the little things in life

Lin Chuyuan was a little confused by this sudden question.What kind of plot in a bloody idol drama is this again, the former and current large-scale Shura field.Liu Yishan was wearing a black motorcycle suit and a pair of ripped jeans underneath. Although his hair was not as flamboyant as before and he changed to a normal hairstyle, he still couldn't hide the artist's aura in his bones.At the moment when Lin Chuyuan was stunned, Xu Xingzhi got out of the car, and the other party's "A Yuan" angered Xu Xingzhi.Xu Xingzhi and Lin Chuyuan went to see their parents today, and they specially wore a brown woolen coat with a dark gray scarf inside, looking like an elite in the industry.The two handsome men faced each other like this, attracting many passers-by to stop and watch.

Xu Xingzhi already guessed that this is Lin Chuyuan's "not so good past" with such an intimate name.Regardless of the eyes of those passers-by, he walked up to Lin Chuyuan to declare his sovereignty, and hugged Lin Chuyuan.Lin Chuyuan and Xu Xingzhi introduced: "This is Liu Yishan, one of my...friends." Then they said to Liu Yishan: "This is Xu Xingzhi, my boyfriend." Xu Xingzhi was very satisfied with this introduction, Holding Lin Chuyuan in his arms, he extended a hand generously to Liu Yishan: "Hello!"

Liu Yishan had been standing downstairs of his house for a while, he didn't have a chance to speak clearly with Lin Chuyuan last time, he wanted to find a chance to explain.Just when he was so cold that his hands and feet were too cold to resist, the car drove downstairs.He saw the kiss and hug of the two in the car.He was annoyed and embarrassed by everything in front of him, and automatically ignored Xu Xingzhi's outstretched hand: "Ayuan...I want to talk to you alone, there are some things between us that need to be clarified."

"Liu Yishan, I've already said that we are just the relationship between the patient's family and the nurse. I don't think we need to clarify anything other than work." Lin Chuyuan obviously didn't want to get entangled with the past.

Facing Lin Chuyuan's refusal and passers-by's pointing, Liu Yishan became a little impatient, he approached Lin Chuyuan, and whispered in his ear, "Ayuan, if you don't want to be downstairs at your house every day, If you meet me, please give me a chance to finish what I want to say."

Lin Chuyuan thought for a while: "You go back first!" He said to Xu Xingzhi beside him: "You have to go to work tomorrow, go to bed early, I will talk to him!" Lin Chuyuan said while tidying up for him scarf.

"Daughter-in-law, I'm leaving. Talk to me carefully." Xu Xingzhi trusts Lin Chuyuan, and knows that he is a stable and reliable person. Although jealousy is flying in his heart, rationally speaking, it's okay for him to forcefully intervene in this situation. boring.It is the best choice to let them make a good end by themselves.He kissed Lin Chuyuan lightly, then drove away.

Liu Yishan was aroused by the intimate behavior of these two people.The person in front of me who accompanied me through that period of bitter and sweet youth; the person who I thought would stay with me forever; the gentle and reliable person, just lost.Everything seemed to have nothing to do with him, he smiled bitterly, lamenting how unfair fate was to him.

The two walked to a "Flying Bird Tea Room" not far away. "Let's talk about it. If you have any problems, you can solve them all today." Lin Chuyuan said.

"A Yuan, I'm not married." Liu Yishan said eagerly, he stared into Lin Chuyuan's eyes, carefully observing the other party's reaction.He was very guilty about this matter, and he always hoped that Lin Chuyuan would know the truth about what happened back then.

"You said it last time." Lin Chuyuan lowered his head, not looking at the other party, fiddling with a warm teacup in his hand.Whether Liu Yishan is married or not is not important to him now.

"My father asked me to go to S City to continue studying music. I begged him for a long time. He finally agreed that day and asked me to go to S City the next day. I didn't have time to tell you, so I stayed for a while. A letter for you. However, I know that because of my father, you did not receive that letter." Liu Yishan told him the truth back then, and he felt that if Lin Chuyuan still loved him, he should be considerate of him. have no choice.

"Well, indeed, your father told me that you are married." Lin Chuyuan replied calmly.

"Aren't you shocked? Don't you regret it? I didn't betray you, I didn't marry anyone, and I didn't fall in love with anyone else. I just pursued my musical dream." Liu Yishan said a little excitedly.He stood up from his seat and held Lin Chuyuan's hands.

"Yes, you don't say goodbye to pursue your dream. I shouldn't be inconsiderate of you because I can't receive your letter. I should continue to wait for you, no matter what you did to me, right?" Lin Chu Yuan sarcastically said.Liu Yishan is like a spoiled child, he always feels that what others do to him is due.In the previous relationship, Lin Chuyuan always indulged him, doted on him, and spoiled him.

"No, that's not what I meant. I miss you very much, A Yuan. I originally wanted to come to you as soon as I came back from City S, but my father has been sick since then, so I can't spare my time to come to you." Liu Yishan realized that gaffe.

"Shan, don't say any more, we have already broken up, since the day you left without saying goodbye. Haven't you thought about why your father suddenly agreed to let you go to S City to study? What is his usual attitude towards me? , you can see it. He just found an excuse to break us up, and you had already made a choice at that time. Now, please respect this choice!" Lin Chuyuan suppressed those words Years of pain, said calmly.Times have changed, and he hopes to explain things calmly without complicating things with personal feelings.

"Ayuan, I was wrong. No one in the world can tolerate me and love me like you. I really can't, I can't forget our promise to be together forever. Can you forget those good things, forget those mutual loves? The years of support? If we broke up, can I pursue you now? Ayuan..." Liu Yishan knelt down in front of him, bowed his head and kissed his hands, devoutly like A penitent believer kisses his god.

Lin Chuyuan withdrew his hands: "Mountain, it's all over, we can still be friends, I will try my best to take care of uncle's affairs, but, I already have a lover now, let it go!" The tone of voice, enduring the pain of not being able to find Liu Yishan in those years, the guilt of being blamed by his mother, the torment of being unable to sleep at night and heartbroken.He really loved, sacrificed, and was hurt, but everything is over, no matter the pain or joy, there is no need to say it.He patted Liu Yishan on the shoulder: "Get up, it's not good for people to see. Go back!"

"Are you and Xu Xingzhi really that good? Better than we used to be?" Liu Yishan's voice sounded a little sobbing, he was like a wounded beast, while licking his wounds, he still couldn't hide his confidence and arrogance .He didn't want to believe that Lin Chuyuan would fall in love with someone other than himself.

"Yes, he is very good, different from you." Lin Chuyuan smiled at the thought of Xu Xingzhi, and his heart was warm.After saying these words, he felt very relaxed, as if he had completely said goodbye to his past self.Let go, be at ease.He walked out of the "Flying Bird Tea House" without looking back.

The author has something to say: look forward, move forward, the past has long passed~~ The past does not need to be recollected.

☆、Chapter 26