cross me with love

On the way back, He Tangxi didn't speak again, Zhou Changyin was the one talking all the way, and Lin Jingyu occasionally answered her questions.

He Tangxi's silence lasted until they arrived home.

Lin Jingyu was about to open the door, but when the door opened, he turned around and found that He Tangxi was not following him.He stood by the side of the road, not intending to come over.

Lin Jingyu called him: "Didn't you just say you want to drink pear soup, and now you just go back? No homework in the afternoon?"

He Tangxi had always regarded the Lin family as his own home, and only went back to the next door when it was bedtime after eating and finishing his homework. He Tangxi's behavior today was obviously abnormal, but Lin Jingyu didn't know why he was like this.

He Tangxi lowered his head and looked at his toes, his voice lacked confidence: "Don't write today, I'll write it tomorrow, and let Auntie keep the pear soup for me." That's what he said, but his feet didn't move at all, the sun was shining brightly The light shone on his face, and a layer of water droplets condensed on the mineral water bottle in his hand. He Tangxi pinched the bottle, making a dent in the body of the bottle.

Lin Jingyu looked at He Tangxi, and suddenly felt a little powerless in his heart. He couldn't see He Tangxi's pretending to be innocent but pitiful, he sighed, walked over, grabbed He Tangxi's wrist and led him home .

He Tangxi didn't resist at all, and obediently followed Lin Jingyu in.

"I was still wondering when I heard the movement outside, why you haven't come in for so long."

Xu Manhe heard the commotion and came out of the kitchen.Lin Jingyu looks very similar to her, especially the eyebrows and eyes.But Xu Manhe has a gentle appearance, while Lin Jingyu is more calm and sharp.

Xu Manhe's gaze shifted to He Tangxi, and she asked a little worriedly: "What's the matter, Tangtang, looking languid, with such a red face, is it hot?"

He Tangxi greeted Xu Manhe, he secretly put the hand holding the water behind his back, and said with a sweet smile: "It's not very hot outside, but it's too hot."

Xu Manhe smiled: "Just right, I was thinking that you guys would definitely want to drink something cold when you come back, so I put the pear soup in the refrigerator, should Tangtang drink it now?"

He Tangxi nodded, and was about to thank Auntie, when Lin Jingyu suddenly said, "Don't drink cold, be careful of diarrhea." He turned his head and said to Xu Manhe, "Mom, take the pear soup out of the refrigerator and put it aside. Wait for the cool air to dissipate before giving Tangtang a drink."

He walked upstairs and urged He Tangxi who was still standing there: "Do your homework first."

"Oh." He Tangxi responded obediently, then followed Lin Jingyu upstairs, and said to Xu Manhe while walking, "Auntie, I'll go up first."

After leaving Xu Manhe's line of sight, the smile on He Tangxi's face slowly dissipated, and his brisk footsteps became heavy. He followed Lin Jingyu into his room, and just as he closed the door, He Tangxi heard Lin Jingyu behind him. Ask him: "What's wrong with you today? Are you unhappy?"

He Tangxi originally wanted to say it was okay, but he couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "Are you really with Zhou Changyin?"

Lin Jingyu didn't answer, He Tangxi asked persistently: "Do you like her? Do you like her?"

In fact, even He Tangxi himself felt that his problem was a bit ridiculous. It must be because he likes it. If he doesn't like it, how could he be together, but he just stubbornly wants to hear the word "like" from Lin Jingyu's mouth before giving up.

"How can you, a child, know what you like and what you don't like?" Lin Jingyu didn't want to discuss these issues with He Tangxi.He put the schoolbag on the table, took out the books from it and arranged them: "You should write the math first, did you understand the wrong question yesterday?"

Lin Jingyu's change of subject made He Tangxi even more depressed. He wanted to lose his temper, but he didn't dare to do it to Lin Jingyu. He could only make the noise louder when flipping through his schoolbag, secretly venting his inner feelings to Lin Jingyu. dissatisfied.

He didn't know whether he was angry now because of Lin Jingyu's falling in love, or because he said he was still a child. If he calculated carefully, Lin Jingyu's falling in love made him more angry.

But Lin Jingyu didn't admit it personally, which made He Tangxi feel hopeful, maybe he and Zhou Changyin just have a good relationship?Or is this just gossip by those people who have no basis for embellishment?

He Tangxi comforted himself as he opened the book and started to do his homework, but after 10 minutes the book was still stuck on this page, he didn't read a single word for such a long time, only an explanation was written in the notebook.

He still couldn't help but want to ask, he was going to get a clear answer from Lin Jingyu today!

He Tangxi suddenly asked again: "Are you really in a relationship? Just tell me."

His ending was very long, half coquettish and half pleading.Lin Jingyu couldn't resist He Tangxi's questioning, he said "um", and then He Tangxi stopped talking completely.

He Tangxi's rare silence made Lin Jingyu feel a little uncomfortable. He tapped on the book and said to He Tangxi, "Hurry up and do the questions. It's been a long time since I haven't written a single question."

Afraid that He Tangxi would not be able to shut up, Lin Jingyu added: "Children don't mind adults' business."

He Tangxi let out a muffled "Hmm", without refuting or asking any more questions, and buried his head in writing the questions.

Lin Jingyu breathed a sigh of relief, he was afraid that He Tangxi would ask him if he liked Zhou Changyin, or the details of their love.

