Can't get

When Yu Chimu heard the word doctor, his voice raised abruptly, "I don't want a doctor!"

Not understanding why Yu Chimu was so stubborn, Zhao Quan said, "In your current situation, it's best to see a doctor to see clearly..."

Keeping his back to himself and coughing, Zhao Quan still couldn't see Yu Chimu's expression now, "You seem to be coughing very badly."

When he coughed for the first time, Yu Chimu had already noticed the smell of blood in his mouth, that smell reminded him of his physical condition all the time, and he didn't want to turn back, so Yu Chimu just buried his face in the sofa, " Help me get towels, it's in the bathroom."

"Well, hold on, the doctor will be here soon."

Without doubting him, Zhao Quan walked away without seeing Yu Chimu wiping the corners of his lips behind him. He wiped the corners of his lips very quickly, for fear of being discovered by Zhao Quan.

There was a slight smell of blood in the air, Yu Chimu hid those paper towels at the bottom of the trash can, "Why are you sitting up?"

Perhaps because of the cough just now, Yu Chimu now looks abnormally flushed and sickly. "Lie down quickly, I'll help you put a towel on your head to cool down."

"I don't need a doctor. I'm much better now." Yu Chimu, who just lay down, still insisted on his request. Unexpectedly, just after saying this, the doorbell rang outside the door.

The doctor is here!

The bright light in his eyes flashed clearly, Yu Chimu emphasized, "Don't open the door!"

"Zhao Quan, I said, I don't need a doctor." The stubborn tone was not a joke, Zhao Quan was stunned, and murmured, "You now..."

"I'm fine now."

Yu Chimu hated the hospital very much, Zhao Quan felt this very clearly, but judging from the current situation... "Yu Chimu, just take a look at your current body."

"I don't agree! Don't open the door!" The people outside seemed to be waiting impatiently, the doorbell rang more and more impatiently, provoking Yu Chimu's nerves.

Of course I don't want to see a doctor!In the last dozens of days, Yu Chimu didn't want anyone to find out that he had already reached the end of the day.

Zhao Quan and Zhao Quan just stared at each other and sighed. After all, Zhao Quan couldn't bear to embarrass the other party. The doorbell gradually stopped, and he could already hear footsteps outside, and left.

Until the sound of footsteps completely disappeared, Yu Chimu's straight waist collapsed, and he coughed violently again, "I'm fine, don't worry about me."

The bloody smell rose again, Yu Chimu reluctantly said these words, and motioned Zhao Quan to help him get water and medicine.

"What is this?" Zhao Quan glanced at the small bottle on the coffee table, wondering, "Why is the cold medicine packaged like this? This is the first time I have seen cold medicine of this color."

Just as he was about to read the medicine instructions clearly, Yu Chimu had already put it away, "Well, cold medicine." With his lips pursed, Yu Chimu looked indifferent, but his fingers trembled abnormally, "I'll go to the room to rest."

"Sure, then I'll make porridge for you later. When you wake up, you should be hungry." Zhao Quan carefully helped him back to the room. , even the last movement of putting it on the bed, Zhao Quan also tried to be as light as possible.

After falling asleep quickly, Zhao Quan took his temperature and found that he still had a high fever.

"I shouldn't have softened my heart just now. If I knew it, I would let that doctor in directly." Muttering, Zhao Quan searched for ingredients to cook porridge.The things in the house were basically arranged by Zhao Quan, and the mung beans to be used happened to be placed in the cabinet by the door that day, and the place was shady and cool.

Zhao Quan did not expect that when he opened the cabinet, he would find a medical record. The name was not Yu Chimu. It was written by the doctor. My heart skipped a beat.

Hastily took out the whole bag, the medicine bottle inside was very familiar, it seemed that Yu Chimu didn't show it to himself just now.It's all in English, this time Zhao Quan saw it clearly, painkillers.

"Where are you now?"

The doctor who received the call was at a loss. Isn't this the young master's voice? "I'm almost home, young master, there is no one where you told me to go."

"Someone, come here, I have something to ask you." His voice was visibly trembling, and Zhao Quan held the medical record book in his hand tightly, and seemed to be aware of something in a trance, something he least wanted to see.

Yu Chimu, you must be fine, right?

