【Zhou Xiang】Gravity

1.

The moment Zhou Zekai opened the door, he saw the pair of shoes at the entrance, and the hand holding the doorknob subconsciously paused.

"What are you doing standing at the door?" Someone in the room asked.

Zhou Zekai took a deep breath and pushed the door completely open.

The sun sets early in winter, and the living room is pitch black.However, this did not prevent him from seeing the faces of the people in the room clearly - at this moment, the handsome face that belonged to his boyfriend was being illuminated by the white screen of the laptop.At first glance, it seems to be a little colder than the thin ice outside.

Zhou Zekai's eyes darkened, he turned around and closed the door without making a sound, and changed out his slippers.Just when he was going to boil some water first, Sun Xiang suddenly threw out another sentence without raising his head: "Come here."

Zhou Zekai hesitated for a second, then turned around.

Sun Xiang needed to explain himself.He received the signal.But the current situation was definitely not within his expected range, for a while, he didn't know what to say better.But at least he knew that "Why are you here" is definitely courting death, so he chose an opening line with no merit or fault following his intuition: "What are you doing?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Sun Xiang raised his head, and raised the corner of his mouth without warmth: "Baidu search, such a big LOGO, can't you see it?"

In addition to the sarcasm in his tone, his boyfriend is generally quite considerate—as if he was afraid that he would not know what he had searched before, he deliberately cleared the search bar, and then clicked the mouse.

In this way, more than ten previous search results are also clear at a glance.

"Pheromone injection surgery."

"The X People's Hospital Affiliated to XX University, pheromone injection."

"Is pheromone injection surgery risky?"

……

The fluorescent light on the screen flickered silently.Zhou Zekai's breath was suffocated, and the two cognitions of annoyance and "it really is so" poured into his chest at the same time.He could feel his heart beating violently first, and then falling down quickly.

"The operation is over?" Sun Xiang stared at him with burning eyes.

Zhou Zekai shook his head, admitting: "I didn't do it today. I prescribed some medicine after the examination."

He could feel that Sun Xiang breathed a sigh of relief.

"When will it be official?" Sun Xiang asked again.

"Next Monday." After answering, Zhou Zekai hastily added, "Sun Xiang, actually I—"

"Shut up! I don't want to hear it." Sun Xiang closed his notebook with a snap and stood up.The similar height allows him to look directly into Zhou Zekai's eyes, and also allows the other party to clearly understand his emotions, "Do you know what I want to do most now? I want to beat you up. Right now .”

There was a gnashing of teeth in his voice.

"I……"

"Scared?" Sun Xiang sneered, his voice raised, "You don't want me to dig glands, and you don't even say hello, just happily do something that is more risky and painful than digging glands." surgery! You're out of your mind, aren't you?"

"I can explain—"

"Shut up!" Sun Xiang suddenly yelled.After yelling this sentence, he seemed to be unable to control his emotions anymore, and yelled again in a rage, "You don't understand human words, do you! I tell you to shut up! Shut up, shut up, shut up!"

Zhou Zekai: "..."

Sun Xiang took a deep breath and said, "You think this matter is only related to you, huh? You don't feel uncomfortable being brave all by yourself? It's because what I told you before wasn't clear enough, right? Ah? Zhou Zekai?"

Zhou Zekai: "..."

"Okay! I'll say it again today! Zhou Zekai, you are my boyfriend. From the day I promised to date you, your business is my business! Do you understand? I don't, can, accept, accept my boyfriend in any Keep things from me, especially things related to your health! This is my attitude! Now you can speak, think carefully before you speak, whether you want to continue to fool me or give me a real explanation!"

When he said this, Sun Xiang not only spoke faster and faster, but also roared almost the whole time, so loud that the living room almost echoed.

Zhou Zekai's gaze shifted from Sun Xiang's reddish eyes to slightly trembling shoulders, and to the slightly trembling fists clenched by his side.Endless annoyance and regret seemed to engulf him.

He knew that this time he was really wrong.

