Give the slag and accept the end

Su Ying never wanted to be a savior, he didn't want to save anyone, and he never thought of dedicating himself to help others.

Whether he used to be a holy father who was set up as a willful angel, or a heartless artificial intelligence that abandoned his lover after having self-awareness, he didn't think it mattered anymore.

The important thing is that he is just an ordinary human right now.

As an ordinary human being, he can only do the most ordinary and reasonable things.

In the end, he didn't choose to dig out his past, even though he knew that his past was closely related to the young and promising leader of the Huaying Empire, and their relationship may be very close.

He also didn't ask anyone why he changed from artificial intelligence to real human.Because he knows that no matter the reason, he should be grateful.

He didn't want to understand how much love and hatred there was, it was all over.

No matter how much you love, you can't go back, and no matter how much you hate, you can't hate.It's better to be like this now, to be an acquaintance who will meet and say hello in a neutral manner.

"Good morning, General." Su Ying waved to Rong Ji when he passed by Rong Ji's yard.

Rong Ji saw him and nodded at him from a distance.

Rong Li had already packed his schoolbag. He greeted Su Ying after seeing Su Ying, and then turned his head to bid farewell to Rong Ji.

"Goodbye Dad!"

Rong Ji nodded.

Rong Li hugged Rong Ji, then let go, and while running towards Su Ying, he turned around and shouted: "Daddy, I love you!"

Rong Ji: "..."

However, there was no class that morning.

Ever since Rong Li and Rong Ji reconciled, Rong Li seemed to have learned something incredible from that incident.

He is no longer as well-behaved as before, using his sensibility and intelligence to honestly win the love of others, but chose to become a confession maniac.

【I reject. 】

[Uncle Su, don't go, you are like my other father, I love you so much, can't you stay for me? 】

【cannot. 】

[Uncle Su, I love you so much, I want to listen to your stories every day. 】

[Super love is invalid, you clearly love only your father. 】

[Then the second love, besides Dad, the second love you, stay here. 】

【…】

【Accommodation...】

【Fine. 】

Under Rong Li's crazy confession, Su Ying was left behind as his teacher for no reason.

I don't know if it was a bad start because of this, but from then on, Rong Li got worse and became a difficult sycophant.

Fei Luya, Li Xier, the guards, nannies, servants of the Headquarters, and those children who didn't take Rong Li to play with him very much, under the bombardment of a series of rainbow farts by this future Huaying heir with a super IQ, Everyone changed their attitudes.

Fei Luya treats him like her own grandson. Usually, when she eats and drinks, she always thinks about Su Ying and Rong Ji first, but now, she has become Rong Li.

"Tomorrow is Children's Day, so don't go to class and have a holiday." Fei Luya gave Su Ying an order, "I have already prepared tomorrow's holiday menu and made some fresh dishes. When the time comes, let His Highness invite him. Friends come to our house, let the children have a good time!"

Su Ying saw that Li Xier on the wall had begun to obey Fei Luya's arrangement, hanging up children's lanterns one by one, and asked, "Did the general agree to this matter?"

Li Xier interjected: "The good apprentice you taught copied 'I love you daddy' to his father a hundred times today, did you agree?"

"..."

I always feel like I'm overkill.

Because there were no classes to attend, Su Ying had nothing to do.

Seeing that the weather was sunny and sunny, he packed his things and prepared to go out and find a nearby place to climb the mountain.As soon as he packed his backpack, he received a text message.

【Good morning. 】SMS from an unknown number.

As if he was afraid that he would not know who this number came from, this number would send a message of greeting every day when he and Rong Ji did not meet each other.If we meet face to face, we won't post it.

I don't know what happened today, I just met, but I still sent a message.

He never replied to messages, but because of Rong Ji's strange behavior, he was inexplicably concerned, but he still didn't reply.

To be honest, although they are in the same capital, because of Rong Ji's visits, he sometimes travels on business, and they don't live in the same courtyard, they don't have much time to meet each other on weekdays. It was a half-baked greeting or two, no different from a familiar stranger.

