Give the slag and accept the end

Rong Ji has never been very clear about why he insists on living in this world.It's like he never knew how such a perfunctory reason of "living for the Huaying Empire" secretly blinded his heart and engraved it into his mind, making him run back and forth in this world day by day.

Like a mindless worm in a ditch, circling aimlessly in the foul, foul-smelling water.His existence itself is worthless, but in that pool of water, he has become an indispensable existence.

"General."

"General!"

"Your Highness, meeting time..."

"Extend two hours."

"However, this time is a bit late, the officials are very tired, and many people have complained just now, how about..."

After all, he has been in this world for too long, and Rong Jiqiang's mental state is actually not very good. Fortunately, he can get a little rest and relief at Su Ying, so he can hold on.

He has important things to do tomorrow, so he put all the meetings into these two days.The rare change was opposed and dissatisfied by the officials, and even the secretary deliberately complained in front of him.

Rong Ji didn't want to explain too much to the secretary, so he asked, "Do you think I'm not tired?"

The secretary was obviously stunned, and asked him back in a daze for two seconds: "What did you say?"

Rong Ji repeated: "Do you think I'm not tired?"

tired?

Are you still tired?

Impossible, how could it be?

You are the general, the head of state, the youngest, strongest and most ruthless leader in the universe.

Rong Ji saw the answer from the opponent's face.

"The meeting is dismissed and will continue tomorrow." He dropped this sentence and left with the secretary looking as if he had seen the hell.

The other party will think that it is not surprising that he will see a ghost. When he was young, Rong Ji never knew what it meant to be tired or tired.At that time, his endurance was comparable to the toughest robot.

He can follow Rong Xian's orders to study and train from morning to night, and he can fight and work day and night without eating or drinking.There is no word "entertainment" in his life, and everything he does is related to becoming an excellent heir to the head of state.Only when I pass by the window occasionally, I look at the birds flying outside the window, and then my mind will analyze the flight speed, species, characteristics, and living habits of the bird involuntarily.

After years of training and learning, it has become a habit to analyze and judge everything in front of him, and everything has become data for him.

Sleep is not for health, but for the service work of the next day.Yes, he thought it was all service work.

Eating is not for delicious taste, but for the body to absorb enough energy to ensure that he can maintain the energy to serve others.

To be honest, he really wanted to suggest that Bering could cancel the troublesome function of "eating" when building a new generation of artificial humans. If it was just for energy, it would be better to use injection directly, which would be more efficient and faster.

Speaking of eating, his longest hunger record was half a month without eating.It was at the beginning of the last Star Wars. He was only sixteen or seventeen years old at the time. He was shot down while fighting the enemy on a primitive planet with a mecha, and was seriously injured in the jungle to avoid the enemy's pursuit and detection. Hide in a hidden burrow and wait for a turnaround.

The enemy had already occupied that primitive planet as a base, and the soldiers were patrolling the ground all the time. He had no choice but to rely on Rong Xian and the others to see the location distress message he sent before landing, and break into the enemy camp to rescue him.However, the risk of rescue is extremely high, and it is very likely that he will lose his wife and lose his army.With Mr. Rong's character, he should not be able to do such a stupid thing, and there is a high probability that he will be left to fend for himself.

The blood on his body was solidified, and the burns from the explosion of the mecha covered half of his body.Wounded like this, he starved day after day in the dark, foul-smelling burrow. The feeling of hunger wasn't good, but it wasn't too bad either.The feeling of being so hungry that his breath gradually faded made him even a little relaxed.

In pain and hunger, he waited peacefully for the day he died.

Unfortunately, did not wait.

"Even if a person is dead, he must be dug out! My son of Mr. Rong, even if he turns into a handful of ashes, I will bring him back to Huaying!" woke up.

He didn't know how Rongxian found him in the end, he could only feel that the other party dragged him out of the hole with his own hands, and scolded him severely in his ear: "Trash! You must live, what did I say, you It is Huaying's future! Whether you want it or not, you must live, you must!"

He obeyed orders and survived.

War is the most capable of destroying a person. Even Rong Ji, he sometimes feels pain in his body and nerves that bothers him.

