Heal without medicine

Lin Qi asked: "Then the pendant behind your door is also..." He suddenly stopped talking.

Du Minzhi looked at him with red eyes in bewilderment. Lin Qi didn't say much, but she guessed the meaning based on the words "home", "behind the door" and "pendant", so she said: "I made it myself." of."

He Lan looked at Lin Qi.Lin Qi put down his hands, his eyes drifted slightly, and he said in a low voice, "That one is very similar."

After drinking coffee until evening, Du Minzhi's mouth tasted bitter, and his memories were also bitter.She looked at them incomprehensibly. There was basically no major expression on the faces of the two people, neither angry nor blamed. She couldn't help asking: "Don't you blame me..."

"Why bother." Lin Qi rubbed his wrist and said casually: "If you lost that ring at that time, we would know nothing about it now, and just occasionally guess boredly, whether the ring was taken by the postman or not?" Self-serving; and if I receive the ring, I may not necessarily reconcile with him. You haven't changed anything, blame you? Save yourself."

They got up and left. Du Minzhi sat there for a long time, until night fell, and then he propped his forehead and cried softly.Through her teary eyes, she realized that the coffee He Lan ordered was still in place, untouched.

In fact, He Lan and Lin Qi were equally indifferent, but Lin Qi would tell her directly: "I can't bear your things." But He Lan would use his actions to throw her the same harsh words in a slightly tactful way.

She thinks she has disrupted other people's worlds, but she doesn't know that others only see her as a passerby.

A quick glance is a farewell.

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"Where are you going?" Lin Qi sat on the co-pilot and pressed his temples. He just went to the hospital to remove the thread, met an old friend for no reason, dug out the moldy old things, and his head hurt.What's more, he said it lightly, Du Minzhi has troubled him for more than a day or two.

He Lan said, "My family."

Lin Qi thought it was the house with a roof garden, but he didn't expect it to be a rest place.The gun bearers at the gate here have changed a round, and now the young man standing guard has sharp eyes and a whole body of righteousness.He glanced through the window of the car and felt extremely guilty. Maybe it was because the older he was, the more guilt he had, and he was not as confident as a teenager.

"Will they shoot | me?" Lin Qi asked suddenly.

He Lan's fingers on the steering wheel suddenly clenched tightly, Lin Qi's side face was dignified, but the corners of his lips curled up maliciously, like a delinquent boy who played tricks and acted nonchalantly.He Lan replied: "Yes." After a while, he said: "So don't provoke others if you have nothing to do."

Lin Qi laughed aloud.

The room in the Helan courtyard is on the third floor, with the balcony heavily pressed against the growing branches of the trees.Lin Qi remembered that he had a study room connected to the bedroom by a small door, facing the opposite direction, backed by sunlight but not dark.

So as soon as he entered the door, he saw a row of large bookshelves crowded against the wall. He was a little puzzled. He Lan led him to the small door, went in with him, and turned on the headlights.

"What are you bringing me here for?" Lin Qi teased as he walked, casually picked up his indestructible armor, put on his sharp teeth, and said in his usual sarcasm: "Mr. Ruin this spiritual wealth that has been passed down through the ages?"

He Lan touched his mouth and said to him, "This is my private space."

"Private space." Lin Qi almost laughed out loud, "How old are you?"

He Lan Mingxu saw through Lin Qi's pretending to be innocent early on, and ignored his meaningless provocation. This place was originally a study room, and the ancient wooden bookshelves had not been removed. He moved away the books and put other things here, precious and appropriate. saved.

He said: "Here are clothes, shoes and hats, here are jewelry pendants, there are tourist souvenirs, and your handwriting on my book... There are many, many, all of them are here."

Lin Qi seemed to have a sense of it, raised his head and took this small storage room into his eyes. There were rattan wood bookshelves on three sides, and various gift boxes were neatly placed on the bookshelves by category.In the past, he was really generous in his actions, and He Lan piled up all the evidence of his prodigal fortune here.

There is also evidence of lust.