Maybe it's because he knew that his former self might have a lot to do with Rong Ji, so although he was curious, he didn't really want to get in touch with him at a close distance.Fortunately, the other party was born with a cold temperament, and he didn't have such thoughts, so it was just right to maintain a relationship that was neither far nor near.

Thinking of this, he put down the communicator.

Just put it down, another message came in.

[The weather is fine today, do you want to go hiking? 】

When Su Ying packed his bag and went out, he saw that Rong Ji and his guards were all ready to go, waiting for him at the door.

The one they climbed was not high, nor dangerous, and the scenery was not bad, so there were many people climbing on weekdays.But today is different, there is no one on the mountain except them.

All the way up the mountain was very quiet, only the occasional birdsong and grass movement, and from time to time, you can also see an air patrol passing through the sky inadvertently.

There are professional mountaineering experts clearing the way [-] meters in front of you, and [-] guards hidden behind you.

Although you can't see clearly from the left and right, you can hear that there should be a special mountain climbing vehicle following.

From time to time, a hare came and went, and it was buried here quietly.

Seeing the tragic death of the hare, Su Ying felt a little funny and helpless, thinking that this was the treatment of climbing a mountain with the most powerful person in the universe today, and it was too grand.

Because the atmosphere of climbing the mountain was too serious and there were too many people, Su Ying didn't say anything all the way.Next to him was Rong Ji who was also silent, and he didn't speak much.

In this way, they went up the mountain and reached the top of the mountain.

Su Ying sat down on a rock on the top of the mountain, and Rong Ji handed him a bottle of water.

"Thanks."

Rong Ji didn't say a word, and sat down next to him, resting quietly.

The wind on the mountain already brought a hint of coolness, but it wasn't cold. It blew past the cheeks, and it was so comfortable that one couldn't help squinting.Su Ying closed her eyes to enjoy the rare spring day without children's noise, feeling peaceful and peaceful.

He didn't know how long he sat there, but he heard the person next to him open up the topic.

"I heard that you often climbed mountains before." Rong Ji said.

"Yes."

"Is it because of the beautiful scenery on the mountain?"

"No."

Hearing this unusual answer, Rong Ji turned to look at him.He didn't turn his head to look at Rong Ji, but looked at the green mountains and green waters in the distance.

"I never climb because of the scenery." Su Ying took a long breath and explained, "I climb mountains only because the mountains are here."

"I don't understand." Rong Ji said.

"If you always climb mountains because of the scenery, will you be disappointed when you go up the mountain and can't see the good scenery?" Su Ying took another sip of water, lowered his head and smiled, "If I was a People who climb mountains because of the scenery, when I knew that Luxie Mountain would not last long, I would not choose to be with him."

Do you want to start a relationship that is destined to have no results?A person who is doomed to die, do you want to keep him?Many people don't want it, because people only have one life, and they don't want to waste their life for a fruitless thing, which is normal.

But Su Ying is not like this.

"I knew he would die sooner or later, but I still chose him."

"Sorry." Rong Ji said.

Su Ying shook his head: "That's not your fault, even without you, he wouldn't be able to accompany me for the rest of his life."

"You love him very much."

"Love?" Su Ying smiled, "Maybe."

Rong Ji pursed his lips, and subconsciously held the necklace on his chest.

Su Ying noticed his movements. He remembered the scene when he went to Sisli before, and also remembered the suicide notes of Lu Xieshan. He clearly knew what was contained in the inconspicuous square necklace on Rong Ji's chest.

[The necklace on Rong Ji's chest contains your lost memories. 】

Before he even realized it, his hand had reached for the inconspicuous square pendant.When he was about to touch him, Rong Ji dodged his hand.

Su Ying came back to his senses, and after realizing what he had done, he was a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I just... I just want to see your necklace, it looks a little different."

"It's very important," Rong Ji said.

"Yes, you've been wearing it."

