cross me with love

Their travel schedule was not in a hurry, except for getting up early on the day of watching the sunrise, the rest of the time was very leisurely.

They piled sand on the beach to play, or rented a swimming ring to take a dip in the sea. When they got tired of playing at the beach, they rented a tandem bicycle to ride around the island, but most of them were Lin Jingyu pedaling, while He Tangxi sat in the back paddling, and I will take a walk in the evening to watch the sunset, and go to a local restaurant to eat seafood.

This island is a small island, and there are only so many attractions and things to do. They will inevitably meet those two men who are suspected of being gay, and they both live in a homestay. To say hello.After coming down a few times, it is considered familiar, and we can be called friends with each other.

He Tangxi also knew that the younger one was called Yu Yuchen who just finished the college entrance examination, and the other one with elegant and gentle temperament was called Shen Xingjian.

Because He Tangxi is curious about homosexuality, he pays special attention to their actions.

But in fact, these two people did not have any taboo thoughts.

In the evening they shared a table together to eat seafood, Lin Jingyu went out to buy mango smoothie for He Tangxi, and there were only three of them left on the table.

He Tangxi turned his eyes away from the two of them, but the more he ignored them, the more deliberate he seemed.Yu Yuchen and the others also noticed that He Tangxi was abnormal, but they pretended not to notice and maintained a tacit understanding.

There were four girls sitting at the next table, looking at them all the time, pushing and shoving for a long time, and finally pushed out a representative to ask them for their WeChat ID.

Shen Xingjian smiled and politely refused, while Yu Yuchen generously hugged Shen Xingjian who was beside him, and grinned at the girl.

"Sorry, I have a date."

The girl was stunned, Shen Xingjian and He Tangxi were also stunned, Yu Yuchen leaned his head on Shen Xingjian's shoulder, pretending to be coquettish and said: "What's the matter, I'm not wrong, the object is the lover."

Shen Xingjian smiled helplessly, the smile was full of indulgence: "Yes, you are right."

The girl walked back in a daze, Yu Yuchen looked at He Tangxi: "Why, kid, you still discriminate against us for being gay?"

He Tangxi shook his head hastily, his mouth was still wide open in surprise, the combination of these two movements made him look silly and cute.

Yu Yuchen sat up straight, and suddenly leaned forward. He Tangxi was so frightened that he stepped back, and explained in a panic: "No, I don't discriminate, brother, I really don't discriminate, I'm just curious."

"What are you curious about?" Yu Yuchen pretended to be fierce, "Don't think I don't know that you saw us in the woods that night." "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." He Tangxi stammered and apologized, "It's really just passing by. Watch out."

Shen Xingjian's face was a little red, and he tugged at the corner of Yu Yuchen's clothes: "Okay, don't scare the children." Then he went to appease He Tangxi, "He was just joking, and he didn't mean to hurt you."

Yu Yuchen smiled at He Tangxi, showing two pointed canine teeth: "Just kidding," he fell on Shen Xingjian's shoulder again, "But it's true that we are a couple."

As if deliberately showing off, Yu Yuchen leaned forward and kissed Shen Xingjian's side face.Shen Xingjian glanced at him complainingly, but did not refute.

They are really lovers, He Tangxi thought in a daze, so can boys and boys really fall in love?

Is it really possible?

Lin Jingyu came in from outside with a glass of smoothie, a layer of water droplets and thick white mist condensed on the cup, he sat down, put the smoothie in front of He Tangxi, and told him: "It's too cold, put it in a while Eat, or you will have diarrhea at night."

He Tangxi lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Lin Jingyu, a strange sense of shame surged up again. He obviously didn't feel this way in front of Yu Yuchen and the others before, but when Lin Jingyu came, this feeling grew wildly like vines, entangled his neck , making him unable to hold his head up.

Strange, how could he feel guilty when facing Lin Jingyu?

"What's the matter?" Seeing the strange atmosphere between them, Lin Jingyu couldn't help asking.

"No, nothing." He Tangxi shook his head, and Yu Yuchen and the others also shook their heads.

This topic just passed away inexplicably.

After eating, the group of them walked back to the hotel. Lin Jingyu and Shen Xingjian walked in front, while He Tangxi walked to Yu Yuchen's side slowly, and spoke to him: "You really are, that one?"

"Which one?" Yu Yuchen asked knowingly.

"That's right." He Tangxi glanced left and right, then stretched his neck forward to look at Lin Jingyu's movements, and after making sure that the surroundings were safe, he lowered his head and asked Yu Yuchen in a low voice, "It's a couple, with Mr. Shen."

Yu Yuchen made a fuss and said, "Really, what's so good about lying?!"

After finishing speaking, he bumped He Tangxi's shoulder teasingly: "Ask whatever you want to ask. Brother will hold a personal question-and-answer session for you today, and answer your questions one by one until you understand."

He Tangxi hesitated and asked his first question: "How can you like a boy? That is, how do you know that you like him?"

