Aoyama sees me as I should

Ji Qingbai didn't even remember how he got back to the meditation room all the way.

Zeng De knelt at the door to greet him, but he didn't realize it. The maid brought the medicine bowl, and he swallowed half of it before swallowing it in a daze, not knowing where his mind wandered.

Huairang's words still seemed to be in his ears: "Your Majesty knocked down the thousand steps, knelt down in front of the Buddha all night, and strung this string of Buddhist beads for the benefactor." Then, the monk looked at Ji Qingbai again, with kind and compassionate eyes , "The poor monk feels the emperor's sincerity and affection, and hopes that the immeasurable Buddha will appear, and bless the benefactor with happiness and well-being in the future, and a long life."

Ji Qingbai closed his eyes, his mouth was filled with the bitter taste of the medicine, he actually felt a little funny, mixed with an inexplicable stirring in his heart, and a dull pain.

When Tanzhang kowtows the long steps to guard the long night for him, will he know that the Buddha he is asking in the world is himself?

The immeasurable Buddha has transcended the six realms, and the dharma seal is infinite. Everything in this world is just the dust in the eyes of the Buddha. Karma, love, sorrow and hatred are just the suffering that the Buddha in the lower world should overcome in this life.

What you want in this life, regardless of the number of causal kalpas, will never be available.

He is infinity, and infinity is him, and he cannot do what infinity cannot do in the world.

It wasn't until the servant girl called out "Ma'am" in surprise that Ji Qingbai realized that he had shed tears at some point, and couldn't stop the turbulence.

The servant girl turned around to look for the chief manager, and when she turned her head, she saw Ji Qingbai bent down suddenly, and spit out a mouthful of blood with a "wow", her face turned pale with fright, and she knelt down and wept: "Mother! Don't give up your servant! The servant immediately called the imperial doctor. !"

Ji Qingbai wiped away the redness around his mouth, and his face was mottled with tears, but he showed no superfluous expression, and waved his hand lightly: "It's okay, don't call someone."

The servant girl was crying, hesitating and not knowing what to do, she raised her eyes to meet Shang Ji Qingbai's eyes as bright as the stars.

"Don't tell the emperor anything." Ji Qingbai covered his heart, and it was still difficult to speak at the moment, "It's a good thing for the Queen Mother to pray, and you can't be in a bad mood because of me."

The maid closed her mouth and nodded reluctantly.

Ji Qingbai finally let go of his mind a little, he only felt that his head was dizzy, and finally he fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up again, it was already noon the next day.

When Ji Qingbai opened his eyes, he saw the servant girl guarding the bed, and when he saw him wake up, his face showed genuine joy: "Your Majesty."

Ji Qingbai only felt a splitting headache, opened his mouth only to realize that his voice was hoarse: "Has the Queen Mother ever been here?"

The servant girl nodded and shook her head again: "I've been here, and the servant girl said that you haven't woken up yet. The queen mother is sympathetic, so I don't blame you."

Ji Qingbai nodded, waiting for the servant girl to bring the medicine bowl and serve him to drink it.

Zeng De obviously didn't know what happened last night. Although he was worried about Ji Yu's body, he, a chief eunuch, couldn't go beyond the rules to enter the empress's body, so he didn't call him in until Ji Qingbo cleaned up in the afternoon.

In the past few days of praying, people in the imperial palace have to follow the monks to chant scriptures and Buddha. Ji Qingbai missed it in the morning, so he must make up in the afternoon.

Zeng De accompanied Ji Qingbai to the Infinity Hall, where Huairang, the presiding officer, knelt in front of the Buddha statue, and when he turned his head, he saw the visitor recite "Amitabha".

After yesterday passed, Ji Qingbai didn't want to see him too much, but it would be easy to lose his tongue if he turned around and left now, so he could only bite the bullet and kneel on the futon beside him.

The monk didn't respect wealth, honor and kingship, but he was somewhat polite to Ji Qingbai: "Did the almsgiver have a good rest yesterday?"

Ji Qingbai said indifferently: "It's a bit cold in the hall, it must have been frozen last night, it's not a problem."

Huai Rang nodded and said with relief: "With the blessing of the immeasurable Buddha, the benefactor will surely turn the danger into peace and be safe."

Ji Qingbai had folded his hands together, intending to concentrate on groping for fish and chanting, but when he heard the words "Infinite Buddha", his heart still trembled violently. He took a deep breath, turned his head halfway, his face paled. Coldly, said: "The monks don't tell lies, the host should not say anything about blessings or not, you and I are just mortals, how can you guess whether the infinite Buddha will let me live or let me die?"

Huairang Xu didn't expect Ji Qingbai to refute in such a way, and being robbed by the other party, he didn't react for a long time, and was stunned.

After Ji Qingbai finished speaking, he didn't feel that he had let out a sigh of relief. He looked up at the golden bottle Buddha statue, but felt his eyes were sour, and his heart hurt like he was going to hold his breath between breaths.

Not wanting to make a fool of himself in front of outsiders, Ji Qingbai endured the pain and staggered to his feet. He turned around and saw a person standing at the gate of Wuliang Hall.

Tan Zhang didn't know how long he had been here, and how much he had heard, but he was dressed in black clothes, with black hair and black eyebrows, and a stunning appearance.

The eyes like pools of rocks finally fell on Ji Qingbai's body.