Give the slag and accept the end

[What is pain? 】

【The function of 'Su Ying' is to teach you to use human emotions. When you have normal human emotions, you will know what pain feels like】

[Then, let’s be an experiment. 】

If time can be reshaped at will like the world in the virtual space, Rong Ji wants to travel back to when he was just born, and advise himself at that time not to be Sisley's experimental product just because of a candy.

"Did you not sleep last night?"

After Rong Ji opened his eyes, he saw Su Ying beside the bed for the first time. He sat by the bed and stayed with him all night.

"If you fall asleep, you will automatically quit the treatment. I, you remember that before you...you slept very fast when you were young, and you slept very deeply."

After a night of adjustments, Su Ying was still not used to it.In his mind, Rong Ji was still the same as when he was a child, who knows that more than ten years have passed in the blink of an eye, and the person has grown up and changed, and is a lot less familiar.I dare not hug, and I have a sense of distance when I speak.

Rong Ji looked at him and blinked slowly, but did not answer his words: "I'm leaving."

After all, without waiting for Su Ying to reply, he left the treatment space and disappeared into the bed.

Which is more important, the real world or the virtual world? Intellectually, Rong Ji clearly knows that reality is more important.

But this is not reality, this is his last dream.

Su Ying was just a dream within his dream.

After he left the treatment space, he turned on the switch of the small square and connected the voice in the ear.While putting on his clothes, he said to Su Ying in the small square: "In the future, this switch will not be turned off again. You can see that I can see everything, and I can also talk to me at any time."

The small square on his chest flickered, and a voice came from his ears.

"is this OK?"

Rong Ji put on his clothes and stood in front of the mirror.

The surrounding world of the small cube's inner world has become a projection of the real world.Su Ying seemed to have returned to the time when he first came to this world. He was in the real world and could see everything from Rong Ji's perspective.

He saw the handsome white-haired soldier standing in front of the mirror, with a small shining white crystal cube hanging on his chest, which stood out against the black military uniform.

Rong Ji looked straight into the mirror, his pair of unwavering eyes seemed a little indifferent.

Su Ying heard a voice coming from the real world outside the projection, and the voice was so faint that it seemed to have no pitch.

"Here, no one can say no to me."

From this day on, Su Ying never stayed alone in the space and created the world boringly like before.He stays with Rong Ji every day, and he can see wherever Rong Ji goes.

It was a world that was no different from the world he had experienced. Except that the people he met were all pretty and the construction equipment was more technologically advanced, the rest, the blue sky, white clouds, flowers, plants and trees were still the same. It was a beautiful combination of technology and nature. Achieve a perfect unified picture scroll.From the perspective of human natural development history, this is already quite good.

"In the entire universe, only the earth has roughly maintained the natural environment of 2000 years ago, which makes our Huaying the overlord of the universe, and at the same time, it has also become the coveted object of other planets with poor conditions."

"What are the wars for? Is it rare resources? Is it technology? The demise of the Rare Stars 1000 years ago and the last space war must have given everyone the answer."

"I hope everyone realizes the importance of nature to human beings."

"...Therefore, the implementation of this environmental plan will be subject to the strictest inspection plan..."

During the meeting, Rong Ji still looked lifeless. Although he spoke more inspiring slogan-like words, his tone of voice was still not fluctuating, which made people feel more serious the more he listened.

"End of the meeting."

After watching the meeting, Su Ying sighed softly in Rong Ji's ear: "When you were young, I was thinking that you were so smart at that time, and what you will become when you grow up. Now that I see it, a planet can be destroyed by you!" It's well managed, it's really..."

Rong Ji turned off the camera screen, walked out of the live conference room, and went to the lounge before talking to him.

"what."

"Ok?"

"What did you just say?"

Su Ying smiled and said, "I won't tell you."

Rong Ji: "Say."

Su Ying: "No."

At this time, someone outside the door rang the bell, and Sisley was displayed on the projection screen.Rong Ji rejected Sisli's request to enter, and after saying the three words "resting", he locked the door.

"Why don't you let him in?" Su Ying followed Rong Ji into the head of state's exclusive rest room, the curtains closed automatically, and the sound isolators in the walls were completely opened.

This room used to be Rong Xian's territory. After Rong Xian died, it now belongs to Rong Ji.Rong Ji has hardly used this lounge, he usually doesn't sleep much, but today, he came in for the first time.

"There is something." It was still a short sentence.

"What's the matter?" Su Ying was puzzled, "You want to rest? But don't you have the habit of taking a nap?"

