cross me with love

Lin Jingyu promised to come back on the weekend, but when the weekend came, He Tangxi couldn't wait for him, so he called and asked to find out that Lin Jingyu needed military training, and he couldn't come back for two weeks.

He Tangxi was lost for a while, and immediately made a decision.Since Lin Jingyu didn't come back, he went to find him.

Lin Jingyu's school is in the southern suburbs of the city, while He Tangxi goes to school in the north of the city, and it takes several hours to commute from south to north and back and forth.

But He Tangxi is willing to spend this time.

The bus was rickety, and the subway was overcrowded. He Tangxi just swayed and squeezed in the sun, making his way to Lin Jingyu's school with difficulty.

He didn't call Lin Jingyu, nor went to their dormitory to look for him.

He Tangxi was sitting on a bench by the lake, with wicker branches hanging from above, in front of him was the emerald green lake, in which ducks and white geese were swimming with their wings flapping.

At this time, it was the noon break, and there were people coming and going on the campus, camouflage uniforms and regular uniforms were mixed together and poured into the dining hall, and it was impossible to tell who was who.

He Tangxi clearly knew that he came to see Lin Jingyu, but he didn't want Lin Jingyu to know that he came to see him.

This mood is contradictory, but He Tangxi can explain it.

The male and female protagonists in the movie live in different corners of a city after they are separated. In a big city with millions of people, they can meet each other when they turn a corner, go down a building, or dump garbage.

What's more, there are only tens of thousands of people in this school?

Fate is fulfilled silently by God.

And he was waiting for fate and looking for a reason.

A fate that they will meet, a reason why they can and will be together.

The camouflage uniforms in front of him came and went, He Tangxi opened his eyes wide and looked at each face, but he didn't see Lin Jingyu.

Maybe it's because fate hasn't come yet, He Tangxi comforted himself.

He Tangxi looked at the big white goose in the lake, and suddenly felt that what he was doing was actually quite meaningless. He had also studied politics and philosophy, so how could he not know that the so-called theory of fate and fate are false?

Knowing that it is false, but you still have to pull it out as the truth, so as to have a basis to deceive yourself and convince yourself.

If one reason doesn’t work, find another reason to lie to yourself.

They are destined to lie to themselves, the process of lying to themselves is painful, but the ending will be happy.

The wind blows, the willow branches are flying, the willow leaves are rustling, and the calm lake surface has a few ripples.

The early autumn wind had already brought a bit of chill, He Tangxi shrank his arms, he took out his phone to check the time, and then thought to wait a little longer, Lin Jingyu might appear in front of him in a second.

He Tangxi waited for a while, then thought about it, got up and strolled to the playground to deliberately meet her.

There were a lot of people on the playground, all of them were freshmen wearing camouflage military training uniforms. He Tangxi walked around the playground twice in vain, and finally chose to give up.

Just no luck today, not every time.On the way back, He Tangxi found a new reason to comfort himself. Lin Jingyu couldn't run away from school.

He Tangxi never told anyone that he went to find Lin Jingyu.

The first thing Lin Jingyu did when he came back from the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday was to find He Tangxi. He brought a small cake to apologize to He Tangxi.

"I promised you to come back on the weekend, but it turned out that I broke my promise during the weekend military training." Lin Jingyu opened the cake box and pushed it in front of He Tangxi, "Bring you a cake, as my apology gift, okay?"

He Tangxi stared at the chocolate decorations on the cake, and said, "I know, there's nothing you can do about it, and I'm not angry, why are you apologizing?"

Lin Jingyu smiled gently and asked him, "Then do you want to eat cake?"

"Yes!" He Tangxi quickly dug a piece of cake with a spoon and stuffed it into his mouth.The cream was sweet and greasy, and it melted on the tip of the tongue as soon as it entered the mouth. He Tangxi smacked his lips and swallowed the sweetness.

Lin Jingyu's face looked even more handsome under the light.The bit of cream that he had just swallowed instantly turned into nutrients, nourishing the ardent love for him in his heart.

In fact, there is no need to nourish, the love is already strong enough, it is more like a drop of water flowing into the sea, adding another point to the original strong love.

Actually, I went to look for you, He Tangxi impulsively wanted to say this.

But he just said: "It's so sweet, thank you brother."

Lin Jingyu reached out to pinch He Tangxi's cheek while he was still chewing on the cake.

The touch is soft and plump, Lin Jingyu said with a smile: "You are fat, it seems that you are obedient and eat well."

He Tangxi's face was a little hot, he lowered his head, and muttered softly: "How fat."

"Are you still sick? Is your health better?" Lin Jingyu ignored He Tangxi's muttering, and raised his hand to touch his forehead, "Have you not had a fever again?"

He Tangxi shook his head, he was not that delicate, the illnesses he had before were all heart problems, now he is not so sad, he has become firm, and he almost recovered from his heart disease, so he will not be sick much.

"Where are you going to sleep tonight?" He Tangxi asked cautiously.

Since Lin Jingyu went to college, He Peizhuo hired him a nanny again, so he had no reason to go to Lin's house again.

