PUBG this shot for you [e-sports]

This question shocked Xie Ci's heart, and a sharp and secret discomfort slowly surfaced.

A simple sentence is enough for him to recall those overwhelmed past.

"How do you ask this?" Xie Ci asked subconsciously.

"Get to know my flirt, can't you?" Yu Huan still had that faint smile on his lips.

These words made Xie Ci feel uncomfortable for a while, ambiguous object?Xiaoyu has never used this kind of word before, it sounds like a relationship like a friend with a gun, a very serious relationship.

But when Yu Huan looked at him, his eyes were bright, and the moment their eyes met, Xie Ci felt that he also saw a faint pain in Yu Huan's eyes.

The pain was buried behind Yu Huan's always warm eyes, and it was fleeting, but it was like the tip of a needle, and Xie Ci's heart felt numb.

This allowed him to restrain his negative emotions.

Take a deep breath.

"Is this... very important?" Xie Ci asked back.

"Very important." Yu Huan said, "Maybe more important than you think."

The voice is not loud, but every word is very clear.

It seemed that every word made him use up all his strength.

"Are you...jealous?" Xie Ci asked tentatively.

"I won't be jealous of my ex-boyfriend, and have you ever seen someone jealous like this." Yu Huan said, and smiled again, "But I was abandoned by someone before, and that feeling is very uncomfortable."

Xie Ci suddenly felt that Xiao Yu might not realize that he was laughing at all.

"I don't want to have the same experience again, so I want to know how you ended up, you..." Yu Huan finally restrained the smile on his face, and said with great determination, "Zed ID has something to do with him. Relationship, boy X has something to do with him too, right?"

Xie Ci has no way not to admit it, even if he thinks it is more appropriate not to admit it, but he can't lie to Xiaoyu.

"Yes." Xie Ci said.

Without much room for thinking, Xie Ci focused all his attention on Xiaoyu.

Nervous, panicked, he didn't know what was wrong with Xiao Yu, but he could feel that Xiao Yu... was very tense right now.

"Then why didn't you admit it when Yuanyuan asked?" Yu Huan asked again.

"This..." Xie Ci was stunned for a moment, "I just don't want them to know, I haven't said these things before, so it shouldn't be a problem."

"That's right." Yu Huan said, "Then let me ask a question, which is the question I just asked. I remember you said that you dumped him, right?"

This question made memories surge up, the frothy sweetness and the unforgettable pain.

"Yes." Xie Ci said.After a pause, he added, "Not exactly."

"Not exactly?" Yu Huan narrowed his eyes, "What does this mean?"

Xie Ci didn't say a word, Xiao Yu pressed on every step of the way like holding a sword, this feeling made him very uncomfortable.

If it was someone else, he didn't intend to answer the first question, he would just get up and leave, but now it is Xiaoyu who is asking the question.

This put him in a dilemma.

At this moment, Yu Huan lowered his head and sighed.

When he raised his head again, the look in his eyes that made Xie Ci feel strange had disappeared.

Instead, it was the pain that Xiao Yu vaguely saw in Xiao Yu's eyes just now.Although he couldn't understand why the matter with his ex-boyfriend made Xiaoyu show such an expression, Xie Ci's heart suddenly softened.

"I shouldn't force you, Brother Ci, don't worry." Yu Huan said, "But... just explain to me a little bit, what is 'not exactly', okay? I just want to know what you are kind of people."

"Okay." Xie Ci didn't hesitate any longer.

At this time, maybe high-end players will seriously think about what kind of words they should use to deal with Xiaoyu who is about to explode, but Xie Ci knows that he is not a high-end player.

This emotional state in the past two years is simply a gift.

So Xie Ci doesn't intend to think about it anymore, Xiao Yu just wants to know why he broke up with Y in the first place...not the details, neither Y nor the old wolf...you can talk about it wherever you can.

If it really collapses, it is life.

But thank you, I think it shouldn't be.

"Actually, to put it simply, I was cheated." Xie Ci said.

"Did you get cheated by your ex-boyfriend?" Yu Huan raised her eyes and asked.

"No." Xie Ci sighed, "If it was just between me and him, it would be much simpler."

Yu Huan was taken aback: "What does this mean?"

"I was in youth training at the time." Xie Ci said, "It wasn't in UG, but in another team. There was someone..."

He suddenly couldn't continue.

The head hurt like a pinprick.

Rabbit once said that there is a thing called PTSD, Xie Ci scoffed, because this word has become very common recently, just like depression, it has become a standard for pretenders.

He didn't feel that way either.

But remembering these things makes you emotionally unstable, it's true.

Because until now, Xie Ci still can't believe that people can be so dirty.

Under the banner of "for your own good", unscrupulously destroy another person.

And unscrupulously destroy the self-esteem of this "you".

Even if these things were recalled even a little bit, the fleeting images that floated through his mind would give him a bloody throbbing pain.

Saying it out, uncovering the scars word by word, he still can't do it.

"Brother Ci." Yu Huan called out, his voice forced Xie Ci to pull out of this emotion.

