Give the slag and accept the end

Su Ying arrived home in the middle of the night, and Fei Luya and Li Xier lived in the capital during this time and were not at home.After he put down his luggage and packed it up, the sky outside was already slightly bright.

He wanted to leave the puppy alone at home, but the puppy barked pitifully, so he put on a backpack and carried the puppy out.

Because it was still very early, the sky was not completely bright, and the air in winter was so cold that there were almost no people in the Martyrs Garden.

After passing through the security check at the gate, he entered the garden, and walked into the deep small courtyard buried in Luxie Mountain under the faint blue light of the morning sky.

The tomb of Luxie Mountain is in the most central position. Because he died protecting the head of state and made great achievements after his death, he was placed in the most conspicuous position. Even the tombstone is different from the surrounding martyr monuments. , a lot of publicity.

A person who was so flamboyant and full of nonsense during his lifetime had to live in the underground, silent day after day after death.

"I told you before, don't talk so much nonsense every day. There is only so much to talk about in a lifetime. If you finish talking at once, you will have nothing to say in the rest of the day. You must believe it." Su Ying said Unloaded the backpack and unzipped the zipper, "Now you know how powerful it is, can you hold it back?"

The puppy, who had never seen the world, excitedly crawled out of the backpack, was shivered by the cold air, then crawled back tremblingly, shrank to the corner, looked up and sobbed at Su Ying.

"I picked up a puppy. I picked it up when I went down the mountain. It hasn't been named yet." Su Ying knelt down, took out a handkerchief, and wiped the tombstone on Luxie Mountain. Professionals do the cleaning.

In this era, most human beings no longer have the habit of entering the tomb. After many deaths, they are cremated and sprinkled ashes in the mountains and jungles to return to nature. Families that value tradition offer them to their ancestral halls for worship. The more scientific With the development, there is less and less option of burial, and burial has become a grand sacrificial ceremony, used to commemorate those great people who have contributed to this society, erecting monuments and building graves for people to commemorate and admire.

Lu Xieshan lived for only 30 years, and never thought that there would be a monument after his death.People like him should be grateful for not being dismembered and used for research after death.

A photo of Lu Xieshan was pasted on the tombstone. It was a work photo that he had used for many years, with a flamboyant look with raised eyebrows and mouth hooked.

But three years, it seems like a lifetime away.

Su Ying knew that Lu Xieshan would die, and he was already mentally prepared for his death.But never thought that he would leave so fast and so early.

It was too early to be taken for granted, so fast that people had no time to react.And after that accident that no one expected, he received Lu Xieshan's handwritten suicide note deposited in the private property management office.

The suicide note was written by Lu Xieshan when he was not dead. It was full of more than a dozen pages, intermittent and fragmentary. The full text fits Lu Xieshan's neurotic personality very well. It is said to be a suicide note, but apart from the title of the word "suicide note", the content has nothing to do with the suicide note, it is almost the same as a diary account.

When Su Ying was in grief, after receiving such a suicide note, he read it carefully word by word with a heavy heart.But he didn't want to wait for him to read all the suicide notes, and his heart became heavier.It was so heavy that he just wanted to drag Lu Xieshan out of the ground, and ask him where did he come from so much nonsense.

Even the last sentence is still written "today there is a cloud in the sky that looks like dog shit", which is really out of shape.

Thinking of the past, he touched Lu Xieshan's photo, and looked seriously at the smiling man in the photo. The man's smile was so contagious that he couldn't help but smile too.

"Fool."

Su Ying put the little milk dog back into the bag, zipped the zipper halfway up, and then stood up with the bag on his back, looking up at the sky that was gradually turning crescent white.

"I actually saw it, what you hid."

Lu Xieshan wrote many pages of the suicide note, and the first word of each page was combined into a sentence. Su Ying accidentally discovered it when rereading the suicide note this year.

That sentence is: The necklace on Rong Ji's chest contains your lost memories.

Because he hadn't visited the head of state's mansion for a long time, a new batch of guards no longer knew Su Ying. Unfortunately, his personal information stored in the monitoring office had expired, so he was stopped outside the door.

In the end, it was Feiluya who came to pick him up in person and brought him in.

"In the past few years, the general's health has been poor, and there are many people with bad intentions in various federations in Huaying. Therefore, the security inspection standards of the head of state have become more and more strict. Personnel audits will be conducted every week, and the reserved places for visits will be removed to prevent people from entering the country. Take advantage of this loophole to enter the mansion, you know, Huaying will carry out a large-scale rectification, nothing can happen at this juncture..."

Fei Luya told him while walking that she has now taken over the logistics affairs of the entire Head of State Palace, and Li Xier has also come to the Head of State Palace to be responsible for monitoring and guarding the confidential room.

"Are you guys going to be in the capital's mansion from now on?" Seeing Fei Luya walking towards the security inspection room, Su Ying asked again, "What are we doing here?"

