[Ceyu] Can I resign from the position of Marquis Wu?

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11.

"My lord is serious," Zhou Yu broke away from Sun Quan's hand without a trace, "Yu was young at the time and didn't know much about the world. Once drunk and passionate, Fang made a big mistake..."

When he said this, his heart suddenly felt a dull pain, as if the tearing pain at the beginning of his life had spread to his heart, and formed a thick scar, shining brightly and trying to hide it.

He wasn't lying, Zhou Yu thought to himself, he was never drunk back then, and the drunk person was Sun Ce.

It's just that Zhou Yu was lost in thought and didn't notice. Sun Quan's expression suddenly changed when he heard this sentence.

12.

It's no wonder that Sun Quan couldn't remember clearly. Sun Ce had just turned seventeen, while Zhou Yu was actually a few months behind. It can be said that sixteen was actually a little older, so Sun Quan could only give a rough idea.

It was Sun Ce's birthday that day, and he was still so young and energetic, and even Zhou Yu couldn't stop him from trying to persuade him to drink too much.Zhou Yu thought that someone must be sober, so he reasoned that he was unwell, and blocked a few drinks for Sun Ce.

When the banquet was over, Sun Ce was already in a daze, and let Zhou Yu stagger back to his room.

Zhou Yu still remembered that at that time, the man kept calling him inarticulately—"Ayu..."

"Ayu, one day...we...we will take this world together!"

"Ayu, this country is half of me...and it must be half of you!"

"Ayu, you... your face is so red, are you... angry?"

"Ayu, I like you, I want to marry you... that kind of love."

At that time, the clear eyes of the young man were reflected directly into Zhou Yu's heart, so that he was half pushed and half undressed at that time, and even nearly 20 years later, he still can't bear to forget.

"Ayu, are you in pain?" Zhou Yu shook his head.

painful.

"Ayu, why... are you crying?" Zhou Yu still shook his head, letting him kiss away the tears.

Because no matter how indulgent and obsessed today, there will be no good end in the future.

13.

"...Since the lord knows it, if you want to reduce the responsibility, Yu will never complain. It's just that Yu still has two things to ask for, and a big battle is coming. Although Yu is not talented, it is not a good idea to change the commander before the battle, so I dare to ask The lord waits until after the war, and Yu will plead guilty; the second is Yu and Uncle... No, the matter of the first master has passed for many years, and Yu has nothing to do with the former master's wife, Xiaozao, so the lord Wanwang should not tell the matter to his wife. , making her feel more depressed..."

"You are not my brother Zhong! Who are you?" Sun Quan hurriedly interrupted him, his face was cold and hard, and he really had the airs of Marquis Wu.

"What... what?" Zhou Yu was startled.

"No matter how angry my brother Zhong is, he will never say that there is something wrong between him and elder brother! Are you stupid to treat me as an orphan?!" Sun Quan furrowed his brows and said viciously, "What the hell are you saying about the orphan? What happened to Brother Zhong?! Not right, whoever can do anything to him is really a good skill, no matter how bad you are, you can’t deal with Big Brother. Speaking of which, I didn’t see him all morning, where did he go..." Sun Quan said Talking turned into muttering again, and the airs that had been so easy to get up after a long time were completely wiped out by the childishness in his bones.

When Sun Quan was puzzled, he scratched his head and habitually looked at Zhou Yu asking for help. When his eyes touched the person, he felt something was wrong. He quickly changed his tone and said sharply, "Where is the lonely brother?"

"You mean...the First Lord?" Zhou Yu regained his composure. He seemed to understand a little bit, and he just said softly and got up, "Would you like to follow Yu?"

14.

It was a barren green mound, with the rolling Yangtze River leaning against it, flowing eastward.

"You...what do you mean?" Sun Quan looked suspiciously at Zhou Yu who was lost in thought.

The man didn't answer, but bent forward, brushed off the dust on the tablet with nostalgia, and stroked the engraving on the tablet with his slender fingers, "You said you want to find brother, he is here .”