Asking himself like this, Zhao Quan felt cold all over his body for no reason, and this coldness was constantly devouring all the temperature.

"Master, what is this?" The doctor's handwriting has always been flamboyant, and almost no one can see it except colleagues and nurses, "This patient is very serious now. It is stated that the patient has severe heart failure. The patient is coughing up blood. Unstable and accompanied by long-term heart pain, urgent hospitalization for observation and treatment is required."

"It should be a long-term history of heart disease. It seems that the patient is unwilling to accept further examinations. The specific situation needs to be observed." After carefully measuring the situation recorded in the case book, "This is a painkiller, and so many are prescribed. ? It seems that his heart pain is already quite severe."

"I don't study the heart. For heart disease, you need a specialist."

Zhao Quan was dejected, staring straight ahead with his eyes, "So, the current situation is very serious?"

"If it's really coughing up blood...it's already quite tricky." The family doctor who called over looked at the name on it again tremblingly. He heard that the one the young master liked recently was called Yu Chimu, but the name in front of him was unfamiliar. "The situation described in the case is not optimistic. Hemoptysis is usually due to a problem with the lungs. It is very likely that the heart's function cannot be supplied, and the blood vessels connected to the lungs are compressed."

A dark curtain fell, Zhao Quan said softly, "He lied to me..."

Tears fell down without warning, the doctor panicked, and the young master cried!Anxiously pulled out the tissue and wanted to pass it to Zhao Quan, he tripped over the trash can in the middle, and the bottom tissue spilled out, mottled blood red.

Zhao Quan understood what it was, and tears fell even more violently, "You lied to me, Yu Chimu, you didn't tell me everything..."

Yu Chimu, you are gone, what should I do.

Why don't you tell me...

Zhao Quan has never cried since he was an adult, and the last few times were all because he felt sorry for Yu Chimu. If he is gone, who else should I feel sorry for?

I clearly know that that person won't like me, but I just want to get closer, so I say I like it again and again.I have never talked about love in this life, nor have I thought about losing weight, let alone wash my hands and make soup for another person one day...just because that person is Yu Chimu.

what should I do?

It was Zhao Quan's first time being bold that day, and he climbed onto Yu Chimu's bed lightly, without closing his eyes, just hugged him tightly, afraid that if he let go, this person would disappear.

I hug you so tightly, you won't get lost, right?

"Why are you on my bed?" Yu Chimu happened to be facing Zhao Quan's face when he woke up. He opened his eyes, red bloodshot eyes had already boiled inside, and he kept looking at himself, "Get down." His voice was hoarse, and he had a high fever all day long, and his voice had a strong nasal sound.

Zhao Quan didn't follow him, and hugged his hands even tighter, "I've been watching you for a long time, and I'm afraid you're gone." While speaking, Yu Chimu suddenly felt a little wet on his back, and Zhao Quan's muffled voice came out, "Yu Chi Mu, I just learned something, and it's quite uncomfortable."

The body suddenly tensed up, just happened to be coughing, the body trembled uncontrollably, the sound of coughing was earth-shattering, Zhao Quan could clearly feel Yu Chimu's discomfort while holding Yu Chimu in his arms, "Why didn't you tell me earlier ..."

Yu Chimu's cough seemed to have stabbed Zhao Quan's heart, the pain was terribly painful, the wetness behind his back was smudged again, Zhao Quan kept crying, "You lied to me, Yu Chimu, you lied to me."

Both of them could smell the thin smell of blood in the air too clearly, "Zhao Quan, let go first."

"I don't want it! I don't want to let go!" Hugging even tighter, Zhao Quan kept clinging to Yu Chimu like that, "Yu Chimu..." Muttering like this, Zhao Quan called Yu Chimu's name again and again behind his back. Once heavy, "I beg you, shall we go to the hospital?"

"Zhao Quan, I'm dying, the hospital told me there are three months left."

Zhao Quan was stunned for a moment, and increased the strength in his hand, as if he wanted to rub this life into his bones and not let go for the rest of his life, "Let's go and see, okay? Yuchimu... I can't bear it."

After expecting a lot about Yuchimu, Zhao Quan thought about all the possibilities, thought that this person might never like him, thought that the two of them would have nothing to do in the future, but never thought that Yuchimu would disappear forever In my own world...