Give the slag and accept the end

At the end of filming, Chu Yan always has some messy dreams.

In the dream, sometimes he is a rebellious student, sometimes he is a rich boss, sometimes he is a funny clown, sometimes he is a beggar, and sometimes, he has several identities in parallel, and he can’t tell the difference who you are.

Dreams are like this, grotesque, strange, and sometimes the self in the dream is not even a person, but an animal, a stone, an umbrella, or a bridge.

This is not surprising.

But the dream during this period was different, because not only he was in the dream, but also Song He.

Song He in the dream is sometimes not called Song He, and he can't remember the exact name, but it is always the familiar face and the familiar breath.

He heard Song He calling him in his dream: Zhou Bei, Zhao Guo, Bai Cheng, Yang Fei, Fang Yi, Xu Wei, and...

"Chu Yan, Chu Yan, what's wrong with you?" Su Ying called out twice.

At noon that day, Su Ying was reading a book, and after lunch, Chu Yan came to his lounge to take a ten-minute nap.

Chu Yan fell asleep on the couch in the corner, and he was at the desk at the other end.He was fascinated by the book and didn't notice anything, but Xiao Wei who came in quietly to hand him the documents noticed Chu Yan's abnormality and poked him to let him see Chu Yan.

He looked back and saw Chu Yan frowned with his eyes closed, as if he was not sleeping well.

When I got closer, I saw tears in the corners of his eyes, and his breathing was not steady.

He thought that Chu Yan was having a nightmare, so he hurriedly woke him up.

Chu Yan was shaken awake by him, and when he woke up, he saw him, with tears in his eyes, dazed and in a daze, and opened his mouth to him and said "uncle".

Because the voice was too soft, Su Ying didn't hear clearly, thought he was having a nightmare and said "help me", so he hugged him quickly and coaxed him like a child: "It's okay, it's okay, that was a nightmare .”

Chu Yan froze for a while like a wooden stick, and then he regained his senses and slowly regained his strength.

"Song He."

"Have you had a nightmare?"

Chu Yan nodded, paused, and shook his head again: "It's not a nightmare, but a strange dream."

Su Ying asked, "What dream?"

Chu Yan rubbed his temples, and Su Ying raised his hand to help him, and asked worriedly while pressing him, "Are you feeling unwell recently? I always feel that you can't sleep well, and your mental state is not very good."

"I forgot what my dream was, I can't remember... Try harder." Chu Yan let him press his head for a while, and after he finished, he lay on Su Ying's shoulder and closed his eyes for a while, looking okay. The appearance of waking up.

Su Ying patted him on the back: "If you forget, forget it. Don't think about it. Dreams are always reversed. After today's last scene is finished, I will take you to see a doctor..."

The soft whispers in the ear comforted Chu Yan's heart one by one.

It was almost time to start shooting, and the voices outside the room gradually became noisy. The sound of footsteps coming and going seemed to be separated from another world by a door, and all the silence was squeezed into this room.

After Chu Yan hugged Su Ying's neck for 2 minutes, he let out a long sigh of relief, and then kissed his side face with rare affection.

Before Su Ying was surprised, he heard Chu Yan say to him: "Song He, I love you."

Chu Yan didn't forget the content of the dream, he just didn't want to say it.

Director Zhang asked him, "How is the preparation going?"

He nodded, not giving himself room to speak: "No problem."

Originally, this scene should not have been filmed at this time, and it should have been filmed together during the filming of the falling into the water scene, but Chu Yan has not adjusted his state, and he can't find the feeling.

Strictly speaking, Chu Yan is not an actor who is completely suitable for this movie. Even if his acting skills are one in a million, in Zhang Weixi's opinion, he is not very qualified.He felt that Yang Fei might be more suitable.

But as the filming progressed, he slowly found a feeling from Chu Yan: in those eyes, he always seemed to be thinking about something, confused about something, struggling, and sometimes suffering.

Song He didn't notice, but Zhang Weixi did.

He often saw that Chu Yan did not go to Song He immediately after shooting, but stood far away and watched from afar.The way he looked at Song He sometimes seemed to be looking at his lover, and sometimes he looked at a stranger indifferently.

In the blink of an eye, love and indifference are gone, leaving only silence and bewilderment.

Zhang Weixi didn't know how Song He and Chu Yan got together, but he could really see Song He's kindness to Chu Yan.

It's not like someone who hangs out in this circle with such a dignified appearance.

"It's not long, but it's a lifetime. This is what Song He told me before." He thought that Chu Yan had a conflict with Song He. In order to persuade him, he once said something to Chu Yan in private, "He may know My health is not good and I won't live long, but I can see his sincerity towards you, and I hope you don't let him down."

Chu Yan didn't answer at that time, but when he was talking about the play in the afternoon, he asked him: "Director Zhang, did you say that Truman wasn't afraid when he was on that boat?"

"What are you afraid of? Wind and waves? He has hydrophobia, but..."

"True." Chu Yan said, "If people's nature is to pursue happiness, is it so important to be true or false? Even if everything is false, isn't happiness the most essential thing?"

"Yes, if you don't know that all these are fake, the truth may not matter." Zhang Weixi said, "Because you don't know, then the false world is real for you, including false happiness, for you It is also true happiness, but..."

