Give the slag and accept the end

The doctor brought the fool into the clinic and treated the wound.

The idiot didn't know how to be patient, he would move around when it hurts, howling and crying, the doctor couldn't help it, and finally got two nurses to press his head, and it took half an hour to barely heal the wound. Finished.

"Keep pressing, and you need a tetanus shot." The doctor was so loud that his brain ached. After instructing the nurse, he turned to Su Ying and asked, "Is he allergic to tetanus?"

Su Ying typed three words on the phone: I don't know.

"Then do a skin test, wait a minute..."

The doctor was talking, Fang Yi suddenly interrupted him: "How much is an injection?"

"15 yuan." The doctor stood up and went to the water dispenser, took a paper cup, poured a glass of water and put it on the table, "This is because he is not allergic, if he is allergic, he will call more than 100 yuan, which is expensive However, it is best for Gui to also have a shot. Although the wound on his head is not deep, it is still a large area, and the wound is dirty, and the wound is on the head. You should pay more attention to it. Although the chance of contracting tetanus is not high, but……"

Speaking of which, the doctor stopped talking and pushed the water in front of Su Ying: "Drink more water, it's summer, I think your mouth is a little pale, and the high temperature has been going on for the past few days, don't suffer from heat stroke." After that, he said to the other party, "If you want to drink, you can pour it yourself. There are also paper cups in the cabinet under the water dispenser."

Fang Yi said, "Give him a skin test first, and see if he is allergic."

The doctor sneered: "I won't give you allergies?"

There are always some people who would rather die with the money than spend it on their own medical treatment. Some people couldn't survive without that luck, so in the end, when they were about to die, they took out all the money and stuffed it into the hands of the doctor, crying and begging for help.

Can it be saved?Some can, some can't.But regardless of whether it is possible or not, the last stroke alone is enough to quickly squander all the wealth accumulated before.

The doctor ordered the nurse to come and do a skin test.

The idiot seemed to be particularly afraid of sharp things like needles, and he withdrew his hand several times before the needle touched it.I used to howl when I was in pain, except that I felt that he was noisy, but now it was just an injection, but I was so frightened that everything was wrong: I didn’t howl or howl, but the fear in my eyes made me feel uncomfortable. Unforgettable.

"Don't be afraid, it doesn't hurt."

As soon as the nurse's comforting voice came out, the tears in the fool's eyes fell down all of a sudden.Although he was dressed in dirty and tattered clothes, he was still good-looking, and he was very pitiful when he cried, sobbing softly to ask the nurse sister not to poke him.Seeing his stupid appearance, the nurse inevitably felt compassion, comforted him softly, and coaxed him with the usual coaxing method like giving a child a needle.

"It's like being bitten by an ant. Do you know how small the ant is? It's so small, it doesn't hurt at all. Really, do you believe my sister?"

The idiot cried and nodded.

"Then you close your eyes, I say start, you just count to three, that's all."

The fool closed his eyes obediently, and counted silently when the nurse said "start".The skin test is a matter of a few seconds. The nurse moved carefully and quickly, and it really didn't hurt to insert it. She said that the needle had already penetrated the skin at the beginning, and when the needle tube was withdrawn, the idiot hadn't counted to three.

"Is it not painful?" The nurse smiled.

"Yeah." With tears in his eyes, the idiot grinned, his nose dripping down, looking very funny.The nurse quickly pulled some paper for him and asked him to wipe it off. While wiping it, he said foolishly, "It turns out that being bitten by ants really doesn't hurt."

The doctor stood by and looked at him and laughed: "You idiot."

Fang Yi watched from the side, clenched his fist unconsciously, and deformed the 200 yuan in his hand.

What's so funny, what's so funny!What the hell are you laughing at!

Shut up!Shut up!Shut up!Shut up!

Why are you all so happy?What is there to be happy about?What a joke!Who are you laughing at?laugh at me?

Don't laugh, don't laugh!Kill you with laughter again!kill you!

I don't know if it's because of the protruding emotions, Fang Yi's only remaining eyes suddenly went dark, his brain buzzed, and his ears were suddenly covered, as if covered by something.The pores of the whole body opened instantly, and the sweat scrambled to seep out of the skin. The already yellowish face became darker, and the skin of the mouth turned pale at a speed visible to the naked eye.

