Give the slag and accept the end

Ask yourself, Su Ying never felt sorry for anyone.The decades spent under the control of the system are hard to say, but it is hard to feel uncomfortable.

Watching the people who share the same bed leave forever, time and time again seeing the end of the people who have lived together day and night, even if it is a hard-working person, a hole is poked in the heart.So he resisted, and in the third world, in order to fight against the system, he chose to leave that world before Baicheng died.At that moment, he thought angrily, he also wants to let others taste the taste of dying for the person next to him.

This "other" is of course Baicheng.

Baicheng knew everything, so Su Ying had no worries about him.The only thing left to Baicheng was a New Year's letter that year, and in the last letter, he told Baicheng the truth - those letters were all written seven years ago, and Baicheng saw that letter When he wrote the letter, he had already left that world for seven years.

He thought that according to Baicheng's intelligence, he could have guessed this long ago.

He didn't know how Baicheng died. He only knew that when he opened his eyes again and heard the system tell him that "the mission was successfully completed", his heart was filled with emotions that he couldn't express.

Consummation?

Why consummation?

He only stayed with Baicheng for three years, and let the other party know the existence of the system and the tasks released. Baicheng already knew that everything was fake, and there was no one around him. The only one, Yang Qing, was because of the system tasks. stayed with him.He blocked people from sulfuric acid in vain, loved people in vain, and lived that life in vain.

With such an ending, Su Ying couldn't imagine how Baicheng would be consummated. The only thing he could think of was the seven years of letters he left behind and the phrase "Happy New Year" on each letter.

In fact, he really wanted to ask Baicheng: How cheap are you, that a fake "Happy New Year" can satisfy you?Zhou Bei and Zhao Guo were loved by him throughout the whole process, so it is understandable that they could end with a smile on their face, but you Baicheng, what did I do to make you consummated?Is it just sleeping with the salary as a job for three years?Just those greeting cards left for revenge?Just the perfunctory four-character "Happy New Year"?

What on earth do you have to satisfy?

With such doubts in mind, he met Fang Yi who was also crippled and his body was ruined by sulfuric acid.As if to save him trouble, after only getting along for two days, Fang Yibian went to jail, and when he was about to come out, it was already ten years, and he was only a few months away from death.

In the end, if it wasn't for the sudden awakening, he almost missed the last second of Fang Yi's life in his sleep.Later the doctor told him that sometimes Fang Yi would tell him that he was a drag and that it would be nice if he died earlier, but sometimes he didn’t want to die, fearing that if he died, he would never have such a good life again. No more mutes.

Su Ying had been silent for ten years in her previous life, and never showed "give up" in front of Fang Yi. She insisted on visiting the prison for nine years. In Fang Yi's heart, he will always abandon him, give up on him, the kind of "giving up" that the two will never meet again even if they die or reincarnate.

He didn't know if this was the influence left by abandoning Baicheng to the task target, and he didn't want to think deeply about it.But in the end, he still compromised.

When he saw Yang Fei standing in front of him, but didn't dare to take a step forward, only waved to him from a distance, and said "Hi" timidly and shyly to him, he knew—he had to accept his fate.

He had to admit that when Fang Yi said to him in a daze, "Yang Qingze, I miss you so much" after being rescued, he was already finished.

His resistance failed.

But now, Baicheng knew what he wanted, and reappeared in front of him, standing in front of him with a younger and more beautiful image, with eyes full of liking and love that were about to overflow.Courtship fearlessly, unabashedly, frankly.

"Baicheng."

"Lin Shu, what are you talking about?" Yang Fei asked with some doubts, with a habitual smile on his face.Just asking, he turned sideways, opened the door, and puffed out his chest confidently.He didn't care too much about what Su Ying said, he was still completely immersed in the excitement of showing Su Ying the house he had cleaned.

"Come in quickly!" He stretched out his hand to pull Su Ying in, but he raised his hand halfway, and suddenly remembered that Lin Shu didn't like physical contact, so he paused for a second in the air and was about to put it down.

Su Ying took his hand and smiled at him: "Okay."

It was a focused and gentle smile, so focused that he felt that there was no room for anyone in his eyes, and so gentle that his heart stopped beating suddenly, and his eyes became sore.

He quickly showed a big smile, narrowed his eyes, and firmly held the warm palm and pulled him in: "Come on, come in."

Su Ying was dragged into the house by him, and as soon as he entered the door, he smelled a fresh fragrance.Looking at it again, the floor that was covered with dust and dust yesterday has become spotless, and the wooden floor that was still somewhat moldy last night is now so clean that people are embarrassed to step on it, and the dusty wallpaper seems to have been swept. , dining room, chairs, window sills, glass, utensils...everything is clear, bright and neat.

The door that was closed yesterday, as if by magic, was open.

The room is not big, there is only a bed, a desk, a chair, and three or four cardboard boxes full of things on the wall.The bed was covered with a light blue sheet with no wrinkles at all, and a blue plaid quilt in the shape of a tofu block was placed in the center.There is a desk by the window, on which are neatly stacked two stacks of books, some stationery, an old desk lamp, and two little yellow-haired lion dolls head to head.

Very ordinary bedroom.If there is anything special, there is a full-length mirror about one meter wide and two meters high on the wall next to the bed.

"Please sit down!" Yang Fei hurriedly moved the chair beside the desk, walking not fast along the way.

Su Ying saw that his legs and feet were weak, and asked him, "Does your leg hurt this morning?"

"It doesn't hurt!" Yang Fei shook his head.

Su Ying: "You repeat."

Yang Fei thought about the question that Su Ying asked him four or five times last night, pursed his lips, put the chair behind his feet, scratched his head in embarrassment, hesitated for a long time, and said, "It doesn't hurt too much."