Rong Ji didn't talk nonsense with him, just lay down and closed his eyes, and turned on the sensor.

In just three seconds, he appeared in Su Ying's world.

Su Ying was taken aback by Rong Ji who suddenly appeared in front of him: "Why did you come in suddenly?"

Rong Ji said, "I said I have something to do."

"What..." Su Ying just wanted to ask something, but after seeing Rong Ji staring at him, he slowly understood, "You have something to do, you just come...to see me?"

Rong Ji didn't speak or shake his head, which was a tacit agreement.

The little white dog ran out of the wooden house and rushed to Rong Ji's feet, jumping on his trouser legs non-stop.He squatted down, allowing Xiaobai's two front paws to rest on his knees successfully, and then stretched out his hand to let Xiaobai lick him and rub him, without blinking his eyes.

After being licked for a while, when the dog's saliva was all over his hands, he stroked the dog's head with that hand. Xiao Bai squinted his eyes and let out a coquettish "woo".

Seeing him teasing the dog with that taciturn and expressionless look, Su Ying smiled.

"I found that I still like you more now." Rong Ji's hand stopped for a moment, and Su Ying noticed his stiff posture, and specially lowered his head to lean into his ear, "Do you know why?"

Rong Ji touched Xiaobai, but didn't answer him.

Su Ying didn't wait for him to answer, and continued: "You were also very cute when you were young, small and short, like a snow doll. At that time, you would come to me on time every day and listen to me for everything. I asked You will answer whatever you want, even if the answers you answer are often unsatisfactory, you will still work hard to find the answer."

"Woohoo." Xiaobai frantically wagged his tail while rubbing against Rong Ji coquettishly.

Rong Ji stretched out his hand, and in less than two seconds, a piece of jerky appeared in his hand out of thin air.Xiaobai immediately gobbled up the jerky and swallowed it, and then came again, so Rong Ji changed another piece for him.

"But, you at that time..."

"what."

Su Ying told the truth: "At that time, you didn't seem to need me at all. Sometimes I felt very powerless, as if I would never be able to enter your world."

After feeding the dog, Rong Ji looked up at him.

"Now it feels like..." Su Ying paused, and smiled at him, "Of course, it may be my illusion."

I haven't even seen a superfluous expression on this white-haired man's face, it's too early to talk about it.Maybe the other party doesn't understand the meaning of what he said at all. If they say "what does it mean to like" as before, it will really make people sad.

The lover in this life is an artificial human without emotions, but he is not, at least... He has no way to remain calm and calm after hearing the other party say "I don't need you".

Thinking this way, he planned to prevent the other party from responding to his words, but Rong Ji didn't give him a chance.

"This illusion has no meaning at all." Rong Ji said, "If I don't need you, I won't use you."

Hearing these words, Su Ying's heart beat violently, as if he had returned to the first time when he couldn't restrain his heart, as if his breath had stopped.

He asked carefully: "Then... what do you need me to do?"

"I need you to remember me."

"Ok?"

Rong Ji didn't repeat himself, he stood up and walked into the cabin, Xiao Bai followed behind his legs, twisting his buttocks and running around in the air, not like a fake dog compiled by data.

The days passed day by day, and the same boring life was repeated every day, but Su Ying enjoyed it so much.

In a flash, five years have passed.

For the past five years, they have been together every day, to say the least, every moment.

Since it was turned on five years ago, the switch of the small cube has not been turned off for a moment. Su Ying can "monitor" Rong Ji's life through the perspective of the small cube every day: what food he eats, what clothes he wears, and what meetings he holds. , what kind of ceremonies he participated in, which planets he visited...he knew everything clearly.

Once Rong Ji rested, he would enter Su Ying's cabin and sleep on that fake bed.

That's right, fake sleep.

At first, Su Ying didn't know that this guy was fake sleeping, and asked him several times what happened.

"Are you in poor health? You were not like this when you were a child. You always fell asleep when you lay down."

"Sequelae from previous combat injuries." Rong Ji said

Upon hearing this, Su Ying's heart ached so much that he spoke with a lighter tone for a while.He clearly knew that the other party could not be so vulnerable, but he was still blinded to death, so it was fine to ask for his health, and when he was confused, he would make him a soothing soup. After drinking it several times, he remembered that the things he stewed were all Garbled data, can not play a practical role.

But if he didn't do something, he couldn't pass the test in his heart.

"You accompany me."

"Accompany with what?"

"sleep."

"..."

So Su Ying, who didn't feel sleepy at all, began to sleep with Rong Ji every day.A small bed, a bit narrow, Su Ying wanted to change the bed to a larger one, but Rong Ji was not allowed, asked him why he was not allowed, but he didn't say a word.

