Give the slag and accept the end

I can't count how many times this is the first time Rong Ji dreamed of that person in his dream.

He was walking in the endless darkness, and there was a person walking in front of him.The man didn't speak, and didn't turn his head, he just walked quietly and moved forward.

He just followed that person.

That person seemed to never get tired no matter how he walked, and he never took a rest.Sometimes he was tired from walking and couldn't catch up, so he called the person's name and told him to wait.But as soon as the name is called, that person disappears, so if there are too many times, the call will stop.

You can't touch it, it will disappear once you touch it.

Sometimes that person will appear, sometimes not, sometimes stay for a long time, and sometimes disappear after just a few steps.

Tonight, that person appeared again.

He still didn't call him, didn't touch him, let alone chase him, he just walked quietly behind the man.

He didn't know how long he had walked, but he felt a little tired, so he walked more slowly, and gradually distanced himself from that person, and the two of them became farther and farther apart.He quickened his pace and tried his best to catch up.

Seeing that he was about to catch up, the man disappeared again.

He didn't feel sad, nor angry, nor depressed, he just felt that with the disappearance of that person, his heart suddenly became a little empty.

Like a leaky spider web, it can't catch a little bit of emotion.

"The affairs of the Lu family will be strictly investigated and dealt with according to the law. The results of the handling will be announced, and other arrangements will be made for those not involved."

Lu Xieshan found Rong Jitou, stole all the private and illegal research materials of the Lu family over the years and handed them over to him, including the genetic data of the latest "research result" Rong Li that the Lu family had mastered, and There is evidence that the head of the Lu family colluded with aliens.

Each one is enough to tear down the Lu family a hundred and eighty times.

Lu Xieshan is not a good stubble, merits and demerits cannot be offset, but because of Lu Xieshan's own particularity, Rong Ji did not do anything to him, but covered up what he did, and called him into the hospital as soon as possible. He took office in the Fuhrer's Palace, and had people follow him closely to prevent him from doing anything out of the ordinary.

After following for more than a month, he did not do anything out of the ordinary, but his subordinates reported his eccentricity: "Every day he would call his lover until late at night, and even if he didn't do anything, he had to turn on the video to do it." Some strange behaviors, as if multiple personalities coexist."

Bering raised his eyebrows aside.

Rong Ji lowered his head and wrote.

The subordinate couldn't learn it, so he scratched his head and continued: "I just feel crazy, and my words and deeds are very disgusting. It's completely different from the way I usually perform tasks. It feels like role-playing."

Bering was very interested: "For example?"

The subordinate recalled it for a while, and said with a gritty expression: "Sometimes he will pretend to be a woman and call her husband, then he will pretend to be a child and call her father, and sometimes he will pretend to be a dog and bark like a dog, but he died. After the phone call, it was back to normal immediately."

When Rong Ji used a little force while writing, he accidentally scratched the paper.

Bering glanced at him, smiled wickedly, and asked his subordinates, "Well, have you ever been in love?"

The subordinate blushed: "I'm still young..."

Bering made a look of sudden realization: "Oh, so, then it's not surprising."

The subordinate scratched his head and blushed.

"It's not called abnormal behavior, nor is it called role-playing, that is called falling in love." Bering said with a smile, "Love can always make human beings lose themselves, and they are no longer themselves, but become another person." Half of people, male and female, cats and dogs, flying in the sky and walking on the ground, as long as the other party likes, he is willing to change into that, what a beautiful relationship, the sour smell, tsk tsk..."

As he spoke, Bering stopped and called Rong Ji who got up and walked out.

"Hey, where is the head of state going? The report is not over yet?"

Rong Ji didn't look back: "Go and see Rong Li."

Rong Li is the son of Rong Ji.

Just like him, the son of Rong Xian.

The difference is that Rong Li is neither Rong Ji nor Rong Xian. He is a child with normal human emotions, and he was born in infancy and received normal upbringing.

Unlike Rong Ji, who was born in a laboratory and grew up in the basement of the library, Rong Li's room has been carefully arranged by senior childcare and nanny, and it is a space full of childlike colors and enlightening toys.

There are soft music symbols and relaxing and pleasant children's fragrance floating in the air. Before entering the door, you can already hear the innocent laughter of the baby and the soft words of the babysitter.

Seeing Rong Ji coming in, the nanny quickly put the child in the baby walker full of toys and stood up to salute: "General."

Rong Ji waved his hand and let the nanny do whatever he wanted. He just came to perform his daily tasks: to spend half an hour with the baby.

Children are the most sensitive to people's aura, and the soft aura of the nanny is the most acceptable to Rong Li, who is still in his infancy, followed by the life officer in the head of state's mansion, Sisley and others, Lian Bai Ling Neng could firmly hold the child in his arms and tease him for half an hour.

Only Rong Ji, this child is not related to Rong Ji.Whenever Rong Ji moved him, he would cry.

So the half-hour scheduled to hold the child turned into half an hour with the child. Rong Ji stood far away, watching Rong Li, who had begun to toddle, play with the nanny.