His voice was extremely soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing anyone.

Sun Quan was puzzled at first, and then followed the movement of the man's hand - he repeatedly rubbed the words on the tablet - "Sun Ce".

Sun Quan froze all of a sudden, stepped back step by step, and said in a trembling voice: "No...you lied to me! He was obviously fine yesterday!" Although he tried his best to veto it, he could tell that the tomb had been there for some years , which cannot be faked.

"Yu sometimes thinks, if this is a lie," Zhou Yu straightened up and looked at Sun Quan in a daze, eyes as calm as a pool of stagnant water, "That would be great."

Sun Quan was stunned for a moment, tears welled up in his big blue eyes, he threw himself into Zhou Yu's arms without hesitation, hugged him and cried loudly, repeating the phrase "you lied to me" over and over in his mouth.

Zhou Yu froze at first, and the murderous look flashed in his eyes. After a while, he finally softened his body, patted Sun Quan on the back and said, "You were wrong from the beginning. Yu is Zhou Yu, but you are not." It’s nothing more than Sun Quan here. He told Yu, but Yu just forgot.”

The unattended candle in front of the tomb was not lit, but tears of wax dripped down.The wax torch turns into tears, and the residual dreams of the past have turned into ashes.

15.

A few days ago, Zhou Yu was too busy and fell asleep on the desk.

"Gong Jin," Zhou Yu felt someone put a cloak lightly on him in a half-dream and half-awake state, "you won't be able to hold on if you continue like this."

"You are finally willing to come to see me," Zhou Yu pressed the hand on his shoulder, slowly got up and looked back, trying to look at the people behind him, but there was a clear reflection of nothingness in those eyes, "It's been so many years I haven't been here before. Let me take a good look at you, I... am old, and I can't remember many things from the past, and I'm afraid that one day, I will forget your appearance."

"Look, your hands are so cold." The man didn't answer, just smiled and squeezed his hands tightly, "It's a pity that I can't cover them this time."

The two faced each other like this, without speaking for a while.

"How are you doing recently?" The man was the first to break the silence.

"Okay, that's fine. Although Cao Cao is here to attack, fortunately I still have the strength to fight in Jiangdong. Don't worry, I will not let your hard work be handed over to others. Zhongmou is very diligent. Knowing how to be a king, Guotai is in good health, and Shangxiang has grown up, and knows how to take responsibility. Although she is not married yet, she can always pick a good one. I secretly went to see Shao'er, and she grew taller , the eyebrows and eyes look like you, sister-in-law...my wife doesn't want to see me, and she is depressed, so I asked someone to take care of her." Zhou Yu rambled on and on, but she was alone.

"What about you? I mean, how are you?"

Zhou Yu was taken aback for a moment, and Fang said calmly, "Okay, I will forget about you soon, what do you think is wrong with me?"

That's about, no matter what, it's not good.

The man gave him a deep look, and didn't ask any more questions. He just said: "In a few days, someone from another world will come to take care of you for a while. No matter what form he appears in, don't be surprised. I Let's go, you... take care of yourself."

Zhou Yu nodded and said nothing.

"Gongjin, why don't you keep me?" The man let go of his hand, teasing as if he didn't care.

Zhou Yu also smiled, and stretched out his hand to pull the man, but only passed through a piece of nothingness that was gradually disappearing.

"Look, I can't keep it."

"Husband? Why are you asleep here?"

In Zhuang Zhou's dream, driving the east wind, he visited the garden three hundred times, but turned his head empty.

16.

"Can you hear someone talking?" Zhou Yu supported Sun Quan, who was weeping, and turned his head slightly.

Sun Quan gave him a confused look.

"Forget it, Xu Shiyu heard it wrong," Zhou Yu turned around, "Let's go."

There is a person standing on the side of the stele behind him, with deep eyes and tears in his smile.

"Ayu, I like you..." he said softly.

The river wind roared.

TBC.