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As expected, Xie Shun ignored him.Jiang Shou didn't think much, changed his shoes and entered the door, Xie Shun's eyes kept falling on him during the whole process, stabbing him like a light on his back.

Seeing that Xie Shun was in a bad mood tonight, he didn't plan to touch this bad luck, and planned to pour a glass of water and go back to his room to stay.

The kitchen was not far from the living room, and he didn't think much when he heard footsteps, and it was too late when he realized there was someone behind him.

Xie Shun was tall and strong, and he blocked the narrow intersection just by standing. Jiang Shou, who was holding a cup, had no choice but to meet him, and asked him awkwardly if he could get out of the way a little bit.

It's a pity that Xie Shun didn't listen to his request at all, his eyeballs were bloodshot, his nose kept flaring, and there was a strong smell of alcohol in his mouth, "How long do you plan to hang on? Who is your fate? I really think that I am a man who enjoys blessings." Now, if I were you, you would have dropped out of school earlier and gone to work, and don't stay in someone else's house with a shameless face."

As usual, he kept his head down and said nothing, waiting for Xie Shun to let him go when he scolded enough.

Xie Shun, who was drunk, was even more troublesome than usual, "Pretend your mother is dead, I'm asking you something, what about your father, your father is dead? Go to your father, he doesn't care if you want me to care about you , what are you? Bastard, I'm bah."

"I don't know where he is."

He answered such a sentence in a strange way, and Xie Shun looked even more angry in an instant.

"You still dare to talk back? He doesn't care about you, so I will discipline you, a little bastard, on his behalf."

The adult man's hand was stronger than he thought, and Jiang Shou's head was knocked to one side.

Normally, Xie Shun would vent at most verbally, but this was the first time he had done something like this.This knocked him into a daze, for a few seconds his eyes were all black, and he couldn't even feel the pain.

"This is my house, get out!"

Xie Shun couldn't stop his drunkenness once, and hard fists came down one after another. He tried his best to block it, but a few hits still landed near his temples, and the pain made his eyes stare.

It's not a problem to be beaten like this, he clenched his fists and wanted to fight back, but he hesitated the moment he made a move.He thought of his mother, and thought that if he and Xie Shun fought, would it be difficult for her to be caught in the middle?

"You still want to fight back? You live with me and live with me, and you still want to fight me?"

Xie Shun kicked him in the stomach, he couldn't stand still, and almost hit the refrigerator behind him.

"Do it, I want you to fight with me, if you dare to touch me, I will kill you."

He tried to stand up, took a deep breath, found the right moment, and pushed Xie Shun aside forcefully, then rushed into the room in a panic, slammed the door shut, and locked it from the inside.

He escaped, Xie Shun caught up with him less than ten seconds after the idea came into being.

"Open the door! If I don't beat you to death today, I won't be named Xie!"

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The fragile door panel was kicked and slammed, and it might fail at any time.The man outside was still swearing, he covered his ears not to listen to the endless swearing, and when he accidentally touched the place where he was beaten, he gasped again.

In the narrow bedroom, there is no room for people to stand except for a bed and a cabinet.He collapsed on the bed, raised an arm over his eyes, his chest heaving violently.He didn't know where he was injured, but his whole body hurt, especially where he had been beaten, and he seemed to be able to clearly recall the feeling of being beaten.He thought, he wouldn't cry over this kind of thing, he was just too uncomfortable——he couldn't tell exactly where he was uncomfortable, maybe a little bit physically and mentally.

Originally, what he thought was to finish his homework tonight and go to brush up on the questions. After all, the attached middle school is still under a lot of pressure, but the beating just now made him unable to recover for a long time, his head was dizzy, and he was kicked. There is a dull pain in the side of the body, except for the endless hatred, which is the question that has plagued him for a long time, why should someone like him be born?Does it really make sense for him to live in this world?

He said he didn't know where his dad was, it was true, he had never met the man who gave half his life.

Unlike many children, the first words he learned were not father or mother but grandma.He has been raised by his grandparents since he was born, and his parents are very distant concepts to him: his mother is a beautiful woman who visits him once a month and always looks impatient, while his father... This person has never existed since he could remember.

Regarding his life experience, grandpa and grandma kept a secret, and later they couldn't hide it, so they vaguely mentioned a few words to him.

When his mother was young, she was introduced by a friend to have sex with a man surnamed Zhuo.Although this man surnamed Zhuo was poor, he couldn't help being handsome and dignified. He knew how to talk and talk sweetly. The two fell in love quickly and developed into cohabitation within a month.

When she got pregnant and was in a hurry to apply for a certificate, she realized that this man not only had a family, but also had a full moon child. Being with her was purely for sex and a whim, and he didn't intend to take it seriously at all.

He had been born in disgrace and dishonor, all to remind her of the past when she was cheated by a married man, so he could understand why she didn't want to see him.

But being able to understand does not mean that he will not be resentful. He hates many people, and there is no day when he does not hate, hates his mother, hates himself, hates his biological father whom he has never met, and hates them for creating themselves irresponsibly. Hate myself for living like a slut, there is no way to settle it once and for all.

Xie Shun was right about one thing at least, he was shameless, only a shameless person would be so dissatisfied, and would hate those who worked hard for him like a white-eyed wolf.