He scribbled and scribbled on Helan's book casually, learned a few letters written by Yueqing on a whim, and carelessly forgot the bracelet or necklace at Helan's house after staying overnight.All the things related to him were put together by He Lan, wiped and stared at over and over again during the years of separation.

Lin Qi even saw the winter mist pendant that once touched his thousands of negative emotions, the original was well placed and never lost.His throat seemed to be stuck, he couldn't make a sound, and his heart was sore.

He shook hands again, this time it was He Lan's hand, and said in a low voice, "I thought you didn't care about these scraps of metal."

"Broken copper and iron?" He Lan almost laughed angrily, and said, "Didn't I keep one of your things here as a family heirloom, and no one would let anyone see or touch it? It was written by you in a random pen." A few words, I can’t wait to frame them and write my reward post experience every day, but you call them 'broken copper and iron'?"

Lin Qi raised his eyes and looked at him with a little panic.He Lan's heart was already weakened, but his face was unmoved. He approached and looked directly at his trembling black eyes, and asked, "I ask you, why didn't you believe me when I explained it? Are you afraid of Du Minzhi? Women like Shen Minzhi will take my heart away, I'm still afraid that I don't put my heart on you at all, or...you are simply afraid of other things."

"What am I afraid of? What can I be afraid of?" Lin Qi gritted his molars, his eyelashes and body trembled slightly, his two words were more like a self-deceiving mutter.It's fine to deceive others, he even wants to deceive himself.

But what is hidden under this almost painful self-concealment?

If it could be dug by hand, He Lan would have dug into Lin Qi's heart long ago, and would not hesitate to poke his fingers to death to dig out his long-buried secret that has never been seen.

But no, Lin Qi is a real person, no matter how strong he looks, he will still hurt.And perhaps because he was not allowed to cry out for pain since he was a child, Lin Qi would be hurt more easily than others.

After He Lan thought about it several times, his heart gradually backed down. In fact, he was not that eager. He still had a lot of time to know. He was not in a hurry, and there was no need to force Lin Qi to speak out now.

He and Lin Qi got too close, slowly sorted out his emotions, and changed the subject: "Anyway, you can't..." Lin Qi suddenly interrupted him, grabbing the newly grown growth on the back of his head. Broken hair pressed roughly, looking up to find his lips.

Say what.Lin Qi has always been clumsy with words, he can't speak beautiful words, and he is tired of talking about love, falling in love with him is really a tiring thing, he has a bad temper and capricious, he is full of shortcomings, and there is nothing wrong with him. benefit.

What exactly does He Lan like about him?He just caught up with him for a while, and then he shamelessly found an excuse to kick He Lan away, breaking the promise when they were together. Lin Qi said that he is a bastard who tramples on others' sincerity, and it is not an exaggeration at all.

But this person still didn't let go, and he still didn't let go after nine years.Lin Qi's mind was shaken as early as the first time he saw him, most of his soul was lost, and all his thoughts were on him.As soon as he stretched out his hand, Lin Qi couldn't stop, not to mention He Lan's 36 schemes to eat him tightly.

After much calculation and deliberation, only the feeling of kissing is the most real.Lin Qi was always the passive side, he couldn't breathe, and the tip of his tongue was only lingering for a moment, He Lan quickly revealed his nature and pushed this intimacy to an intense direction.In the end, Lin Qi hung on his body, closed his eyes, and said angrily: "What I fear most is that I am not good enough for you."

He Lan replied in a low voice.

Lin Qi said softly again: "I don't believe you, but I don't believe myself."

I don't believe that he will be liked like that, even so much that he doesn't care about anything.

Lin Qi thought that He Lan would ask the reason, but He Lan just turned his head and kissed him on the temple, and said in a tender tone that he only had when he was a teenager: "I see."

I know all your helpless hidden wounds, so don't run away, don't hide in the corner and lick your wounds alone.

Come into my arms.

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The author says:

Our relatives are also very fine-grained, one moment we want to commit murder with love, and the other moment we feel extremely inferior.