"What?" Yu Yuchen scratched his head, it was difficult to answer this question, he almost forgot how he discovered the difference in his feelings for Shen Xingjian.

The love story between him and Shen Xingjian is very logical. At first, he was not pleasing to the eye, and then he gradually became interested in him. When he really realized it, he was already inseparable from him, and he was inseparable in this life.Afterwards, it was shameless to chase people to confess, and now they go out together sweetly.

He thought for a while, and asked He Tangxi: "Have you ever liked a girl? Actually..." Before Yu Yuchen finished speaking, He Tangxi shook his head: "I haven't."

Nowadays, children are very precocious, and there are people who have a crush on each other in elementary school, and they start to talk about so-called love when they are naive, and there are a lot of people who fall in love in junior high school. With explicit eyes, passing by the door of that person's class repeatedly during class, a friend occasionally mentioned that it is the most naive and straightforward to pretend not to care about the young man's liking, even though he is fascinated by it.

But He Tangxi didn't.

He has never liked girls since he was a child. He will look at a particularly beautiful girl more than he wants to say a few words to her. He has a good relationship with the opposite sex, but the "good" is only within the scope of his classmates. Never crossed the line.

It is said that if you like a girl, you will definitely fantasize about getting married and having children with her, but He Tangxi has never fantasized about it. He can be sure that he has never liked anyone else since he was a child.

Men, women, none.

Yu Yuchen's literary quality is not very high. When he was in high school, he couldn't even master classical Chinese. Now it's really difficult for him to talk about love with a kid. Originally, the kid wanted to nod, so he just needed to say "I'm the same as you" , now he shakes his head, then this sentence has to be reorganized.

Yu Yuchen recalled his own mental journey at that time, and then spoke.

"I was thinking about him all day long, thinking about eating, sleeping, and walking, and thinking about it all the time. I would be angry when I saw others with him, and I would be angry when I saw him laughing at others. I felt that I was so childish. I lost myself, and then one day I thought, if he has to live with one person for the rest of his life, why not be with me."

"Then I'm sure I like him."

He Tangxi pondered for a few seconds, then slowly asked the next question: "Then you will..."

"What will happen?" Yu Yuchen looked at He Tangxi's flushed face and knew what he was going to ask, but when he came up with evil intentions, he just pretended to be confused and forced the child to explain clearly.

"Just...hold hands, kiss, that's all." He Tangxi was so ashamed that even his earlobes were red. He lowered his head and spoke very fast, bringing those few words to him indistinctly. passed.

"Yes," Yu Yuchen nodded calmly, "We can talk about how men and women fall in love, nothing special."

He stretched out his hand to grab He Tangxi's shoulder, but when he stretched his hand halfway, he felt that it was inappropriate and then fell down. He patted He Tangxi, and said the most philosophical sentence he said today.

"It's nothing unusual to fall in love. The key is to see who you talk to. If that person doesn't show up, you don't know what kind of person you like, whether this person is a man or a woman."

He Tangxi felt as if he had heard these words before, and it was Lin Jingyu who said them at that time-do you have to set conditions for the person you like?

These two sentences are so similar, at this moment Yu Yuchen and Lin Jingyu's souls seem to have something in common.

What I like is only this person, not a bunch of conditions I listed before.

Appearance and character are conditions, and gender is also a condition.

Is it possible to say this sentence——

Do you have to like girls?Does the person you like have to be a girl?Why can't you like boys?

He can like boys, just like boys like girls; he can be with boys, just like Yu Yuchen and Shen Xingjian; he can hold hands, hug and kiss with him, just like other ordinary couples in the world.

Yes, it is possible.

you can!

He Tangxi noticed that his heart suddenly started beating fast, and the rushing blood quickly transported the word "yes" to every corner of his body. He was so excited, but he didn't know why he was so excited.Joy surged in his chest, and he was a little dizzy.

He breathed heavily, but his eyes unconsciously fell on the back of Lin Jingyu in front of him.

The red-gold sunset gilded his body with gold. He was bathed in the sunset, and his whole body seemed to be shining.

The wind blowing from the sea was cool, and the salty sea breeze did not wake up He Tangxi from this great sense of pleasure.

He thought that he should have lied to Yu Yuchen just now, but in fact he has someone he likes, although he is not yet sure whether this liking is the kind of liking he thought.

Yes, like, love, same-sex...

These words turned in his mind again, He Tangxi stared at the back of Lin Jingyu in front of him obsessively, he was familiar with every subtle line on his body, but at the same time he was a little vague, he seemed to be from his previous life A picture I have drawn, no, it should be a picture I wanted to draw but didn't draw...

As he was thinking, Lin Jingyu suddenly turned to look at him.

He Tangxi saw him from Lin Jingyu's pupils.

He saw the red-golden sunset, the empty seaside path, the palms swaying in the wind, himself, and the love that came lightly.

Lin Jingyu frowned at him.Inexplicably, a poem appeared in his mind.

"I wish you were just turning back at this moment,

See me carrying the sea breeze and waves,

Together,

Indulging in your eyes. "