He doesn't know if his lost memories are important to him, but it can be seen that they are important to Rong Ji.

Rong Ji held the pendant in silence for a long time before saying, "This is my lover."

Su Ying suddenly opened his eyes wide.

Rong Ji continued: "But he is dead, he left me many years ago." After a pause, he didn't know why, and added, "Just like Lu Xieshan left you. "

Su Ying, who loved him, died, and now in front of him was Su Ying, who had loved others before.

Back then, when he pressed that button, he knew clearly that he killed his lover with his own hands.No one will ever love him like Su Ying once did, even for this person in front of him, his love no longer belongs to him alone.

"Then it should be hard for you to forget him."

"I will never forget, just like you will never forget Mount Luxie."

Su Ying was amused by him: "What kind of sentence pattern are you talking about?"

Rong Ji didn't speak, but turned to look at him.

A gust of wind blew his white hair back, revealing a handsome face that was no longer immature.His skin was still so white, and his lips were still as pale as usual, but there was no sense of fragility that could not be ignored when they first met.

Time has changed too many things, only then did Su Ying realize that Rong Ji had changed countless times he hadn't noticed.

In those once calm eyes, there is no longer only indifference, but many other things.He couldn't tell what those other things were, but he was happy about it.

Rong Ji said: "I have no other meaning, I just want to say that I know you will not forget Luxie Mountain, and you don't have to forget Luxie Mountain, because it is because of his existence that you have become what you are now. You, you who sit in front of me."

He looked at Su Ying seriously, as if he was making an oath seriously.

"Similarly, I will never forget that person, because without him, there would be no me now, the me in front of you." Rong Ji stood up from the ground and dusted off his pants, "I don't know all this It will be good or bad in the future, but maybe like you said, you don’t have to climb a mountain because of the view from the top.”

He turned around and stretched out a hand to Su Ying who was still sitting on the ground.

Su Ying was stunned, hesitated for a moment, and put his hand on it.

Rong Ji's hand was not as cold as he imagined, it was still a warm hand, a strong hand.

The hand took his and pulled him up.After he stood up, Rong Ji turned around, turned his back to him, and looked at the sky flushed by the setting sun.

"Although you don't have to care about the scenery, it's still beautiful, isn't it?"

Su Ying walked over and stood beside him.

The sky was beautiful, but it wasn't the most beautiful he had ever seen.But when he turned his head, he saw the most unforgettable sunset in his life in Rong Ji's eyes.

A gust of untimely wind blew past, blurring and scattering Master Wanxia's words.

He couldn't hear what the other party said, but he could clearly see the mouth shape of those three words.

After the wind passed, the man's voice sounded.

"Never regretted it."

Rong Ji Fanwai: "Never Regret"

I have never regretted it.

Whether it is meeting you, falling in love with you, or erasing your memory with your own hands, watching you go to others.

I knew long ago that you would leave me, very early on.When did you know exactly?I thought about it, but I'm not sure.

Maybe it was in that cabin when you asked if I could let you know if I wasn't coming.Maybe it's because you knew everything was fake, but you still prepared the meals and waited for me.Maybe it was the day you held me in your arms and told me over and over again that you would always be with me.

You have too many openings.

A robot could be by my side forever, but you aren't.

You are not a robot, even, you don't want to be by my side forever, you just don't know it.Because you have only me by your side, you have no other choice.

Before you were destroyed by your father for the first time, I asked you, if you write someone else in your target object, will you also fall in love with someone else.

You hesitated for a long time and didn't answer me.

What is a human being?Is it a real body, bright red blood, two legs that walk upright, or a life that will eventually end?

neither.It's you who didn't answer me.

You didn't answer me, Su Ying.

I don't think it's a wise choice to keep a robot with a possible human soul by my side, so I watched my father destroy you without any hindrance.I know that if I keep you by my side, one day, I will regret it.

I watched you disappear, watched your soul scattered, watched you become a string of cold characters again.But I'm not sad, I'm even glad, thankful that you will never have any other choice from now on, and no one will choose you.

