[Ceyu] Can I resign from the position of Marquis Wu?

77.

How many times can a person change his destiny?

78.

Since the serious illness that day, Zhou Yu often had a dream.

Same nightmare.

He dreamed of many people and many things, including Sun Ce, Sun Quan, his younger sister...Of course, there was another self.

He saw the young Sun Ce brushing away the broken hair on his forehead, saying "Xinyue" with a blushing face, he heard the sound of his own heart beating, each sound was so vivid, and he felt the gentleness of his lips fluttering like a feather.Please each other with love, cuddle with each other, and promise each other with heart.

That day he got a jade pendant, a gift from his loved one.

He saw the wedding banquet, and Sun Ce beside him was wearing a complicated wedding dress, but before he could smile comfortably, he suddenly felt a sore pain in his heart. He saw a woman standing beside Sun Ce, with tattoos on her skirt. The dragon and the phoenix are auspicious.He wanted to step up to ask Sun Ce what was going on, or just beat him up, but a kind of irresistible force pulled him to turn around and kowtow three times to another shy woman.Only then did he realize that his whole body was also glaring red.He saw Sun Ce pushing the cup to change the cup, drinking the water and wine, he thought that the wine must be extremely strong, so strong that the person who drank it burst into tears.At this time, he had an idea for no reason—he seemed to have spent the entire youthful time, just changing three words, "I'm sorry", he was betraying himself and others.

That day he lost a jade pendant and gave it to those who loved him.

79.

Later, he dreamed of running wildly on a rainy night.He rode his horse all night to some destination unknown to himself, tirelessly, regardless of the wind and rain.He felt the unreasonable panic in his heart, felt the warmth of his cheeks that was different from Ye Yu, he urged the horse again and again, and ran to the distance with vague thoughts as if he knew who he would lose.

He only felt that the dark night was cold and endless, and he wanted to escape but kept repeating it. The coldness was so real and clear. It was because he was trapped in the bitter rain and wind, or because the people who were about to leave were too heavy.In a trance, he only felt that this was not a dream, but a memory of past events engraved in his mind and repeatedly covered by scabs.

Then there was a hall of white flags, burying the people he wanted to see again.He saw his white clothes melt into the paleness of the sky, he knelt down heavily, his knees hurt so badly, but he couldn't shed a tear for no reason.He bowed his head three times, directed at the coffin in the hall, and completed their unmarried ceremony.These three knocks shattered the old dreams of his youth, shattered the world of discoloration, leaving him with dust on his sleeves and scars all over his body. Since then, he has no love for children, only hatred for the country and family.

Zhou Yu was surprised to find that the other self seemed to be relieved for a moment.For that person whom he has met thousands of times, but failed to see the last one, he can't love, parting is hard to leave, all kinds of world, family and country, involuntary, all after being let go, they fade away with the wind.

Sun Quan, who was wearing mourning beside him, was still crying. He wanted to touch his head and say "Don't be afraid, Quan'er", but he said "Yu Ding will do his best to assist the lord".That he has no position to comfort, and that Sun Quan is also the ambitious young Lord Wu. To him, he is at most a confidant, at least he is jealous of the monarch and his ministers.

To Si, that's all.

80.

He saw that he was alone for many years, training soldiers and fighting, and working hard, except for a moment of awakening from a dream at midnight, crying or laughing, happy or sad, he seemed to have really completely forgotten about Sun Ce.

It's just "like". Zhou Yu looked at himself who often woke up in the middle of the night and got up in unlined clothes regardless of the depth of the night. Sometimes he wrote a pen to criticize military affairs, and sometimes he just sat there by himself and didn't know what he was thinking. , and sat until dawn.

Then he saw the soaring flames above the Yangtze River.That fire burned thousands of miles of boats and banners covering the sky, and at the same time burned his hard work.He heard someone calling him - "Great Governor", and he realized that all the bones were exhausted in exchange for only one person and one general to succeed.He subconsciously wanted to celebrate this great victory with the people around him, he wanted to say "Bofu, we won!", he finally got his wish this time, he heard himself say: "Bofu, we... won."

He saw the little sister who was finally married by Sun Quanyuan, and he had no way to stop him. He was even not qualified to add a dowry to his little sister.To her, he is just a powerful foreign minister.

He felt that his body was getting weaker and weaker until he couldn't hold it anymore in Baqiu. He saw himself trembling writing the book "Yu is an ordinary talent, and I suffered the special experience of being the first to conquer the general..." Every word was written. Bloody unspeakable pain and pious treasure.