In just a moment, he lost a little strength, as if someone had strangled his neck, almost suffocated, and the hand holding the money unconsciously let go.He tried to use his hands to support the ground, but it was useless to support the palms on the ground. It was the arms that were weak. The weight of the body was on the arms. Fall over.

Seeing this, Su Ying, who had been watching Fang Yi, hurried over to help him when he fell down, but before he had time, he fell to the ground, and even the skateboard turned over and slid to the side.

"Boom!" There was a muffled sound as he knocked his head on the concrete floor.

A second before Fang Yi fainted, he saw the worried and anxious look on the face of the meddling mute: tightly furrowed brows, lips that opened their mouths to say something but made no sound.He held him in his arms and pinched him with his hands. His whole body was numb. He couldn't feel any pain, but he could feel the other person's body temperature.

Ah, that's what it feels like to be hugged.

When he chose to commit suicide to leave the previous world, Su Ying had already made up his mind that no matter what happened in this world, he would never touch the task object again.

The biggest failure in the last world was that he overestimated his self-control, thinking that he could resist the control of the system, and would not be affected in any way even if he stayed by Baicheng's side. Of course, the result of overconfidence is not good.When he finally left, even he himself couldn't tell whether those messy emotions were because he was controlled by the system or because he was really emotional.

When he left Baicheng, the last words he said kept him in his heart.

【You said, is this world real? 】

【Zhou Bei, Zhao Guo and I are all alone, and all the quest targets are alone, and you are just a... person who does the quest. 】

[Who gave you the task, is it the system?What is its task for you?is it close to me?It should be, you, Su Yin, and Wu Yu were all sent to get close to me, maybe there are other requirements, such as never leaving me, right? 】

[Did I guess right?Right.Otherwise, how could you say 'won't leave' to me? Look at the ghostly look I have now. My hair is gone, my eyes are gone, my face is rotten, like a ghost, even I saw myself I feel like vomiting.If it wasn't for the mission, how could you kiss me and make love to me?If it wasn't for the task, I might have vomited early.

】

【Enough, I know all of this is fake. 】

【Walk. 】

[Let's go. 】

So, he left.

After leaving Baicheng, Su Ying thought more than once that if Baicheng pretended to know nothing about it, he might not leave, maybe just like Zhou Bei and Zhao Guoshi, with Zhou Bei and Zhao Guoshi. Baicheng lived like that.

Take a step back, if on the day of leaving, Baicheng chased him out and said "don't go" to him, or dragged him back without saying anything, then he would not leave.After all, Baicheng rescued him and blocked him from acid, so he should take care of him in a reasonable way.

Copper City does not.

How he lived the remaining seven years, Su Ying didn't know.

How he died with a smile on his face, Su Ying didn't know.

What Su Ying knew was that when he saw Fang Yi taking off his clothes and revealing his body splashed with sulfuric acid, when he touched Fang Yi's trouser leg with a sponge in it, when the doctor checked Fang Yi's whole body and told him When there might be something wrong with Fang Yi's eyes, he couldn't help thinking of Baicheng, and the last time they met: the ugly old man staggered out after him, and when he was about to get close, he turned around in a panic. He turned his head away, and the only remaining eye was filled with unknowing tears. He didn't say a word, but it seemed like he said a lot.

The same injury, the same blind eye, the same lame leg.

Is the old man hating him for leaving early?I still feel that he will not recognize him, so I have to tell him in this way in this world: Take care, I am Baicheng.

It's a bit too much.

"Fortunately, he fainted in the clinic. If he fainted outside due to high temperature and low blood sugar, he would go into shock and die if he didn't keep it well. This baby's blood pressure is very low, he is severely malnourished, and his development is not very good. He looks fifteen or sixteen. They are still a few years older." The doctor looked at Su Ying who was holding Fang Yi's hand and frowning, and said, "A few years ago, beggars like this were everywhere, but after the urban planning and rectification, this kind of begging gang was severely cracked down. After a few years, several organizations that trafficked and persecuted children for begging were dismantled. There are not too many disabled people going to the streets. Occasionally, there are one or two that don't affect the city's appearance so much. This child is still good, as long as But with a broken leg and some scars on his body, at least one leg and two hands are fine, and his face is fine."

The nurse on the side also echoed: "Yes, I have seen deformed hands and feet a few years ago. Limbs are completely broken. I can't walk, I can't eat, and I can only live by human traffickers. That is miserable."