The rippling lake will eventually return to calm for a moment, and then no one will know all the waves that happened on the water before.

No one will know you existed, except me.

"Dad, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, a day for family reunion, so you don't have to work. Let's go to Fei Luya's place early. Uncle Su is here today. He said he is going to make mooncakes today, so let's help earlier." Rong Li came to me early on, jumped up and down in front of me and called me repeatedly, as if he was afraid that I would use work as an excuse to cancel the party.

I have rejected him so many times before that even if I say yes now, he will seek affirmation in front of me over and over again.

"Father, will you go?" Seeing that I didn't answer, Rong Li asked again.

I had no choice but to put down the pen in my hand, tidy up the table, and said to the little face whose eyes lit up for a moment: "Let's go."

Today's weather is not very good, it has been overcast outside, and the sky is full of clouds. If this weather continues until night, the full moon of Mid-Autumn Festival must be invisible.

But Rong Li didn't feel depressed because of this, he took my hand and kept talking to me about some trivial things, he was in good spirits.

After walking all the way, Rong Li suddenly stopped when he was approaching Feiluya's side, and turned to look at me.

I didn't know what he wanted to do, so I asked him.

He didn't answer me right away, but looked at me with bright eyes, then pulled the hands we had been holding together, and asked me a little embarrassedly: "Dad, can I always hold your hand to see Uncle Su and the others?" ?"

I looked at the hands we were holding. Rong Li's hand was less than half the size of my palm, it was small, and it was all in my palm.

"Father, you think you are very nice." Rong Li began to try to please me again, "I love you the most, Dad. Uncle Su is always the second love, and you are the first love."

But in fact, he spends more time with Su Ying, and is more relaxed and happy.

Although I don't really understand how important the act of holding hands is to him, but he is not a child who will ask me casually. I think since he said this, he must have his reasons.

Of course, I don't deny that those flattering words did let me indulge some of his behaviors.

"can."

In this way, we held hands and went to Felua.When we entered, it was Su Ying who opened the door for us.

"Uncle Su, we are here! Grandma Feiluya, Grandpa Hill, hello!" Rong Li was very happy, he stuck his head in the door and greeted Feiluya Li Xier, who was busy preparing food.

Su Ying smiled and said, "Good afternoon, Xiao Li."

Rong Li originally wanted to run inside, but he pulled my hand back as soon as he let go. He shook my hand again and again in front of Su Ying, smiling smugly.

Su Ying raised his eyebrows, looked at him with a smile, and gave him a thumbs up.Seeing this, I understand that maybe Rong Li and Su Ying have reached some strange consensus.

After Rong Li showed off, he let go of my hand and ran to the back kitchen to look for Fei Luya. Only Su Ying and I were left at the door.

After watching Rong Li run away with a smile, Su Ying looked at me with a smile: "Good afternoon, General."

"Hello."

"Aren't you busy with work today? I thought you wouldn't come until very late." Su Ying blocked the door to chat with me, and didn't invite me to sit in. His smile was not the same as usual, even when he was talking. The word "you" is used.

I answered him objectively: "Fortunately, Rong Li said you asked us to help."

"Well, you came just in time, come and help me peel the fruit. Xiaoli said he wants to eat fruit-flavored mooncakes, so I'll make some for him." Su Ying then turned sideways and let me into the room.

It stands to reason that there is a machine for peeling the fruit, but Su Ying didn't let me use it.He said that the machine was broken, and asked me to peel it by hand, and then he made the flour for mooncakes by himself.

Rong Li was helping Fei Luya and the others choose dishes in the kitchen. Many dishes tasted delicious, but it was not easy to clean them, and they couldn’t use a machine to clean them, which was really troublesome.

We each performed our duties and quietly completed our respective tasks.Some of these tasks can be replaced by machines in my opinion, but Su Ying is not like this, he insists that I do it by hand.So after I peeled the fruit, I made stuffing bit by bit according to Su Ying's instructions, but this process took more than an hour.

