【Zhou Xiang】Gravity

1.

"Do you want it? Do you want it? Do you want it? Do you want it?"

In the cafeteria the next day, when everyone heard this, they all looked at them secretly and excitedly.

Sun Xiang broke out in a cold sweat, of course he shook his head desperately: "How is it possible! I'm not crazy, I really took it, what does it mean? Admit my relationship with Zhou Zekai? Or admit that I'm curious about this kind of messy fandom?"

"... also." Lu Boyuan stroked the non-existent beard, "In short, the risk is higher than the profit, and it is right not to take it."

So who is it for you to show such a prudent expression when you speak so rationally?

Sun Xiang didn't bother to pay attention to him, and rolled his eyes firmly.

Zhou Zekai wanted to laugh helplessly: "And she regretted it again."

It turned out that after asking, the girl was taken aback for a moment, her eyes widened slightly, as if she couldn't believe what she just said.

Immediately afterwards, her face turned red again not long after she returned to normal, and she hugged the book she wanted to sell a second ago and bowed more exaggeratedly than Saturday: "Yes, I'm sorry!... I'm sorry to bother you. Walk!"

As soon as the words fell, she turned around and ran away, like a rabbit that was so frightened that it was about to step on its tail, fleeing the scene in extreme panic and haste.

From a distance, I could faintly hear something like "Ah, I'm dead" and a strange scream.

"Unexplainable!" Sun Xiang poked a chicken leg to Zhou Zekai.

"It's so inexplicable, it's so easy to understand! Think about it, she sold Amway in front of the owner. Although I'm not sure about the relationship between you two, but the moment when I asked you if you want a sample book is definitely the highlight of her life. Looking back Guaranteed to be so excited that you won't be able to sleep." Du Ming defended the opponent with a very understanding look.

"Such an exaggeration...?" Wu Qi was half surprised and half emotional.

"Almost," Lu Boyuan thought for a while and said, "It's a good thing you didn't ask for the notebook, otherwise it would be fine. You don't need to go through the procedure, and it may not be exposed if you don't go to the forum later, and you will definitely stamp it in private. You are real, knowing that one is crazy and the other is .”

2.

Although he said that in front of the Guapi trio, in fact Sun Xiang had to admit that he was shaken the moment the girl asked, "Do you want a sample booklet?"

Simply put, the reason is nothing more than three words: puberty, Alpha, and curiosity.

To be simpler, just one sentence: Who can be sober in the process of getting along with the person he likes day and night!

Anyway... Anyway, since the "half-lifting of the ban" during the winter vacation of the second year of high school, he and Zhou Zekai have tried everything that can be tried within the scope of pheromones, based on the principle that only practice can seek true knowledge.

But curiosity is curiosity, Sun Xiang is obviously more concerned about Zhou Zekai's psychological problems than physical satisfaction.

He also dreamed of getting rid of Zhou Zekai's psychological shadow as soon as possible, but when pheromones were involved in its trigger, it became extremely complicated.They consulted a doctor and were told that the research in this area was almost blank due to too few cases, so they could only try to deal with it gropingly. It was suggested that pheromone injection should continue to be done, in conjunction with psychological counseling, and a two-pronged approach.

However, Sun Xiang, who has always respected doctors, showed strong disapproval.

He believed that no matter what, the pheromone injection treatment would affect Zhou Zekai's learning status and could not ensure Zhou Zekai's health. Under his insistence, Zhou Zekai suspended the pheromone injection operation and changed his appointment with a psychiatrist.

Before long, they found themselves thinking too naively.

Psychotherapy effects fluctuate wildly.The key to this fluctuation is not the fluctuation between "good" and "bad", but the fluctuation between no effect and particularly bad effect.

The worst time, on the way home after seeing the doctor, Zhou Zekai leaned on Sun Xiang's shoulder and fell asleep exhaustedly. Then he fell into a nightmare, and began to experience symptoms of pheromone disorder such as chills, nausea, and teeth fighting. Xiang almost wanted to ask the driver to turn around and send Zhou Zekai back to the hospital.

"You'd better stop first." The last doctor kindly suggested.

He thinks that deep psychological shadows like Zhou Zekai's can't be erased by hypnosis with ordinary hints, and it may be a good way to directly solve the root cause of the fear.

"Eliminate... the root cause?"

This statement sounds once and for all, and it makes sense, but if you think about it carefully, you will know that the so-called "eliminating the root cause" is simply a fantasy in reality.

What is the source of Zhou Zekai's psychological shadow? It's that prisoner with a sick mind.

According to Zhang Xingwang, after the prosecution process was completed, the other party was sent to prison and received the so-called punishment.Although he was not sentenced for endangering public safety, 15 years in prison is enough for him to reflect for a long time.

and then?

