Fine score author and Gu Gu author

The hurt heart will not just let go, which is why Si Jingfan can't just agree to Ai Gu.

Si Jingfan threw the new chapter directly on the Internet, and was about to heat up the cooked food he bought today. When he walked to the kitchen, he realized that the things he bought today were gone!

After thinking for a while, he realized that he probably fell in the alley or at Ai Gu's house. He sighed and decided to cook some instant noodles by himself.

As a result, he opened the drawer, and he ate up the instant noodles!

Si Jingfan really didn't want to go out, he was afraid of meeting Ai Gu again when he went out, so he decided to check at home to see if there was anything to satisfy his hunger, just eat whatever he wanted.

As a result, she searched here and there for a long time, but she couldn't find anything that could be obtained.

There are no vegetables or eggs in the refrigerator, no instant noodles in the cabinet, and even biscuits.

Afraid that he might have missed something, Si Jingfan checked a few more times, and after confirming that there was really no food, he had no choice but to resign himself to going out to buy something to eat.

It is impossible for him to go to Ai Gu to get the things back, and now it is too late for him to hide from him, so how could he run over foolishly.

Think of it as spending money to eliminate disasters.

Although he didn't know whether it was a disaster or a blessing.

Of course Si Jingfan hopes that Ai Gu will like him, but he will also be afraid.

Could it be because he is thinner now that he takes a fancy to himself?

Si Jingfan tidied himself up and planned to go out to buy things. He opened the door carefully and saw that the opposite door was closed before going out with confidence.

He went downstairs to the supermarket downstairs to buy microwave food. After all, he wasn't very hungry, he just filled his stomach a little, so he didn't buy much.

Just as he was choosing, his phone rang, and it was a QQ notification tone.

Si Jingfan picked up his mobile phone and saw that it was her little reader who sent him a message.

Little Pigeon: Daddy, have you eaten yet?

Pigeon: I read today's update

Little Pigeon: So this is Tanmei...?

Long Flow: No, I was just a little irritable and accidentally deviated from the original outline

Little Pigeon: But there are new readers today

Pigeon: Congratulations

Long stream of water: what did you say? !

Long stream: Do I have readers? !

Pigeon: yes

Slow and long flow: Do you like to watch this kind of thing?

Little Pigeon: It may be your personal charm

Long Flow: Impossible Impossible, if I am attractive I will not be transparent for two years

Pigeon: I think you are very attractive

Slow flow: stop

Long stream of water: If I continue talking, I will find a hole to bury myself

Little Pigeon: Why?

Slow and long flow: shy!

Little Pigeon: Anyway, aren't you at home?shy and no one knows

Long stream of water: no, I’m shopping outside

After Si Jingfan finished typing this sentence, Xiao Gezi didn't reply to him, and he didn't care. He put away his phone and took the microwave food he had just picked to pay the bill.

After paying the bill, he took the food home and prepared to eat it hot, but he didn't expect to see Ai Gu standing there as soon as he walked to the gate of the community.

Si Jingfan originally wanted to walk over as if he hadn't seen it, but he didn't expect Ai Gu to hold his hand directly.

"Is something wrong?"

Ai Gu looked at Si Jingfan's vigilant eyes, and his heart was stabbed severely. He swallowed a mouthful of saliva and wanted to speak, but found that he couldn't speak again.

Not because of the fear of social phobia, but nervousness.

He was afraid that Si Jingfan would hate him even more if he said the wrong thing; he was afraid that Si Jingfan would stay away from him even more if he said the wrong thing;

The two looked at each other again, no one spoke, just looked at each other quietly.

Ai Gu tried to calm himself down a little, not to think about those hypothetical questions, "Can I talk to you?"

Si Jingfan did not answer Ai Gu but withdrew his hand. He gave Ai Gu a meaningful look and walked quickly past him.

And he looked at the back of Si Jingfan leaving, and looked down at his hands, thinking about the way Si Jingfan looked at him just now, Ai Gu smiled, a bitter smile.

This smile is somewhat similar to Si Jingfan's smile after his confession.

Is this what being rejected feels like?

It hurts……

Ai Gu went home dejectedly, and went directly to his room after closing the door, and lay on the bed regardless of whether he would have a stomachache if he didn't eat dinner.

At first he didn't want to sleep, but as long as he thought of Si Jingfan's decisive look, his heart was throbbing all the time.

He finally understood Si Jingfan's mood back then.

It really hurts...

The tears gradually fell, and Ai Gu, who hadn't cried for many years, finally couldn't bear it anymore, and the tears flowed down like a bank burst.

Yes, I rejected him at the beginning, how should I pursue him now?

Why?

The heart felt like it was being torn apart, and it was very painful. Not only was it torn, but it was also sprinkled with handfuls of salt.

Tears are like a broken faucet that can't be stopped no matter what, as long as he thinks of others, his heart hurts, and he can't breathe in pain.

Ai Gu fell asleep in a daze, with tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes, and there were traces of tears on his face.

On the other side, Si Jingfan was not much better. He was not in a good mood after being confessed by Ai Gu. When Si Jingfan saw Ai Gu's eyes today, he began to hesitate again.

He slowly finished his dinner and went back to his room to continue typing. Usually, he always codes more when he has time, but now he always thinks of Aigu, and his heart can't calm down.

Finally he gave up and could only wash up and go back to bed to sleep.

When he was half asleep and half awake, he heard the sound of an ambulance outside, because the houses in their community were decades old and considered old, so the sound insulation was not good.

It was also because of this that he clearly heard the sound of the opposite door opening, as well as the anxious voices of Ai Gu's parents.

"Xiao Gu, hold on!"

Then there was the voice of the ambulance personnel, "Excuse me."

Si Jingfan didn't feel sleepy at all, he sat up and looked at the wall, he knew that Ai Gu's room was on the opposite side of this wall.

He quietly leaned against the wall trying to hear the movement on the other side, but it was too noisy to hear clearly.

Finally, the opposite door was closed again, because Ai Gu's parents went to the hospital with Ai Gu, so the outside became quiet.

Si Jingfan was lying on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep anymore.