Give the slag and accept the end

season finale

When Fang woke up, he saw the man who was holding his hand and fell asleep on the sofa.

The man is good looking.Good-looking eyes, good-looking eyebrows, good-looking nose, good-looking mouth, even the hair is smoother than others.He couldn't speak any elegant words, and he couldn't use any nice words. He only knew that among so many people he had met, this man was the one he liked the most.

From the first glance, when this man was a tall, thin, black and dry migrant worker, he thought the man was good-looking, even though he couldn't figure out what was so good-looking, but he liked his face when he saw that face.Just one glance, this person's appearance was deeply imprinted in his heart.

But looking back, he never thought about having any intersection with this person.Even if he is just a small migrant worker, he is [-] times better than a beggar like him who eats and sleeps in the open and walks thousands of miles on his knees.Regardless of being decent or not, at least there is still the ability to stand and the dignity to live.Unlike a person like him, even if he looks at others a few more times, others will find him unlucky.

Years of begging has given him a deep understanding of what is human nature, what is class, what is pain, and what is fate.

It's human nature that someone who has nothing to do with you can drag you off, chop up, bruise and throw you on the street begging for money for him.You want to escape, but you don't even have legs.

Class is when you give up your dignity and kowtow hundreds of people on your knees. What you can get in exchange is only a few cents for the change that other children bought candy.If you don't want to knock it, sorry, you don't even have a few cents.

What about the pain?

Don't say anything.

As for what fate is, he thought, he already knew after the knife in his hand dropped and when Wen Xiuli pulled his hand away with tears in her eyes.Life is like this, and there is no one to blame.He didn't blame Wen Xiuli, he only blamed his seven-year-old self for being disobedient, and endured it as soon as he could bear it, why did he get out of the car?If he didn't get out of the car, he wouldn't be abducted by Fang Xing, wouldn't be what he is now, wouldn't be disabled, and wouldn't be a murderer.

Maybe everything would have been different if he hadn't turned into a murderer.

Fang Yi's finger moved slightly, hooking the tip of the man's little finger.His hand was wrapped by the man's hand, that hand was very warm, as if holding his heart in the palm of his hand, it was almost melted.

Since the last rescue, the man has been holding his hand to sleep, and every time before going to sleep, he will gesture to him over and over again: Don't worry, sleep if you want, I will always be with you.

To a critically ill patient who could easily fall asleep, these words seemed like cursing him to death, but seeing the seriousness of the man, he didn't think so.

But what else could it be?He dare not think.It's like he never dared to think about himself, who doesn't even want his biological parents, who is a cruel and perverted murderer in the eyes of the world, what is it worth plotting to make this man who has only known him for two days approach him for ten years? , wait for him, pay for him.

Growing up begging on the street, he knows human nature best. There are bad things for no reason, but never good things for no reason.Human nature is inherently evil, so guide it with good deeds.

It's just that this kindness came too late, too late.Even if it was earlier, one day earlier, everything would not be like this.This was probably fate. On the second day after he killed someone, he met this person who made him regret his whole life.How much he wished that this person would not show up, how much he wished that he could leave in a completely dirty way, not like now.

When he was in prison, every time he heard the prison guard say that a friend came to visit his cell, his fellow inmates would encourage him: "Go and see him, how many times have I been here, and you haven't seen him once. blessing."

He told his inmates: "I don't know him, he is not my friend."

None of the inmates believed it.If it's not a friend, then it has to be a family member, otherwise, who would like to go to prison twice a month and keep throwing money and things in.Seeing that his inmates didn't believe him, he didn't explain much. Anyway, he just didn't want to meet people.It's useless to meet, it's just a stranger, who comes for a month or two, not a year or two.

Later, the man really came for a year in a row.

The inmate said: "You have nothing to say now, and you said that you are not a relative or friend, no one has the leisurely heart to visit you twice a month. There is nothing you can't think about when you are young. It is better to have someone to visit you than no one. how are you."

The inmate is not young, and he is also in prison for murder.When he was young, his ex-girlfriend was raped to death by a lunatic. Because the other party had a history of mental illness, he couldn't be sentenced.

"Like me, no one has come to see it for more than ten years, and sometimes it's a bit boring." The inmate said with a smile.He was an orphan. He had no father or mother since he was a child, and he had to work hard to make ends meet. He finally got a girlfriend. Later, when he was about to get married, because he couldn't pay the bride price, he was finally beaten by the other parents. This happened to my girlfriend.

