Twelve Difficult Study Abroad Life

Twelve held his breath.

Li's voice today is a bit hoarse, mixed with nasal, and has a bit of inexplicable indifference all over his body, but he still couldn't help smiling when he said this.

"His fingertips were cold," Li said, "but I felt like there was a fire there, and it burned me all over."

Li crossed his chin with his hands, and was silent for a long time, so long that he thought he was not going to say anything.

But Twelve didn't urge him, and he didn't intend to urge him to speak.

After a long time, he took a sip of coffee and continued: "Actually..."

It was December 12th, the first day of winter vacation.

Li always got up late, but for some reason, he woke up at six o'clock that day. In a daze, he felt as if he had forgotten something and couldn't remember it.

He tried his best to get up and fished for the mobile phone on the bedside table, and then saw Zeming's message:

【Brother, are you free today?Do you want to go to the beach? 】

Li glanced at the time of the message and woke up instantly - 2:41am.

【Why don't you sleep at night? ?If you want to go, I will take you there. 】

Zeming replied quickly, as if he was by his phone.

[Hahaha, it's a holiday to cultivate immortality.Are you free this afternoon? 04:30 to watch the sunset. 】

Li didn't know why this kid suddenly wanted to go to the beach, winter is not a good season to see the sea.But he complied immediately.

【Okay, I'll wait for you downstairs at 04:30. 】

Li turned back on the bed, closed his eyes and lay there for a long time without feeling sleepy, so he simply got up and played games.I played several times but couldn't find any feel, and my mind was full of news about Zeming.

Is this a date? Li thought over and over again, and finally couldn't help but laugh at himself for being hypocritical like a big girl.

In the afternoon, Li specially packed up before going out.He was wearing his favorite black sweater, and scratched his hair in the rearview mirror. Li originally wanted to fix his hair, but he was so disheveled that he couldn't get a satisfactory look, so he had to give up.

Zeming was standing downstairs, carrying his usual computer bag, and coincidentally also dressed in black.

"Brother!" He smiled brightly and waved his hand towards Li.

The beach today was surprisingly deserted.

The sky above the sea level in the distance is orange-red, gradually turning into golden yellow and light gray upwards.A row of black-spotted seabirds flew past the fading sun.

Li and Zeming stood on the beach, and the seals in the distance spread out their fat bellies and made strange calls.

"Brother, I remember you saying, did you come here from Singapore because of the sea?" Zeming asked with his hands behind his head.

"Yeah." Li picked a comfortable position and sat down on the beach, "I often came here for a while after I bought the car, but then I stopped coming here often."

"Why?" Zeming put down his schoolbag and sat down beside him.

"It's really relaxing here, but if you stay for a long time, you will feel very lonely, especially at dusk." Li straightened his hair that was blown by the sea breeze, and said with a self-deprecating, "I have been outside by myself for almost ten years. You should get used to it, but this kind of negative emotion can be avoided or should be avoided.”

Zeming seemed a little uneasy: "Then do you still like the sea?"

Li smiled and said, "I like it, what's the matter?" Zeming's expression just now reminded him of when he first met in the souvenir shop.The two didn't know each other at that time, but now they could sit together and watch the sea like this, Li felt that fate was really a wonderful thing.

Zeming breathed a sigh of relief, and asked again: "Then do you feel lonely now?"

With you here, how can I be lonely? Li thought to herself.But at the moment, he was more concerned about the obviously cramped boy in front of him.

Li turned around and looked at him seriously, and asked, "What's wrong with you today?"

Zeming also turned around, and the two sat facing each other, their shadows stretched long by the setting sun.The sea breeze blew Li's hair, covering his eyes.

Zeming raised his hand and pushed his forehead hair back.

"Is there something on your mind?" Li felt that Zeming's state was not right today, and asked while grabbing his wrist.

Zeming's throat clenched, he broke free with his hands, and then brought his schoolbag to his side, and took out a small box of cakes from the bag and placed it between the two of them.

He stared at the cake with his head down, and said softly, "Li, happy birthday." He called his name rarely.

"I don't have a car, so I can only go to a nearby supermarket to buy one, you..."

Before he could finish, Li grabbed his hand. Zeming raised his head in surprise, and saw that there seemed to be an inexplicable emotion in Li's eyes, his lips trembled slightly, and he said, "You...you know me..."

Li's hands are big, with well-defined joints and great strength. Zeming can feel his palms sweating slightly, as if struggling with strength very hard, wanting to use force but not daring to use force.

Zeming looked into his eyes and said word by word: "Actually, I didn't fall asleep that afternoon..."

Li seemed to have lost the ability to speak in an instant, he just opened his mouth slightly, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down.Then he treasured the cake with both hands and put it aside, carefully moved closer to Zeming, and continued to hold his hand in a daze, clumsily.

"Pfft..." Seeing Li like this, Zeming suddenly laughed and joked, "Brother, are you stupid?"

The next moment, Li gently hugged him into his arms, with a hoarse voice: "Well, I'm stupid."

"I am silly."

Li murmured and repeated the words in Zeming's ear. Li's body stiffened for a moment as he felt the Zeming ring on his back, then hugged him even harder.

The sky was completely dark.The stars and the moon hang in the sky, casting a little light on the Pacific Ocean.The icy sea breeze mixed with water vapor was blowing on the face, but the bodies of the two hugging tightly were extremely hot.

"Brother, it's time to go home." Zeming rubbed his messy hair and laughed.

"Hmm." Li's voice was muffled, he never thought that at this very moment after setting foot on this land, he would feel like crying for the second time.

"Probably the sun is too dazzling." He blinked vigorously, then laughed softly, "No, it's the moonlight..."

"Huh? What did you say?" Zeming's voice was gentle.

"I said, thank you." Li bit his ear lightly, "Also, I love you."