Then Zhou Zekai can kick the opponent?Stab each other?Or just kill it and then go fast?

Come on.Even the truth was only remembered by Zhou Zekai himself!In a society with a sound legal system, it is almost impossible to "eliminate" the psychological shadow brought by such criminals.

3.

Despite the difficulties, Zhou Zekai did not give up hope.

He actively consulted and investigated, hoping to change to a more experienced doctor.

This time, Sun Xiang stopped him resolutely again.

"Let's talk after the college entrance examination." He covered Zhou Zekai's laptop screen, propped his head on the table and kissed Zhou Zekai, like a domineering president only in a novel.

This kind of strength did not make Zhou Zekai feel uncomfortable, on the contrary, he suddenly realized that Sun Xiang had already matured at an astonishing speed in the process of accompanying him to search for all possible treatments.

He slightly raised his head, accepting the other's intense and restrained kiss.

During the exchange of breaths, he couldn't help thinking of more details.

For example, because of the foundation laid by the previous treatment and the cultivation of a sense of security, his current state of pheromone rejection has been greatly improved, but recently, the number of times Sun Xiang actively pushed himself away on the verge of misfires has increased a lot.

Pushing away this action is not difficult at all, but in fact only people in a state of love will understand how much willpower is required.

It is hard to imagine that the boy who is unwilling to wrong himself in every way can do it.

On the other hand, Sun Xiang is obviously more focused on his studies than the sophomore.

I don't know when he started to be more patient, staring at the paper for an hour or two, and discussing the topic with himself whenever he needed to change his mind, instead of "eating something" and "ranking" in the past. Watch a movie."

At first Zhou Zekai regarded this change as a normal influence of the environment of the third year of senior high school, but now he finally thought of another possibility——Sun Xiang might be using this clumsy and direct way to divert their common attention.

4.

He speculated on Sun Xiang with this kind of soft, lingering, and abundant emotion, but he didn't know that the other party also looked at him with a similar vision.

Sun Xiang hated that "root", because right now it is like an insurmountable mountain that lies between Zhou Zekai's past and present.But this didn't disappoint Sun Xiang—even though he said more than once that Zhou Zekai should not be afraid, don't worry, but he knew in his heart that this was not something that could be done so easily.

Zhou Zekai's inability to overcome it for a while does not mean that Zhou Zekai's design collapsed, nor does it mean that Zhou Zekai is a coward.From the beginning to the present, Zhou Zekai knows better than anyone how to face every difficulty that life willfully throws at him.

Because of this, he understood that Zhou Zekai wanted to overcome this hurdle as soon as possible more than anyone else.

But whether to get through it or not...is it really that important?

He doesn't need a brave and invincible boyfriend. Compared with that kind of perfect personality, he only needs the other party to love him and himself to love the other party.

Once, Zhou Zekai might have realized something and offered to chat with him about related topics, but Sun Xiang pretended not to understand, and instead asked to tell Zhou Zekai a bedtime story.

"bed time story?"

Zhou Zekai lay prone on the pillow, tilting his head to look at him.

Sun Xiang leaned over and kissed him on the lips, then lay back in his original position solemnly, looking at the ceiling.

For some reason, he was suddenly embarrassed to look into Zhou Zekai's eyes.

"A long time ago, a kid named Kaikai encountered a big monster."

"The monster is super scary. But Xiaokaikai is extremely brave, and he is determined to defeat it."

Zhou Zekai turned over, hugged his waist silently, and inserted his fingers into his fingers one by one.

"Unfortunately, Kaikai is not strong enough, so for a long time, that monster was always invincible."

Speaking of this, Sun Xiang couldn't help turning his face to the side, looking for Zhou Zekai's eyes - although the subtle embarrassment didn't decrease, he could feel that Zhou Zekai needed this gaze.

Sure enough, the bottomless eyes enveloped him.

"...But it doesn't matter. One day, Kaikai will defeat the big monster. I believe in him."

"It's over?" Zhou Zekai asked.

"Almost." Sun Xiang touched his nose with his free hand.

Zhou Zekai stared at him for two seconds, reached out to touch the corner of Sun Xiang's lips, and then sealed it with a kiss.

Sun Xiang couldn't help laughing, and rubbed the tip of his nose against his cheek.

In the end, Zhou Zekai held him down again.

"It's heavy, get up."

Zhou Zekai bit his lower lip, and the tips of his teeth buckled in retaliation.

Sun Xiang will probably never know that compared to defeating the monster, his idea at this time is very simple - lock that smile in the box, throw the key into the abyss, and no one will touch it.

TBC