People around me keep dying.Subordinates, superiors, friends, relatives.Young, old, strong.Will laugh, cry, and be angry.Some still have bones, some have no bones, and some are in pieces.

Everything unfolded before his eyes, except for the remains of severed limbs and blood.Regardless of the era, war meant bloodshed.

"See, they are warriors who sacrificed their lives for Huaying! They are ordinary people, and they are all dedicating their lives for Huaying, but you..." Rong Xian said to him, "You were born because of Huaying. The whole Huaying lives, you have to pay it back, Huaying needs you to know, you are very important, you...cough...cough!"

Rong Xian coughed restrainedly, with blood at the corner of his mouth.

Since that period of time, he always talked to Rong Ji whenever he had time. Most of what he said was about these things for the country and the people, who is reliable, who needs attention, and who needs to be strictly monitored. He said these things when he was free. , as if explaining the last words.

"Are you dying?" Rong Ji asked bluntly.

Rong Xian did not evade: "It should be soon."

"But the war will take a while."

"I will try my best to last until the end. If I can't, you will replace me as Huaying's...hero." He used the word "hero".

Rong Ji couldn't understand the reason for Rong Xian's love and selflessness for Huaying. He was a little suspicious that Rong Xian was born like him, but a hereditary artificial human.

"Are you confused?" Rong Xian seemed to see the confusion in his eyes, and smiled rarely.

The imperial general, who had aged rapidly in a few years, looked at him with eyes he had never seen before, the corners of his mouth were slightly bent, and his dry eyes showed emotions beyond his comprehension—this was extremely rare, He had never seen anything like this in the robot's eyes.

"Rong Ji." He heard Rong Xian call his name with a sigh, and then, a hand fell on top of his head. "My child, thank you for your hard work."

When Rong Ji blinked, Rong Xian's eyes had disappeared, and the hands on his head had been removed.He saw Rong Xian leaning tiredly on the back of the chair, his face was haggard.He smiled self-deprecatingly: "I thought it would be more beneficial to fight and protect this planet if you lost your feelings, but I forgot that if there is nothing on this planet that makes you feel important, even if it is eating, drinking, and breathing, you When you don’t even think it matters, the word 'guarding' can only be a formality." He sighed: "Unfortunately, I knew it too late...too late..."

"Father."

"Can you call me Dad?" Rong Xian's head seemed to be in great pain, one eye was so painful that he squinted, thin blue veins were wrapped around the brow bone, and his hands kept kneading his brow and temple , so depressed that he doesn't look like a planet leader.

Rong Ji looked at him for a while and said, "Do I need to call a military doctor for you?"

"No, I'll just rest for a while, you go back." Rong Xian waved his hand and drove him away.

Rong Ji didn't call him dad in the end, not because he couldn't say it, but because he didn't think it was necessary.Could it be that they can get along like father and son in ordinary people by changing their names?

Impossible, Rong Xian is not that kind of person, and neither is he.

Rong Xian may indeed be dying, becoming more and more irrational.It's even more repulsive.

Leo always told him: "The general actually loves you, he just can't express it."

Rong Ji didn't like to hear such hypocritical words, let alone whether Rong Xian loved him or not, even if it was true love, he couldn't feel it.Who told Rong Xian to deprive him of his emotions when he let Bering make him?

Not feeling love, for granted.This kind of troublesome stuff, no better.

"It doesn't matter."

"Hmm...doesn't matter?" Leo stared at him with a smile, looked left, right, up and down, his eyes scratched his face carefully like a knife, "You don't seem to be indifferent look."

Rong Ji looked at him: "I think you have this time to study me, why don't you go to the infirmary and give your broken arm another injection of bone growth agent."

Leo laughed and bumped his shoulders: "You brat, why are you talking to your brother?"

When there is no one in private, he always regards himself as the big brother without respect or humiliation, and calls himself Rong Ji one by one.Rong Ji just didn't bother with him, and didn't bother to spend time on him.

"gone."

"I really wonder if you would have recovered if the treatment program hadn't been destroyed." Leo said suddenly.

Rong Ji turned his head and saw Leo's complexion.