Su Ying had made his flour a long time ago, so he didn't come over to help me. He just sat on the side drinking tea and watched me make it.

After I finished everything, he handed me a few molds and said, "Watch what I do, and you can do it too."

I thought I was just here to help, I didn't expect to have to start from scratch.

Su Ying glanced at me and said, "If you don't know how to learn, you are such a smart person, I think making moon cakes should not be difficult for you."

As he said that, he started making it in front of me, stopped at one step and asked me to follow me, and I followed him step by step to make the first mooncake.Because the mooncake skin was not wrapped evenly, some of the filling leaked out, which was not perfect. Compared with the one made by Su Ying, it should be regarded as a failure.

But Su Ying picked up my mooncake, looked at it, and said, "It's pretty good."

"..."

I figured out where Rong Li got his kung fu that he praised everyone.

But moon cakes are really not difficult to make or learn. Except for one that was not done well, the rest were very successful.After finishing, Su Ying put them on a plate next to each other and baked them.

He entered the kitchen, and after a while, Rong Li's pleasantly surprised admiration came out.

I have to admit that Su Ying knows how to love someone better than most human beings.

Rongli is the best example.In the less than a year since Su Ying came to the capital, Rong Li has changed from being silent, dull and precocious before to being cheerful and friendly now, almost a completely different person.The change of personality did not affect his study, not only did he not, he even learned better and faster, and he also knew how to use non-power methods to influence others.

Not only Rong Li, but the officials and parents of Rong Li’s classmates who accompanied him often told me that Su Ying was an excellent teacher, and their children changed a lot under Su Ying’s teaching.Many children know how to express their needs correctly, and can communicate harmoniously with the people around them and their parents

In fact, besides the children, the adults around Su Ying were also like this.Under his encouragement and gentle words, many people have changed.

No one knows better than me the great role Su Ying has played in the head of state these days. Maybe the result is not so obvious on the table, but I know that this kind of influence is profound and long-lasting.

He is like air, like water droplets, like the rising sun every day.

When he was by his side all the time, no one would look at him deliberately, but once he disappeared, everything would be different.

I know that I am not indispensable to Su Ying.The reason why he loves me is because he used to have only me in his world, and he has no one else to love. Moreover, the pre-set program also tells him that he has to love me.

He has to love, not wants to love.Maybe like he said, if given a choice, he wouldn't choose someone like me.

In fact, when he had a choice, he really didn't choose me.

He is not wrong.

There are too many good people and people who love him in the world for him to choose from. There is no need for him to choose such a me who used him as a tool among so many choices.

There is not so much love that should be taken for granted in the world.And this kind of love that should be taken for granted, he once gave me unconditionally.

again and again.

I am a patient, I am a waste, I am a villain, I am a murderer, I am a cripple, I am an artificial human... No matter what I am, I am disgusted, abandoned, scolded and trampled by others, only him, and only him Love me wishfully and unconditionally, give everything for me, and stand firmly by my side.

Those worlds, for me, are just a dream, one treatment after another.No matter how real the dream is, when I wake up, I will know that those are dreams, they are fake, and they are healing.

But he doesn't know.Su Ying didn't know.

For Su Ying, those are his life, his life, every real person he has loved with sincerity and heartache.

So he hates me, he hates me so much that he destroys himself and doesn't want to see me.He said that if he had a choice, he would never choose me.

After I send him away, I often dream about it.

I often dream about him, about his back.

In the dream, he always walked and walked, never looking back.He didn't know what was attracting him ahead, making him move forward tirelessly.

I just followed behind him, holding all the past and memories he didn't want, step by step.I am very tired, but dare not stop.

Finally, a person appeared in front of him.That person is Lu Xieshan.

The day he was with Lu Xieshan, I knew for the first time in my life how painful it is not to cry.The whole body seemed to be a sieve filled with water, constantly leaking something, the more it leaked, the more empty it became, but it became heavier and heavier.

I sat there, but I couldn't feel my own existence.

