Give the slag and accept the end

Rong Ji arrived at the city where the No. [-] Academy was located early the next morning, and rushed into Lu's house in crowds.

The Lu family is not the largest wealthy family in the area, but it is the one closely related to the capital.The head of the Lu family used to be the head of Rong Xian's personal secretary. He held and participated in many unspeakable secrets, for example, artificial human experiments.

Strictly speaking, Luxie Mountain is not "Luxie Mountain".Lu's eldest son "Lu Xieshan" died early before Lu Xieshan was born, and Lu Xieshan was his clone.On the basis of cloning, certain transformations and experiments have been carried out, such as emotional deprivation, and mental manipulation experiments.

It stands to reason that such confidential experimental products cannot be "leaked out", but whoever makes the clone of "Luxie Mountain" excellent in physical fitness is one in a million, Bering and others are not willing to give up such good experimental materials.

So in exchange, under the condition of signing a confidentiality contract, Rong first allowed the Lu family to use Lu Xieshan's body for analysis, but the analysis results needed to be shared.

Rong Xian is a hero. The reason why he can lead Huaying to fight for hegemony in the universe is because he is ruthless and cruel.Everything he does is for Hua Ying, for which he can sacrifice everything, including human morality and benevolence.

Because of his ruthlessness, there was a genius leader Rong Ji who shocked the universe.

Also because of his ruthlessness, there is Lu Xieshan, the experimental material who lives in the world but is free from the world.

In order to make more use of Luxie Mountain for experiments, the Lu family sent Lu Xieshan into Rongxian's escort.In this way, he would have enough time to stay in the capital and contribute to Bering's artificial human experiment plan, thereby strengthening the close connection between the Lu family and the capital.

The Lu family thought very well, but they didn't expect that Rong Ji was not Rong Xian.

This time I came to Lu's house to explain one thing: he completely shut down Bering's artificial human laboratory, and Bering was also banned for life. Way.

The only thing Bering can do is to be a babysitter and help him take care of his "new born" child.

The suspension of the artificial human experiment means that the contract between the Lu family and the head of state was unilaterally torn up.The Patriarch of the Lu family was furious on the spot, and was immediately brought back to his senses by Rong Ji's sentence, "If the Lu family doesn't want to be arrested collectively for the crime of conducting artificial human experiments without permission, then give me a break."

There are countless people and families who have fallen silently to the altar in recent years, and the Lu family is no exception.

Just like that, the Lu family kept silent aggrievedly and rationally.

When Lu Xieshan was called to meet Rong Ji in the reception room, he was thinking about a life problem. In order to think about this problem, he stayed up all night last night.

So the first time he saw Rong Ji, he didn't salute or ask about the family, but touched his chin and asked, "What should I do if two men fall in love and the upper and lower positions are not suitable?"

Rong Ji's eyes were cold.

Lu Xieshan wasn't bothered by the cold eyes at all. He thought for a while, then looked at Rong Ji, and suddenly smiled for some reason: "Forget it, let's say it's been a while."

Lu Xieshan was originally Rong Ji's backup guard, so this time he used this name to follow Rong Ji into the gate of the No. [-] Academy. When he entered, he made a point of beating the guard who stopped him the night before. An arrogant grimace.

He slipped away after entering the door, thinking that with so many guards in Rong Ji, none of them would die without him.

"General, he..."

"Don't worry about it." Rong Ji glanced at the direction where Lu Xie Shan slipped away, which was the student dormitory area.

Lu Xieshan did not block Su Ying in the dormitory, because of Rong Ji's visit, Su Ying went to the department to report early this morning, and held an emergency meeting with a group of professors to discuss how to adjust the presentation of the report.

Because they all knew the temporary suspension decision ordered by General Rong yesterday, all the professors looked very unhappy, and they were immersed in anger and depression. Although it was a discussion, no one could really come up with any ideas. Su Ying came up with the idea.

Before the actual visit, Rong Ji will give an inspiring speech to the elite students of the school.

Su Ying went to listen and for the first time saw the man who appeared on the TV news every day.

Today's universe is filled with an environment that advocates military power, and Huaying is no exception.

The man in the military uniform on the stage looked really young. If you put aside his short gray hair and just looked at his appearance, it would not be an exaggeration to say that he was a student of the same age as them.But the man was standing in the middle of the podium, wearing a black military uniform and a pair of shiny black military boots, his straight body was like a sharpened sword, just standing upright, a sense of oppression for no reason Then spread out around him.

The ten-thousand-person hall, which was still full of discussions, suddenly fell silent after the young General Rong raised his head.It's hard to imagine what kind of training a person has to go through to have such an aura at such a young age.

"Good morning, students..."

His voice was the same as his own, with no warmth to speak of. He read a motivating speech that was written by someone who did not know who it was. He read it heavily and coldly, but there was an indescribable sense of majesty that shocked these young people. The impetuous hearts of the children kept quiet obediently one by one.

Standing in the back row, Su Ying couldn't listen to such a tasteless speech, so he turned on the virtual screen to browse the Internet in a grandiose manner.Coincidentally, as soon as I opened it, I received a message from Lu Xieshan, and at the same time saw a series of missed calls.

Lu Xieshan: [Where are you? 】

Su Ying: [The auditorium. 】

Lu Xieshan: 【Have you seen him? 】

Su Ying: [Who? 】

Mount Luxie: [Rong Ji]

"You are the future of Huaying..."

Su Ying looked up at Rong Ji who was mechanically carrying the manuscript on the stage, and lowered his head to reply: [I see, she looks really good. 】

Lu Xieshan: [I'm at the gate outside the auditorium, come out, I have something to tell you. 】

Su Ying: 【What? 】

Lu Xieshan sent two words very bluntly: 【Confession. 】

Su Ying stared blankly at these two words, then rolled his eyes with a smile.It just so happened that he didn't want to listen to the manuscript, so he went out the door, and when he was about to leave, he looked back at the person on the stage for some reason, but very unfortunately, he met the person's eyes from afar.

