. He couldn't figure out why there was such a thing in the world.He turned a deaf ear to what Du Zhen said along the way, and his mind was filled with a mass of buzzing noises.

For a while, the word Du Minzhi was Lin Qi's rebellion. He was overly sensitive to these three words, and he almost had PTSD, just like he couldn't eat a lot of food, and couldn't see too pure darkness.

Things that others regard as treasures, appear again and again in dreams, miss, linger in dreams, and can't let go of them, are actually regarded as penniless waste by her, hanging casually on a dilapidated door panel after.

Also too hateful.

Lin Qi got off the bus and walked towards the apartment building. The cold sweat on his forehead was evaporated by the night wind.He is no longer a boy who loses his temper casually, no matter how angry he is, he will not lose his temper casually. The self-control of an adult locks his innocence.

He thought about it in a daze, he might as well hire someone to beat up Du Minzhi, and get rid of his heart knots for so many years.Or he could just come in person, but Du Minzhi didn't really do anything wrong, so what's wrong with liking someone.

He doesn't blame others, Lin Qi has long attributed everything to himself, if he wants to say a sinner, the answer he asked under hypnosis must be "Lin Qi".It's just that people have to find a reason to live, otherwise they will be too tired, and they will secretly push part of the responsibility to others, so that they will not collapse so early and can survive for a few more years.

Turning around an intersection, there was a car parked in front of the apartment building with the lights still on, who was waiting for someone, Lin Qi walked over slowly.The car suddenly made a sound, and then someone opened the door and got out.

The man was too tall, and Lin Qi realized that he needed to look up at him. The night light softened his facial features a lot, making him look peaceful and at ease.It was far away, so Lin Qi didn't retreat, He Lan Mingxu took the initiative to approach, smiled slightly, and handed a rose with pruned thorns to him, asking: "Are you willing to take it this time?"

Lin Qi suddenly had a sour nose, pursed his lips and remained silent, and hated himself for being so worthless, so he raised his head and pretended to be fierce: "How long have you been waiting? Who begged you to wait?!"

The cat wanted to bite again, and He Lan rubbed his fingers lightly at the corner of his eyes, obviously he didn't know anything, but he seemed to know everything, and said softly: "No one is asking, I just want to, don't pay anything." Sincerely, there is no one who just sits there and waits for people to change their minds, don't you think?"

Lin Qi loosened his fingers and pinched them again, he said, "Only this time." He Lan Mingxu didn't understand why, and was about to ask, when Lin Qi roughly pushed him against the wall the next second.Neither the light nor the line of sight favored the corner, Lin Qi stretched out his arms to hug him, rubbing his chin against his neck, breathing intermittently, as if trying to endure something.

He thought He Lan would ask why, but no.He Lan just slowly raised her hand and hugged him back, silently conniving at his hooligan behavior who tried his best to refuse and at the same time seek comfort.Lin Qi himself also hated himself, but he scolded others indiscriminately: "Who the hell made you come? I'm in a bad mood and you come here again, who won't hug you?!"

He Lan Mingxu lowered his head slightly, Lin Qi felt that the top of his hair sank, as if he had kissed his hair.He Lan's voice is too 19-year-old at this moment, pretending to be soft, giving him endless concessions and favors in an unskilled way.

He said: "No, it's all my fault."

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