cross me with love

He Tangxi originally wanted to go back to his room to calm down, but just after returning to the room and being alone for a few minutes, he couldn't help but recall the kiss just now and think of Lin Jingyu.

A minute apart from your lover is really longer than a day.

He Tangxi patted his cheek, reminding himself to restrain himself and not get too carried away.

It took He Tangxi a long time to calm himself down, his heartbeat was still fast, beating like a drum, he felt a little dizzy, intoxicated, and dreamlike, like he was dreaming, but He Tangxi Tangxi knew clearly that this was not a dream, he was really in love.

He Tangxi couldn't sit still in the room, and went to listen to the movement downstairs. He wanted to make sure that Lin Jingyu had the same feelings and thoughts as himself. Although Lin Jingyu had just told him, he still wanted to say it again. Make sure of his sincerity.

There was a knock on the door suddenly, and this time the visitor pushed the door in without his permission.

It was Lin Jingyu, he smiled and said to He Tangxi: "Suddenly I miss you so much, so I ran up to see you."

He Tangxi, who had just calmed down just now, became impatient when he heard this. He turned his head and only showed his reddened ears: "I don't have a stool for you to sit on here, and we just met 10 minutes ago."

Lin Jingyu went to the bed and sat down, grabbed He Tangxi's calf and stroked it gently.He Tangxi's body hair is sparse, and his skin is delicate, smooth and tender to the touch.His calf is so thin that he can wrap it around with one hand.

Lin Jingyu's voice became hoarse for no reason: "Just now, I miss you now, so I came to see you."

He is also a human being, so how come Lin Jingyu's love talk skills are full.The words of love are said without any trace, which is the most touching thing.

"Does it still hurt?" Lin Jingyu asked He Tangxi's calf gently with his fingertips.

Lin Jingyu had asked this question many times before, and every time He Tangxi said it didn't hurt, but this time, He Tangxi didn't want to lie.

"It hurts, it hurts so much, especially at night." He Tangxi elongated the ending, and the tone contained deep grievances, and the hearts of the listeners shrank, wishing to suffer the pain for him.

In fact, He Tangxi is the best at acting coquettishly and foolishly. She just pretended to be strong before, but now she doesn't need to pretend anymore, so she reverted to her old ways, and even her grievances were full of coquettish energy.

"I'm sorry." Lin Jingyu bowed his head and apologized, "It's all my fault."

He Tangxi didn't want to mention this matter again, he hurriedly said: "Then rub it for me, and it won't hurt me."

Lin Jingyu obediently helped He Tangxi rub his legs. He Tangxi turned his head to look at his perfect jaw line and became fascinated.

"When did you like me?" Lin Jingyu asked He Tangxi to return to the real world, "Is it high school?"

"A bit earlier than that." He Tangxi replied slowly, "It was when we went to the island to travel together after your college entrance examination. At that time, I realized that I was not that kind to you, but..."

"But what?" Lin Jingyu asked him intentionally.

He Tangxi hesitated for a moment, then leaned over and quickly pecked Lin Jingyu's lips: "It's this kind of liking."

"Why don't you tell me." Lin Jingyu's tone contained a trace of complaint. Maybe He Tangxi said it earlier so that they could spend more time together.But in this matter, he really has no position and qualifications to complain about He Tangxi, because he is not much better than He Tangxi, they are just two fools who have wasted so many years of time.

He Tangxi was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "Do you remember that you just finished the college entrance examination, and Zhao Chen invited us to sing together on your birthday?"

Lin Jingyu frowned and thought for a while, it seemed that there was such a thing.After graduating from high school, he hadn't been in touch with his former classmates for a long time. Zhao Chen's face had long been blurred in his mind. He only remembered that He Tangxi sang a song, a...love song, which was very nice and made him very happy. It's jealousy.

He Tangxi continued: "At that time, I actually planned to confess to you, but Zhao Chen asked you if homosexuality was disgusting, and you nodded. I was afraid that you would also think I was disgusting, and that you would ignore me , so I dare not say."

He Tangxi leaned over and rested his head on Lin Jingyu's shoulder, "I thought at the time that I didn't want to lose you more than being with you. I'm still very timid."

Lin Jingyu tilted his head and pressed a kiss on his forehead: "Don't be timid, this is all my fault."

After a pause, he asked again: "So you sang that song for me?"

"Ah."

"Sing it to me again."

"I forgot how to sing." He Tangxi lowered his eyes, his face began to burn again, "I really forgot, I don't know how to sing."

"Sing it, I want to hear it." Lin Jingyu tempted him.

He Tangxi couldn't refuse Lin Jingyu, so he straightened up and hummed casually.

It turns out that there is no fate with you for the time being, and it will become more suitable in the coming year.

I will wait for the day when the stubborn stone turns into gold.

The next sentence was interrupted by Lin Jingyu's sudden hug. Lin Jingyu's breathing was wet, and his voice penetrated into the ear canal along with the wet sound.

He said, "You don't have to wait, I'm here now."

He Tangxi's eye sockets suddenly became wet.

He Tangxi still remembers that when he was in kindergarten when he was a child, a child said that he had no mother, and his father didn't want him, saying that he was a wild child that no one wanted.

It was the first time he fought with someone, he pushed the kid on the ground, rode on him and beat him.

The teacher hurried over and pulled the two of them away. The child's face was covered with red marks from his scratching.

The child's parents rushed over immediately after receiving the call, but when the teacher called He Peizhuo, the line was always busy.

The child was crying sharply, and his parents beside him were comforting him anxiously.Standing alone on the side also hurts, but no one came to comfort him.

It wasn't until then that He Tangxi realized that He Peizhuo might really not love him.Only those who are loved can cry without fear, but He Peizhuo doesn't love him, and he won't come if he doesn't answer the phone, so he can only stand aside and swallow all the tears back into his stomach.

But there is someone in the world who still loves him. That person said that as long as he is good, he will come to pick him up after school and take him home.

He Tangxi tugged at the corner of the teacher's clothes, the teacher squatted down and looked at him in embarrassment, and said, "Tangtang, your father doesn't answer the phone, do you know whose phone number?"

He Tangxi wanted the teacher to find Lin Jingyu, but Lin Jingyu was also in school at this time, and he didn't have a mobile phone, so it was impossible for him to come.

He Tangxi could only shake his head: "Why don't you call Dad again, maybe he will answer."

The teacher touched He Tangxi's soft hair, and his tone was very gentle, mixed with a bit of pity for He Tangxi: "I just got through, and your father said he has a meeting and can't make it."

"Oh," He Tangxi lowered his head, he didn't know whether he was comforting the teacher or himself, "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't make it."

Knowing the reason for their fight, the child's parents knew they were wrong and didn't pursue it too much, and He Peizhuo never showed up from the beginning to the end.

When school was over, Lin Jingyu showed up as scheduled, and he took He Tangxi's hand home. On the way, he asked He Tangxi what happened to his face, and whether he had trouble with others at school.

He Tangxi shook his head, Lin Jingyu said he was good, so he came back to pick him up, and fighting is not good, he dared not let Lin Jingyu know.

He has always been afraid of losing Lin Jingyu, the person who loves him, will be responsible for him, and will pick him up from school, so he dare not say or do anything, just wait.Wait for God to take pity on him and give him three points of luck so that he can understand his heart and let them be together.

He was so timid, he missed many opportunities and did wrong things.

But now he has the one he wants to wait for.

How lucky.

He said no need to wait, he is coming.

Now that he's here, that's good.

--Finish