The other party's gaze paused in his direction for two seconds, then lowered his head again.

"..."

It should be an illusion, so far away, how could it be possible to meet eyes, probably looking elsewhere.

Thinking of this, he quickly turned his head and left quickly.

And when he went out, Rong Ji's speech on the stage had also been memorized.

Rong Ji, who had finished reciting the manuscript, did not end immediately, but glanced in the direction of a certain gate. After a moment of silence, he suddenly crumpled the manuscript and threw it away.

There was an uproar under the stage.

"That manuscript was written by the secretariat. It's correct, but it's not what I really want to say to you..." Rong Ji looked at the group of students who were innocent, pure-eyed, and ignorant of the difficulties and ugliness of the world. Forget what to say next.

But once he opened his mouth, he couldn't take it back.

After thinking about it, Rong Ji began to say: "During the Second Space War, Huaying lost a total of 8000 million soldiers, including more than 3000 million elite soldiers and [-] senior officers."

"60.00% of the surviving soldiers can no longer rely on their original limbs to live normally, and the remaining 40.00% have more or less suffered from post-war mental disorders."

"This war has caused indelible damage to more than [-] million families, more than [-] million families have lost their children, parents, friends, neighbors, those who were closest to them, and finally burned to ashes buried in the ground."

"You have all learned this in your textbooks, and maybe you have memorized the casualties of specific battles for the exam, the pros and cons of the impact."

"You may still complain that these numbers are difficult to memorize, and these effects are complicated..."

Rong Ji's voice was very calm, without a trace of blame, tolerant and shameful.

His birth, his body and brain, his every minute and every second, were all designed to protect Hua Ying.He has no choice of his own, no life of his own, no relatives and friends, and even no emotions of his own.

No one knew that when he watched all the people around him cry, while he stood in front of the grave of his father's friend, he couldn't feel a trace of sadness.It was as if he had been thrown on an island with only him alone, seeing nothing, hearing nothing, feeling nothing.

Obviously want to cry together, but can't find sadness.I want to laugh along with me, but I can't find happiness.

He can understand the disgust, hatred, fear, rejection, indifference, alienation, and contempt of people around him when they look at him, and he can also analyze the unspoken words in those eyes.

But his brain was anesthetized, which paralyzed all his emotions, making him unable to do anything beyond reason to these eyes.

That huge sense of emptiness that has pulled away all emotions has been with him since he was born, surrounding him every moment, making him wonder what is crying and what is laughing, what is happiness and what is sadness, what is What is like and what is not like.His brain seemed to be programmed, no matter what happened, he would not be moved by it.

Just like now, when he said these words, he was reading the manuscript again without emotion but with purpose.

The most provocative and inspiring language is spoken on the mouth, but the heart is like a pool of stagnant water.The fluctuation of the moment when the speech was thrown away just now has disappeared with the disappearance of that person, and all the words are "correct language".

……

"We've done everything we can to protect you."

"If there is anything I expect from you, it is to enjoy and cherish your limited life, every minute and every second."

Applause thundered.

Boring and uninteresting.

It was already noon after the speech, and the official visit was after lunch.

Rong Ji didn't go to eat because of the long-lost headache, and stayed in the lounge of the administrative area of ​​the dormitory to rest.

Then, by the window of the lounge, he saw two people standing under a flower tree not far downstairs.As if sensing his gaze, one of them suddenly kissed the person opposite him after looking upstairs.

And the man opposite him didn't push away.

He just stood by the window and watched how those two people kissed, how they hugged, how they talked and laughed, and after watching for a long time, he couldn't find any emotional fluctuations in his heart.Just calm, empty, numb.

Unsurprisingly calm, as usual.

"General?"

I don't know how long he looked at it, but when he heard someone calling him, he recovered his senses and turned around.

It's Feilua who I haven't seen for a long time.

The moment Feiluya saw him, she showed a complex expression of surprise, worry, panic and disbelief, and then said carefully: "General, what's wrong with you?"

Rong Ji said, "What's wrong."

Feiluya looked at him, not knowing how to speak.

Rong Ji's face was as white as a sheet of paper, his mouth was bloodless, and his forehead, nose tip, and neck were covered with waterfall-like cold sweat.Sweat rose from the pores of the skin at a speed visible to the naked eye, and then flowed on his face like a stream, forming one thin stream after another, falling drop after drop from forehead to chin.

Drop from the tip of the hair, drop from the chin, drop from the fingertips.

The clothes were completely soaked, and the whole person seemed to be salvaged from the water, except for a pair of eyes, which were dry and lifeless, like a newborn baby, with nothing inside.

She ran to the window and stood at Rong Ji's position and looked down, and saw Su Ying and Lu Xie Shan who were about to leave hand in hand by the tree not far downstairs.

When I turned around to look at Rong Ji next to me, I heard the other party greet her in a stylized manner: "Long time no see Fei Luya, how are you?"

He seemed completely unaware of what was wrong with him, and blinked at her suspiciously.

In a trance, she remembered what Bering had said to her when Rong Ji didn't sleep for a year after the war ended, and when he finally collapsed and fainted:

People who have been deprived of their feelings will not cry or laugh, but this does not mean that they are not sad or happy.

All the emotions he doesn't feel, his body feels for him.

Human beings always judge a person's inner good, evil, joy, anger, sorrow and sorrow by the demeanor and behavior of the body, how absurd it is.If the human heart can be accurately quantified by the same standard, it is not a human being, but a machine.