To be honest, even he himself didn't know why he agreed to be with Zhou Changyin.

They are very familiar with each other, and they have a good impression of each other, but compared to other people's vigorous love, he lacks that kind of passion and throbbing towards Zhou Changyin.To sum up, he tried to be with Zhou Changyin because he wanted to try.

But he couldn't say these words to He Tangxi, and He Tangxi probably wouldn't be able to understand them if he said them. He was a child, so what did he know.

Although He Tangxi seemed to be doing homework, he didn't focus on the topic at all. He didn't argue with Lin Jingyu, but refuted silently in his heart.He is not a child, he actually knows everything.

Now He Tangxi's heart is very uncomfortable, as if it is stuffed with wet cotton soaked in water, it is very stuffy.He actually heard that Lin Jingyu might have been doing psychological construction when he fell in love, but even though he was mentally prepared, he still didn't expect that he would react so strongly and feel so uncomfortable when Lin Jingyu fell in love.

He only thought that if Lin Jingyu fell in love, then he might not want him anymore.

He Tangxi remembers things early, and he is not a silly, poor, happy little idiot who seems to have no troubles like Lin Jingyu thought.Children who are unhappy in life tend to be more precocious. He knows about their family, and he also knows that his biological father doesn't want to see him. He is a child abandoned by his father. No one gives him warmth, except Lin Jingyu.

He Tangxi remembered every bit of Lin Jingyu's kindness to him.He remembers every bit.

But now that Lin Jingyu is in a relationship, and he has someone he likes, the attention and care given to him will decrease accordingly, and maybe he will be slowly forgotten by Lin Jingyu.He Tangxi didn't want to do this, he wanted Lin Jingyu's eyes to always be on him, he wanted all of Lin Jingyu's care, he wanted to monopolize Lin Jingyu, no one could come and grab him.

Can you not fall in love.He muttered silently in his heart.

Can you not fall in love, He Tangxi wanted to say it.

He Tangxi knew that if he really said that, Lin Jingyu might agree.But he felt that he had no position to say these words.

What right did he have to say that to Lin Jingyu?He and Lin Jingyu are not related by blood, they are neighbors, they are the elder brother and younger brother who have a good relationship.But even if he is a younger brother, he can't ask his elder brother not to fall in love.

He Tangxi was in an extremely bad mood.

He was not in the mood to do his homework, but he had to do it while sitting at the desk under the supervision of Lin Jingyu.Except for Xu Manhe asking them to go down for dinner in the middle, He Tangxi spent the rest of the time in front of the desk with homework problems. When he finished his homework with difficulty, the night outside the window was dark, and it was already night.

After Lin Jingyu helped him check the homework and made sure there was nothing wrong with it, today's task was completely completed.

He Tangxi was extremely tired. As soon as he lay down on the bed, his voice was buried between the mattresses, and he couldn't hear clearly: "I'm not going back."

"Aren't you going back?" Lin Jingyu joked with He Tangxi while tidying up the desk, "Aren't you still making trouble in the afternoon?"

"No more." He Tangxi turned over and opened the closet to find his pajamas, "I want to sleep with you today."

He Tangxi's family has always been just him and the nanny.He Tangxi was afraid of the dark when he was a child, and he didn't dare to sleep alone at night, so he often sneaked out and knocked on the door of the Lin family next door when the nanny fell asleep, asking Lin Jingyu to accompany him.

After a long time, it's no secret. The Lin family knows it, and the He family's father also knows it, but the Lin family doesn't say anything, and He's father doesn't care, so they go with He Tangxi.

Not only pajamas, Lin Jingyu's room has all his toiletries and some clothes.

Lin Jingyu packed the books and stuffed them into the bag: "Okay, then go take a shower first."

After He Tangxi came out of the shower, Lin Jingyu was already on the bed. He was half-sitting and reading a book. Seeing He Tangxi coming, he put the book on the bedside, turned off the headlight and then turned on the wall lamp.

He Tangxi walked over and lifted the quilt to lie down, and Lin Jingyu also lay down.

The room was not too dark, there was a soft yellow warm light in the corner, He Tangxi turned around and looked at Lin Jingyu through this dim light, he still felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

"Have you ever held hands?" It was already late at night, but He Tangxi still did not let Lin Jingyu go, he was eager to know the details of their love.

"Yes." Lin Jingyu replied perfunctorily.

"How did you do that?" He Tangxi asked relentlessly.

Lin Jingyu didn't want to answer at all, but he couldn't bear He Tangxi's constant questioning. He was annoyed by the question, so he reached out to find He Tangxi's hand and held it. His fingers were inserted between his fingers, and the two interlocked.

"That's it," he said.

After only a brief pull, Lin Jingyu let go of his hand.

He Tangxi felt that his heart was getting more stuffy, and it made him feel uncomfortable all over.The heart kept sinking, like hanging a weight.He adjusted his breathing and continued to ask.

"Then...have you ever hugged?"

Lin Jingyu still gave a "huh".

This time He Tangxi didn't ask how they hugged each other.

"You..." His voice dropped, "Have you ever kissed?"

"No!" Lin Jingyu quickly denied.He was so ashamed and annoyed by He Tangxi's series of questioning, he pulled the quilt up to cover He Tangxi's face.

"Why are there so many messy questions tonight, go to bed quickly, and get up tomorrow morning to memorize English."