cross me with love

Lin Jingyu never replied to the message, He Tangxi was so panicked that he still couldn't hold back and called Lin Jingyu.

There was a ringback tone from the receiver, and just when He Tangxi thought the phone was about to hang up automatically, it was answered.

No one spoke first, and there was an unbearable silence.

"Hello." Lin Jingyu's voice was distorted from the receiver, and He Tangxi didn't hear the unnaturalness in his tone.

"What's the matter?" he said.

"Brother, um, I sent you several messages and you didn't reply, so I'll call and ask about that."

"I've been a little busy recently, maybe I forgot to come back when I saw it." Lin Jingyu replied indifferently.

Conversations can appear awkward when one party has no desire to talk.

"Is that so?" He Tangxi tried his best to maintain the conversation, "Then are you still busy now?"

Lin Jingyu gave a "hmm".

"Okay, then I won't bother you." These eight words are easy to say, but He Tangxi just doesn't want to say it, even he himself doesn't know what he is still insisting on.

"I haven't thanked you for picking me up yet, so how about it, brother, if you're okay this afternoon, I'll go to your company to find you and treat you to a meal, okay?"

"No need." Lin Jingyu replied quickly.

After finishing speaking, Lin Jingyu realized how cold his tone was, and he added: "I have a meeting in the afternoon, and I may work overtime in the evening, and I don't have enough time."

"Okay," He Tangxi's tone dropped significantly, "Then I won't bother you anymore."

"Du" The busy tone of being hung up immediately came from the receiver, He Tangxi threw the phone on the sofa, and closed his eyes wearily.

Here He Tangxi was sad and tired, while Lin Jingyu was in a bad mood there.

He put He Tangxi's dialog box on the top of WeChat, and he read every message he sent, but he didn't reply, and he didn't know how to reply.

It's annoying, no matter how much He Tangxi clings to him before, he just treats He Tangxi as a child at heart, but when he knows that He Tangxi actually has other feelings for him, he doesn't know how to face him.

It is because I don't know how to face it, so the first reaction is to escape.

But Lin Jingyu doesn't think it's He Tangxi's fault. He Tangxi is still young, and in his eyes, he is just a child. A child can't understand his own feelings, and will mistake other feelings such as dependence on trust as love.

In the final analysis, it was his fault, he didn't care enough for He Tangxi, and he didn't guide He Tangxi enough, that's why He Tangxi had bad feelings for him.

Lin Jingyu doesn't reject homosexuality, it's just that he can't accept that He Tangxi is, and he can't accept that the person He Tangxi likes is himself.

Lin Jingyu's heart is very confused now, as soon as he closes his eyes, the last painting he saw at He Tangxi's house will appear in his mind.

There are two men kissing in the painting.

It was his and He Tangxi's faces.

It's hard for him to describe the emotion in his heart. It's not disgusting or disgusting, but a feeling of bewilderment and bewilderment.

This emotion pulled him, and made his originally calm and clear mind become chaotic, unable to work, hold meetings or work overtime.

Lin Jingyu canceled the pinning, and deleted all chat records.He put the phone back in his pocket and walked out.

It was a lie to tell He Tangxi that he would have a meeting in the afternoon and work overtime in the evening. He had nothing to do in the afternoon and planned to go home.

Lin Jingyu had just parked the car and got out when someone shouted his name from behind.

Lin Jingyu turned his head, looked at the woman standing in front of him, frowned slightly, and it took him a while to realize that it was Zhou Changyin whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Zhou Changyin smiled at him: "Why, you don't recognize me?"

"It's a bit unrecognizable." Lin Jingyu admitted frankly that the woman in front of him was somewhat different from the one he remembered, but the outline didn't change much.

Lin Jingyu asked her, "When did you come back?"

"I just came back," Zhou Changyin said, "But I didn't expect such a coincidence that I could meet you as soon as I came back. Are you going home?"

Lin Jingyu nodded: "I haven't seen you for so many years, your temper has improved a lot."

"Why, do you still remember the time when I beat you? Why didn't I know that you still held grudges like this?"

The two walked while chatting, Lin Jingyu was fine when he went home, just to be with his family, it happened that Zhou Changyin also planned to go to the house of his familiar uncle and aunt when he came back.Zhou Changyin went to Lin's house with Lin Jingyu, and was left behind by Lin's mother for dinner. The two came out together when Lin Jingyu was about to leave.

Lin Jingyu sent Zhou Changyin home first.

There was a piece of moonlight on the ground, Zhou Changyin asked him first, "I haven't asked you how you have been for so many years."

"Stay on track and everything will be fine."

Zhou Changyin asked again: "Where's He Tangxi, how is he? Is he still the clingy little follower behind you? I still miss him after not seeing me for so long."