"Go to my house." Lin Jingyu really followed He Tangxi's thinking and said this sentence, "Take your homework with you, and don't relax when you are on vacation."

"Okay." He Tangxi agreed quickly, then immediately went upstairs to get her schoolbag, and followed Lin Jingyu to his house.

No matter how comfortable the vacation is, you still have to go to school.

He Tangxi still went to Lin Jingyu's school to look for him on the weekends when he didn't go home, and instead of looking for him, he sat by the lake or on a bench under the library, waiting for an answer to his fate and destiny.

Compared with a city, the school is not big at all, and compared with millions of people, tens of thousands of people are not many at all.But if you can't meet it, you just can't meet it.

It is inevitable that He Tangxi will be a little disheartened. It turns out that even God refuses to take care of him.

He Tangxi was a little irritable, but he still comforted himself, maybe we will meet in a while, maybe it's because the fate hasn't arrived yet, and we still need to wait.

He Tangxi thought, it doesn't matter if there is really no fate to be together, just get along as brother and brother, and it's good to be the most important person to each other all the time.

It doesn't matter to him, as long as Lin Jingyu lives well, that's fine.

Or... just forget it, no fate means no fate, no matter how many times he comes, the result will be the same.

"Hey, you're not..."

He Tangxi wanted to leave, but was stopped by someone from behind. He turned around and saw that it was Lin Jingyu's roommate whom he had met that day.

"Are you Lin Jingyu's younger brother?" The roommate also remembered him, "Why are you sitting here? Did you call your brother?"

He Tangxi was stunned: "I, I haven't..."

The roommate was very enthusiastic and directly thought of a reason for He Tangxi. He took out his mobile phone and asked He Tangxi: "Is the phone dead? It's okay. I'll call your brother."

He Tangxi responded indiscriminately, and his roommate walked aside to call Lin Jingyu.

The roommate came over after making the phone call, and he said to He Tangxi, "Your brother will be here soon, you just wait here, don't run around, I have something to go first, so I won't be here with you."

"Okay," He Tangxi smiled at him, and said goodbye to him obediently, "Bye, brother."

Is this fate?He Tangxi walked back to the bench and sat down again, he thought wildly, could this be the encounter arranged by fate for them?

Before He Tangxi could figure it out, Lin Jingyu's call came, and He Tangxi put the phone to his ear.

"Tangtang, you are downstairs in the library."

He didn't use interrogative sentences, but affirmative tone.

He Tangxi was silent for two seconds, and answered with an "um".

"Wait a minute and don't run around, I'll be right over."

Lin Jingyu came over very quickly, he looked a bit embarrassed, there were tiny beads of sweat on his forehead, and he was panting as he spoke, he probably ran all the way over after receiving a call.

"Why didn't you say anything when you came here?" Lin Jingyu stood still in front of He Tangxi, "How long have you been waiting? Have you eaten yet?"

His eyes fell on He Tangxi's body, and his brows were slightly frowned: "It's cooling down today, why are you wearing so little, is it cold?"

He Tangxi suddenly didn't know how to face Lin Jingyu.

Before meeting Lin Jingyu by chance, He Tangxi had rehearsed countless times in his mind the opening remarks he would say if he met him, but these preparations in advance were useless in front of the real Lin Jingyu.

He lowered his head and said in a low voice: "I want to see you when I have nothing to do. I just arrived and I haven't waited long. I'm not cold."

Lin Jingyu went to pull He Tangxi's hand. His hand had bluish-purple lines from freezing, and his skin was icy.Lin Jingyu clenched his hand tightly and pulled him towards the cafeteria.

It's not time for meal, and there are not many people in the cafeteria. They just found a seat and sat down. Lin Jingyu bought He Tangxi a cup of hot milk for him to warm his hands first.

He Tangxi held the milk in his hand and slowly sipped it, while Lin Jingyu sat opposite him, waiting for him to finish drinking before asking him.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?"

He Tangxi shook his head: "It's nothing, it's just that the weekend is boring and you don't come back, so I just... just want to come and play with you."

Lin Jingyu smiled, and then asked, "How did you come here?"

He Tangxi obediently replied: "The bus is reversed to the subway and then the bus."

Just as Lin Jingyu was about to speak, someone saw him and came over to say hello to him.

He Tangxi looked at the beautiful sister standing next to Lin Jingyu, and his happy heart sank to the bottom of the valley. What he was holding in his hand was no longer hot milk, but soft drink with lemon juice, bubbling and bubbling.

After they left, he pretended to be casual and asked Lin Jingyu, "Your classmate?"

"Ah."

"One class?"

"No, in one department, but in one club, you can get to know each other better."

"Oh," He Tangxi stopped asking, but he still couldn't hold back the sourness in his heart, and the words he said were surprisingly sour, "This sister is pretty pretty."

Lin Jingyu looked at him, He Tangxi couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes, he couldn't stand Lin Jingyu's probing gaze, he lowered his head with his lips pursed, only his ears that were blown red by the wind were exposed.

Lin Jingyu sighed: "Tangtang, now is not the time for you to think about these things."

He said, "Don't forget our agreement."