Another young nurse became angrier the more she heard it, and spat, "Those who do these things are all beasts! It's not enough to go down to eighteen levels of hell!"

"Everyone has his own life." As he said that, the doctor sighed, then looked at the fool who was playing with himself, like a fool who didn't understand anything, and asked Su Ying: "By the way, I heard you talking before... ... Listening to what you said to him on the phone, you just met today?"

Su Ying nodded.

"Then you are really a kind-hearted person. Forget it. Considering that these two children and you are not very old, I can count it as a good deed. Today's medicine money will not be charged. Now the disabled are looking for a job. It’s really not easy to make a living. You should keep the money yourself, buy some food and drink, and don’t skimp on life too much. Otherwise, you will be like this kid, and you will faint when you say it. There are also cases of sudden death among young people. Pay attention to yourself This." The doctor took out the 100 yuan that Su Ying gave him earlier and stuffed it back into Su Ying's hand.

Su Ying pushed twice but failed to accept the money.One is that he himself really has no money now, and he really needs money to barely survive for a few days. The other is that this doctor seems to be a person with personality, and it would be boring to push around with such a person.

He typed a line on his mobile phone: Doctor, I have written down your kindness, and when I make money, I will definitely come back to repay you.

The doctor looked at the screen of the broken mobile phone that was stretched out, and sneered: "Repay what? You have nothing to do with them, and they should repay, but I think this baby... oh, forget it. You put him Help him up and give him some sugar water."

After the glucose injection, Fang Yi immediately moved his eyeballs twice, and became conscious.His whole body was as heavy as a lump of iron in the water, cold sweat slid down the side of his forehead, and he gasped for a long time with his mouth open before barely regaining some strength.

He heard the doctor mumbling something, as if he was talking about him, but he didn't have the energy to get angry, he just felt hungry, so hungry that he would curl up all over.Only then did he remember that he had only taken a white flour bun at noon, but because the fool was hungry, he gave the bun to him, and he didn't eat it himself, but the fool still thought his bun was not sugar.

The doctor said to the nurse: "I still have a box of biscuits in the drawer, go and get them for him to eat."

"it is good."

Fang Yi felt weak all over, and his consciousness was fuzzy.

Dimly in his ear, he heard a mechanical female voice: "It does matter, the next one will be my family. If I repay you, it is equal to them repaying you."

The doctor didn't care too much about repayment or non-repayment. A beggar, a fool, or a young migrant worker who is as thin as ribs, how much can repayment be repaid?He only thought of himself as a good deed, and didn't take Su Ying's words to heart at all.

After all, it was only a kindness of more than 100 yuan.

Oh no, more than 200 yuan.

The fool's skin test failed and he was allergic, so he was given an expensive injection.The nurse still coaxed him to give him the injection as before, but this time it took more than three seconds. The idiot moved and his butt was stabbed green. The pain made him scream, and the nurse had to give him two injections. It was the chewing gum that coaxed him away.

It took Fang Yi a lot of effort to climb onto his skateboard and sit down on his knees. During this period, Su Ying wanted to help him, but he opened his hand ignorantly.

When he was leaving, Fang left 200 yuan: "Drug fee, thank you doctor."

A total of 170, 22 left.After getting the change, under the doctor's interested expression, he pushed open the glass door and slid away on his skateboard.The idiot is his follower, seeing him go, shouting "Fang Fangyi" and hastily followed him.

Su Ying nodded and greeted the doctor. Seeing the four scarlet words "task object" gradually disappearing above Fang Yi's head, he took a deep breath and followed.

The place where Fang Yi lives can be regarded as the edge of the city, about three kilometers away from the overpass. It usually takes him nearly an hour and a half to come here on a skateboard. The most powerful part up and down is his arm.

In winter, he seldom travels so far to beg, basically once every three days, and usually when it is warm at noon, he runs out once to pick up garbage and sell it for money.When he came out, he would carry the small speaker at home and go to flyovers and crowded places to sell singing and flute. Many kind-hearted people would give him a few dollars to show sympathy because he was still "performing" in cold weather.