Lin Jingyu's heart became flustered again when he mentioned He Tangxi. He didn't know how to answer, so he simply replied vaguely: "It doesn't matter whether he is doing well or not."

"Really?" Zhou Changyin smiled inexplicably, "That's good, I still think about calling everyone out to have a meal together in a few days to catch up, how about you help me connect?"

After chatting casually for a few words, Zhou Changyin changed the subject and asked again: "I haven't asked you after talking so much, what happened to you these years? Don't say that I have only had a girlfriend, I am under a lot of pressure. "

Lin Jingyu was silent, and after a few minutes, he suddenly asked Zhou Changyin: "Tell me, how can you make someone who likes you give up on you?"

Zhou Changyin immediately understood the meaning of Lin Jingyu's words, she was a little surprised: "Don't you like that person?"

Lin Jingyu shook his head and then nodded again: "It's not that kind..."

He didn't know how to explain it to Zhou Changyin, and he didn't want to explain it too clearly to her. He was so confused that he had no choice but to ask Zhou Changyin what to do.

"Did he tell you, or did you notice it yourself?" Zhou Changyin inquired about the details.

"I noticed it myself." Lin Jingyu said.It was precisely because of his awareness that he could cut off He Tangxi's thoughts about him before it was irreversible, so maybe their relationship would return to the same as before.

Zhou Changyin made a good guess about Lin Jingyu and He Tangxi's affairs. She secretly scolded these two people in her heart. They are cowards and have no emotional intelligence. Not finished.

Since Zhou Changyin figured out He Tangxi's true feelings for Lin Jingyu, she has a very clear positioning of herself. In the story of these two people, she is at most a supporting role, but the supporting role is also divided into a decent villain. Although Zhou Changyin She doesn't want to be a vicious female supporting role for the two of them to destroy, but she is still very interested in doing something to promote the plot.

She thought for a while, and a brilliant plan appeared in her mind.

"He has always liked you. You must have given him hope that you might be together. Make him lose hope, or break his hope severely, maybe he will become discouraged and dislike you."

Maybe he was forced to put all his eggs in one basket and confess directly.

Man, Shu Xin's courage has been worn down after a long time. If he doesn't force him at this time, he will never dare to say it. When He Tangxi throws his words on the bright side, then...

Zhou Changyin continued to advise Lin Jingyu: "For example, you can tell him directly, give up, even if everyone in the world dies, I won't be with you, or you already have someone you like, if you want Marry him, whatever you want."

Lin Jingyu's eyebrows were knitted together, and his face was serious.

Zhou Changyin looked at him and asked tentatively, "Why, you can't bear him being too sad?"

Lin Jingyu didn't speak, and Zhou Changyin didn't bother again.

Walking all the way to the downstairs of Zhou Changyin's house, Zhou Changyin said goodbye to Lin Jingyu, turned around and went up the stairs. The moment she was about to open the door, Lin Jingyu stopped her from behind.

"Changyin," Lin Jingyu hesitated, "Can you do me a favor?"

Zhou Changyin knew what Lin Jingyu wanted her to do, so she nodded directly: "Okay, but I can't miss the benefits."

"Thank you." Lin Jingyu's tone was dull, and he didn't know whether his decision was right or wrong.

He Tangxi was drinking at the bar again.

In the past, he used to drink to drown his sorrows when he was slightly drunk, but this time he was obviously trying to get himself drunk on purpose.

When he was drunk, a clerk would ask him to call someone to pick him up, and he would have a legitimate reason to call Lin Jingyu.

Lin Jingyu was hiding from him on purpose, even a fool could see it.He Tangxi felt that Lin Jingyu knew that he liked him, but he had no proof and didn't want to admit it.

He was really afraid that Lin Jingyu would know his feelings for him, he sometimes had nightmares, dreaming that night, everything around him was blurry, but the words that came to his ears were extremely clear.

Someone asked: "Jingyu, do you think homosexuality is particularly disgusting?"

He Tangxi stood there blankly, looked at Lin Jingyu who was walking in front slowly turning his head, stared at his face and said, "Well, it's disgusting."

The emotion in his chest surged with alcohol, He Tangxi couldn't tell if he had a headache or a heartache, he just felt uncomfortable, his whole body was uncomfortable, he wanted to vomit, and he wanted to cry.

If a person could control his emotions, wouldn't he have to live in such pain? If he didn't like Lin Jingyu so much, wouldn't his heart be so painful?

He Tangxi couldn't think of an answer, he couldn't control his feelings, and he couldn't help but like Lin Jingyu a little less.

He forced back the water in his eyes, got up to pay the bill, and staggered towards the door.

Lin Jingyu avoided him, there was no need for him to get drunk and let him pick him up.

If he was really drunk and called, Lin Jingyu may or may not come.

He Tangxi didn't want to gamble on that if, he could go home by himself.