It's not too painful. I walked more easily last night than today, but now I'm basically moving hard.After thinking about it, Su Ying didn't correct him again. He put the bag he brought on the bench, and took out a small glass jar ten centimeters high, which contained the good medicinal wine he had someone buy.

"This is medicinal wine. You can use it to massage your painful area these few days. Don't force it. Just dip your hands in the wine or use a cotton swab to rub on the painful area repeatedly." Su Ying said, and took out another one. thing.

It's a small plastic bag that contains...

Su Ying: "This is a set of autumn clothes and johns for you."

Yang Fei: "..."

Seeing that Yang Fei's face turned red all of a sudden, Su Ying smiled: "It's not that you didn't look good in what you wore yesterday, it looked good, but it was too thin. I bought this to keep warm. If you are young, you should wear thick clothes." Just a little, so as not to hurt your legs when you get old, and your body..." As he spoke, he suddenly got stuck, remembering that Yang Fei's remaining lifespan is only ten years, and he will be 22 this year. Even if he lives to death, he will only be 32. He will never die. It won't grow old either.

For a moment, the mood that had just been relieved suddenly sank again.

Yang Fei was nervous and didn't pay attention to these details. He was shy but happy: "Do you really want to send me?"

"Yeah. I brought them all, do you want to wear them?"

"Now?" Yang Fei couldn't help the smile on his face, "You actually gave me long johns, Lin Shu, you are so different from before!"

"What's the difference?" Su Ying asked.

"You used to not like to talk, and you didn't like to laugh." Yang Fei hugged the new long johns, laughed happily a few times, then squatted down to touch the glass bottle on the chair, because the other hand was holding the autumn trousers. He didn’t dare to take the bottle with his hands because he was afraid of slipping and falling, so he just reached out and touched the bottle cap cherishingly, then stood up and said energetically, “Thank you for giving me the medicinal wine. Just looking at it makes my legs not hurt at all!"

When he was in high spirits, his eyes seemed to be shining, and the smile on his face lifted Su Ying's heart high.

"Lin Shu, you are so kind to me, I am so happy."

"Just be happy." Su Ying looked at him with a smile, "Just tell me what else you want, and I will buy it for you in the future."

Hearing what he said, Yang Fei was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed again: "No, I've had enough, you give me long johns and I'll wear them well, every day, uh, at most Wear it every other day, because you still have to wash it." He rubbed his head and giggled.

"Wear it every day, and I'll give you two more tomorrow, so you can wear it differently." Su Ying picked up the medicinal wine and put it on a small cabinet next to the desk that is not exposed to the sun. , Insist on massaging to be effective. You moved too much yesterday, and it may hurt for a week or two. Be careful what you do in the future, otherwise the pain will be yours, no matter how uncomfortable I am, I can't help you."

When he spoke, he spoke neither fast nor slow, and his tone was quite familiar and natural, as if he was speaking to an old friend or family member whom he had known for many years, a little rambling, with Yang Fei's incomprehensible intimacy.

When Yang Fei didn't know how to react, he usually exaggerated.He yelled "Wow", and smiled until his teeth bared: "Lin Shu, you are simply an angel sent by the gods in the sky, and you are so kind to me! You have really changed a lot, have you been abroad in the past two years? You have made new friends, and you have changed so much! I am so moved that I am about to cry, tears are about to flow!" As he spoke, he pretended to cry, and made a "woo hoo" sound from his mouth.

Su Ying hurt his eyes when he faked crying with the face of "Baicheng", and put his finger on the center of his eyebrows: "If you are moved, you can make a promise with your body, don't come to these useless things."

"..." I stopped crying for an instant.

"Why, you're not happy?" Su Ying leaned against the desk with her arms folded, looking at him intently.

"Wh, what do you mean?" Yang Fei's eyes flickered, and he pursed his lips and asked.

"Literally." Su Ying asked, "Don't you like me? You confessed to me two years ago, have you forgotten?"

How could Yang Fei forget.

When he confessed his love two years ago, he secretly folded a thousand stars for Lin Shu and filled eleven glass bottles.Then he wrote a love letter to Lin Shu without writing his name, put it in No. 11 bottles, and put all the bottles on Su Ying's table. When Wu Yang and Qian Xiaoxing asked, he said that he was a female classmate Sent, he helped pass it on.

He was never afraid of embarrassment, but when facing Lin Shu, he was too embarrassed to say that he did it himself.

He believed that Lin Shu could recognize his handwriting, and he also waited for Lin Shu to discover his friendship.Lin Shu didn't intend to read it at first and was going to throw it away, but he finally read it after being encouraged by him, and he still watched it in front of him.

After reading it, Lin Shu said something to him, in front of Wu Yang and Qian Xiaoxing, he said: "I will never like you in my life."

Then all the stars were thrown, also in his face.

Then, Lin Shu went abroad.

"Forget, forget, I don't remember what happened two years ago." Yang Fei rubbed his head and laughed, "By the way, did you eat breakfast? If you haven't eaten, I'll invite you to eat later. You haven't been back for two years, you must not know that our school has opened a very delicious steamed stuffed bun shop, it's much better than the one you ate before..."

Yang Fei didn't say any more, because he was kissed.

A shallow kiss, fleeting, but successfully blocked his chattering mouth.

At the place where his breath met, he heard his own incredible heartbeat.He took a step back abruptly, not even daring to lift his eyes, and kept the distance of two steps like when we first met yesterday, but he didn't have the courage to say "Hi" back then.

He thought he was dreaming.

Daydream.

In the dream, Lin Shu was saying to him, "You forgot, but I haven't."

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In fact, I still want to do two updates tomorrow, but I feel that this delayed update is hopeless...