"The bed is too small." The two of them just slept on the edge of the bed, and there was no place to turn over.

Hearing his words, Rong Ji turned sideways without saying a word, and kept the standard soldier's side sleeping position all night, occupying only one bedside, leaving two-thirds of the position to him.

Su Ying had no choice but to let him.

At the beginning, Su Ying didn't dare to sleep with Rong Ji like other mission targets. After all, there is still a big gap between people like Rong Ji and other "normal people".Just the cold air around him makes people lose the desire to get close, and always feel that such a person may not need anyone's approach and hug.

But when he thought about it, it was a lie that he didn't want to get close, after all, it was his lover who fell asleep next to him.Even if it's changed, it's still his lover.

Su Ying waited for Rong Ji to basically fall asleep, and then quietly moved over, put his hand gently on the other's waist, and hugged the stiff man in his arms.In order not to be discovered by the other party, he also specially used his control over this virtual world to shield Rong Ji's feelings.

Smelling the non-existing familiar smell on the other party, feeling the other party's body temperature, he started to think wildly after having not had sex for a long time: If this unsmiling military master was naked|naked|naked in front of him, what kind of ecstasy would it be?

Thinking of this, he moved a little closer, putting his body close to the opponent's, and his hands began to restless.

Before he had time to do anything out of the ordinary, Rong Ji's voice sounded.

"Do you love me?"

"...!" What do you mean?No, no, what's the matter, didn't sleep?Did he not block the other party's senses?Woke people up?Also, what's going on with this problem?Why so suddenly?Rong Ji, who doesn't even know what he likes, how could he ask the question of whether he loves it or not?

Rong Ji is a tough guy now, he grabbed his hand that was trying to escape, and poked him straight: "If you love, I can let you touch it."

Su Ying: "..."

Rong Ji turned around and asked him expressionlessly: "Did I get it wrong?"

Su Ying shrank back a few centimeters from his expressionless face, but his hands were tightly clenched and he couldn't pull them out, as if he had been caught by an idiot. He was quite embarrassed: "Where did you read these things? I didn't... ...that doesn't make sense."

"In the book."

"Let go first, I won't do anything to you."

"The book says that when there is love, you can have sex | love, and when there is no love, you can mate." Rong Ji saw what Su Ying wanted to say, predicted his question, and answered him casually, "I know what love is .”

Su Ying froze for a moment: "You know?"

People who don't even know what love is, know what love is?

There was still no blood on Rong Ji's pale skin, and there was no expression on his face, but what he said did not look like a person without emotional experience.

"I don't fall asleep every day, not at all, I don't want to fall asleep." With Su Ying's surprised expression on his face, Rong Ji stuffed his hands into his clothes, "If in reality, you touch me Will be dragged to execution by my secretary, but here..."

"But here...?" Su Ying swallowed.

Rong Ji said: "Anyway, it's fake, and I can't do anything to you even if you touch it."

No one can imagine what it would be like for an expressionless person like Rong Ji to say overly explicit words in an emotionless tone. He is like a blank sheet of paper. You teach him what to do, and he will do what you tell him to say. , what he said.

There is no shame, and no self-esteem that cannot be let go.Just like what he said, "It's fake anyway", Su Ying felt that Rong Ji gave him an unreal feeling—this is not like what this cold and heartless young head of state can say.

Of course, Su Ying didn't dare to do anything to him.

Rong Ji is shameless, but he is about to open his face.It's hard to say what the reason is, but if I have to say it, it's probably because the other party didn't have a single bit of lust in his tone when he said such a thing, and there was also a hint of desire hidden in the other party's bottomless eyes. An indescribable "dead breath".

I always feel that this is not the state he wants.

It's fine if you don't move your hands and feet, but it's still okay to hug.

Although it is an iceberg-like character, it is hard to hold it, but the body temperature is still warm. When you put your hand on the other person's chest, you can feel the heartbeat. Su Ying can't help but sigh that the experience in virtual reality is really real So real that he forgot that this is a data world.

"Is it because of the sequelae of your injury here that you can't sleep?" Su Ying touched the scar on his chest.

Rong Ji didn't make a sound, he didn't want to tell too many lies.

The reason for not sleeping is that he has been struggling for so long and the mental burden is too heavy. He wants to sleep anytime and anywhere, but if he falls asleep at this time, then this dream will end.

He didn't want it to end so quickly, and he wanted to stay with Su Ying for as long as possible.

But time is an unstoppable wheel that keeps rolling.