It’s more convenient in summer, when you come out with a broken stereo, or just bring a flute, sleep on the side of the road, in the park, or on the bus station square when you’re tired and don’t want to go back, so you don’t have to worry about being frozen when you fall asleep If he dies, he is not afraid of anyone coming to make trouble for him, a dirty beggar.But just in case, he also keeps a fruit knife hidden in his bag.

In today's society, because liars are rampant and urban management patrols irregularly, a pure beggar can no longer ask for too much money. Only by showing some talent can people think that he is self-reliant and not a liar.For this reason, he went to learn to sing and play the flute.

If you sing well and are lucky, you can have an income of 60 to 200 yuan a day. Occasionally, if you meet someone who is generous, you can earn □ □ [-] a day. It is even rarer to have more than [-] a day like today, at least not in this year But, unless you're lucky.

Today, the blessing of dragging the fool was lucky, but unfortunately, he met a dumb again.Before the money was warmed up in his hands, he was pulled away by the dumb to spend it.

Wasn't it just a broken skin on the head, so he needed anti-inflammatory and other injections. His leg was amputated and sulfuric acid was poured on his body, but he didn't go to the hospital.

Isn't he still alive and well?

Tch, it's the young master's life, it's the young master's life everywhere.

Su Ying followed Fang Yi and the idiot all the time, because as soon as Fang slid slowly, he walked slowly.The wheels groaned on the brick floor, like heavy luggage being dragged on the ground.

After walking for a while, Fang Yi might be tired, so he stopped to take a breath, and turned his head to see that Su Ying was still following him.

"Don't follow us." Fang Yi said.

Seeing that he had spoken, Su Ying bowed his head to type on the mobile phone, but Fang Yi didn't listen to him, turned his head and said to the idiot, "I can't slide anymore, pull me away." The knotted hemp rope was handed to the fool.

"Okay, I'll pull you!" It's not the first time the idiot has done this. In the past two months, he and Fang Yi have run countless times over the flyover, and he has volunteered to pull the donkey countless times. Familiar with the road.He took the hemp rope, pulled the big knot at the front, and dragged it backwards.

The pulley was very flexible, and it slid quickly as soon as it was pulled. The fool ran back and trotted, forgetting the pain in his head, and laughed: "Look at Fang Yi! I'm pulling fast!"

"Look at the road!" Fang Yi was caught off guard by him and nearly fell off the board, but saw a thick electric pole in front of him, and the idiot bumped straight into it, and the back of his injured head hit the pillar, causing him to let go of the pain. The hands that pulled the rope hugged their heads and squatted down.

The skateboard lost control and was thrown to one side, Fang Yi became unstable and was about to fall.Next to it is the stone steps in front of a small barber shop, if you touch it with your head, you will break the ladle.The moment he fell, Fang Yi couldn't help closing his eyes.

"Gurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...bang!"

Fang Yi tightly closed his eyes and fell his head, but the expected pain did not come.At the same time, there was a muffled grunt of pain from the side—it was the mute, and he put his hands under his head.

Not surprisingly, Su Ying's hand was crushed to the point of skin, and the back of his hand, which had no fleshy bones, slammed into the sharp corners of the steps. rolled up uncontrollably.Cold sweat broke out on the forehead, but he still endured the pain and helped Fang Yi up.

The idiot was still squatting on the side crying in pain, and people passing by looked back at them from time to time, maybe they thought it was a bit strange for such a grown-up to hug their heads and cry in the street.

After Fang came together, he pulled Su Ying's stiff hand and turned it over to look at it. When he saw it, he became angry and yelled at the fool: "Cry, cry, cry, you can do nothing but cry! Why don't you die !"

The back of Su Ying's hand was blue with blood and the skin was broken. Although no bleeding was considered serious, Fang Yi was still angry.

Sudden fire, uncontrollable emotions.His chest seemed to be suddenly burned by a big fire. When the fire burned above him, he could hardly breathe, and he had to hold his chest and pant heavily.There was a faint cramping pain in his chest, and a kind of anger that could not be vented occupied his mind, and numb black dots began to appear in front of his eyes again.

For a moment, he thought of blood again, thought of death, thought of... killing people.

Fang Yi's chest kept rising and falling, inhaling and exhaling like an asthma patient, Su Ying was frightened, and quickly supported his back with one hand to smooth his chest.He didn't have time to type, so he shook his head and mouthed to Fang Yi's eyes over and over again: It doesn't hurt, it's okay.

