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He has not dreamed of Yao Honglian for more than ten years.When he just broke his arm, he slept most of the time every day. It wasn't that Tan Taize told him that he needed to rest. He just wanted to dream of her like crazy, and asked what was going on.Of course, like everything that went wrong, he hadn't dreamed of her.Even if there are occasionally, they are just some absurd fragments that lose their meaning, not the dream he hoped for, and no dream fits his ideal as well as the present one.Yao Honglian, with disheveled hair and blood all over her body, held a baby in her arms.

"I'm sorry." Qi Diaoming said.

Yao Honglian just looked at him indifferently.A half fish-shaped jade pendant hung on the baby's chest.

"He's grown up." Qi Diaoming said. "You don't have to worry."

Yao Ye and Yao Yi stood on both sides of her.They are all young and beautiful, the same 19-year-old, and they can be seen as mothers and children at a glance.Qi Diaoming remembered that they were standing on both sides of him like this just now; Yao Yi was like her mother, her lips were pursed into a pale straight line, and Yao Ye smiled at him.

"I'm sorry." Qi Diaoming said.

Yao Honglian said, "Why did you tell me twice?"

The sharp blade on his left arm has been removed, and the wound has been bandaged again, other than that, Qi Diao knows that he knows it well, and there is no new serious wound.Yao Ye's upper body was lying on the side of the bed, already asleep, the black hair hanging on his arms fluctuated slightly with his breathing.Qi Diaoming looked at him quietly, and finally raised his numb right hand, which seemed to be no longer his own, and stroked the top of Yao Yi's hair.

"I'm sorry." He said in a very low voice.Yao Ye slept soundly, with a small arc drawn at the corner of his mouth, as if he was dreaming of something happy.Qi Diaoming pinned a strand of long hair behind his ear.Yao Ye raised his head, his eyes were somewhat dazed, like a milky white mist.

The fog cleared away quickly, the happiness of the dream was interrupted, and all kinds of reality came one after another. Yao Ye was about to get up immediately, struggled a bit, fell back on the bed, and smiled awkwardly. "Senior, I'm sorry, my leg is numb."

Qi Diaoming said: "Don't worry." He really wanted to laugh, so he just held back.Yao Ye sized him up with two pitch-black eyes, and let out a long breath as if he was relieved. "Senior is really fine, it's just too tired."

Qi Diaoming asked: "Don't you have a fever?"

Yao Ye said: "No, my fever has subsided. Maybe fighting poison with poison, and showering with rain, it will be fine instead."

He grabbed Qi Diaoming's hand and brought it close to his forehead, the back of Qi Diaoming's hand almost touched the delicate skin on the young man's forehead, then he let go suddenly, stuck out his tongue embarrassedly, and withdrew his whole body, this time Finally standing firm, he slapped his head and asked, "Ah, senior, are you hungry? I also made chicken soup for you. I put a lot of medicinal ingredients in it, and it's not greasy at all."

Qi Diaoming said: "Thank you for your hard work."

Yao Ye walked to the door, didn't turn around, just smiled and said: "It's nothing. Master sometimes has a migraine, lying down and refusing to get up, if you want this or that, I will serve him like this." Qi Diaoming was startled, Yao Ye Trolling has gone out.Qi Diaoming heard him scolding the yellow dog softly in the yard: "I gave you all the bones, why are you still dancing?"

They sat down in front of Tantai Ze's Lihua Xiaoan, the table and chopsticks were set up, the atmosphere can be described as happy, Qi Diaoming pretended not to hit Yao Ye, Yao Ye pretended not to yell at him.Both of them felt hypocrisy, but they also felt that there was no need to puncture it. They would rather maintain it smoothly and wait for the moment when it naturally shattered.Qi Diao said: "Why don't you see Tantai?"

Yao Ye: "I don't know. When I woke up, I didn't see Senior. I searched all over, but there was no trace of a fight. Maybe he has other important matters, and he didn't have time to explain them to me."

Qi Diaoming said: "I asked him to take care of you, he won't leave for so long."

Yao Ye bit his chopsticks. "Senior, are you worried about Senior Tantai?"

Qi Diaoming said: "Worry, but there is no need to worry. Tantai is a person who knows what he is doing." He asked again: "Why do you know that I am in Baimen Restaurant?"

Yao Ye: "Well, of course someone sent me a letter."

Qi Diaoming said coldly: "I thought you had at least a little memory."

He was on the verge of breaking apart with one word, Yao Ye didn't realize it, and still smiled to himself: "Maybe he wants me to die, maybe he wants me to watch you die. But anyway, I am very grateful to him. Otherwise, I will definitely... …regret……"

He couldn't go on.Yao Ye watched the water drop into the rice bowl in amazement, as if he didn't realize what it was for a while.But he soon realized, and gritted his teeth.The watery light of the sun casts on the table, finely divided like fish scales, without mercy or harshness.But Qi Diaoming just looked at him.

He hated Qi Diaoming a little bit at this time, no matter what Qi Diaoming said or did, it was better than waiting for him to cry with a blank face like this now, but Qi Diaoming seemed to have made up his mind and left everything to him to judge.This is Qi Diaoming's consistent policy, maybe because he is too lazy to interfere, or maybe because he doesn't want to overstep (there is always an artificial indifference between him and Yao Ye), he is also grateful for the freedom and caution Qi Diaoming gives, and secretly decides to let He looked at it with admiration.But at this moment, he knew that he was too naive after all, and did not deserve the same respect as Qi Diaoming.What he needs is not recognition, but unlimited tolerance and acceptance. No matter what he has done or what he has done wrong, he can be forgiven and forgiven.And the fifth person is gone.

