【Ce Yu】Walking through mountains and rivers

Soaking in the laboratory, the cheeks will be a little thinner because they have no time to eat properly.It is said that the height of the cheekbones is the key factor to distinguish the big beauties from the little beauties. At this time, his already high cheekbones will become more obvious, and he will become closer to the face shape of European and American male models.There are even two beautiful depressions on both sides of the sacrum above the buttocks and the junction of the lumbar spine, which are the "sacred vortex" in art, which is synonymous with an ideal human body and a good figure—as for how I discovered it, of course it goes without saying.Listen, this person is so beautiful even if he is haggard, like the classic image of a great general in Chinese history, even though he is seriously injured and committed to the bitter fragrance of medicine, he is still as tough and beautiful as the incarnation of ideals.And I am an idealist, so, to some extent, it can be said that my lover is the idealism I pursue.

But this kind of beauty is not what I want, it is unreal or only for outsiders to appreciate.

What I, Sun Ce, want is to put the meal in front of him aggressively when he can't care about his stomach, sit down in front of him with a big horse, order him to finish eating well, and threaten to let me eat. Feed yourself.When he was tired, he brushed away the broken hair on his forehead, stared quietly at his tired face, and when he raised his spirits and laughed at me for being gross or not, I unexpectedly threw him on the bed and hugged me from behind. His body, spit out two words succinctly, sleep.

So I'm terrified.I am not afraid of the sky, the earth, the conspiracy, the assassination, the deserted island, and the wandering world, because I am afraid of seeing that haggard face because of myself, and I feel panicked.If God were standing in front of me, I would not hesitate to bow my head to him for the first time in my life, begging him to accept my weakness and let that person be safe.

...If God disagrees, I will probably still get violent, scold this guy for being shameless, and then beat him up.Inevitably.

Lao Yu arrived at the home first, and he had a pretty good memory when he got off the car. After running two steps, he turned around and took out the little cash in his bag to pay the fare. Then he rushed in three steps at a time. Once I got out of the community, I wouldn't leave me alone in the Bawang car. I got out of the car 10 minutes later, but I don’t really remember how I jumped down with my knees bent. I just remember that the driver shouted “Hey, why don’t you close the door” behind me, and then I felt the wind whistling in my ears. I thought to myself, "Oh, so I have already started running", and in the blink of an eye... the door of the house was already blocked in front of the tip of my nose.

No one at home.I slammed on the door until my hands hurt, and I collapsed on the ground in front of the house, looking like a tramp.Looking up again, the landlord who heard the huge movement was coming up the stairs with a spatula. After seeing me, he was stunned for three seconds, and then blurted out an exclamation...and the spatula came out of his hand.

The spatula overflowing with vegetables hit the ground beside me, it seemed to smell like fish-flavored shredded pork.Fortunately, the landlord's aunt doesn't have a heart attack, otherwise, I'm afraid I will take my life on the last night of 2017.

Since Zhou Yu bought the house, the landlord no longer has a spare key.I still couldn't enter the house, so I had to borrow the landlord's mobile phone to call Zhou Yu.When no one answered the phone, I started to think wildly, what is going on with this person, is he too sad to die for love?Can't wait for me to give up?No matter which possibility is too fantasy to put on my lover, but I am like a worthless little brat (don’t ask me why I describe myself like this, how do I know when I’m fucking upset now) keep bursting out All kinds of meaningless ideas, and it seems that straight male engineering students will keep chanting all kinds of technical terms that no one can understand to alleviate social fear-God, I am obviously that kind of person. antonym.

No one answered the phone until I wondered if Zhou Yu’s cell phone had also been knocked into the sewer by a skateboard. , I have been in touch with Zhou Yu and have a good relationship, but since I discovered that he is a reliable matchmaker, I withdrew my hostility towards him and successfully turned it into my own use).This dedicated bartender stayed in the store dutifully on New Year's Day to provide fun for people who came out to have fun during the New Year's Eve. When he answered my call, he probably thought I was a customer who hadn't saved his number and said, "Sorry." There is no room for tonight.” I was not in the mood to play tricks at all, so I cut off his words bluntly and said, I am Sun Ce, I am not dead, where is Zhou Yu?