Su Ying hugged Fang Yi into his arms, patted him on the back, then pulled away, and smiled at him.

I'm fine, don't worry.

I don't know why, seeing the dumb man mouthing him over and over again, his mood miraculously calmed down quickly.The breathing rhythm slowly slowed down, and the blood rushing to the brain also gradually decreased, and the vision regained clarity again.

He stared at the corner of the mute's smiling lips with one good eye, and for some reason, he felt a strange feeling welling up in his heart.He didn't know what it was like, but he only knew that when he saw the mute again, he felt that it was not as obtrusive as before.

He watched the mute go to pick up the skateboard, put it next to him, continued to make two OK gestures with him, and made a mouth shape: I'm fine.

After all this was done, the mute went to the idiot's place, but the idiot was still crying, with a lot of tears and snot smeared on his arm.Su Ying was a little helpless, went over to look at his wound, found nothing serious, went to the shop next to the barbershop to buy wrapping paper, and took out one to blow his nose for the idiot.

The idiot didn't know what he meant, and looked at the paper in front of him with tears in his eyes, sobbing so hard.Su Ying had no choice but to spread out the paper and cover his nose. Now that the fool knew it, he started blowing with his hand, even after blowing two pieces of paper.He pulled the fool to stand up, and then returned to Fang Yi's side.

Fang Yi has already climbed onto his small skateboard and sat down.Su Ying pulled up the hemp rope on the front of the skateboard, tried to pull it a little bit, and after knowing how hard he needed to use it, he walked up to the idiot, patted him, pointed to the front, and then went back to pull Fang Yi's skateboard forward. .The idiot is not completely stupid, he still has the intelligence level of three or four years old, even after being scolded by Fang Yi, he knew that he had made a mistake, and followed him quietly all the way afterwards.

The special trio was walking on the road, and I don't know how many passers-by turned their heads.

It was a cool day after the rain, and the ground was so wet that it smelled of mud. Su Ying was walking in the front. He didn't know where the road was, so he just pulled forward.

But it doesn't matter if he doesn't know, someone will tell him.

"left."

"Turn right."

"Go straight."

……

An hour later, they came to a newly repaired concrete road.On both sides of the cement road is a ghost town that has just been built.

A few days ago, real estate speculation in the city was very hot, and houses were built everywhere. The houses were built all the way from the bustling area of ​​the city to the outskirts of the city, and then from the outskirts of the city to the wilderness where only a few elderly people live here.

Fang Yi lives here, in the wilderness.His house is on the edge of the ghost town. There is a row of small, dilapidated bungalows where there are piles of waste and rubbish. Several red circles have been drawn next to each other on the walls of the bungalows. Inside the circles is written a " Demolition" word.

Not far from the square is a mess of construction site waste, leftover wood and cement and the like, the smell is not bad, but the dust is heavy.There is a small piece of mud here, without bricks or cement. Usually, it is soil when you step on it. Today, it rains and it becomes mud.It might be very troublesome for Fang Yi to pass here.

Su Ying walked so fast that he stopped on the muddy ground and turned to look at Fang Yi, wanting to ask him how to get there, the skateboard must be difficult to pull.

"Thank you, it's all right here, thank you kind people." Fang Yi said.

"..." Su Ying didn't plan to leave yet.He took out his mobile phone and turned text to voice: "I'll take you back, which house is your house?"

"The one with the red door."

Su Ying took a look, only one of the houses in the row had a red iron door.He bent down to hug Fang Yi, this child was extremely thin, he estimated that he only weighed about eighty kilograms.In his current body, Wang Daqiu, a migrant worker, is also very thin, but he has worked on construction sites after all. He is thin, but he is lean. He often lifts heavy objects, and his strength is still very strong. There is no problem at all. .

He hugged Fang Yi and left first, and the idiot followed behind with a winking look on his skateboard.

A foot of muddy water trickled down to the red iron gate, which was now a concrete floor.He put down the next one, asked for the key, and he opened the door.Fang Yi didn't take it.

"It's enough to send it here, thank you kind people." Fang paused and said, "There is nothing to entertain you in the room, I will give you 20 yuan, your hand..."

Su Ying's text-to-speech voice also rang: "I'll take you in before leaving."

"no need."

Su Ying stood still.

"Thank you for your kindness, you can go now."