Lu Xieshan once asked me whether I loved Su Ying or not. He questioned me whether I knew what love was.I didn't answer him because his question was pointless.

I have also been chosen, how could I not know.

I can't stop Su Ying from walking towards him, but I don't want to applaud him.

After Lu Xieshan died, Su Ying never appeared in front of me again.I know, he's resenting me, even if he says he doesn't, I know there is.

He looked at me the way Ferua once slapped me.I can't say I did nothing wrong because neither did they.There are too many things in this world that cannot be measured by right or wrong. They can only be experienced, but not evaluated.

Su Ying left for three years.

I thought he would never come back.I want to go to him, but I can't go, and I can't go.

I promised him that I would never make any choices for his life.This is his life, how he chooses is his freedom.I can only be a multiple-choice question, not his definition question.

I often think, if he didn't leave so silently, if he came to say goodbye to me, then I would say to him: If I can't see you again, I wish you good morning, good afternoon, and good night.

"Dad, the mooncake is ready, do you want to try one?" Rong Li ran towards me with the freshly baked mooncake, he ran very fast, if I hadn't caught him, he would have slipped and fell.

I don't like to eat these sweet things, but the Rongli was delivered to my mouth, so I ate it anyway.

"How is it?" Su Ying came out of the kitchen and asked me.

He was also eating a piece of mooncake in his hand. That mooncake was not very pretty, and the skin on one side was too thin and cracked.I recognized that piece of moon cake was made by me, the first piece of failure.

Su Ying noticed the look in my eyes, picked up the mooncake, shook it, and said with a smile: "It doesn't hinder, it's delicious."

He always does.

It always makes me think that I might be one of his options.But that day I saw him dating another person, and even Rong Li knew that that person was his suitor, a new young scholar in the lab.He is very outstanding and handsome, and he admires him very much. He used to be a member of his mountaineering team, and he came to the head of state specially for him.

I told myself to respect his choice.So I didn't give him any more greeting information, I didn't want to cause unnecessary misunderstanding.

"Xiao Li, Fei Luya is calling you, go and see what's going on?" Su Ying said.

"Well, Feiluya, I'm coming!" Rong Li hurriedly swept away like a small tornado.

After Rong Li left, Su Ying walked up to me, sat on the small table opposite me, and asked me, "What's bothering you lately?"

I shook my head.

"Is there any problem at work?"

"No."

"Physical discomfort?"

I asked him, "What do you want to ask?"

Su Ying looked at the mooncake I made in his hand and smiled. Without saying a word, he got up and poured two glasses of water, one of his for me, and then sat next to me and ate the mooncake bit by bit.

After eating, he asked me: "What kind of person was I before?"

"what?"

"I used to be the me you loved." Su Ying said, "I'm curious, what kind of person will get your love?"

He didn't use "you" in this sentence.

I don't know why he was suddenly curious about this, but I still told him: "The you before are not much different from the you now."

"It's not too big, it's still there."

I looked at him, he was staring at me, his eyes were piercing, I couldn't look directly at him.I felt that there was something in his eyes that I didn't quite understand, and those things made my heart beat gradually out of control.

The doorbell also rang at this time.

"Yes, the former you loved me very much." I don't know how I could say that, but I did.

After saying this, I stopped looking at him and got up to open the door.The ones who came were Bering and Sisley. Bering was already old, but Sisley, who hadn't seen him for many years, seemed to be a completely different person.Behind them, there were Rong Li's nanny, the head of the head of state, and several captains of the guards.

I didn't expect so many people to come tonight.I looked through the crowd two or three times, but didn't see the young scholar.

Maybe it was because I didn't expect me to appear at the party, so the atmosphere in the hall was awkward for a while. I didn't know what to say other than "Please go easy", and everyone didn't seem to know how to start the conversation with me .Bering couldn't stand it, and said lazily, "I don't think of you as a general and head of state today. If you can't talk, just stay on the sidelines, Sisley, and get mooncakes to eat."