Rong Li was running around laughing and joking in the toddler, and the nanny followed him to take care of him, lest he bump into the toys all over the floor and overturn the car.

While running, he accidentally bumped into Rong Ji, a bewildered expression appeared on his small round face, then he turned around and babbled and stretched out his hand at the nanny.

The nanny caught him and comforted him: "Your Highness, that's your father."

After teaching countless times, the child just doesn't recognize Rong Ji, but smiles at the nanny like a relative.

But it's not the child's fault, who made Rong Ji always have a straight face, almost no superfluous expressions can be found on this face all day long, even when facing children, his face is expressionless, It is no wonder that children are not afraid of him.

"You, if you smile at the child, the child will not be afraid of you." A female voice came from the door, and when she turned her head, it was Feiluya.

Xu is worried about Rong Ji's health. Recently, Fei Luya often runs to the capital's mansion every now and then to give Rong Ji a physical examination and life and diet plan. Together with the current life officer, he monitors Rong Ji's life 360 ​​degrees. A blind spot, for fear that one day he would fall asleep quietly again.

Rong Ji greeted her and replied: "I don't know."

How could Fei Luya not know that he can't laugh, he has been like this since he was a child, he has no emotions, he doesn't know what happiness is, so naturally he can't laugh.

She sighed: "Are you still unable to perceive emotions?"

Rong Ji didn't speak.

"After the last inspection, I communicated with Sisley and Bering. They agreed that you should be able to perceive some emotions in your current state, at least your body can perceive them."

"for example."

"For example, do you feel inexplicable pain in your body, do you feel tightness in your chest, do you feel uncomfortable in your internal organs, or do you have the sudden sweating like before? Did you sleep peacefully, or did you have nightmares?"

Rong Ji thought of the dreams that accompanied him day and night during this period, and answered her one by one: "No pain, no dullness, no discomfort, no sweating, and no nightmares."

That's not a nightmare.

"Really?" Fei Luya was a little disbelieving, because she saw the increasingly obvious blackness under Rong Ji's eyes, "I hope you don't hide anything, you know, this is very important to you."

"what."

Fei Luya explained helplessly: "Emotions are very important to you. If you can perceive emotions, then we can help you step by step to relieve the long-suppressed bad emotions, so that your mental burden can be relieved gradually. Only when the ground is unloaded and your mental state is good, your body can slowly get better."

"What's wrong with my body?"

"What do you think? In addition to this time, this is the seventh time you have experienced a long-term deep sleep." Fei Luya squatted down, and carried Rong Li out of the walker, who was smiling at her, "This time In a deep sleep, you slept for four days and four nights in total, if Sisley hadn't forcibly used a therapeutic device to wake you up, you don't know how long you would have continued to sleep."

Rong Li likes Feiluya very much. After being hugged, he kept smiling at Feiluya, grabbed Feiluya's clothes without letting go, giggled non-stop, and kept touching her with the other hand. He looked at Felua's frown.

Fei Luya was infected by this childlike laughter, stretched her brows, kissed Rong Li, and said softly: "He really looks like you when you were young, very beautiful, a small ball, cute as if from God little angel of the world."

Rong Ji said: "I was still in the nutrition warehouse at that time, so I don't remember."

"Of course you don't remember, but I do." Feruya smiled. "I still remember when you were just born and learning to walk. You held my hand and walked step by step like that. He wobbles, doesn't cry when he falls, and gets up straight away, his strong little appearance is very similar to Leo's when he was a child."

Leo was mentioned unintentionally, and the air suddenly fell silent. As Leo's memorial day approached, she would always think of Leo, the explosion that shocked the universe, and Rong Ji's cold order.

The bones of the entire ship were almost blown to pieces, and the mutilated limbs covered the dilapidated battleship.

Except for one hand, Leo could not be found, and he still left a whole body. Rong Xian's head was in a different place, but he barely restrained his limbs and burned them into ashes and brought them back.

No one knows what it feels like to bury his son's body with his own hands.The kind of heart-piercing pain and hatred once tormented her so deeply that she couldn't sleep at night.

Before completely bringing back memories, she quickly raised her smile and prepared to change the subject.

"Your Highness, he..."

"Su Ying said that human beings should have the freedom to choose." Rong Ji said suddenly, "But at that time, I had no choice."

In just a second, Feiluya's tears had already pooled in her eyes, why didn't she know that it was a choice without a choice.However, she is not relying on reason to forgive Rong Ji, she keeps telling herself every day that this is a choice she has to make, and her real enemies are those terrorists.

"I know."

"I sometimes wonder if I am a human being." Rong Ji held the chain on his chest with a calm voice, "If I am a human being, why do I have no choice? I can't choose what I want to do, I can't choose what I want Those who stayed behind couldn’t choose their daily itinerary, books to read, meals to eat, and I couldn’t even choose life and death.”

Without emotions, there is no choice.

"Everything I do is a decision after rational thinking, and a screening after comprehensive data." Rong Ji's face showed nothing, but the confusion and confusion in his words made Fei Luya shed tears, "But Feruya, is such an accurate screening based on data a real human choice?"

"Or, am I... a real human being?"

If he's not human, then what is?