the little things in life

"You look good today, and your family has taken good care of you!" Lin Chuyuan greeted Aunt Hu, who was in bed six. Aunt Hu used to be an editor of a magazine.Lin Chuyuan liked to chat with her very much.

"Well, please help me up today and write for a while. Just for a while." Aunt Hu asked as usual. "People are always going to die, everyone is no exception, I am not afraid, I just hope to finish what I want to do before I die." She was very ill and had difficulty breathing, but she was able to say those words calmly.She held the pen tremblingly and wrote in the big drawing book. She closed her eyes and rested on the pillow for a while after writing a few words, and rested for a while after writing a few words. It seemed very difficult, but she still I wrote intermittently.Every day she insists on writing something when she is in good spirits, which she says is her wish.Lin Chuyuan didn't stop, nor did he ask who he wanted to write to.Just remind her to take breaks when appropriate.

At noon, Aunt Xu called Lin Chuyuan and asked him about caring for patients with cerebral infarction.Lin Chuyuan spoke patiently for a long time, but Aunt Xu still didn't understand.So Lin Chuyuan promised her to visit Mother Xu after get off work.

When I came to the hospital, I saw Mother Xu was being helped to sit up by the nurse and Aunt Xu.

"Auntie, I'm Lin Chuyuan, Xu Xingzhi's colleague. I wish you a speedy recovery." He put the calla lily bouquet in his hand on the bedside table.

"Da Linzi, it's great that you're here, we're not very good at..." Aunt Xu finally found her savior.

Xu Xingzhi hurriedly went to the hospital to ask for leave today, and then went to explain the situation to his supervisor, saying that he might not be able to attend the relevant meetings of the research topic for the time being, and went to the home of his junior brother to hand over the relevant research materials.He hurried to the hospital, ready to see his mother, and sent his aunt home by the way.

He gently opened the door of the ward, and saw Lin Chuyuan supporting his mother, really wiping her arm with a towel.With a smile on his face, he was chatting gently with his aunt and the nurse: "Just like this, I clean my aunt's skin every day, turn over often, massage her hands and feet like me, and pull her hands and feet to do activities... "Lin Chuyuan usually doesn't talk much, but when it comes to his familiar fields, he always wants to share the knowledge of caring for patients with everyone.His voice is very pleasant, flowing out with his unhurried tone, like a warm current, flowing comfortably in the hearts of the audience.Xu Chuyuan looked at this warm person who made him feel glowing, and couldn't bear to disturb them, so he stood silently at the door, watching Lin Chuyuan. "...Actually, the most important thing is patience. Watching her gradually recover bit by bit is a very happy thing." Lin Chuyuan said, indeed, during the six years of work, he himself I have experienced this joy many times. "Okay, why don't you come in when you're here?" Auntie saw Xu Xingzhi standing at the door. "Oh, I see that you are listening carefully, and I don't have the heart to disturb you." The aunt said, "Today I asked Da Linzi some questions about taking care of patients. He couldn't explain clearly on the phone, so he came here in person."

Lin Chuyuan felt a little restless when he saw Xu Xingzhi: "Well, it's okay, by the way."

Originally, there was someone who could take care of his mother so heartily, he should have said dozens of thanks in tears.However, I saw that person's eyes were bloodshot, and he was still smiling in fatigue, pretending to be relaxed.Xu Xingzhi blurted out: "By the way? What time is it? Are you not tired after working all day?" There was questioning and annoyance in his tone.

Lin Chuyuan: "Auntie, call me here. I'll help if I see what I can do." He pushed his glasses in embarrassment, not understanding what the always gentle Doctor Xu meant by this tone.

Xu Xingzhi: "Is mom feeling better today?" He turned to his aunt and walked to his mother's bedside.Xu's mother looked much better. She rested on the bed and wanted to say something to her son, but it was difficult to speak, so she held back.Silently took his hand.

"It's good if you come, I'm going back!" Lin Chuyuan got up and said goodbye to his aunt: "Auntie, Auntie Li, goodbye! You have worked hard!" "Aunt Xu, please rest early, I will come to see you when I have time .”

"All right, you send your colleague off!" said the aunt.

"No, let him accompany Aunt Xu! It's very convenient for me to go back by subway. Goodbye." He walked out of the room quickly, not wanting to give himself a chance to be alone with Xu Xingzhi.

When Xu Xingzhi heard his words, he felt an inexplicable resentment in his heart. He thought to himself, are you still avoiding me?See how I run so fast?If you hate me so much, then you are stupidly tired and get off work all day, why are you here?Lin Chuyuan, you idiot, what is going on in your head?

"Why are you talking to others like that? They have worked so hard to help you take care of your mother, and you still show embarrassment!" The aunt also heard that his tone was wrong.

"It's nothing, aunt, don't bother him in the future! He works very hard." Xu Xingzhi endured the unhappiness in his heart.

"Oh..." Seeing his displeasure, my aunt didn't ask any further questions.I always feel that Xu Xingzhi is weird.

After my aunt came home, my mother fell asleep too.Xu Xingzhi looked at the calla lilies on the bedside table, and felt as uncomfortable as if he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and all the sourness, sweetness and bitterness rushed to his heart.Lin Chuyuan, what on earth should I do with you?

The author has something to say: Hey, let this suffering of not being able to tell the truth be over!It's heartbreaking to write~~~ woo woo woo~~ I also want to see sweet love soon!

☆、Chapter 13