cross me with love

There had never been such a silence between them. He Tangxi just buried his head in his meal and didn't dare to look up at Lin Jingyu at all.

Lin Jingyu looked at He Tangxi who was sitting across from him, hesitant to speak, and he said what he should have said just now, he was afraid that if he said it again, it would arouse He Tangxi's rebellious psychology.

"This cycle of high school entrance examination." Lin Jingyu was the first to break the silence.

With something still stuffed in his mouth, He Tangxi answered with a vague "hmm".

"How are you preparing?" Lin Jingyu continued to ask.

"It's okay." He Tangxi swallowed the thing, looked up at Lin Jingyu, "I'm almost ready" He Tangxi replied perfunctorily, Lin Jingyu didn't delve into it, and the two of them started talking again, The atmosphere also slowly eased down.

Lin Jingyu didn't continue to ask him about the matter with Yi Beirong, which made He Tangxi feel less nervous and relaxed a little, but then he felt a new discomfort.

Why didn't Lin Jingyu continue to ask?Puppy love doesn't matter?Does he not care about himself?

He Tangxi quite hoped that Lin Jingyu would lose his temper with him and scold him because of this matter, at least it would prove from the side that Lin Jingyu still cared about him and cared about him, but Lin Jingyu was chatting with him about the midterm exam with a calm expression at this moment, not mentioning just now This made He Tangxi start thinking wildly.

He was afraid of being scolded, but also hoped to be scolded.

He Tangxi picked up the drink and took a sip. He swallowed too fast and accidentally choked.He covered his mouth and started coughing frantically.

Lin Jingyu hurried over and patted him on the back, "He's such a big man, he can still choke on water."

After patting for a while, He Tangxi finally coughed up his anger.His face was a little red now, and there was still a layer of coughed up tears in his eyes, and he thanked Lin Jingyu softly.

"Thank you brother."

The voice from the cough just now was a bit hoarse, not as clear and clear as usual, and there was still a bit of a low-pitched magnetic feeling in the ears.Lin Jingyu hesitated slightly, why didn't he notice these details before?Maybe it's because we are together all day that we miss a lot of details.

Before he realized it, He Tangxi's voice had already changed, and his voice sounded like an adult's.He Tangxi is not the child he always thought he was, he has grown up unconsciously.

Lin Jingyu returned to the opposite side.He took out his water glass from his schoolbag, and handed it to He Tangxi: "Drink some water, drink less."

He Tangxi took the cup and opened the lid. He touched the rim of the cup with his lips without any scruples, and took a sip slowly.Afraid that he would choke again, Lin Jingyu told him to drink slowly.

After the meal, He Tangxi lied that he had something to do, and instead of following Lin Jingyu to the Lin's house, he returned to his own home.

He didn't spend much time at his home in a week. He Tangxi felt that this place was more like a hotel than the name of home.He and his dad only occasionally spend a night here.

The room was empty, there was no one else but him, He Tangxi looked around the entire living room.

The aunt comes to clean every day, so the tea table and vase in the living room are shiny, and there is no dust on the floor.It was really too clean, so clean that He Tangxi felt scared and uncomfortable.Compared to the warm and popular Lin family, He Tangxi thinks his house is more like a model house.

But the small details in the living room and the furnishings in the corners all showed him that this home was still warm.

He Tangxi doesn't like places that are too clean and empty, which makes him feel very insecure.He went straight upstairs to his room.

His room was clean, but it was much messier than the rest of the house.

After He Tangxi closed the door and locked it, he felt a little more secure. He specifically told his aunt that his room should not be cleaned very frequently, and his things should not be moved.

It seems that Auntie is still keeping her promise. The things he piled up on the desk are still piled up there. The dolls that were thrown in a mess in the corner have not changed, but they have been arranged neatly.

He Tangxi passed by the messy desks and walked to another corner of the room.

There was a big thing, covered tightly with a black cloth, He Tangxi stepped forward and pulled the black cloth away.

It was an easel with an unfinished painting on it, and pencil stubs and waste manuscripts scattered on the ground.

The outlines of the characters in the painting, eyebrows and eyes have been roughly drawn, and it can be seen at a glance that he is painting Lin Jingyu.

This is the birthday present he planned to give to Lin Jingyu this year. Although there are still several months before his birthday, this is the only thing that can make He Tangxi really fall in love with him in a year.

He Tangxi hadn't learned painting systematically before, but he had thought about this gift early in the morning. In order to give it away at that time, He Tangxi bought a complete set of painting tools online, and reported to the class behind Lin Jingyu's back. From a pile of apples to the present, it finally looks like this.

He Tangxi picked up the pen from the ground, and took out his cell phone.

There is a private photo album in his mobile phone, which is full of Lin Jingyu secretly photographed by him. This painting is also based on the photos he secretly took. Among all the secretly photographed photos, He Tangxi likes this one the most.

This was taken when he was waiting for Lin Jingyu to leave get out of class.At that time Lin Jingyu was sitting by the window. He had a good posture, his back was straight, and he was lowering his head to write on the paper.The setting sun reflected his profile, and the breeze was blowing the white curtains.

He is a whole spring.

Later, when he and Lin Jingyu were at home on vacation, they watched movies, and what they watched were love letters.As soon as the picture of Bai Yuan Chong leaning on the window reading a book came out, He Tangxi thought of Lin Jingyu and that spring.

