[Ceyu] Can I resign from the position of Marquis Wu?

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46.

"Little Qiao? Who's wife?" Sun Quan couldn't remember for a while, so he looked at Zhou Yu for help.

But the man was furrowing his brows in surprise, and had no time to care about him.

"That's Gongjin's wife, let her in." A voice suddenly sounded in Sun Quan's mind.

"Who?!" Sun Quan was actually taken aback and shouted loudly.

"Keep your voice down! It's me." The voice said helplessly, and it sounded very familiar.

"Brother?" Sun Quan tentatively asked in a low voice.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Yu asked Sun Quan suspiciously, and walked towards him, "Who are you talking to?"

"Ah! Yes..." Sun Quan pointed to his head, and was about to answer truthfully, but was choked back abruptly by a voice in his head, "Don't tell Gongjin."

"There's something wrong with Gu's brain! Hehe...hehe..." Sun Quan wanted to cry but couldn't help but smirk embarrassingly at the action just now.

Seeing that his expression was wrong, Zhou Yu didn't want to ask more questions, so he could only withdraw his scrutiny, said, "You'd better not belittle yourself so presumptuously", and gave up.

Hearing this, Sun Quan smiled flatteringly, "Yes, yes, Brother Zhong taught you the lesson", then turned to the stunned attendant who wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, and said viciously, "What are you looking at?! Haven't seen it before?" Solitary training?!"

"Subordinates... Pfft...Subordinates dare not!"

"Forget it, forget it," Sun Quan saw that his deterrent power hadn't increased by half because of changing the world, so he waved his hand in a self-defeating manner, "Laugh if you want, and invite Madam Zhou to come in after laughing." .”

"Decent." After the attendant left, Zhou Yu frowned, leaned over to Sun Quan and whispered two words.

"Yes, I will pay attention next time, no, no, no next time, don't worry, there will be no next time!"

47.

Sun Quan stared at the door calmly, ready to welcome the so-called "Mrs. Zhou".

However, the rich inner drama of the rebellious boy Sun can be described as overwhelming, and the sky collapsed, as if Pangu had opened up the world again, and he was so angry that he wanted to hit the wall.

What the hell?Did you come here without saying hello?

If I don't say it and I don't say it, wouldn't I lose face?

snort!If it weren't for the sake of you being my brother, I wouldn't listen to you!Not only did they not listen, but they beat them directly!

Don't think that I'm just Zhan Wuscum and you'll be easy to bully!Shoot the tiger and see Sun Lang to find out!I don't hate anything, okay?

"Ahem, what, actually, I can hear your slander, you know that, right?"

Now I know, huh, huh.

After being frightened, Sun Quan understood two things: first, since he has not been beaten into a dead dog by the elder brother, he can judge that this (annoying) voice is not the elder brother; Confidence, when it should be from the heart, from the heart.

The epiphany of the true meaning of the world is often just in a flash.

Sun Quan sighed deeply, he felt that he had broken his life.

48.

"My concubine, Zhou Qiao, has met Marquis Wu." The bright and charming woman was slightly blessed, with all the etiquette, neither humble nor overbearing.

"Little Qiaofu...cough, ma'am," Sun Quan staggered his gaze at a loss as he muttered "Do not see evil" silently, "I don't know what's important to come here today?"

Xiao Qiao didn't answer right away, but looked worriedly at Zhou Yu who was at the side and said, "I implore Marquis Wu, forgive my clumsy husband."

"Huh?" Sun Quan couldn't remember how many times he was in a daze today, "Where did you start with this? No, Zhong... What is wrong with Gongjin?"

"If the foolish husband had no faults, you would not detain him in the mansion. Although I don't know why the foolish husband offended you, but the foolish husband has devoted all his energy to Jiangdong these years, and I can see it, especially after the former master left. ..."

"Little Qiao!" Zhou Yu seemed a little annoyed, "Don't talk nonsense in front of the lord!"