Su Ying still stood still.He didn't move, neither did Fang Yi.I don't know what Fang Yi is insisting on. He has already reached the front door, but he insists on not letting Su Ying in, and insists on letting people go.

The two confronted each other for five or six minutes, and finally Su Ying gave in.He continued typing, and a mechanical female voice sounded: "Are you sure this is your home?"

If not, he would send Fang Yi here for nothing.The purpose of sending someone over is to know Fang Yi's address, since Baicheng showed him his presence in this way, he couldn't turn a blind eye to it.

"It's our home!" Before Fang Yi could answer, the idiot rushed to answer ahead of time, "We have a lot of treasures in our home, so I won't show them to you! You won't be allowed in!"

baby?

The idiot continued: "Fang Yi said, if the bad guys are gone, they won't steal our treasures! No one can go in except us!"

Su Ying didn't go in after all, but in order to prove that this was indeed Fang Yi's house, he asked Fang Yi to unlock the lock with the key, and watched them enter and close the door.

Just don't lie.

Obviously in his previous life he was still a dragon and a phoenix, wearing gold, silver, ginseng and abalone, but he has come to this point in this life. This old man in Baicheng is really scheming, knowing that he is soft-hearted, that's why he was cast into such a miserable pregnancy in this life?From the top of the society to the bottom of the society, even if he wanted to stay away completely, he couldn't do it.

no matter what?

Or do you care?

He leaned against the red iron gate and looked at the sky, rested for a while, got up, sighed, and left.

At this time, Fang Yi, who was on the opposite side of the iron gate, also got up after hearing him leave, gestured "Shh" to the idiot, picked up the crutch placed behind the door, put it under his armpit, and slowly moved toward him. The house went in.

The curtains were drawn in the room, and it was pitch black. He pulled the light cord at the door, and the room was lit up.The light is not too bright, it is dim yellow, and everything in the house is old and silent.

He walked to the table with a cane, rang the speaker on the innermost wall, the speaker clicked a few times, and pulled the tape to play the song of the same era:

I want to have a home, a place that doesn't need to be gorgeous, and when I am tired, I will think of it.

I want a home, a place that doesn't need to be big, where I won't be scared when I'm scared.

He used to have a family, but he said that if he didn't have it, he would have it.I don't know how many times he dreamed of the long-distance bus that was getting farther and farther away. He hated himself for not listening to his mother and getting out of the car and losing his home.From then on, he was brought into another world, a world where there were no parents, no home, only pain and punishment, and he became a humble and despicable person.

Who doesn't want a home, but there are people who don't have it, with tears streaming down their faces, and they can only wipe it gently by themselves.

I envy him so much, he can go home after being injured, but I can only look for my home alone.

Falling into the hands of human traffickers, pain is a must-learn course.Because of the pain, you will be afraid; if you are afraid, you will be obedient.When he was disobedient, sulfuric acid was poured on him, not all at once, but in batches little by little, because he was afraid that he would bleed too much and die at one time, and he would have to spend money to revive him.

There is never a time when there is no pain, it hurts every time, but sometimes it hurts, sometimes it hurts, sometimes it hurts very much, and it hurts so much that I want to die.At that time, I was still young, I didn’t know what death was, and I didn’t know that people could choose death between life and death, so I endured everything and survived, but occasionally I would ask myself why my life was worse than that of animals.

Later, when he understood the meaning of death, he was already numb from kowtowing and begging day after day.He didn't think about anything, just stared blankly at the pedestrians coming and going every day, in a daze, kowtowing, the sun rose and the moon set, year after year.

He thought that his life would be like this.But he didn't expect that, by chance, he saw his mother.

Next to the tape recorder, there is a hand-drawn painting.There are three stick figures crookedly drawn on the painting. According to the shapes, it can be seen that they are a woman, a man, and a short child in the middle. The word "Baby" is written on the top of the child's head, which is his first two Tian drew it himself, after killing those two people.

Until then, he can't show the slightest bit of homesickness, or he'll be punished.

"Mom, I seemed to see you that day, but you didn't know me anymore, and I couldn't catch up with you because you walked so fast. I went to wait for you today, but I didn't see you."

"Mom, I saw that you have a new child. He is taller than me and looks better than me. Do you like him more than me? Have you...forgot about me?"