He knew that Qi Diaoming was waiting, so he could not help but feel flustered when he was given a final conclusion. The more he thought about hurrying, the more tears flowed. In desperation, Yao Ye had no choice but to stand up and hurried to the door.He didn't have to face Qi Diaoming's gaze, he felt a little more relaxed, wiped his face with his sleeves, and before he could take a step, he heard Qi Diaoming say from behind him: "Yao Ye, I'll ask you again. You Do you want to ask for death?"

Yao Ye took a deep breath and opened his mouth, feeling that he hadn't calmed down enough to answer normally.Qi Diaoming said again: "The fifth is to die because of you. But if you die so hastily, his death will be worthless."

"I haven't." Yao Ye finally said. "I just really want to see him now." He wanted to say that if he didn't see it with his own eyes, he wouldn't believe it, but if he really didn't believe it, why are he crying now?All words and thoughts are upside down, constantly being produced and destroyed.His chest was full of foam that kept rising.

Qi Diaoming's voice became softer. "You will see each other one day, and he won't mind waiting. During this time, you have to make more preparations. If you have a lot of stories by then, maybe he will be happy and won't blame you."

Yao Yan repeated in a low voice: "Isn't it?"

Qi Diaoming said: "If I see you first, I will intercede with him for you."

He was serious to the point of absurdity, Yao Ye almost laughed out loud, but was choked up by tears.After a while he said softly: "Senior, you don't know, he never asked me to do anything. But I don't believe him. I actually...even for a moment...doubt him."

Qi Diaoming didn't answer.He knew that Yao Ye was asking him for help, but there was nothing he could do; this was Yao Ye's pain, a fruit nourished entirely by his own flesh and blood, and it was different from Qi Diaoming's pain at this moment, and he could not share it with anyone .If Yao Ye wants a story, then he does have a story now - it's just too cruel, and there is no possibility of repentance.He couldn't make an argument for the fifth person, and said irresponsible words like "Your master will definitely not want to see you like this", probably because he couldn't let go.He also has Tantai Ze, who is also a close friend with a similar standpoint to him, perhaps even closer than him, but every time he thinks about this, his grass-like intuition always faintly pulls the line of defense; I understand that the fifth person left so suddenly, it is impossible for the three people left behind in this world to understand each other.

In the end, Yao Ye, who had nothing to wait for, ran away on the grounds of washing dishes, leaving Qi Diaoming alone in the house.The sun was about to set, and the ground at the door was as bright as gold and jade.Qi Diaoming walked to the window, surprised that his dream was so long.Perhaps it was because the iron claws had been worn for too long, he was unexpectedly unable to grasp the balance.His knife is also broken now, like a ferocious beast that is vigilant day and night and restless, losing the fangs and claws he relied on for the first time.

When Yao Ye walked in again, he seemed to be in a better mood.He held a red candle in his hand.Qi Diaoming had been staring at the evenly darkened sky outside the window, only to find that the room was blurry when he turned around.He said: "I saw her at the Baimen Restaurant."

Yao Ye was stunned for a moment, and soon realized who Qi Diaoming was referring to.He smiled and held the candle close to the wick. "Is she more like a mother than I am?"

Lacquer carved a stern word: "There is no such comparison."

Yao Ye doesn't follow him at all now. "Is that so? Then do I look like my mother?"

Qi Diaoming decided to ignore the bad meaning behind these words and try to answer objectively. "Your eyes are like your mother's, and your lips are like your father's."

Yao Ye: "No wonder you don't want me to kiss you."

Qi Diaoming was stunned, and his first reaction was "Is there such a thing?" He gritted his teeth at the nick of time, and reprimanded in a low voice: "Nonsense."

Yao Ye smiled and said, "Then can you kiss my eyes?"

Even if Qi Diao is bright for a moment, he has to admit that there are too few people who can resist this temptation; Yao Ye's eyes are indeed very similar to his mother's, but Yao Honglian will not laugh so presumptuously.The orange candlelight reflected on Yao Ye's cheeks, and the boy's eyes were like crescent moons.These were not the eyes that Qi Diaoming had seen for the first time.

He swept away these chaotic thoughts like burning a spider's web, and frowned: "Nonsense."

Yao Ye smiled indifferently: "Okay, okay, I'm messing around. To have such an inappropriate thought, the master knows that it might break my leg....Why didn't he come and break my leg?"

He blew out the red candle in his hand, and said in a low voice: "No matter what, I hope Yao Yi...I hope she is still alive."

Qi Diaoming said: "She will. Her swordsmanship is not as good as yours, but her qinggong is worse than yours."

Yao Ye clicked his tongue. "If it was ten days ago, I wouldn't even admit it."

He approached Qi Diaoming briskly, tiptoed to his ear.Qi Diaoming did not retreat.Perhaps it was because he had no fangs and sharp claws; this mutilated body of flesh and blood had nothing to resist the boy's insistence on going his own way.

"Senior, I'm sorry, what happened before was because I was young and ignorant and willful. In short, I was confused for a while, and I will never do it again in the future. Please also have a lot of seniors, don't take it to heart. Everything I have said and done Forget it, I guess seniors don't want to remember either."

A piece of darkness fell in his field of vision like a feather, and gradually spread, covering everything.Yao Ye's voice was also soft, like a repeated spell. "Senior, rest. By tomorrow, you will be fine. I will be fine. Everything will be fine."