cross me with love

He Tangxi still didn't recover, Lin Jingyu led him to the sofa in the living room and sat down, then opened the medicine box.

It was only when Lin Jingyu pressed the cotton swab dipped in iodine onto his wound that he let out a "hiss" and gasped in pain.

"Does it hurt?" Lin Jingyu asked him softly.

He Tangxi was stung in pain, his eyes were covered with a layer of tears, he nodded, and said pitifully, "It hurts."

"What to do if it hurts, you have to endure the pain." Lin Jingyu said so, but his hand movements were much gentler. While applying medicine to him, he gently blew on the wound to relieve his pain.

After painting, He Tangxi's forehead was all yellow, and he felt a little happy when he saw it.

Lin Jingyu threw the used cotton swabs into the trash can, his brows were frowned, his eyes were obviously distressed, and his expression was also somewhat dissatisfied: "Why is he always like this?"

He Tangxi knew who this "he" was referring to, but in fact, he didn't have much feeling about this matter in his heart.But when he heard Lin Jingyu's words, he was a little happy because of the obvious concern for him in Lin Jingyu's tone, and even felt wronged.

"It's like this every year." He Tangxi fiddled with the ribbon on the cake box, he lowered his voice, and said with a little anger, "And I'm already used to it."

After a pause, he said again: "I thought you wouldn't come to see me today." The tone of this sentence was obviously angry.

Before Lin Jingyu could answer, He Tangxi said to himself again: "Didn't you say that you prospective high school seniors have to go to evening self-study on Sunday night? Why didn't you go today?"

The answer he wants to hear is because it is your birthday.

Lin Jingyu said: "Because I will celebrate your birthday tonight."

"A cake specially bought for me." He Tangxi was happy, and he reached out to unpack the package, "Where did you buy it? Fruit or mousse?"

"Mousse's, I bought the smallest piece. I'm tired of eating too much cake, and we can't finish it." Lin Jingyu glanced at his watch, "It's not time yet, let's take it apart later."

"Oh," He Tangxi obediently stopped, and after being quiet for 2 minutes, asked again, "When did you buy the cake?"

"this afternoon."

"Where did you buy it?"

"City center." Lin Jingyu added, "Your favorite cake shop."

He Tangxi knew it a long time ago, as soon as he saw the logo on the packaging box, he knew which store it was.

The business at that store has been very good, even if you book in advance, you have to queue up.He Tangxi thought, Lin Jingyu went directly to buy it, so he must have queued for a long time.

The childish schoolboy-like anger in his heart disappeared in an instant.

He Tangxi felt that he was so stupid, how could Lin Jingyu not want him?How could he ignore himself?

He Tangxi sniffed, he suddenly wanted to hug Lin Jingyu.

The hour hand pointed to 12 o'clock.

Lin Jingyu opened the cake box, inserted candles, folded the birthday hat he gave him and put it on He Tangxi's head.

He Tangxi straightened his hat, watched Lin Jingyu light the candle, and said to him, "Happy birthday."

He also whispered to himself, "Happy birthday."

Today, no, yesterday was the eleventh of May, his birthday, and the anniversary of his mother's death.

Today is May NO.12, and it is also his birthday, a birthday that someone is willing to celebrate for him.

This is a day that only he and Lin Jingyu know, it is their secret.

He Tangxi never had a birthday until he was 4 years old. At that time, the children in the kindergarten were chatting about birthdays, but He Tangxi couldn't get in the conversation.

A child asked him why he didn't speak, and He Tangxi said it was because he didn't celebrate his birthday.

The child asked him seriously why it was not his birthday.He Tangxi said it was because he didn't know what a birthday was.

The child told him enthusiastically: "The day your mother gave birth to you is your birthday."

The day He Tangxi's mother gave birth to him, her mother died, so he didn't celebrate his birthday, and no one would think of celebrating his birthday.

He Tangxi said: "Well, then I know, I will also celebrate my birthday this year."

He Tangxi still remembers that year when he was dragged by He Peizhuo to pay homage to his mother in the cemetery, he cried a lot, wailing loudly, and He Peizhuo didn't care about him until his voice became hoarse.

After returning from the cemetery, He Peizhuo threw him at home, and then went out by himself.

After he left, Lin Jingyu came to him, wiped his tears to coax him, and asked him why he was crying so hard.

He Tangxi said sobbingly that today is also his birthday, and he also wants to celebrate his birthday.

He Tangxi was coaxed to sleep by Lin Jingyu, and when he got up the next day, he forgot what he cried yesterday, but Lin Jingyu still remembered it.

The next day Lin Jingyu bought him a cake.

He said: "Yesterday was not good. Don't treat yesterday as your birthday. From now on, your birthday will be the day after your birthday. Your real birthday, okay?"

He said: "I come to celebrate your birthday every year, and this day is our secret."

May NO.12, this day is only known to him and Lin Jingyu, their secret.

Lin Jingyu also kept his promise and would buy him a cake every year on this day to celebrate his birthday.

This year is no exception, and every year to come will be no exception.