After the sentence came out, nothing happened to the lunatic, and he paid hundreds of thousands of dollars and let it go.He couldn't accept the result, so he took a machete and chopped the man down in the street. It is said that most of the people who saw that scene were forced to undergo psychological intervention. One can imagine how scary the scene was.

After Fang Yi asked him, he didn't regret it. After all, the woman was dead, but he lost his life like that.

The inmate shook his head: "She has been waiting for me for five years. I can't afford to marry her, but in my heart, she is already my woman. Anyone who is willing to wait for you for five years to be with you It’s not easy, five years is not short.” After that, he paused, and added, “I used to feel inferior and didn’t believe that she loved me, but I realized later that time is such a precious thing. If a person can spend five years waiting for another person, then this person will definitely love you no matter what relationship he has with you."

"Are there any exceptions?" Fang Yi asked.

"Is that all you want to be the exception?"

Fang Yi stopped talking, and quietly looked at the sign language book and comic books sent by the person outside as usual, flipping through them page by page.That man, he thought, was an exception.

And it was this person who he had always considered an exception, after waiting for him for one year, two years, three years, four years, and it was almost the fifth year, that person stopped coming.

There was no sign of it, and it was impossible to say that it would not come.The last time I came here, I heard from the prison guards that the man came in the snow, wearing a black turtleneck sweater and a down jacket, his ears were red from the cold, and he was carrying a small insulated rice bucket with The best is the noodles cooked by himself.

That time the man didn't ask for a meeting, he just told the prison guard to give him a face, and then left.That noodle was really delicious, it was so delicious that he burst into tears.

For some reason, he had a premonition at that time that the man would not come again.Sure enough, that person didn't come back for the next year.

That person...he later asked the prison guard his name, and the prison guard said that the former name on his ID card was Wang Daqiu, but he changed his name to Su Ying two years ago. He didn't know how to write the word "Ying", and the prison guard taught him.

The prison guard said that Su Ying was very powerful and started out by selling paintings, but after four years, he has become a business genius by relying on superb operations. Ying just didn't move, insisting on staying in this small city.

The prison guard also secretly told him that if it weren't for Su Ying, his life in prison would not be so easy, but he didn't know good and bad, so he drove him away.

But it's better to walk now, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain.

"If you're in our line of business, you know it too well. You'll know it after you've seen it a lot. What kind of family, friendship and love are nothing in front of time."

Fang Yi thought so too.Even if the sentence is commuted, it will take more than ten years. Who can afford to wait?

Thinking about it this way, it seems that there is nothing unacceptable.He thought that his own behavior was calm enough, and that the man who had forgotten his appearance after four years hadn't seen him had much influence in his heart, until a year later, the prison guards sent news of that man's visit to the prison again, The moment the tears came down, he realized how long he had been deceiving himself.

Don't care about anything, it's all fake.

His parents also visited him often in the first year, and he also rejected them, but within a year, there was no news of them visiting the prison again. Occasionally, he didn't see him, and the other party didn't insist. Then there will be no more.The two already had their own families, and they could live well without him.

Who else in this world really remembers him?Only the one who has only known each other for two days.He still remembers when he fell, the hand that the man quickly put on the back of his head; he still remembers the figure of the man standing in front of him when he was being bullied; He was sweating and didn't put him down; it was also him who rushed over desperately when he was finally taken away by the police.

Fang Yi often thinks, why should he be so nice to someone he has only known for two days?

He didn't know, and never asked.Even after he was released from prison because of cancer and Su Ying took him around to see a doctor, spending countless money and taking countless expensive medicines, he never asked.Looking at Su Ying who was running around for him, accompanying him every day, and taking care of him personally, he often felt that he was having a dream, a dream that would wake up sooner or later.When he wakes up, he will find that he is still on the iron bed in prison, nothing has changed, and there is no one waiting for him.

This feeling has become more and more intense recently, especially the last time when he was pushed to the emergency room for rescue when he was dying, he seemed to be in another space when he saw Su Ying dragging the suitcase and telling him He said "take care" and left, never to return.He waited in the house alone for a long time, but before Su Ying suddenly turned around, he died alone in the end.

After the dream woke up, he was also rescued.When he opened his eyes, his mind was a little confused, but when he saw Su Ying beside him, he smirked twice in a daze, and said inexplicably, "I miss you so much, Yang Qingze".

The moment he finished speaking, he saw Su Ying's expression change.That expression is not crying, not crying, not smiling, not very good-looking.It's just that Su Ying's hand holding him became tighter, and he touched his head with inexplicable emotions in his eyes.

