Come and do the questions

After Song Man finished her meal, the weather was too cold and she didn't intend to go out for a walk. She wandered around the living room and went upstairs with Chu Fengqiu.

"It's already 08:30, why hasn't Lingnan shared the news yet? Could it be that I forgot? I'll poke her privately and ask."

Song Man muttered, and sent a message in the private message of the question bank.

[Aman]: How are you, are you happy today!

There is still no response, and the online time is still the same as before.

"Hey, Old Chu, what do you mean...Old Chu? Why do you have such an expression?"

Song Man turned his head to talk to Chu Fengqiu, but found that Chu Fengqiu was holding his mobile phone and pursing his lips tightly.

"She won't respond anymore."

Chu Fengqiu said.

"What response, who..."

Song Man asked subconsciously, and then quickly realized that his eyes widened.

"No way...how could it be?"

Song Man's expression was also a bit ugly. She looked at the message she had just sent on the phone, and suddenly felt an indescribable chill in her teeth.

"She just said that her health has gradually improved. She is still happy to say that she is going to see Ke Lingyu today. It is obviously a very happy thing. Why can't she respond?"

Song Man muttered to himself, wondering if he was asking Chu Fengqiu or the person who couldn't answer.

"Did Ke Lingyu say that?"

Song Man looked at Chu Fengqiu, and nodded at Chu Fengqiu.

"She sent me a message saying she missed the last one."

"Why?"

Why!

Obviously Lingnan waited so long for forgiveness, and finally got Ke Lingyu's relief, why didn't I see the last side?

This is too ironic, too heartless, and too regrettable.

"Why?"

Song Man asked again, she took Chu Fengqiu's cell phone and saw the message.

"How did that happen."

The sourness climbed up the nasal cavity, forcing Song Man to burst into tears.

Song Man took a deep breath, and said to Chu Fengqiu,

"Can I text her?"

"Ah."

[Chu Fengqiu]: Didn't you see it?

【Ke Lingyu】: No

[Ke Lingyu]: It's very dramatic. I even think it's a big joke God made on me. I don't even think it's real.

[Ke Lingyu]: I saw her, across the two roads, I couldn't see her face clearly, but I felt that it was her.

[Ke Lingyu]: I was waiting for the red light, and just watched her suddenly collapse on the other side of the road without any warning.

[Ke Lingyu]: If I didn't have reason, I might have rushed over

[Ke Lingyu]: It's a red light for half a minute, but I think it's like a century

[Ke Lingyu]: Can you understand that feeling? I know she needs me and is eager to see me, but I can only watch helplessly at another intersection of fate.

[Ke Lingyu]: It took only half a minute. When I rushed over, her body was still warm, but she couldn't open her eyes again.

[Ke Lingyu]: I never thought that such a scene would happen. At that moment, my hands and feet were cold, and I felt that there was always such a gap between me and her.

Song Man couldn't bear to look at the words on the screen, feeling his heart constricted.

Chu Fengqiu held her hand and comforted her silently.

[Ke Lingyu]: I used to think, why is it me, why does she like me, I just want to be good friends with her for the rest of my life, but things got derailed like this

[Ke Lingyu]: Her love is too heavy for me to respond to, and I can't enjoy her kindness to me with peace of mind, even though I know she may not ask me to respond

[Ke Lingyu]: But how can I do that, sometimes I am happy and sometimes painful, I try to show my bad side and try to force her back, but she holds back

[Ke Lingyu]: At that time, I was very angry. I was so angry that she still liked me even though I was so bad. Why couldn’t she love herself more?

[Ke Lingyu]: But I know that some things are out of control. I can't make myself love her without any grudges, just like I can't make her give up on me.

[Ke Lingyu]: Sometimes I think she is too much. She rampages in my world, makes me a stranger, and then leaves my life so decisively. When we meet again, she tells me that she will not live long. then die in front of me

[Chu Fengqiu]: It would be great if I could see it.

This is what Lingnan has been looking forward to, and it is also what Song Man is looking forward to.

As long as we meet, maybe we can let go of each other.

Suddenly, Lingnan will hide his regrets, and Ke Lingyu will have more regrets.

[Ke Lingyu]: My aunt told me that when she fell down, she held her hand and kept saying sorry, that she was going to miss the appointment, that she might last

[Ke Lingyu]: Why can't I come back sooner, why I have to wait so long, why I have to escape, I blame myself desperately but it doesn't help.

[Ke Lingyu]: Auntie gave me a letter, which she wrote before.

[Ke Lingyu]: I thought she would tell me a lot about our past and our present, but after I opened it, I found that there was only one sentence in it.