Lin Jingyu turned off the lights, and there was only this flickering yellow in the room.

He came over, sat next to He Tangxi, and said to him, "Make a wish."

He Tangxi held it with both hands and pressed it to his forehead. He closed his eyes and made a pious wish.

The candlelight flickered on his face, and his eyelashes trembled slightly.

He Tangxi's wish is the same every year. He hopes that someone will love him, just like the unreserved and selfless love of his parents.

But he was a little tangled in making a wish this year, and he didn't want to make this wish anymore.

He Tangxi pursed his lips tightly, made up his mind and began to make a wish.

He hoped, hoped that Lin Jingyu would not fall in love.

So selfish, but he still wants to.

I hope Lin Jingyu will stop falling in love, study hard, get into a good university, and celebrate his birthday every year.

He opened his eyes and blew out the candle in front of him with a "hoo".

The room was suddenly dark.

Lin Jingyu went to turn on the light in the dark, and then the two began to share the cake.

The cake was indeed greasy, and He Tangxi couldn't eat it after two bites. He licked the remaining cream at the corner of his mouth, and smacked the last bit of sweetness into his mouth.

Lin Jingyu rewrapped the cake and put it in the refrigerator. He had no intention of leaving, and would sleep in his room with He Tangxi tonight.

The He family didn't have clothes suitable for Lin Jingyu, so he came out topless after taking a shower.

He is not as thin and fair as He Tangxi, his skin is wheat-colored because he plays ball, his body is covered with a thin layer of muscles, his back is wide and his waist is narrow, he is not strong at all, but he looks very powerful.

He Tangxi was already a little sleepy, lying on the bed and yawning nonstop.

When Lin Jingyu got into bed, he immediately stuck to Lin Jingyu's lap and put his legs on Lin Jingyu's, and kept slipping into Lin Jingyu's arms.

The weather was already hot, and Lin Jingyu's body temperature was very high just after taking a shower, and the skin-to-skin contact made the temperature rise a little bit.

But He Tangxi didn't feel the heat, and neither did Lin Jingyu.

He Tangxi drooped his eyes and talked to him in a daze.

"You ignored me for several days, why?"

I still haven't let go of this question.

Lin Jingyu didn't answer He Tangxi's question directly, but instead said, "You have made a big fallback in the midterm exam."

The drowsy sleepiness in He Tangxi's mind disappeared immediately. He opened his eyes and asked in surprise, "How do you know my grades?"

"I went to hold a parent-teacher meeting for you," Lin Jingyu stared at He Tangxi, "Yesterday."

"Yesterday?" He Tangxi was stunned.

What was he doing yesterday?Drawing and sleeping at home without taking a single step out of his room.How did he know that Lin Jingyu had gone to hold a parent meeting for him?He thought he wouldn't go.

He didn't expect Lin Jingyu to go.

He Tangxi recovered from the shock, he remembered the numbers on his report card, and bit his lower lip involuntarily, feeling ashamed and a little bit afraid in his heart.

His report card is really embarrassing, he really doesn't want to discuss the grades with Lin Jingyu now.

"But it's my birthday today." He Tangxi said suddenly.

"Besides, it's still Monday. It's too late to go to school to raise the national flag. If I don't sleep, I won't be able to get up in the morning. Or let's talk about it another day."

He Tangxi acted like a baby with a soft voice: "I'm sleepy."

Lin Jingyu didn't let him go, "It's okay, I can finish talking in a few minutes."

"Why did the grades drop so much?" Lin Jingyu asked him, "Is it because you were distracted by dating?"

He Tangxi felt a little bored, he was in a bad mood when this topic was mentioned.

He didn't make a sound, and Lin Jingyu didn't speak either.He Tangxi wanted to take his leg off Lin Jingyu and turn over so as not to look at him, but Lin Jingyu clamped his leg to prevent him from moving.

The two faced each other silently on the bed.

The lights in the room were dim, and the night outside the window was thick.

"Tangtang, you will pass the high school entrance examination next year." After a long while, Lin Jingyu said, "If you regress again, what will you do?"

"But you will also take the college entrance examination next year." He Tangxi's nose soured, and he began to ignore his words when he became emotional, "Then what are you going to do?"

"what?"

"You said that my love affair affected my studies, but you also talked about it, why can't I?" He Tangxi questioned him.

"It's not fair at all for you to do this." He Tangxi's voice was a little choked up.

Lin Jingyu was silent. He frowned and thought for a while, then said: "Is it because I set a bad example for you? Did you start because I fell in love?"

He Tangxi didn't answer.

But Lin Jingyu quickly made a decision, he said: "Then, I won't talk about it, and you won't talk about it, is that okay?"

He Tangxi let out a sobbing "Yeah", he leaned over and put his arms around Lin Jingyu's waist, buried his head on his chest, and said, "Don't talk about it, and I won't talk about it, let's study hard, okay? "

Lin Jingyu said, "Okay."

He stroked He Tangxi's hair, and said in a gentle tone, "Okay, go to sleep, you have to get up early to go to school in the morning."