"If I hadn't neglected you and caused you to have such a thing, you might have been in the treatment process..."

"Su Ying."

Leo froze for a moment, then changed his words: "Maybe you have become a healthy person under Su Ying's treatment."

Rong Ji asked: "How can you be sure that Su Ying played a role?"

Leo pointed to the necklace on his chest: "You still wear it now, don't you?"

Sisley asked him to keep the necklace, so that he could try to wake it up if he had nothing to do.With frequent battles and tight time, he didn't have much time to do this, but he still wore the necklace all the time.

"I..." He wanted to explain.

"The general said that when you were rescued on Lite Star, you had been holding it tightly." Leo added with a smile, "Besides, you can't break your hand no matter what."

After Rong Xian and Leo died, Rong Ji actually thought about it many times.He wondered if it was the procedure that made him feel so bad about their deaths.

That kind of discomfort is not mental discomfort, but physical discomfort.

There are always inexplicable pains all over the body, such as headache, neck pain, shoulder pain, chest pain, arm pain, and leg pain.No problem can be found even after checking, it just hurts.

The pain reached its peak after being slapped by Feluya and scolded as a "devil".

He didn't sleep that whole night, he couldn't sleep because of the pain.And since then, he has never been able to sleep again.

Although this world is just a virtual repetition of Rong Ji's memory, he still goes to work and holds meetings to make all arrangements, just like in the real world, dealing with various things in an orderly manner.

Tired from work, he returned to his residence, washed up and lay down, and activated the treatment equipment.

He entered Su Ying's world.

The door of the cabin floating in the darkness was closed tightly, Rong Ji opened the door and walked in, and saw Su Ying standing inside, looking at him expressionlessly.

He was too tired to talk, and he didn't want to manipulate the dummy into talking to him, so he kept silent.

He didn't speak, and this empty shell, Su Ying, didn't speak either. He just stood there without moving, not even looking at him.In the end, this wooden man was still exhausted. After being silent for a long time, he pulled himself together.

"Su Ying, hello."

He used his mind to manipulate the empty shell to come to him, and manipulated the other person to open his arms and hug him.Although it is an empty shell, it is better than nothing. All the data in this room are perfectly preserved, even the body temperature seems real.

In this world, Rong Ji and Su Ying haven't come to the point where he used to be, haven't had time to use each other as a healing tool again and again, haven't forced Su Ying to self-destruct in anger, and haven't let the other party reject him. So willing to forget everything just to not remember him.

Rong Ji in this world is lucky. He grew up with Su Ying's company and was nourished by Su Ying's love. He had emotions before he became an adult, and he has not made any unforgivable mistakes.

It would be nice if this world was not made by him, but real.

In this way...he will not lie to deceive the other party when Su Ying speaks next time.

He closed his eyes and used all his strength to release the little remaining mental power.

In an instant, the darkness was driven away.

The sky is there, the earth is here, the grass is here, and the flowers are here.There are twinkling stars and rows of illuminated buildings.The whole space is centered on the cabin, and radiates out at a very fast speed, like a scroll unfolding to the surroundings, and the dark canvas is instantly painted with color.

In less than a minute, the whole world returned to its original state before Su Ying disappeared.

There was a layer of sweat on Rong Ji's head, veins appeared on his forehead, his brows were slightly frowned, and his fingertips were trembling.Withdrawing so much mental power at once made his body ache immediately.

"Wow!" A white puppy jumped out from the corner of the room, rushed to his feet and sniffed around in circles, and then it smelled a familiar smell, and started to jump on his trouser legs .

Rong Ji took a few deep breaths to suppress the pain.Then waited quietly, waiting for the arms that held him stiffly to thaw, waiting for...

The arms on the back gradually loosened, as if realizing something, the person holding him suddenly took a step back.He saw the surprised and puzzled expression on the man's face, looking at him as if he was trying to identify something.

"Rong...Ji?" The other party hesitated, but the words were familiar and sure, "You...how did you grow up all of a sudden?"

Rong Ji looked at him for a moment, and said, "I took the growth agent."

Su Ying was puzzled: "...Huh???"