"Wu Hou Mingjian, my concubine does not dare to talk nonsense, my clumsy husband is hardworking, and often cannot sleep at night. He is not in good health, and he refuses to be consulted. After years, you can probably tell by his face. One or two," Xiao Qiao said, crying in a low voice, "I know that my humble husband was frivolous and arrogant when he was young, and he really overstepped with his subordinates, but all he did was for Jiangdong, and now the battle is imminent , I can’t share the worries of my humble husband, I hope to bear it on his behalf, so as to relieve the country’s worries, and ask the Marquis of Wu to be fulfilled.”

"Little Qiao! Don't be rude!" Zhou Yu reprimanded with a rare expression on his face after hearing this, "Should I tell the lord these words of asking for credit?!"

"Husband..." Xiao Qiao raised her head with tears in her eyes, and was about to argue, but was interrupted by "I hope Madam Xiao Qiao is right!"

It was Sun Quan with a gloomy face. He was almost driven mad by the disapproving sigh in his mind, "Gu naturally knows that Gong Jin is not easy. Among the three, he is probably the only one who doesn't know it! It's his fault, but it's because he doesn't have to suffer so hard. I was stubborn in the old days, and I have a lot of guilt towards Gong Jin, but now I don't ask for forgiveness, I only ask Xiao Qiao's wife, Xu Gu, to make up for one or two."

After Sun Quan finished speaking, he gave a deep bow to the shocked Xiao Qiao, whose eyes were red with tears still on his face.

49.

Xiao Qiao left the Hou Mansion alone in a daze, she had a faint feeling that Wu Hou seemed to know about it already.

"Ma'am," seeing Xiao Qiao came out alone, Si Yuan, her personal maid, rushed forward to help her, and asked eagerly, "What's the matter? Why don't you see the general come with you? But Marquis Wu still wants to abdicate?"

Seeing that Xiao Qiao couldn't stop crying, she became even more anxious, and hurriedly said: "Madam, don't worry! Let's go and beg the master to let him talk to Mrs. Guo and let the general go!"

"Forget it," Xiao Qiao wiped away her tears, and said softly, "It's probably better for him to be here than to be in the mansion... help me into the car."

"No." Siyuan looked at her worriedly, but had no choice but to follow suit, "Ma'am, are you going back home?"

The people in the car were silent, she stared at the jade pendant on her waist, and said after a while, "No, let someone take care of the young master and young lady, let's go see my sister."

Xiao Qiao didn't know when she started to notice that.Zhou Yu is a cautious person, but there are always some clues that cannot be hidden from the people who are facing each other day and night without being "cautious".

Perhaps it started from the mourning that reached the soul on the day Sun Ce passed away.While waiting in the mansion that day, she clearly saw that there was only incomprehensible perseverance left in the man's once radiant eyes.

Empty and calm, but also painful out of control.

Maybe it started when the man used excuses to go to war and frequently stayed in the study.The candlestick in the study room was often lit all night, and she would also embroider and mend in the room. After waiting for him all night, she would stop and get up in the middle of the night, or make a bowl of soup for that person, or put on a brocade robe for that person.Until one day, she saw the man's face covered with tears in a dream, and she wanted to wake him up from the nightmare, but only heard him muttering - "Bo Fu".

She didn't wait any longer, she knew that even if her eyes were broken and her body was worn down, she would not be able to wait anymore.

She couldn't deny that Zhou Yu had treated her so well all these years, so good that it was a kind of debt with a guilty conscience. He gave everything he could, but the word "love", he had already generously donated to others, to others. no more.

Da Qiao discovered this matter earlier than her, but she just kept silent for many years. She was puzzled, jealous, and even resentful. Even if Sun Ce kept saying that he was ashamed at the last moment, she could not forgive her.But time gradually healed everything, she stayed away from the vortex of the power center, away from the old people's past, and all the unforgivable lingering in her throat turned into peace.Maybe it's because I don't love like before, so I don't hate like that anymore.

And Xiao Qiao was relieved from the very beginning. She looked at Zhou Yu who was getting haggard day by day, watched him change from obsession to paranoid madness. That glimpse of a bosom friend just in time buried the golden lock and red silk of the newlyweds.She knows that she has become a latecomer, and she knows how difficult it is to let go of the too amazing person she met when she was young.

