【Round Flame】Sun Flower Field

Homura used to hate rainy days very much.

I also hate hospitals, sick gowns, scars, everything.

It feels like a life where nothing good has ever happened to me, and I can't even live like a walking dead. If I can, I'd be thankful—a heart attack would be very painful.

After receiving a huge amount of accident insurance money, Homura lost even the feeling of wanting to die in an instant, and the sense of guilt she had always held towards her parents after she matured her mind collapsed when she received the bill. Normally, it should be at this time. Homura wants to die the most, but Homura is the complete opposite.If his own death can free his parents from this heavy burden, so that he can spend money on himself and enjoy life from now on, then Homura would be very happy to die.

However, the dead people have nothing to use, whether it is money or feelings.Homura has experienced it many times, and his consciousness is cut off with a snap like a kicked switch, without even giving him time for a revolving door.Homura thought that her own death would be meaningless other than causing trouble to the hospital.

The attending physician ordered her the highest level of heart surgery in the world, and Homura had no objection.

When I left the hospital, I went to live in a doctor's house. It's better not to cause trouble to others, so Homura chose to work part-time in a coffee shop.

Although he had undergone surgery, it was already at the limit. His body was riddled with holes and could no longer withstand the torment of surgery, and occasionally he would still have a heart attack.

It's very annoying... When I woke up, I saw that kind of eyes that were more pitiful and sympathetic than worried.

I've seen enough of that look in my life.

Homura chose to move out. The rented house was a rather dilapidated place. The corridor of the apartment building was as dark as night even during the day. When Homura moved in, there were still piles of books left by the original owner and Same thick dust.It was a place where people didn't even have the desire to move, and wanted to give up directly.

Just like Xiao Meiyan, he is a guy who is useless and can be thrown into the garbage dump immediately.

For a long time, I lived an unexamined life every day. What does it matter? In fact, it is similar in the hospital, but I just changed to a cheaper place.

Then, one day, he was woken up by a continuous sharp noise while sleeping. Homura waited patiently for the sound to stop while he was half asleep, but the noise still showed no sign of subsiding after a long time.

The number of people living in this building is already pitifully small, and the people who live there are all messy people. I have worried about whether there will be any accidents, but people don't know whether to be happy or sad. My room seems to be famous. After living in this haunted and haunted house, even Yan Yan was treated as a ghost—in the dark corridor, he met a gangster with tattoos all over his body, and a strong man who was three times bigger than Yan avoided her.

If you want those bums, drunks, and homeless people (and Homura himself) to open the door and see what's going on, it's better to get up and see what's going on.

Yan got up from the bed and went to open the door... There was a cardboard box at the door.

I was a little worried about whether it was a baby or something, but luckily when I opened it, there were only two kittens inside, and Yan heaved a sigh of relief.Anyway, cats are better than people.

In fact, Homura really hates trouble, but for some reason, looking at these two cats, he couldn't bear to throw them out and close the door again... Probably because of the same sympathy, the abandoned person and the abandoned cat.

Homura, who had nothing to do, adopted a cat. Within a few days, the house was filled with an unbearable cat smell. Adopting a cat was more troublesome than imagined. Homura had to go out to buy cat food, cat litter, and pet supplies after a long absence. Shampoo, stuff like that.

The kindness of saving the little life did not make much improvement in the body, and the heart disease that should have recurred would still recur for no reason. Anyway, I did not expect such an illusory thing in the first place.By the way, since moving out, Homura never went to the hospital again, letting the severe pain swallow him like the tide, and if he was lucky, he would throw himself miserably on the beach again after the tide ebbed.

This time too, but with a subtle difference.

What dragged Homura up from the wet sand was no longer human voices, but something more subtle and silent, something was licking his fingertips, who knows how long they have been licking, anyway, Flame woke up.

The room was even more chaotic than before he passed out. When he opened his eyes, he could see a few books that had fallen. Two cats licked their fingers. Seeing her wake up, they waddled over and licked the tip of Homura's nose. .

...Maybe, sometimes the comfort from animals is purer than that from humans.

The cats looked at Homura with no sympathy in her eyes - they didn't understand that in the first place, it was clearer - eyes without impurities.

A more soothing look.

A few years ago and a few years later is the time interval for a person to undergo drastic changes. A few years later, Homura would not have thought that he would be discharged from the hospital, and a few years ago, Homura would not have thought that there would be such a bleak and absurd time.

What is the opportunity? ...Maybe there are more and more cats, Homura suspects that he has the constitution to suck cats.

When I came back to my senses, my life gradually stabilized, and the number of cats around me—the children—had gradually increased, to the extent that if they were humans, they could already form a football team.

Homura's personality is still very withdrawn, treating cats doesn't require as much thought as treating people, and Homura thinks that he will live like this until he dies.

——Until Kamu Madoka entered Akami Homura's world, and Homura saw in her pink rosestone-like clear eyes the same scenery as she had looked at that day.

Speaking of it, this should be ridiculous, for this kind of reason.Of course Homura couldn't tell her that the reason he liked her in the first place was because Madoka resembled her cat.

...But Homura really fell in love with her without hesitation.

There were more than ten years of vacancies before, and Yuan took her to fill them one by one, opening a new chapter.

I went to an amusement park where even the images that remain in my mind are blurred, I went to a country I had never been to, whether it was good to catch a fish with an earthworm, or to taste wild fruits that were as red as gemstones and as sweet as strawberries. It's something new and unknown.

Don't hate rainy days anymore.Don't hate hospitals anymore.

He started to live a life like an ordinary person, and with Yuan's help, he made good friends, and he also tried to communicate with others.

And, kissing and...

Even the scars on his body no longer looked so unpleasant because of Yuan's words.

...in short...all, all of it was previously unimaginable.

My world can be so colorful—Homura sincerely sighed that it was great that he did not die, that it was great to meet Madoka, fall in love with her, and be loved by her at the same time.

"Homo...would you like to get married?"

—Would you like to get married?

Thank you.

... To be honest, Homura's heart almost stopped suddenly when he heard you say this, it's really dangerous.perhaps.

But there was no pain, all I felt was the blissful happiness flowing from my unsound heart.

Although I really want to agree, I will immediately agree.

but.

I know that I am a person who has been caught by the god of death many times, and I am also a person who will die at any time. Marriage is an agreement that can be made with someone who can live with me for a lifetime. Promises that cannot be fulfilled cannot be made. oh.

"□□□□□□□□."

In fact, it was indeed true. Yuan, who had never experienced death in person, suddenly became stupid.

...is fine with me.There is no difference in essence, just a different form.

In the hospital, or here.

"□□□□□□□."

In fact, a few seconds is plenty of time.

"□□□□□□□□."

The brain can't think, but the body will still act according to instinct.

- For example, hold you tight.