"Isn't there a little thing in your bag?" Feiluya pointed to the little puppy in his backpack, "It needs to be checked."

When she arrived in the examination room, she took the puppy out and handed it to the staff in the room.

She continued: "No accident, we will stay here in the future. The general has not been in good condition for the past two years. I don't worry about entrusting him to other people to take care of him."

Seeing how Fei Luya took one general at a time, treating Rong Ji like his son, Su Ying knew it.

It seems that Fei Luya has completely come out of Leo's shadow. She clearly realized that Rong Ji was not the murderer who killed her son, and solved the knot in her heart for many years.She has been taking care of Rong Ji since he was born, watching Rong Ji grow up, and now that her son is gone, it is not surprising that she treats Rong Ji, who is alone with no father and mother, as her son to fill the gap in her heart.

"Is he really in a bad condition?" Su Ying asked.

Feruya sighed.

After waiting for the puppy to be checked, she held the puppy in her arms and walked out, saying as she walked, "Do you know why Rong Li was born?"

The puppy hadn't been hugged by a stranger before, and it was a little panicked for a while, and it was not safe to hug and hug in Feiluya's arms.Su Ying followed, patted its head, and calmed it down.

"Every leader needs an heir."

"It doesn't have to be so early." Feiluya raised the puppy's footless leg and took a look, "What a poor little guy."

"Yeah, thanks to a kind mutant hare, otherwise it would have died a long time ago."

They entered the building, and Feluya led him towards the living area, it was time to eat.When they arrived at the restaurant, they ordered food, and also ordered a digestible dairy product for the puppy.

Seeing him ordering a bunch of green vegetables, Fei Luya smiled and said, "Your taste has not changed, you don't eat meat at all, the general hardly eats meat now, even if he eats, he always loses his appetite and can't eat it." Too much, it can only be regarded as barely supplementing the body's needs, but that little food intake can hardly support his huge daily consumption, so we have to provide him with nutritional soup regularly for additional nutritional supplements."

Speaking of this, the worry in her expression was clear at a glance.

Hearing the news that Rong Ji didn't eat much because he didn't have an appetite, Su Ying was slightly surprised: "I thought he wasn't the kind of person who would stop eating because he didn't have an appetite."

"It wasn't before." Feiluya smiled helplessly, "But it's not the past anymore. If he is asked to eat, he will eat, but his stomach will have problems immediately after eating, which is worse than the negative impact of not eating. big."

Su Ying frowned subconsciously: "Is his body already like this?"

Feluya pursed her lips and smiled bitterly, and asked him, "Do you know Dr. Sisley, a famous scholar in your psychiatry?"

"know."

Sisley has been conducting investigations and research outside the Fuhrer’s Palace for the past few years. The mental rehabilitation research in the direction of artificial intelligence has been stopped because it was banned. He is currently working on related physical therapy equipment to calm the brain through physical stimulation.

or get excited.

"Sisley said that if the general continues to be like this, he may not be in the same state before."

"It used to be like that?" Su Ying was a little puzzled.

Fei Luya lowered her head and patted the puppy, sighed a long time, and said, "Rong Li was born because the general was afraid that he would die soon, and his body could fall into a deep sleep anytime, anywhere. , and this kind of deep sleep is difficult to wake up, the last time someone woke him up, this time, there will be no one again, if he falls asleep this time, he will sleep forever, that is to say, he will sleep until death."

Hearing the word "death", Su Ying curled his fingers unconsciously.He suddenly thought of years ago, when they met for the first time at school, Rong Ji was asleep at that time, sleeping quietly on the sofa, as if there was no sound.

There is no trace of youthful vigor, from the snow-white hair to the pale skin, from the slow movement to the lifeless eyes, there seems to be two words written on every part of this person: exhaustion.

It makes people want to ask him how tired he is to be so sleepy.

"Then last time..." Su Ying hesitated, but continued to ask, "Where did the person who woke him up last time go?"

Hearing this question, Fei Luya obviously paused.

The table showed that the meal was ready, the red light on the table flashed three times, and with a beep, a square was sunk in the center of the table, and then slowly rose up after ten seconds. This time, there was what they wanted on it. Several dishes were piping hot and smelled delicious, but Su Ying suddenly lost his appetite.

He stared at Fei Luya, waiting for the other party's answer, but he didn't want the other party to answer him immediately, but first brought food to the puppy and put it on the ground for the puppy to eat.

The puppy flicked its tail to and fro after eating, but it was very happy.

"Aunt Ferlua?"

"Not anymore."

"Ok?"

Fei Luya raised her eyes and looked at him with a look that Su Ying didn't quite understand. She seemed to be smiling wryly, and also seemed to be grieving for Rong Ji. gone."

He left, leaving Rong Ji alone.