Before he fell into the darkness, he seemed to have seen someone, but no matter how hard he tried to keep that smile, he couldn't touch the slightest bit.

81.

Zhou Yu suddenly woke up from the dream, and the sky outside the window was still dark.

The person next to the pillow is still asleep, breathing evenly.

Looking at the bright moon outside the window, Zhou Yu tried to wake up for a while, detached from the reincarnation of gains and losses, and lost and regained.

"Gong Jin, are you dreaming again?" Sun Ce's voice rang close to his ears, he didn't get an answer and didn't ask any more questions, he just gently hugged Zhou Yu from behind.

Zhou Yu turned and leaned on him, "I dreamed that you were gone for ten years," he sighed softly, "There is another person, he told me, that is true, all are true. "

"Gongjin, take a good look. I'm still here and I haven't gone anywhere. You'll have to beat this head for the rest of your life. We still have Xun'er and Shao'er to educate, and we still have to see the younger sister marry someone you like. You have to take care of your mother, you have to bully younger brother Quan, and you have to dominate the country before going to the mountains and rivers to enjoy yourself. Even if it is true, it is not your truth. Sleep peacefully, and I will call you when the time comes."

82.

Zhou Yu fell into that dream again, but this time, he finally saw clearly the person who told him all this—that was himself.

"Thank you for saving me." He said calmly.

"You are really smart." There was only Wubo silence in Zhou Yu's eyes.

"I never knew that Governor Zhou was so proud." He laughed dumbfounded.

"You don't seem to accept this memory."

"Bo Fu told me just now that it doesn't belong to me, so... please come back, Commander-in-Chief."

The person on the opposite side was stunned, and after a while he smiled relievedly and said, "Forget it, I saw you too, and I wanted to fulfill you, so why bother to let you be like Yu..."

"It's been so many years, the old man has resigned to the west, the governor can forget it, so let's forget it," he stepped back step by step, "I heard Bo Fu calling me back, take care."

"That man, how can Yaoyu forget?" He waved his hand with a wry smile, and the illusory dream collapsed in an instant, leaving only the secluded hall of the Underworld.

"Zhou Yu, what you asked for is over. Change your fate against the heavens, and the six ways will not tolerate it." The blue-faced and long-toothed man on the seat echoed in the hall with no emotion.

"Yes, since Sun Ce has been reincarnated, he is no longer here, and Yu has nothing to think about." Zhou Yu bowed his head and knelt in the hall.

"However..." The Lord Ming got up slowly, walked down the steps, threw the terrifying mask in front of Zhou Yu, and pulled Zhou Yu up from the ground, "One day in the world, the hell is one year, you let this You have waited for thousands of years, but you have given up reincarnation just to ask me, how should you punish?! Huh? Gongjin?"

"Why is it you?" Zhou Yu tensed subconsciously at first, and then suddenly relaxed after seeing the man's face clearly, "Bo Fu..."

83.

"Big brother! Big brother, I was wrong!" Sun Quan's wailing came from the next door, "Isn't this funeral matter just to be prepared! No, no, no, I'm not sophistry! Xun'er, don't join in the fun! Oh, it hurts! It hurts! Help!!!!"

Zhou Yu was woken up successfully, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a chubby little face. Those eyes, which looked very much like Sun Ce, looked at him directly. Get out of bed, "dengdengdeng" ran outside.

"Father, father! Daddy is awake! Dinner is ready!"

Zhou Yu put on his clothes and got up, only to feel that the sun is warm today.

Sun Quan was pulled by the hair, only felt that the funeral was prepared for himself.

The porridge was still steaming hot, and it was another morning where chickens and dogs were jumping and beating Wuhou.

Later, Zhou Yu never had that dream again—it was a dream, and it was just a dream.

84.

"What should I do now, I saw you cross me out of the life and death book with your own hands."

"That's just right. I managed to defeat the former Mingjun to get a seat. Anyway, I have been waiting for you here for so long. Why don't we just make do with it here?"

"Pretend to be a ghost."

"I'm still doing the public good for my own benefit."

85.

Zhou Yu thinks he has changed his destiny about three times.

Once he miraculously recovered from illness in Baqiu.

The second time he opened the door and saw the real Sun Ce.

Three times under the peach blossoms in Nashu City, he met that young man riding a horse.

TBC.