This photo is quite commemorative for him. The birthday present he was going to give Lin Jingyu took all his thought and thought, and it is much more precious than things that can be bought with money.

He Tangxi looked at the photos carefully. He wanted to continue drawing, but found that his mind was so disturbed that he couldn't calm down at all, so the pen he had just picked up was thrown to the ground again.

Holding his mobile phone, he wailed and fell on the bed. Everything really went wrong today.He Tangxi rolled around on the bed twice, and then began to feel that his bed was too soft, not as comfortable as Lin Jingyu's bed when he fell asleep, the room was too messy, and it was not as tidy as Lin Jingyu's room, the house was too deserted, and he was afraid of living alone.

He Tangxi thought about a lot of miscellaneous things, and suddenly thought of the date.

It's his birthday soon.

Thinking of this, He Tangxi's mood suddenly turned bad, he got up from the bed, walked to the window and opened the curtains.

His room happened to be facing Lin Jingyu's room, and he could see the opposite side when he opened the curtain.

The light on the opposite side was on, and Lin Jingyu's shadow was reflected on the curtain by the light. Looking at the shadow, Lin Jingyu should be studying at the desk now.

He Tangxi lay down by the window and stared at the shadow opposite.Lin Jingyu, who had been sitting, stood up with a tacit understanding. The phantom reflected by the curtain became clearer and clearer. The next second, the curtain on the opposite side was pulled open.

The two looked at each other.

Lin Jingyu looked at him fixedly from a distance of a green belt, his voice was carried to He Tangxi's ears by the evening wind.He asked He Tangxi.

"are you coming?"

He Tangxi did not give an answer immediately.

They all said that something happened to them, so it would be bad to go there again, right?He also thought that his favorite pajamas were in Lin Jingyu's closet. If he didn't sleep in that dress, he would definitely not be able to sleep well tonight. If he didn't sleep well, he wouldn't be able to attend class tomorrow, and the mid-term exam would soon be over. ...

After He Tangxi considered the pros and cons, he had a choice in his mind.He raised his voice and said to the opposite side.

"Then I'm here."

He Tangxi picked up his schoolbag and rushed down. His footsteps when he went out were much more cheerful than when he entered. It took less than 3 minutes from the time he agreed to the past.

After entering the Lin family's door, He Tangxi and Xu Manhe hurriedly greeted each other and went upstairs.The extremely fast running made He Tangxi's heart beat fast, and he couldn't breathe evenly. He stood at the door of Lin Jingyu's room and took a few deep breaths, making sure that his breath had calmed down before pushing the door open.

Lin Jingyu was still working on the papers, so He Tangxi put the schoolbag aside, moved it to Lin Jingyu's hand, and asked him while watching him do the questions: "You have so much homework."

Lin Jingyu wrote the answer to the last question, closed the cap of the pen and put it aside, he turned his head to look at He Tangxi, and said calmly, "Not much, I'm writing tomorrow."

"I don't have much homework, and I finished it early." He Tangxi gestured to flip through his schoolbag, "I wrote mathematics and physics today, do you still need to check it?"

Lin Jingyu didn't respond, and He Tangxi also stopped moving. He turned his head to look at Lin Jingyu, and asked him timidly, "What's wrong?"

"Do you like her?" Lin Jingyu asked him suddenly.

He Tangxi was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that the "she" Lin Jingyu said was Yi Beirong. This sentence seemed familiar, and he seemed to have asked Lin Jingyu this way before.

He Tangxi originally wanted to tell Lin Jingyu the truth, but when he thought of Zhou Changyin, he didn't deny it when he got angry, and answered with a vague "Yes".

"Have you ever held hands?" Lin Jingyu continued to ask him.

"I've held it." He Tangxi admitted bluntly, he reached out to hold Lin Jingyu's hand, and put his fingers between his fingers and interlocked with him, "That's how I held it."

Before Lin Jingyu could continue to ask, He Tangxi said by himself: "I hugged her before."

He Tangxi rushed over and put his arms around Lin Jingyu's waist, buried his face in his chest, and looked up at him.

"That's how she hugged me."

After finishing speaking, he hooked Lin Jingyu's neck: "We still..."

Lin Jingyu looked down at him.He Tangxi couldn't see the emotion in his eyes, but he knew that Lin Jingyu was angry, so he dared not say it until he finished his sentence.

He Tangxi hung his hand around Lin Jingyu's neck for two seconds, then slowly let go and slid down from his body.

Lin Jingyu pushed He Tangxi away, his tone became visibly colder, without a trace of warmth, frighteningly fierce.

He said, "Stop messing around."

He Tangxi bit her lip, lowered her head and apologized softly to Lin Jingyu: "I'm sorry."

"I didn't hold hands, I didn't hug, and I didn't even kiss. I'm talking nonsense." He Tangxi said in an aggrieved voice.

He didn't mean to make Lin Jingyu angry.

"Okay." Lin Jingyu's attitude also softened, and he rubbed He Tangxi's hair, "My tone was bad just now, so I apologize to you."

He Tangxi nodded.Lin Jingyu continued: "Hurry up and go to bed, because tomorrow I have to get up early for school."

After speaking, he went to the closet, planning to get pajamas for He Tangxi.

He Tangxi stood still, his voice was so low that Lin Jingyu couldn't hear him at all.

"I didn't make a fuss." He muttered softly.

"It was you who started the trouble."