On the other side of the phone came the sound of a series of ice buckets being knocked over, followed by a blank and noisy background sound, and then a cute "...huh?".

It took me a long time to summarize the situation as briefly as possible, at least convincing him that I was me, not a ghost, and then I got a reply that he suddenly reacted, oh Zhou Yu, he just called me On the phone, we just said Happy New Year. I advised him to go home quickly after drinking and not to be a monster. He didn't say anything else... At that time, he was on the bridge where you made love, so you should go and have a look Are people still there?

This kid is quite good at talking.I said yes quickly, hung up the phone, and started the most exhausting long-distance run of my life.

At this time, I feel that even if he is on the other side of the earth, I can rush to him in one breath.

The bridge gradually became clear in my field of vision. It was obviously winter, but my eyes were wet with sweat from running at such a high speed.When my eyes focused on that familiar figure, everything was distorted and blurred, and only that figure was nailed to my retina by an arrow.

The surrounding scenery is flowing, everything is so similar to the day we first met, but our positions are swapped.Ten years, the roles are reversed, he waits on the bridge, and I run to him.

In an instant, he was startled by the sound of hurried footsteps, and turned to look at me.And I saw the light.

"Hi, it's me." Am I an idiot?This kind of words are useless as pick-up words, how do I say them?

"Oh, you." He spoke, he fucking spoke, fuck it, the voice is so familiar, why do I like it so much.

Why do I like it so much.

I admit it, I confess it all, I thought of him when I was fighting underwater, from dimples to voice, from hair strands to toes, these things that belong to me and make me want to selfishly possess my whole life are all I have in this world The meaning of infatuation.It is indeed a very casual behavior to lose your mind when fighting with people, but it reminds me of the reason why I have to win this fight no matter what - not with those killers, I don't pay attention to them, my opponent is Wan Qing The waters, the wind and the frost, the things that want to stop me but have to crawl under my feet.This is the third fight I have fought for my lover, the toughest, but again it was a narrow victory, a complete victory, and it was a beautiful win.

I used to think that it's not that I can't love other people, but that he is the most suitable.After this battle, I know that I can only love him and no one else.I can still like those things worthy of liking, flowers and birds, mountains and rivers, stars, sun and moon, and the smiles of beautiful girls, but only he can arouse my possessive desire instead of appreciation, and make me crazy infatuation instead of superficial liking; Only he can arouse my fighting spirit, let me go to the world with high spirits, and let my nature be completely released.

I still love life without him, but he injects soul into my love, and the two complement each other without any contradiction.

"You're back," he said.

"I've arrived." I thought.

I have reached the other shore.

"You're back." He repeated the words like dementia, and I suddenly laughed in my heart, the little girl who was in charge of fragility (the kind of "man's fragility", understand) People began to wipe their tears for no reason, no matter how I scolded them, they refused to give up—I thought to myself, let’s live together like this, my dear, even pointing at each other and laughing at each other until the end My hair is trembling, and I will never separate again, okay?

He started to say some very strange words, and I responded with him. A man who couldn't believe it and a well-knowing person messed around for two rounds. He suddenly rushed to me and grabbed my collar, and used my It hit me against the railing with unprecedented force, as if it was going to beat me up.

Fuck, it hurts to death, why did the domestic violence happen as soon as I came back.

I suddenly felt that he used to be really gentle to me. In the past, I never turned off the TV all night, spilled melon rinds and husks, or stepped on wet slippers, and he was not so fierce.Yes dear, the hidden strength is quite deep, but can you let go first?My waist is not as good as you, and I can't hold it anymore... Although my mind is still habitually thinking wildly, I dare not speak out at all.My throat was also choked with sobs, and my physical reaction after the strenuous long-distance running made me feel like I had drunk three catties of white wine and burned my alveoli, and my voice would probably be hoarse.

The water in the eyes of the people close at hand was so beautiful that they suddenly spoke in a hoarse voice:

"Sun Ce."

I am here.

"My husband's name is Sun Ce."

Yes it is me.

"Are you?"

Don't cry.

I can't stand it for a moment longer.Like a frizzy and impatient traveler, I have devoted my life to embracing this land that accepts me.I forcibly hugged him tightly without leaving any gaps, and stingily separated a little distance to kiss his forehead, between fingers, and said a throw with each kiss.