These were actually told to him by the doctor later, but he himself could not remember clearly.He didn't care about the content of what he said, he just thought it was talking in his sleep.

That rescue has been done countless times, and every time he thought he was going to die, but he came back to life.But in fact, he is not really afraid of death. Anyway, it is so uncomfortable to live, and it doesn't matter if he dies.But every time he saw Su Ying frowning and often asked the doctor what he should pay attention to when taking care of him, he thought, it would be good if he could live for two more days, and if he died, he would never see Su Ying again.

Take another look while you can still open your eyes.

The sunlight gradually became stronger, and even the curtains couldn't block the bright heat, but Fang Yi, who was covered with a thick quilt on the bed, couldn't feel it. His vest was cold, and his body seemed to be filled with lead.There was an oxygen tube inserted in his nose, but his breathing became more and more difficult, and it became extremely difficult to even open his mouth.

"Di, di, di, di, di." The electronic voice suddenly accelerated.

Su Ying was still lying on the bed, still soundly asleep.He was so tired that he couldn't sleep for days.

Fang Yi's eyes gradually became numb, and his eyelids drooped uncontrollably. He couldn't hear clearly, and his vision began to blur.He thought that he might not wait for Su Ying to wake up, and thinking that this farewell was a farewell, he used all his strength to bend his fingers to hook Su Ying's hand.

The tears in the corners of his eyes flowed down uncontrollably, and the vision in front of him became narrower and narrower.He could feel his breathing rate decrease every time, and there was a sound of pushing the door, maybe the doctor came in.

Su Ying, are you awake?

If you wake up, can you answer a question for me?Just one question, I've wanted to ask you for a long time.

As if answering his words, the hand holding him suddenly tightened.

"Drip --" the person on the bed closed his eyes.

If there is a next life, can we meet again?

Before losing contact with this world, Fang Yi suddenly had hallucinations, he saw...a butterfly on his lips.

If I can see you again in my next life, I will definitely meet you decently and cleanly

It's okay if you don't want to see me

I will watch over you in the most beautiful place

When you pass by, I'll tell you

Hi.

(Extra)

A fool has always been a fool, but unlike Fang Yi, he has always been a lucky fool.Whether it was when he was with Lu Jun, when he was raised by Xian Guoqiang, or when he was begging with Fang Yi later, he was very lucky. This may be because stupid people have stupid blessings.

In the ten years after he left with Lu Jun, he still thought of Fang Yi at first, but later he never saw anyone, and he forgot after a long time.It should be said that the people around thought he forgot.He didn't mention Fang Yi anymore, and he didn't think about Fang Yi any more. He didn't seem to remember anything. He called Lu Junzhanglin "brother and sister-in-law" all day long, and smiled while holding his nephew carefully. .He lives in his own pure world and thinks nothing.

Until one day, he overheard the conversation between his brother and his sister-in-law.

"Hey, Fang Yi died as soon as we left."

"Do you think we should tell Shao'er about this?"

"Stop talking, he forgot."

"That's right, so that he won't be sad when he thinks about it."

When the fool heard this, he didn't know why, and suddenly burst into tears.He suddenly ran downstairs and ran in one direction. He didn't know where he was going, but he just wanted to run, crying and screaming.

The passers-by were so frightened by him that they stepped aside on both sides of the road, recognized him as a foolish painter with sharp eyes, and quickly raised their mobile phones to take a video of his rampage and posted it on the Internet.

The fool ran extremely fast, and disappeared after a while.After a while, Lu Jun followed up from behind, seeing that there was no one to be found, he hurriedly pulled passers-by and asked, "Did you see..."

Before he finished speaking, passers-by hurriedly said: "I saw it, I saw it, he ran in that direction." Lu Jun thanked him in a hurry and followed.He has already lost his brother once, but he can't lose him a second time.

Since I came back at noon, the weather has not been very good.The big sun was covered by clouds, and after a while, the sky was full of clouds, and they were pressing on the top of the head. There were several "rumbling" thunders, and the raindrops fell.In just a few minutes, a thin layer of water accumulated on the road surface, and the cars came and went, "thrilling" rolling out layers of water.

The streets that used to be crowded with people were suddenly empty and there were no people there. The rain came suddenly, and few people were prepared. Now, most of the umbrellas on the road are parasols.Everyone was amazed, saying that it seemed that the sky would not be sunny for a while.The house of KFC McDonald's was full of people who came to shelter from the rain. Looking out through the window, a man ran past, and after a while, another man ran past.