Chu Yan looked at him, as if seriously expecting an answer.

"But Truman, you already know that your world is fake, don't you?" Zhang Weixi treated him as Truman and talked to him, "Truman, you have never seen the outside world, so why do you know that the outside world is fake?" Is everything you don't want? What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that there are no clouds in your world outside? Is there no sky? No flowers and grass, or..."

Chu Yan said, "There is no love."

Zhang Weixi smiled: "You have love, isn't your love waiting for you in the outside world?"

In the movie, Truman had a woman he liked, and that woman disappeared into his world.

Truman fled the island and boarded a boat.He wore a crew cap on his head, like a half-baked captain, smiling happily in the sea breeze.

He looked around, a vast ocean, boundless.But he knows that the sea is not endless, but he can't see the edge.

Truman took out the puzzle to look at it, and he told himself that the person who loved him was waiting for him in the outside world.Thinking of his lover, his heart was filled with energy for a moment.

Yes, everyone is fake, but his lover is real, and so is that love.Those who love him are still waiting for him, and he can't be afraid.

The wind picked up and the waves picked up.

He is not afraid, because he knows that all this is false, and someone is hindering him from going to the outside world.The more obstructed, the more he wants to go out.He clung to the mast tightly, letting the wind and rain beat him without letting go.

The wind blew all night, the waves beat all night, and the boat drifted all night.

Finally, the sky cleared.

Truman was sitting on the boat, but still couldn't see the end of the sky and the edge of the sea.He was a little disappointed.

"Boom!"

Just then, the boat hit something and stopped.

Truman was taken aback, then got up to check.He stepped on the bow of the boat to see where the bow had hit. He was stunned when he saw it, as if... he saw a painted wall.

One wall is painted with blue sky, ocean and clouds.

He slowly stretched out his hand, and his hand stayed in the air for several seconds before it landed on the "sky".He touched the sky, the clouds, and the ocean.

For some reason, he started to laugh, raised his head to laugh, bent over to laugh, and started to smash the painting wall with his arm while laughing.

Hit it hard, but it won't break.

Fake, fake, all fake.

He jumped out of the boat and walked up the path next to the painted wall.He walked straight along the path until he came to a set of ascending steps.

He climbed the steps and opened the door to the outside world.

The door opened, but it was too dark to see anything.

There was a voice in the sky.

"You can talk to me and I can hear your voice."

Truman asked, "Who are you?"

"I'm the founder of a hugely popular TV show."

"So, who am I?"

"You're the star of that show."

"Everything is fake?"

"You are real... Listen to me, the outside world is as false as the world I gave you, with the same lies and deceit, but in my world, you don't have to be afraid of anything."

Yes, I am afraid.

However, I want to know.

I want to know how the false real world is different from this world. I want to know if the lies and deceptions can poke my blood like this world. I want to know how painful the real pain is, and the real happiness And how happy.

I'm afraid, but I want to know.

"Truman, to put it bluntly, you have already appeared on TV and are broadcasting live to the whole world!"

And, my love is out there waiting for me.

Truman turned around with a smile on his face, he had never smiled so happily.

"If I never meet you again, I wish you good morning, good afternoon and good night."

The ending was perfect, Zhang Weixi didn't ask Chu Yan to take a second shot, and one was over.

The last "cut" sounded, and cheers erupted in the studio, and everyone gathered around to applaud and applaud Chu Yan.

Everyone said that he played Truman alive, and that last smile was simply Truman himself.

Chu Yan smiled, but he was not immersed in the praise for too long. His eyes looked at Su Ying who was outside the crowd.As his gaze shifted, a path was consciously split in the crowd.

No one in the production crew didn't know about the relationship between the two of them, no matter whether they were gossiping behind their backs or not, but at this moment, they all put on expressions of blessing.

At the end of the trail, Su Ying opened his arms to him, and when he walked over, he came up and hugged him.

"You did a great job."

Chu Yan hugged him back in public for the first time, and confessed to him again: "I love you."

Whoever I am, whoever you are, I love you.

In the laboratory, the researcher in charge of monitoring suddenly said: "Doctor, the data export is abnormal."

"What's wrong? Something went wrong with treatment program number five? It started self-destructing again?"

"No, it didn't self-destruct." The researcher frowned, "Not only didn't it self-destruct, it... seems to have begun to speed up the transmission of data."

accelerated.

It means that the general's interception and guidance this time were extremely successful.

The doctor was relieved: "Carefully monitor the situation, there is still 20.00% three, if we go at the current speed, we should be able to finish it one unit ahead of schedule."

The researcher asked: "One unit ahead of time? Then the last unit will not be used to build a new world?"

The doctor shook his head and looked into the experimental cabin.

In the experimental cabin, there is a man in a military uniform on one side, and an artificial human experiment body in white on the other.

If you observe carefully, you will find that the outline of the experimental subject is very similar to Su Ying.

"We don't need us for the next unit. You forgot that the general said that the last unit will be built by himself. You should inform other departments to prepare for the next work. The general should wake up early this time. As for the fifth , throw the extra unit to it to deal with, and force the general to this point...it should suffer."

"Yes."