Sun Xiang is usually in school, and his first impression is that he is not good, but in fact, if you get along with him for a while, you will find that his tutor and personality are quite good.Except for being fierce when he was angry with the idiot from class 7 to the regulations, he hardly ever spoke so loudly to anyone.

And now he looks...not only extremely angry, but also...extremely disappointed and uncomfortable.His eyes were sharp and painful, and the fundus of his eyes was bloodshot, and his Adam's apple rolled from time to time, as if he was trying to suppress more emotions.

Zhou Zekai had no doubt that if he quarreled for a while longer, Sun Xiang would probably be so angry that he slammed the door and left.

He didn't dare to hesitate any longer, and quickly took a step forward, opening his arms and hugging him tightly.

Not surprisingly, Sun Xiang struggled violently: "Let go! Don't do this! I'm telling you something serious! You fucking—"

Sun Xiang's voice suddenly stopped.

Because he found that Zhou Zekai was shaking more than himself.

2.

"I'm sorry." Zhou Zekai's voice was seldom full of uncertainty and bewilderment, "I'm sorry, I'm not happy, and I... and I'm not sure at all."

"Then you fucking still..." Sun Xiang found himself going from extremely angry to extremely flustered in an instant.Of course, he once suspected that this was Zhou Zekai deliberately creating grievances and showing weakness, and the purpose was to continue to fool himself, but soon, he told himself that no matter how good Zhou Zekai's acting skills were, his current reaction could not be due to acting... Whether it was Neither the trembling back nor the hoarseness in the other party's voice could be easily disguised.

He sniffed, held back his tears, and scolded: "Then you fucking dare to go to the hospital in secret! You are too courageous!"

"Because I'm afraid, I regret it." Zhou Zekai hugged Sun Xiang's shoulder tightly, "I swore it for the rest of my life. But I have a guilty conscience and feel like I'm lying. If I can't solve the pheromone problem, I have no confidence. And -"

He stopped suddenly here, and he stopped for a long time.Because of the posture, Sun Xiang knew the reason almost immediately.

Just like himself a few minutes ago, Zhou Zekai was suppressing his emotions.He breathed heavily, his chest heaving.In such an intimate posture, it is impossible for Sun Xiang not to feel it.

He slowly followed Zhou Zekai's back, trying to make his tone a little relaxed and joking: "Goldfish have a better memory than you! Didn't you say that it doesn't matter if you take inhibitors for the rest of your life? As long as we can be together, it doesn't matter no big deal."

"How could it be irrelevant!" Zhou Zekai shouted suddenly.His hands around Sun Xiang's back tightened suddenly, revealing his true emotions to some extent, "Suppressors for a lifetime... I don't even have the confidence to do it!"

"It's not that there's no need to be so anxious..." Sun Xiang was taken aback by him, and quickly comforted him.

"I hate inhibitors." Zhou Zekai interrupted him, and declared resolutely, "I want to do more intimate things with you."

3.

"boom--"

Although the timing wasn't right, after Zhou Zekai finished speaking, Sun Xiang's face became astonishingly hot - Zhou Zekai's inner voice was not his.After the previous "misfire crises", although Sun Xiang did not want to admit that his willpower was weak, he had gradually realized it.

"The biggest idiot in the world is none other than you!" With a little effort, he finally pushed the person away, and finally he was able to hold that face and kiss the lips that he hated and loved so much, as if only Only in this way can the spread of the dull pain in my heart be restrained, "I too... why would I be embarrassed to admit this kind of thing earlier!"

"I'm sorry." Zhou Zekai responded to his kiss cautiously, "This road may not work either. If I don't try it, I won't be reconciled."

Sun Xiang's reaction gave him great peace of mind. Until this moment, Zhou Zekai felt that the exhaustion, bewilderment and powerlessness lurking in every corner of his body finally began to leave his body little by little.This made him finally have the courage to show his cowardly and nervous self to his boyfriend.