"No, you shouldn't have forgotten me. He is also called Baobao. You must have given him my name, but how can you give him my name? I don't like people using my name. The idiot uses it. I won't let him use my name."

"Mom... I miss you so much, I miss my father so much, I really want to go home."

Fang Yi looked at the picture and murmured to himself, and laughed as he spoke: "I also met a person today who said he wanted to be my family member. He seems to be sick. I just met him today. Sent me home, but I didn’t let him in, he’s sicker than me and stronger, I’m afraid I won’t be able to beat him if he comes in.”

He slowly moved to the side of the bed with a cane, sat down and breathed a sigh of relief, and then lay down on the narrow bed, looking at the cobwebs on the ceiling.One eye is invisible, and the other eye can't see many things clearly under the dim light, but this does not affect his recent good mood. He curled up on the bed and murmured: "There is no one who hinders me." , I should go home Mom, I should go home."

The singing in the tape recorder is still melodious:

Although I have lost my warm home, I will not be easily crushed. As long as my heart is full of love, I will be cared for.

I can't blame anyone, I can only rely on myself. Although I no longer long for miracles, I know that I must never give up.

The pain does not allow to wait any longer, stand up bravely.

Rebuild a dream, rebuild a heart, let me rebuild a home.

……

The idiot was locked out of the door, stood at the door for a while and found that Fang Yi would not open the door for him, then went to the small room next to him.He has always slept in a small room with no light next door. The room is dark and there is nothing but a bed.

When he first came here, he was not used to it. He was very scared by himself. He kept his eyes open all night and did not dare to sleep, crying and weeping. he.After a long time, he also gradually understood that there is no "father" who is used to him here, and "father" doesn't want him anymore.

Dad doesn't want him anymore, and now Fang Yi doesn't seem to want him anymore.

So he has to be obedient, obedient, very obedient.

Listening to the song coming from the next door, the idiot also hummed indistinctly along with the words: "I want to have a home, a place..."

According to Wang Daqiu's memory, Su Ying went to his "home", which was in a row of tube buildings not far from here, and it took half an hour to walk there.Today was the last day to pay the rent. Not only could he not be able to pay the rent, but he might even have a problem with the money for meals. Thinking about it, he might have to sleep on the street like a homeless person tonight.

The rows of tube buildings were closely next to each other, and the distance between the buildings was very small. They were all illegal buildings back then. It is normal that the sun cannot be seen below the fifth floor.Now it can't be demolished even if it wants to be demolished. There are too many troublemakers here, and it is too difficult to deal with.

Because there are no such things as range hoods in these buildings, you have to install them yourself if you want to install them. Many people have never installed them in order to save money. They open the windows as soon as they cook, so that the streets and alleys are filled with a thick smell. The smell of oily smoke and all kinds of food.

The ten meters at the entrance of the alley is a place that sells vegetables, meat and food, and it is very crowded.There are a lot of people coming and going when it's time to get off work, shouting, hawking, and bargaining.The ground is full of messy fruit peels and melon seeds, plastic packaging bags, water dripping from vegetables and meat, and food oil soup. After being stepped on a lot, it smells like swill.

Su Ying frowned as soon as he entered here.After all, the past few worlds have been too comfortable. It is easy to go from frugality to extravagance, but it is difficult to go from luxury to frugality.

It happened to be around seven o'clock in the evening when he came, and he was stuck in this crowded passage during the rush hour after get off work.As a mute, he couldn't even say "excuse me", so he had to squeeze hard.Occasionally, a woman squeezed over and accidentally bumped into him, but scolded him with a sharp voice: "What are you squeezing! Hurry up to reincarnate!"

Su Ying: "..."

Bullying the dumb, isn't it?

Seeing that he didn't answer back, the woman thought her voice was frightening, she smiled contemptuously, scolded him and turned her head to leave.At this time, there was a sudden commotion ahead.

"Why are you arresting me! I haven't committed a crime! Hey! Hey! Let go!" a male duck with an ugly voice yelled loudly.

"Please cooperate with us on this trip. We'll talk about whether you committed a crime or not in the police station!" said a man in a police uniform.

"Go to the bureau, you have to give me a fucking reason!" Gong Yasheng cursed while struggling, "I'm going to kill them all soon, you guys come and catch me, do you know what it means to kill them all? Hey hey Hey, don't touch me, tell you not to touch me!"