Because he was so absorbed in his thoughts, it took him a while to realize that it was the phone in his bag that was ringing.

The call was from Zhuo Shuang.Do you want to pick it up?He took out his phone and stared blankly at the flashing screen and the words "Brother Zhuo".

This person is also surnamed Zhuo, and has the same name as that Zhuo Shuang, but he doesn't hate this person, this person is the most beautiful miracle that has appeared in his gloomy life.

Xie Shun who was outside was probably tired from cursing, and had gone back to his room to rest. The room was so quiet that only his irregular breathing could be heard.

"Hello." He picked up the phone, trying to restrain the negative emotions surging in his chest, and asked in the most ordinary manner, "What's the matter?"

"When I got home, I just wanted to report to you that I was safe."

Zhuo Shuang's voice was full of vigor as always, if he hadn't seen him depressed and gloomy in the afternoon, Jiang Shou would have thought that this person was really invincible.

Jiang Choi closed her eyes, and could even imagine Zhuo Shuang sitting on a chair, holding a mobile phone in one hand and turning a pen in the other hand.

This picture made the hideous monster in his heart no longer ready to move.

"That's good." He whispered, "Please."

"It's a big deal, do you need to thank you again and again? If you really feel sorry and don't go, answer the phone earlier next time."

"I'm sorry, I just... have something to do."

Here he was trying his best to whitewash the peace, but he still underestimated Zhuo Shuang's sensitivity.

"Jiang Xiaochou, is it my illusion? Your voice is a little strange."

He froze for a moment, his dull brain turned for a long time, and finally he tried his best to pretend to be sleepy, "Well, because I'm already asleep."

lie.It's only ten o'clock now, usually at this time he hasn't even finished his homework, and he can't sleep in bed at all.

Obviously Zhuo Shuang also thought of this, and asked even more suspiciously, "Really?"

"Really, really."

He is not very used to lying, and he stumbles on such a simple word.

I don't know if Zhuo Shuang believed it, but for the time being, let him go, "I thought you, a top student like you, would have to study until twelve o'clock."

"Well, I'm not in the mood..."

"Do you want to go back to sleep? I can sing you a lullaby."

What the hell is a lullaby?Jiang Shou almost bit her own tongue, "I can't sleep for a while, I can listen to whatever you want."

In fact, he wants to hear this person’s voice again, so it’s better to let him not go

Think of those dark things.

"I think about it, it seems that there is nothing to say. By the way, I haven't taken a shower when I got home, and I'm sweating. Let me tell you, I basically have to take a shower every day, and I feel uncomfortable if I don't wash for a day."

Jiang Choi closed her eyes and said softly, "...then you go take a shower, I'm dead."

"Don't hang up."

Zhuo Shuang quickly stopped, "I'm not in a hurry to take a shower now. Wei Zhixun and the others told me to go online and start hacking. I didn't want to go, so I told them that I have to do my homework... By the way, have you finished your homework?"

"A little bit."

He originally planned to finish writing tonight, but now his head is rusty, and he can't think of too complicated things at all.

"I thought you had written it all."

In the darkness, Jiang Miao heard her muffled voice say, "I will visit the grave in the morning and stay with you in the afternoon, how could I finish writing."

Zhuo Shuang also smiled, "You're right. By the way, Jiang Xiaochou, do you play games? Wei Zhixun was obsessed with eating chicken last month, and this month he started to play lol retro again. Kai Hei said that he was begging to be leveled to become Platinum, do you think I should take care of him?"

Jiang Shou, who doesn't have a computer at home and rarely participates in the conversations among boys, actually doesn't quite understand what he is talking about, but this does not prevent him from listening with gusto, and even the pain in his body has eased a lot.

"Eating chicken... what is this?" He only understood this, "I'm sorry..."

Zhuo Shuang didn't laugh at his obscurity, but answered his question very seriously, "It's just a game, you drop a group of people on a deserted island to battle royale, and eat chicken at the end of the night, it's called eating chicken."

"That's right, I haven't played it before."

He tried to imagine a specific picture, but when he couldn't think of one, he had to give up.

The more Zhuo Shuang talked, the more he felt that the two lived in completely different worlds, but even so...

"If you haven't played it, you haven't played it. It's not very fun. If you play it, you have to bring Wei Zhixun, a disheveled and greedy rookie, which is really torture." Zhuo Shuang seemed to have changed from one place to another. I found that not only are there no stars tonight, but even the moon is invisible.”

"Really?" He wasn't very interested in these.

The whistling wind came from the phone, blurring Zhuo Shuang's voice, "If you don't believe me, open the window and take a look."

Seeing Zhuo Shuang's insistence, he could barely get off the bed, went to the window, and pushed it open.

"What did you see?" Zhuo Shuang was so excited that he couldn't understand it at all.

The sky was pitch black, and only the lighted windows of the opposite building could be seen.

"Nothing." He frowned inexplicably, "There is no moon..."

There is no moon, no stars, just a dark night sky polluted by the sea of ​​light in the city, so what exactly does Zhuo Shuang want him to see?

"I know."

He held his breath.

"We are looking at the same night sky, rounding up means you saw me." Zhuo Shuang's tone was very gentle, "Although I don't know what happened, I hope you can be a little happier. Did I do it?"