Can't get

About two o'clock in the night, Yu Chimu woke up.

Sharp pain suddenly rose from the limbs, and the surrounding air seemed to become a weapon to suppress Yu Chimu, and those horrific pains were constantly carved on the thin body.

Cold sweat kept falling, and his body was almost twitching uncontrollably.

This is the sequelae?

With a vague thought, Yu Chimu remembered the compassionate eyes of the nurse in the hospital, those words that were hesitant to speak...

"Mr. Yuchi, this illness is making you uncomfortable."

It's really uncomfortable, this pain has approached the limit of endurance.

His eyes became blurred little by little, and Yu Chimu looked at the ceiling above his head almost dully. Staring at himself with a cruel smile, that person seemed to have been waiting for him to go to hell...

"Little beast, hehe, don't struggle anymore, you will come down to accompany me soon!"

"It's more painful for you to live now than to die!"

These harsh dialogues suddenly appeared in his mind. Yu Chimu never liked to see Qian Dehou's face. After deliberately coaxing Qian Dehou to take drugs again, this face began to appear frequently in front of Yu Chimu, like He is a debt collector, eager to see his end.

Yu Chimu's lips became completely pale, and Qian Dehou's face in his sight became more and more bloody and bloody. The people who fell to death didn't look very good-looking, and rushed forward ferociously, as if they wanted to swallow Yuchi Musheng!

"Little bastard! Go to hell!"

Yu Chimu closed his eyes, avoiding that face.

"You won't live long!"

"Yu Chimu, I'll be waiting for you below..."

The surrounding air suddenly became thinner, Yu Chimu had difficulty breathing, and the dull feeling of suffocation caused by the lack of oxygen in the heart made Yu Chimu unable to move.

Going to hell, who wants to live like this?

The corner of Yuchimu's mouth couldn't support a mocking smile, but there was a sigh in his heart.

I should be proud, I am so proud, it is impossible for me to endure the days in a wheelchair, the little Jia who I despised in the past can easily crush my bones and step on the bottom of my feet, this feeling of powerlessness, Yu Chimu has never liked it.

There is no way to make yourself indestructible after all, it is like a fragile doll that hurts even if you touch it.

As if he had made a decision, Yu Chimu simply cut off that thin breath.

The feeling of suffocation became more and more serious, Yu Chimu endured the pain, endured all the unwillingness, held his breath tightly, unwilling to struggle to relieve the pain.

If you go to hell, go to hell. If you really come to today's sun, you don't want to be like a drowning man, opening your mouth desperately, trying to catch all the air. His death looks even uglier.

Yu Chimu didn't want to be that dried-up fish, and died on the way with his eyes wide open and his mouth open...

"Yu Chimu, let's start again, shall we?"

This is Xiao An's voice, and it is also the question Xiao An has asked too many times.

I do not want to.

Xiao An, I don't want to...

I lost my pride, lingering on my last breath, and became your burden.

I do not want to.

The operating room of the No. [-] Hospital did not stop all night. The heir of the Xiao family suddenly brought in the patient with a headache in the middle of the night, suffering from asphyxia and hypoxia.

After seeing the patient's information clearly, the expert directors in the department raised their hearts to their throats, "Is this Mr. Yuchi from before?"

"The one with congenital heart disease?" Facing the overly pale face on the operating table, several experts had a headache. The sequelae and problems created by it have not been solved until now. No, it has given the situation again.

"Dean, what should I do?"

At a loss, the first operation was carried out at great risk, luckily hanging his life, but he did not expect to have obvious sequelae after the operation, and the sudden dyspnea this time was also an unexpected situation.

"Now proceed with our experimental plan?"

When the nurse next to him heard the words "experimental plan", he looked at Yu Chimu with more sympathy. After the experimental plan...

Yu Chimu is such a proud person, can he accept it?

There was such a big commotion in the Xiao family at night, it was impossible to hide it from Zhang Jingyao who had been staring at Xiao An. Xiao An had just sent the man to the hospital, and Zhang Jingyao also arrived, "What's going on?"

"How is he?"

In a hurry, the worry and panic in Zhang Jingyao's pupils were not fake, and he wanted to go into the operating room to take a look at Yu Chimu in a hurry.

After stopping the other party, Xiao An looked unhappy, "It has nothing to do with you."

At the stall where human life is at stake, Xiao An still had such an attitude, Zhang Jingyao was also unhappy, "That's my brother."

"I am his sole guardian."

Xiao An doesn't dislike blood relationship, but what Xiao An dislikes is Zhang Jingyao's concern.

This person belongs to me, and has nothing to do with Zhang Jingyao, let alone anyone else...

"The person has been sent to the hospital, and there will be no problems."

"You fucking fart! You're fucking in the hospital, you tell me it's okay?"

After hearing this, Xiao An couldn't help but clenched his fingers tightly.

Xiao An never knew what would happen next, but Xiao An knew this kind of fragility better than anyone else.

"Last time you told me that the operation was successful, so what is the reason this time?" Zhang Jingyao stared fiercely at him like a beast that was always ready to attack at any time, "Why did Yu Chimu stay in a wheelchair after the operation?" superior?"

This question seemed to hit Xiao An's effort to maintain a calm appearance, his lips trembled unnaturally, "As I said, he is fine."

"I look down on you!" Zhang Jingyao finally couldn't help it, and slammed Xiao An's face viciously with his fist, "How long are you going to deceive yourself! If he is good enough, how could he be sitting in a wheelchair all the time? Will he be pushed down on the road casually?"