"That's another matter! Whoever told you that you don't have to tell me if you don't want to?" Sun Xiang bit his lip hard, "Do you fucking know how my day went?"

God knows how much willpower Zhou Zekai used before he came back to prevent himself from rushing to the hospital to arrest people directly——Zhou Zekai was afraid, did he have fear?Not only was he afraid that this guy would have an accident during the operation, but he was also afraid that his existence as a time bomb would affect the operation itself!Seeing this man come back safe and sound, and telling himself that no surgery was performed, his nerves, which had been tense for a day, relaxed.

……never mind.Sun Xiang sighed in his heart, it would not be very meaningful to discuss these things at this time.Zhou Zekai usually behaves too steadily, as if even the biggest problems can't stop him, who knows that this guy will because of himself——

"I'm sorry." Sure enough, Zhou Zekai was so clumsy that people couldn't laugh or cry at this time.He would just repeat, "I'm sorry."

"Idiot." Sun Xiang closed his eyes and whispered against this guy's lips, "Seriously, are you afraid that I will laugh at you? Or are you afraid that I will scold you for taking risks?"

"Both?" Zhou Zekai immediately exchanged a kiss with him, then shook his head, "I don't know."

After finishing speaking, he immediately moved his head away and placed it on Sun Xiang's shoulder again.This childish evasive behavior made Sun Xiang dumbfounded, and felt that it was impossible to find a second guy who was cuter than his boyfriend in the world.

He helplessly let the man hug him tightly: "Well, actually, I don't know either."

As soon as the words were finished, Zhou Zekai's hand blocking his back suddenly pinched him gently.

Hold.

Sun Xiang couldn't laugh or cry more and more.

If he stopped getting mad, this person is very quick to push his nose and face, fake protest or real revenge!

"You..." He muttered, "Don't make trouble, listen carefully to me."

Zhou Zekai fell silent.

Sun Xiang thought for a while and said, "That's not important. What's important is that we have agreed to face everything together, right?"

The head on the shoulder nodded.

"You can't do dangerous things alone, and then you don't let me know anything because you are afraid that I will get angry, and then you think it's good, as if there is any risk in the process, as long as you hide it, you can treat it as a It’s like nothing happened.”

Zhou Zekai heard his voice-over: "What do you mean?"

"I'm going too." Sun Xiang pushed the person away, stared at the pair of black eyes, and paused every word, "Next week, when the formal treatment begins."

"I want to see your attending physician. You need to know the principles of treatment, understand the current progress, and confirm all possible complications during the process and sequelae after surgery."

What Zhou Zekai wanted to say, Sun Xiang rushed ahead of him and said all he could say: "If possible, I will go to the operating room. If I can't, I will watch you through the glass. If there is no window, then I will wait at the door." on."

Zhou Zekai looked at him quietly for a while: "Okay."

Only then did Sun Xiang raise his eyebrows: "Let me tell you that I simply can't understand this matter, Zhou Zekai is so stupid. Didn't I tell you? You can't bear to lose me. Neither do I."

Zhou Zekai: "Yes. I understand."

Sun Xiang still had some anger left, so he simply let it out.His way of venting his anger was to pinch Zhou Zekai's cheek and pull in the opposite direction: "Idiot, idiot, I'm so mad! Damn! I'm super upset! Brother Xiang decided to bite you, don't resist!"

Zhou Zekai: "Okay."

He thought beautifully, and his aura was fierce, but it was a pity that he was pushed down on the sofa as soon as he bit it.

His lips, his breath, and his heartbeat were all firmly suppressed by Zhou Zekai.For a moment, he even suspected that he was about to be kissed until he was deprived of oxygen—fortunately, Zhou Zekai still had reason and let him go before the second hand completed a circle.

"I'm sorry." Zhou Zekai didn't know how many times he repeated this sentence, but he finally remembered to add, "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Sun Xiang said in his heart.But in reality, he only had time to blink his wet eyes vigorously to prevent the scalding liquid from escaping from his eyes.

TBC