Heal without medicine

After ten o'clock in the night, Lin Qi was finally shaken awake. He was soaking in warm hot water. He Lan had already washed up and was in pajamas next to the bathtub to help him take a bath. He slept too late last night, so he just scribbled cleaned up.Lin Qi raised his hand to enjoy He Lan's service, and said unhappily, "You treat me like a disabled person?"

He Lan glanced at him, bowed his head and said, "Is there any difference between you and a disabled person? Let me take a look?"

Lin Qi immediately slapped the water high, splashing water all over his face, and said with a sneer, "You don't know how to cherish it when you get it, and it's a waste of my efforts to curry favor with you last night, a disappointing dog. "

He Lan pretended to be shocked and said, "You scolded me again."

Lin Qi kept a dark face and didn't speak, so he lowered his head and probed Lin Qi's forehead to make sure that he didn't have a fever, and said with a smile: "If you scold me, just scold me, I won't lose a piece of meat, how little you scold me?"

There must be nothing to please and cater to, but it is also obedient and painful.

Lin Qi let him wipe his back carefully, supported the sides of the bathtub, and suddenly said: "Have you noticed, this scene seems familiar." He turned his head and looked at He Lan, knowing that he remembered it too, but he didn't point it out.

Now their state is very similar to the morning after He Lan Mingxu took Lin Qi back to the military compound for the first time.Even the location, what they did the night before was almost the same.

He Lan brushed the back of his neck, but said: "It doesn't look like it, it doesn't look like it at all."

At that time, although Lin Qi had already stepped into hell, there were no scars on his body, not a single one.At that time, he was domineering and domineering, that is, he was really young, mad and high-spirited.Unlike now, the skin is full of scars, and I don't know how long it will take for these scars of various shapes to fade away.

Lin Qi seemed to be able to feel his heaviness from the touch of his fingertips, so he turned around and held his ring finger knuckles, lowered his head to kiss, then raised his head again.

His pair of peach blossom eyes finally burst into the bright smile it should have. All the years of ice and snow melted away, and the mist wrapped around the bottom of the eyes, making the eyes full of emotion for no reason.

Lin Qi said: "It's really not like it. Because at that time I was thinking about how to break up with you, but now I am thinking about how to be with you forever."

After washing off his tired body, when he went down to eat, He Lan began to hesitate, faltering, and called him in a tone that could easily soften Lin Qi's heart: "Qi Qi."

"En." Lin Qi was observing the finished product of his design. When the architect saw the house he designed, he felt like a father looking at a child. He felt that the effect was very good, just like an old father who hoped that his son would become a dragon, and he was very relieved.

He Lan called him two or three times sticky: "Qi Qi."

Lin Qi tilted his head and said, "Are you crazy? What are you calling me for?"

He Lan said: "You also accept Guanyin, you also|||slept, and the parents met earlier in the morning, so when will you completely move here so that I can rest assured?"

Lin Qi held up his chopsticks: "..." After a while, under He Lan Mingxu's slightly nervous gaze, he tilted his head and said, "Isn't all my wealth here?"

Having said that, the matter of moving was still put on the agenda solemnly by He Lan.On a certain weekend, both of them had nothing to do, and Keke ran and jumped around the room, chasing a piece of paper that came from nowhere and flew in mid-air.Lin Qi and He Lan packed up the furniture here for easy transportation, and the air was filled with fine dust in the cold weather.

Lin Qi really doesn't have many daily necessities, only two suitcases, and he has the most books and design drafts.The not-so-spacious study room was already full of books and blueprints. As soon as the two of them entered, they bumped shoulder to shoulder and bumped into each other several times. Lin Qi suddenly dropped a book, pointed at the door and said coldly: "Go outside and sort your clothes, don't get in the way here."

He Lan went out silently. When Lin Qi picked up the book, he saw his dejected and depressed back, and somehow thought that he was a little fierce just now, so he said again: "Wait a minute."

He turned around, Lin Qi came out, just raised his chin, He Lan lowered his head with great insight, rubbing each other for a moment, Lin Qi called out: "Go."

He Lan Mingxu went to his room to pack his clothes, folded a few pieces, couldn't help laughing to himself, thinking, Lin Qi is really getting more and more lovable.A few clothes hadn't been folded for a long time, and the sound of ping-pong-pong outside had never stopped. Lin Qi's violent temper was destined to make him have a life-and-death struggle with his own bookshelf. He Lan shook his head helplessly listening to the sound.

The bedroom was almost cleaned up. Before leaving, He Lan went to the bathroom to check. The toiletries on the small washstand had been taken away, and the counter seemed empty. There should be nothing missing here.He was about to turn around and go out, but the corner of his eyes seemed to catch an unusual place.

Helan paused, and reached out to open the mirror on the sink that seemed to be embedded in the wall. There was indeed a secret locker inside, but as soon as he saw it, his pupils shrank violently, as if he saw something called Something unbelievable.