And Zhou Yu is just like her.

But fortunately, Zhou Yu still has the long-cherished wish of the world to support his progress. He doesn't have to be like her, if he loses, he loses everything.

"Ma'am, here we are."

50.

"What?!" Sun Quan cautiously avoided Zhou Yu, and exclaimed in a low voice, "You really did it? I thought he was overthinking and imagining it!"

"It's not easy for him," Sun Ce didn't deny, but said in a deep voice, "That's why I let you come here. He needs the warmth of someone, a place to pour out, and a glimmer of hope. You need to know that there are still people, but I hope he lives well... As for my younger brother, what he needs is a home, a real home like the one you have. As for you, I just want you to take a good look at Gongjin, look at him, and take power in the future , don’t blame him.”

"You know it's not easy for him, why don't you see him?! What's the use of me? It's just a few days of caring! To him, what's the use of me!" Sun Quan said angrily as he jumped behind the Taihu stone.

"You are still a child after all, how do you know that there are always so many last resorts and undoable things in this world," the voice chuckled self-deprecatingly, "No one knows Gong Jin better than me, he is too smart, like him Such a smart person always has extraordinary reason. To him, it’s just a big dream. When he wakes up, it only adds to the pain. I feel that he has never been so crazy. This kind of madness has torn him apart under his gentle appearance. He struggled between life and death, and finally reason overcame emotion and infinitely magnified his desire to live, and if I suddenly appeared at this time, it would definitely be Push him off the cliff, and there will be no redemption."

Sun Ce thought, he was right about one thing. To Zhou Yu, it was just a big dream. If you are not firm, you will fail again.

Except for life and death, he has resisted everything, but it seems that both good and bad are mixed.All his life on the battlefield, he was invincible and became a vassal, but in the way of love, he couldn't understand it in vain.He lost his love, he was ashamed of his wife, he parted from his love, and couldn't ask for it.

Between Zhou Yu and him, he was always the one who woke up later.

He had stubbornly spread out the bride price outside the city to greet him, hoping that the man would let go of his response, but the man was smiling, and half-jokingly bowed his hands and saluted: "Thank you, Corporal Bo Fu Lixian."When he was in bed at night, he wanted him madly, tossing the man until he was exhausted. He was condescending, and kissed the loose end of the man's hair. He asked him, "Gongjin, why don't you want to?" ?”.The man raised his hand with difficulty, stroked his sweaty temple hair, and responded with a hoarse voice with a smile: "Wait a little longer, Bo Fu, just wait a little longer." Can't hold back the sadness.

It wasn't until later that Sun Ce realized what Zhou Yu meant by those words back then, and if he waited a little longer, he would give up completely.

He once impulsively begged the man not to get married and to leave him. At that time, the man just said: "You still want to become a great cause in the world, don't dwell on it, let alone be ridiculed by the world because of it." Zheyan shouted at the man: "I don't want any great cause! We..." Before he finished speaking, a cold long sword was pressed against his neck. The eyes of the sword holder were red, and his chest violently shook. ups and downs.

In fact, Sun Ce regretted the words as soon as he uttered them, but he couldn't take them back no matter what.He just stuck his neck, stared at the man right and wrong, and asked him unusually calmly: "Gongjin, are you going to kill me?"

The two of them faced each other in such silence, and there was only the sound of heavy breathing in the huge room.After a long while, the man Fang gnashed his teeth and said: "Sun Ce! You are crazy!" After speaking, the Qingfeng in his hand fell to the ground, and he walked away without looking back.

That was the last time they met as lovers, but they broke up like this.Sun Ce touched the bloody wound on the side of his neck, and stared blankly at Zhou Yu's resolutely leaving back, until he could see nothing, then he bent down and picked up the sword that was about to kill him—that was What he gave to that person when the love was strong in the past, but now he wields the sword just to break the love.

"Hiss...it hurts..."

That day, Sun Ce finally woke up from the pain, he let go, let him go, drifted away, and never looked back.

TBC.