"I'm sorry... I can't say it. I can only say that he and I were designed by someone who would feel disgusting just thinking about it." Xie Ci said, "If you can't accept this answer, you can do whatever you want. .”

"Since the matter of that person is disgusting, I don't think there's any need to talk about it. I just want to make sure of one thing." Yu Huan took a step forward and reached out to grab Xie Ci's wrist.

"You...you didn't take the initiative to get rid of him, did you?" Yu Huan asked.

"...Yes." Xie Ci whispered, suddenly recalling the "goodbye" that boy Y said in his mind, he closed his eyes instinctively, and heard his own voice trembling.

"I've looked for him, but I can't find him. We... were all deceived by that man, very badly."

If Xie Ci had opened his eyes at this moment, he could see the violent emotional fluctuations in Yu Huan's eyes at this moment.But it's a pity that he couldn't see this scene.

"Brother Ci." Yu Huan was silent for a while, then said, "Open your eyes and look at me."

Xie Ci opened his eyes according to his words, and it was Yu Huan's eyes that caught his eyes, still clear, his face was very pale, but the looming pain in his eyes seemed to have disappeared at this moment.

"Yeah." Xie Ci said, "I'm looking at you."

"Can I understand that you never thought about not wanting him?" Yu Huan asked.

Xie Ci noticed that his voice was shaking, but he had no time to think about why.

Because all this is also a kind of torture for Xie Ci himself.

"I haven't thought about it." Xie Ci said.

"We separated because of a misunderstanding?" Yu Huan asked again.

"Yes." Xie Ci said.

"But you said again...you're sorry for him?" Yu Huan looked at Xie Ci.

"Because if it weren't for me, that person wouldn't hurt him." Xie Ci sighed, "Old Wolf"'s name and those details, anyway, he hasn't reached the level where he can say it out loud. The limit is reached.

"He had a bright future at first, but after that incident, I never heard from him again." Xie Ci said, "I... not only ruined his relationship, but also ruined the life he should have had."

"So you're sorry for him." Yu Huan said softly.

"Yes." Xie Ci said this, and his heart seemed to be a little more relaxed, "If I can still get his news, I am willing to use everything I have now to compensate him. At that time, he was only 17 years old. Those things ...you don't know what it means to a 17-year-old boy."

I know.Yu Huan said in his heart.But he didn't say it.

Yu Huan didn't answer, which made Xie Ci stunned for a moment, and then he seemed to think of something, and quickly added: "But my... my compensation is limited to money, resources, etc., I mean if so, it's all in the past It's been two years, I haven't missed him, now I only like you, no one else."

Yu Huan raised his head and smiled at Xie Ci. For a moment, Xie Ci seemed to see a sparkle in his eyes.

"I know." Yu Huan said.

After saying this, he rushed forward and hugged Xie Ci.

Xie Ci was stunned, Yu Huan hugged him very tightly, buried his head in his neck, Xie Ci instinctively hugged him back, a little anxious in his heart: "Why did this happen all of a sudden? What happened?"

Yu Huan didn't speak, his face was still buried on his neck, and Xie Ci, who was holding his arms around him, could hardly breathe.

Xie Ci felt that Yu Huan was very emotional now, so he reached out and patted his back, like patting a child, trying to comfort him.

"I'm sorry Brother Ci, I may really have a psychological shadow." Yu Huan hugged Cici for a long time before saying, "When you didn't admit that you had an online relationship just now, I was very scared, I was afraid that if we separated one day , Will I be like that boy, become a person who has never existed for you. And I don't want to be left behind, I'm afraid you will treat me like that person back then, so I I will force you to make it clear, I am afraid that you are also the kind of... people who start to mess up and end up giving up."

Xie Ci hugged Yu Huan tightly, and even forgot his own heart disease for a while.

The way Yu Huan said these words in his arms made him feel distressed: "Then are you relieved now? I'm not like your ex-boyfriend, you have to trust me."

"I believe in you, you are the best in the world." Yu Huan said, and then hugged him vigorously.

Xie Ci felt that Yu Huan was finally not so nervous.

His heart finally tasted a bit of sweetness amidst the pain.

"Also, what do you mean if we parted one day?" Xie Ci couldn't help but said, "Why did we have to separate? Now you are thinking about separating? Can't we stay together forever? And you still think so badly, I'm such a scumbag in your heart..."

He didn't finish his sentence.

Yu Huan kissed her fiercely.

Today Xiao Yu is very domineering.

Xie Ci hit his head on the wall the moment he kissed him, and all his messy thoughts were knocked out, leaving only this little bit.

He hugged Yu Huan tightly, and the two kissed like glue.

At this moment, there are no other people or other things between the heaven and the earth, only the burning passion of two true hearts sticking to each other.

"You are not scum at all." Between the kisses, Yu Huan panted and whispered in Xie Ci's ear, "We will not be separated."

With a low voice, and with the rapid heartbeat, he typed out this oath word by word.

Xie Ci was dazzled by Yu Huanqin's dizziness, and failed to get the point of the word "le".When Yu Huan kissed her, his whole body was filled with tenderness and throbbing.

"Yeah." Xie Ci kissed Yu Huan's lips, then his nose and forehead, "We won't be separated."