Dog Diary

The spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, but Tao Ying missed our appointment.

The endless fields of golden yellow rapeseed flowers are splendid and gentle.Being in the sea of ​​flowers, I felt the hope and peace he mentioned.

In the end, I accepted the reality that Tao Ying was no longer there.

I closed my eyes to feel the sunshine, imagining that Tao Ying was beside me.His smiling eyes are so beautiful, I will never forget them in my life.

I comfort myself that I am happy, and I still have his love.

Only after reading Tao Ying's diary did I realize that these four years were really not wishful thinking on my part.

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On x month x day, 2015, sunny

There is a newcomer in the company today.It looks very sunny and clean, and it looks like it has just graduated from school.

In the office this morning, this kid keeps staring at me unabashedly.I knew I was pretty, so I smiled at him on purpose and called his name.

I guess, he will like me.

July 2016, 2, sunny

Today is Valentine's Day.

As soon as I opened my eyes in the morning and saw Lingbu's message asking me out, the corners of my mouth began to rise uncontrollably.

Is he going to confess to me? !

I know this kid likes me, and I...I like him too.

After hesitating for a while, I replied "see you soon".

Maybe, we can try it?

I'd like to try that.

October 2016, 2, rain

I have been punished by God, I should not try love lightly.

Went to the hospital today to get the test results.The doctor told me exactly this time that I have a very complicated congenital heart disease.

They suggested that I go abroad for surgery, and if successful, I could live longer.

On Valentine's Day, I accidentally fell down on the way to the appointment and was sent to the hospital by kind people.

The doctor said that I have a heart problem, which looks complicated and needs further examination.

Seeing the call from Ling Bu, I turned off the phone in a panic.

Sure enough, I don't deserve love.

With the test results today, I messaged Ling Bu back——sorry, I forgot.

It doesn't matter, I think he can still like others.

July 2017, 2, sunny

It's Valentine's Day again.Coincidentally, Lingbu and I are on the field together today.

After the event, when the two of us were waiting on the platform together, I felt that he looked weird.

Watching him reach for something, my heart started beating hard.In a panic, the huge advertisement in the shopping mall opposite gave me an idea.

I deliberately rushed ahead of him and said, if someone is holding a Cartier classic ring to express his love to me, I will definitely not be able to refuse.

Such big-name jewelry is not something he, a young man who just graduated, can afford.

Sure enough, his expression dimmed, and he didn't do any more embarrassing actions for both of us.

I may have hurt him, sorry.

July 2017, 12, sunny

I sent out all the invitations at the company today.

Yes, I am getting married.

With this marriage, I can live a life of ease and abundance, which is as good as it gets for my present state of health.Besides, I can get a lot of money, and when I get the money, I can plan to go abroad for surgery.

It's just that I didn't expect Ling Bu's reaction to be so intense.

Sorry, we have no fate.

July 2017, 12, sunny

Ling Bu actually resigned.

It hurts me to think that I will never see him again.

yes i like him.But so what.

I can't bear to see him sad.

I think he's just sad because he couldn't get what he asked for.Maybe after getting it, he will be relieved.

White moonlight will always turn into rice grains, and cinnabar moles will always turn into mosquito blood.Isn't that what men do?

That night, I fulfilled him, and I also fulfilled myself.

I hope he puts me down.

July X, 2018, sunny

Today is my wedding.Very grand and grand.

I didn't expect that one day I would get married and be with someone I didn't like.

I didn't expect him to come to my wedding either.

Seeing the decisive look in his eyes before he turned and left, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Forget about each other, I hope he is happy.

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