There were two floors of lockers, and each floor was lined up with neatly arranged white medicine bottles. He Lan was so frightened that he patted his face with water on the sink to calm down.He randomly took out a bottle of medicine, there were not many pills left in it, and he should have been using it all the time, but when he looked at the bottle, it was full of obscure English words.He suddenly remembered something, took a few photos of the locker, sent them to Shen Li who had added his contact information earlier, and asked him if he had seen these medicines.

Then he closed the mirror.

Back in the living room, Lin Qi was cursing inarticulately in the study, He Lan listened to him, hesitant in his heart, he didn't understand why Lin Qi didn't take those medicine pots away, did he have to stay here forever?

"What are you doing here?" Lin Qi came out holding the book.He had been thinking about getting his hair cut some time ago, and he forgot everything when there were too many things. Now the length of his hair is very suitable for his false title of "Senior Design Aesthetics Consultant". Some uncollected hair looks very artistic.

He put a stack of books in the box, turned around and clapped his hands and approached, pinched He Lan Mingxu by the collar, frowned and asked, "Why are you in a daze? I'm getting bored to death." He Lan didn't speak, Lin Qi Unavoidable to curse, after thinking about it, he swallowed the swear words that had reached his throat, bent his knees and knelt on the armrest of the sofa, bent down, and kissed his face until he reached his Adam's apple, and said impatiently: "I'll give you a chance, Say it or not? If you are a man, don’t play the trick of 'love is hard to express'."

He Lan rubbed his earlobe, hooked all the broken hair behind his ears, sighed softly, and said, "I saw a lot of medicine behind your bathroom mirror, will you tell me what they are for? It can’t be all vitamins.”

Lin Qi then turned his head, put his head on his lap, and said with erratic eyes: "Oh, those..."

He Lan lowered his eyes and looked up from Lin Qi's point of view. His eyes were deep and filled with pity that even the dullest person could see.Lin Qi still couldn't get used to such fragile feelings. He pursed his lips and hesitated, and finally said: "...there are some sedative drugs for treating mental illnesses, and some are sleep-sedative drugs, as well as vitamins, which supplement nutrition. I haven't eaten much for a while."

"Some have expired, and some have expired, so they stay here and there is no need to take them away."

He Lan still seemed to be unable to let go of those medicines. Lin Qi stretched out his hand to comfort him unskillfully, his eyes still wandering: "What's so surprising about this, it's just a few broken medicine bottles. It's not like you haven't seen them before."

His hand was covered by He Lan and pressed against his palm. Lin Qi seemed to want to withdraw his hand, but He Lan firmly held his wrist, opened it and pulled it in front of him to look carefully back and forth, but his right hand was not there.He Lan turned to catch his left hand. Lin Qi sprang up like a cat that had been stabbed in the spine and retreated to the edge of the sofa. The scapula was locked in the next step, and the arm was twisted and pressed there, forcing the left hand that had been trying to hide himself.

He Lan's voice was very calm, he said: "I don't know how far I need to collapse so that I need so many medicines."

Lin Qi bit his lower lip again, buried his head in the soft sofa cushion, suddenly felt very weak, his whole body trembled uncontrollably.Obviously after such a long time, his conditioned reflex problem has improved a lot.

There was nothing wrong with the inside of his wrist, but it wasn't supposed to be the reaction.

"Dangling—" With a crisp sound, He Lanyang knocked over a cup of cold tea on the coffee table, wet his right hand and wiped it, there was a clue.A deep scar was imprinted on Lin Qi's left wrist, like a devil's eye, which made him shudder at a glance.

Lin Qi closed his eyes, opened them again, turned his head and looked at He Lan coldly, maybe he wanted to cover something else with anger, maybe he was really angry, the words he wanted to say were cruel and ruthless, It is more chilling than any cold words at any time.

He wanted to say something, but he didn't. It seemed that he had seen something unbelievable, but instead there was a light of astonishment in his eyes.

At this time, He Lan loosened the restraint on his hands and feet, leaned over, and gently hugged his shoulders, his movements were as precious as if Lin Qi was some fragile work of art, and a gust of wind could blow him to pieces.

Lin Qi looked at the ceiling and was silent for a long time, when he felt something cool suddenly fall from his neck.His anger and temper were subdued by the man holding him. He stroked the back of Helan's head and said awkwardly, "Is this worth your tears?"

He Lan didn't answer his joke, and He Lan's voice was so hoarse, as if his original energy had been robbed by that scar in an instant, he said, "I'm sorry."

Lin Qi reluctantly said: "It's none of your business, it's me..."

But he interrupted: "If I had been with you all the time, nothing would have happened to you." You wouldn't be cornered, you wouldn't have no one to tell your truth to, and you wouldn't wake up at night and curl up at the foot of the bed. When I go to sleep, I won't force myself to drink the black coffee and wine that I used to dismiss, I won't need Shen Li's psychological counseling, and I won't pick up that knife on a certain day of endless anxiety.If I was with you, even if I found out something was wrong at the time...

He Lan Mingxu said: "Breaking up with you at the age of 19, I will really regret it for the rest of my life."

The author says:

The first night is in the episode [-], if you are interested, you can go and see it