I nodded.The people behind Bering breathed a sigh of relief, greeted me next to each other, and then surrounded them and went to the other side of the hall, while I stayed here.

In order to ease the atmosphere, Su Ying gave each guest mooncakes and fruit, poured tea, chatted with them, and came back to me when they relaxed and started chatting freely.

"Shall we sit there too?"

I shook my head: "The atmosphere will be bad if I go."

Su Ying shrugged: "No, actually, but if you don't want to go, I'll stay here with you."

I wanted to say that I don't need it, but before I could say it, Su Ying said as if he had the ability to read his mind: "Well, you don't need me to accompany you, I want to be here with you, is that okay?"

I didn't know what to say for a while, and I didn't know whether to nod or shake my head.

"You look like this, and I don't know how I could stand it before." Su Ying sighed, "Don't talk, don't laugh, like a wooden man, you can't do this, if you want to say something in your heart, just say it." To speak out, understand?"

I don't even know how to respond to him.

"Come on, follow me," he said.

study?how to learn

He made me look at him, and he looked at me.

His appearance, his face, I have seen countless times.In the virtual world, in dreams, in surveillance, in reality.Every inch of skin and every texture on my face is imprinted in my mind.

I even know the shape of his lips every word he says.

"Every time I say a word, you can imitate my words and say it again. If you can't say it, just whisper it in your heart." Su Ying asked me, "Are you ready?"

The people over there were noisy, their voices were so loud that they overwhelmed Su Ying's voice.Actually, I can't hear clearly, but I can read the shape of his lips.

I nodded.

"Okay, I'm going to say it."

"The first sentence, thank you for inviting me to the Mid-Autumn Festival party."

Thank you for inviting me to the Mid-Autumn Festival party.

"Although I can't see it on my face, I am actually very happy."

I am really happy.

“The mooncakes are delicious.”

The mooncakes are delicious.

"Thank you for staying with me."

Thank you for staying with me.

"I didn't send you a message to say hello this week, not because I didn't want to, but because I was sad."

I didn't send you a message to say hello this week, not because I didn't want to...

I raised my eyes to look at Su Ying, and saw him looking at me seriously.His expression was gentle and gentle, much like him once.I was reflected in his eyes, and I saw me in his eyes, stiff as a dummy.

His mouth continued to move: "I'm sad because I saw you dating someone else, and I don't want you to date someone else, because..."

because.

He smiled: "Hey, did you repeat it?"

I asked him, "Why?"

He didn't continue talking, just looked at me tenderly.Like him in every world in the past, he looked at me so gently, as if he could tolerate and forgive everything.

I thought my lover was dead.We can never go back, he will never be him again, and I will never be me again.

But at this moment, when I saw his eyes, I realized... The person I love is alive again.

"Why?" I asked him again.

He smiled, his eyes crooked.After laughing for a while, he looked at me again, looked at me for a while, and continued to laugh again.

It went on like this for a long time, until Feluya started to ask us to eat, he stopped and leaned into my ear.

"You figure it out for yourself, and if you can't figure it out, I'm going to date someone else," he said.

At that moment, I remembered the three words that were drowned by the gust of wind when I was on the top of the mountain.

Su Ying, I have never regretted it.

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"The whole world is transgender"

Upon waking up, Cang Xia changed her gender.

Not male nor female, but neither male nor female.

There were so many real things that she hadn't seen before when she grew up, she was so scared that she couldn't hold her urine all morning. An extra row of standing urinals.

Not only that, but she also saw a few good girls standing and peeing inside, and greeted her quite naturally when she came in.

"Good morning, sister Cang, come and pee together."

"Just, just stand like this?" Cang Xia was stunned.

"If you don't pee standing, do you still have to squat like a man?"

"..."

Oh my god.

She hurriedly called her ex-boyfriend who had just broken up with a straight and cancerous scum to express concern and greetings: "Sanitary napkin, do you feel okay after replacing the parts?"

Wei Chenjun roared angrily at the other end: "You