When the fool stopped running tired, he was blinded by the pouring rain.He stood there panting for a long time, waiting for Lu Jun who was behind his forehead to also run up, and then straightened up.

Lu Jun asked, "What are you doing here?"

The fool turned his head, feeling a little dazed: "Brother."

"You came here..." Lu Jun took a breath and asked the fool, "Did you miss Fang Yi?"

"Fang Yi?"

"Didn't you remember? Didn't you remember what you were doing here?" Lu Jun took a deep breath and looked around.

This place is full of high-rise buildings, and it has been built into a beautiful and high-end residential area. The desolate scene of ten years ago has long been lost.The rows of bungalows had long since been moved to flat floors, and the mud-pocketed ground had been filled with cement and paved with marble.From time to time, luxury cars drive into the neighborhood, and occasionally a man in formal clothes stretches his arm out of the small checkered security booth, gesticulating at him.

Ten years have passed, things have changed.

The fool stared blankly at everything in front of him, and blinked his red eyes.According to his age, he is already in his 30s, but according to his mind, he is still as pure and white as ten, 20, or 30 years ago.

"Shao'er?"

The fool sniffed: "Brother, I'm hungry."

"What to eat?"

"Sugar pancakes."

I can't remember you anymore, but your existence has left traces in my life.

After Fang Yi died, Su Ying buried him in an exceptionally beautiful cemetery.The cemetery was very meticulously repaired, and the tombstone alone cost tens of thousands. Jasmine was planted around the cemetery, and when the weather was warm, it would always bloom extraordinarily beautiful flowers.

Su Ying did not hold a funeral for Fang Yi, but there were many people who came on the day of the burial: Lu Jun, Lu Shao, Zhang Lin, Feng Qing, the warden, one of Fang Yi's inmates, the attending doctor, and a follower. Fang Yiba is the one who can't be hit - Feng Bao.Except for Feng Qing and Feng Bao, the rest of the people left after roughly worshiping. Lu Shao didn't want to leave at first, but was dragged away by force.

"I came here on behalf of my mother," Feng Bao said.

Su Ying knelt down and burned paper for Fang Yi without even looking at him.

"My mother's mental state has just improved recently, and she doesn't hurt herself so much, so I didn't dare to tell her about it, because I was afraid she wouldn't be able to accept it."

Su Ying still ignored him, and the people around him also ignored him, just standing quietly.

Feng Bao also knelt down and wanted to burn paper for Fang Yi, but was slapped open by Su Ying.Feng Qing stood aside, and said: "At the beginning, if she had any conscience, she shouldn't have denied Fang Yi. Now that she is self-harming, so what if she committed suicide. Her son is gone."

"Where are you going to get it? No matter what my mother does, she still dares to call Fang Yi for her son and tell me about it, but what about you? How dare you tell your current wife and children, you Was the former son a murderer? Hypocrisy."

At first Feng Qing wanted to recognize Fang Yi, but was stopped by Wen Xiuli, who said a lot of things.Feng Qing tossed and turned all night, and was almost moved by Wen Xiuli's words, but in the end, his conscience still persisted, and he still thought about the innocent and cute child. After dawn, he made up his mind to bring Fang back, but he didn't want to, But one more night of hesitation, everything is too late.

The horrifying murderer in the news turned out to be the son he had just found.

He didn't tell anyone about it, and after crying in court, it was over.In the following ten years, I went to see Fang Yi once in a while, and when Fang didn't see him, he just let it go.He wanted face the most, accepting that his son became a disabled beggar had already exhausted all his determination, and he really couldn't accept that his son would become a murderer in the blink of an eye the next day.

It wasn't until Fang Yi died that he dared to release all the grief he had accumulated.But the grief at this time is nothing more than what Feng Bao said, it is nothing more than belated regrets and false tears.

The two bickered in front of Fang Yi's grave, which angered Su Ying.Su Ying couldn't speak, so he simply grabbed the two of them and threw them out of the cemetery.Only when he was left alone did he finally calm down, even the birdsong was very clear.

He didn't close his eyes for a few days, he was a little tired, and leaned against Fang Yi's grave to doze off.Dimly, he seemed to hear Fang Yi's voice——

"If there is a next life, can we meet again?"

If you still want to see me in your next life.

【Congratulations to the host for successfully completing the mission. This world mission is coming to an end. You can choose to leave this world immediately or stay. 】

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