"An asshole can hurt him, how the hell do you take care of people?" Zhang Jingyao came over to check Yu Chimu's case immediately after getting wind of Xiaojia's incident some time ago, such a proud guy, It is impossible to be willing to sit in a wheelchair, let alone become a character who can be bullied casually...

Zhang Jingyao's punch was like a stone thrown into the center of the lake. It smashed the seemingly peaceful lake surface at once, revealing the superficial illusion. mottled.

Xiao Jing was silent for two seconds, and slowly wiped the corners of her mouth, "Xiao Jia was arranged by you at my place."

"Zhang Jingyao, even if it is my responsibility, there is a part of you in it."

"Don't use that blood relationship to be courteous. No one cares. When did you treat him as a brother?"

With a mocking smile, Xiao An stared straight at this former rival in love, who was similar to him anyway, and no one could put up the plaque.

Tit for tat, the two men who have long disliked each other, are now looking at each other even more aggressively, taking the opportunity to bite off a piece of flesh from each other's neck before they are reconciled.

The tense atmosphere was broken by the little nurse in the operating room, who came out a little nervous, "Mr. Xiao, this is the consent form for the operation. For the patient's current condition, the dean said that surgery is the only option at present."

"The plan is finalized?" Looking at the consent form for the operation handed over by the nurse, Xiao An's heart suddenly paused, feeling dull pain, "Is this the one from before?"

The nurse was obedient, "Yes."

"The dean said that he couldn't find a better way, so he had to try."

"And the patient can only rely on the ventilator now..."

Yu Chimu really surprised everyone tonight, and also proved a problem, the last operation was not successful, it is said that he was dragged back from the gate of hell, it did not...

The operation plan was finalized a few days ago, and a new operation was performed. Yu Chimu had a congenital heart disease, and the best time for treatment had long been missed. Now the body function of the heart is simply unable to provide enough energy for Yu Chimu to move. So there is a trade-off here.

Simply deprive other organisms of the energy they need, as long as this person's life is preserved...

Maybe this person is destined to be unable to stand up from the wheelchair in the future. The most likely result is that Yu Chimu will probably have to wear a ventilator for the rest of his life.

Dying on the line of life and death, struggling to get by all his life.

Zhang Jingyao was nearby, and he seemed to have vaguely guessed something when he heard this, and hurriedly snatched the consent form for the operation, "Give it to me, I am his only guardian, and I am the only one who can sign it."

The tone was uncompromising, Zhang Jingyao acted quickly, and immediately took the consent form, and passed it to the cardiologist who had been arranged earlier, "Show me, what kind of surgery is this operation?"

"What's the risk in there!"

Zhang Jingyao didn't trust Xiao An. After learning about Yu Chimu's condition, Zhang Jingyao also actively contacted domestic cardiologists, hoping to get the best treatment plan for Yu Chimu.

"Tell me the result immediately."

Still have to continue to arrange, Xiao An has already said, "Let's do it, I only want him to live." Zhang Jingyao could hear the sigh in it, "I am his younger brother, a direct relative, even if he agrees, it should be I agree!"

"Before you figure it out, if your hospital does something to my brother without authorization, don't blame me for being rude." Gritting his teeth, Zhang Jingyao's face looked fierce. The little nurse had never seen such a battle before, and she backed away in fright. step.

He said submissively, "But, Mr. Yuchi's side..."

"No, but! I warn you, no one is allowed to perform surgery without my signature!"

Damn it, it was like this last time, after the operation, Yu Chimu was inexplicably seated in a wheelchair, Zhang Jingyao was worried.There was also the sigh in Xiao An's tone just now, Xiao An could bet on Yu Chimu, but Zhang Jingyao didn't dare.

After arguing, Xiao An suddenly smelled a smell of blood, heavy with death.

He glanced at the operating room almost subconsciously, and the red lights suddenly became brighter, like a sign.

Yu Chimu?

As soon as this thought came to his mind, Xiao An's face turned pale!

The director of the hospital ran out in a panic, "It's not good!"

It just so happened that the bell rang at four o'clock in the morning, and the tragic bell seemed to announce the news of death to everyone, "The heart stopped completely just now."

Xiao An couldn't hear anything, and he could only see the dean opening and closing in his sight, what Xiao An was talking about, Xiao An guessed purely by the shape of his lips.

There were bursts of tinnitus, which made Xiao An dizzy, this is impossible!

Already at the hospital, how could he...

Stepping mechanically, Xiao An wanted to go in and have a look at that person, but he didn't approach the operating room, when a gust of wind suddenly blew out, as if someone walked by his cheek, the familiar temperature was cold and thin.

The gust of wind said a word in Xiao An's ear, but Xiao An didn't hear anything.

"Xiao An."

The gust of wind moved quickly, sticking to the corner of Xiao An's clothes, and swept away the heartbeat and breathing of the person in the operating room, escaped from the narrow and oppressive operating bed, and disappeared completely.

I don't want to, I don't want to live under the closed ventilator, I don't want to sit in a wheelchair, I don't want to look at the surrounding scenery as inferior, I don't want to live humble and struggling...

I do not want to.

I don't want to be with you again.

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Forest cat on tiptoe: Enough is enough.Yu Chimu's life, 23 years, suffering, hardship, pain, enough.His pride, his stubbornness, his pain.His life, like the wind passing by in a hurry, tells a story of the past, which is light but has a heavy weight.you. . . . . .I hope you are happy, wherever you are, I hope you are happy.Afterlife?Stop the pain.May you be safe and happy.

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