There was a pause over there for a while, Song Man thought, maybe it was an apology.

[Ke Lingyu]: She wrote 'You are my only chance'. I used to think it was a romantic sentence, but now it seems that every word is heart-wrenching.

Ke Lingyu put the paper into the envelope and put it on her body properly.

They had come back from the hospital, and they had lost their vital signs in the ambulance. They insisted on going to the hospital, but that was a foregone conclusion.

The girl was lying in the room where she was alive, her eyes closed and she seemed to be asleep.

"You are really too much."

Ke Lingyu's face was tired, and the wound that hadn't healed was aching.

"But I'm also too much."

Ke Lingyu leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on Lingnan's forehead.

"Don't meet someone like me in your next life."

From the beginning to the end, she hoped that she could live a good life, and she hoped that in her next life, she could meet someone she could meet and ask for.

She got up and saw the group photo of her and Lingnan on the table. They were still young in the photo, and they looked at each other with light in their eyes.

Ke Lingyu picked up the photo frame and brushed it lightly with her fingers.

She opened the door and saw uncles and aunts whose eyes were red from crying.

"Auntie, can I take this away?"

"Of course, Nannan misses you the most. She will be very happy if you take it with you," Lingnan's mother wiped her eyes. You apologize, I hope... I hope you can..."

She choked up and couldn't speak.

She would often go into her daughter's room in the middle of the night to see if she had kicked the quilt, so she heard her daughter's sobbing dreams.

She didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't dare to mention it in front of her daughter. She could only watch her pretend to be happy during the day, and feel sad with her husband in secret.

They also knew that maybe time was really running out, so they pretended to disclose it to Ke Lingyu's parents unintentionally, hoping that Ke Lingyu would know the news and contact them.

If they can't wait, they will go directly to beg Ke Lingyu.

Fortunately, the child still made contact, but why was it so short.

"It's okay, auntie, I... I don't blame her... I'm sorry too."

She gave her a heart in a despicable way, and she couldn't respond.

"Auntie, I'll go in to keep her company. If you need anything, just tell me."

Ke Lingyu entered the room, looked at the person lying quietly on the bed, and shed tears silently.

On the other side, Song Man was almost abused by the phrase "you can't meet but you can't ask for it".

"Why is there always so much imperfection in the world?"

Song Man put his phone aside and looked at Chu Fengqiu in a bad mood.

Chu Fengqiu wiped off the water droplets on Song Man's eyelashes with his fingers, and gently stroked her back.

"Everything is impermanent."

The simple four words seem to wrap all the grief and misfortune lightly.

Song Man buried his head in Chu Fengqiu's neck, and put his arms around her waist to draw strength.

Death is a painful but common occurrence.

Natural disasters and man-made disasters, no one knows what will happen in the next second.

"How can it be so regrettable, it's so annoying."

It's only 30 seconds, it's good to be able to see Ke Lingyu before Lingnan closes his eyes.

Song Man sniffed, feeling very depressed.

"If only they weren't like that in the first place."

It would be great if Lingnan wasn't so extreme. According to her approach, the other party will be able to see it if it doesn't become a deep hatred.

"Are all same-sex loves so hopeless?"

Not recognized by the mainstream world, Song Man had never been exposed to this kind of thing before, as if in cognition, girls should be with boys.

"not like this."

Chu Fengqiu shook her head, and she held Song Man's shoulders so that Song Man's eyes met hers.

"It's not all like that."

Looking into Song Man's eyes, Chu Fengqiu emphasized it repeatedly.

Chu Fengqiu's eyes were scorching hot, and everything seemed to be overflowing inside, making Song Man a little at a loss and a little flustered.

how come…………

"I see."

Song Man stopped talking and stopped looking into Chu Fengqiu's eyes.

Her thoughts were a little messy, so messy that she didn't dare to look at Chu Fengqiu.

She was afraid to see the emotion in those eyes, which made her palpitate.

"You do not know."

Chu Fengqiu held her face in his hands with a soft voice.

"Actually, I didn't plan to say it hastily. I even thought about what kind of grand scene or grand ceremony should be on the day I confessed, or we passed by a tree full of flowers, and you stood under the tree. , I will brush off the petals on your head, and then tell you that I like you as much as I like all the beautiful things in the world," Chu Fengqiu said with a brisk smile, "or, I love you more deeply."

With her face held in her arms, Song Man could only look at her with wide eyes. When he touched Chu Fengqiu's affectionate eyes, he immediately retracted his gaze as if getting an electric shock.

"When I realized I liked you, I had already figured out how to spend my life with you in my head, but I didn't know if you needed me in the future, and I didn't even know if you could like girls ..."

Chu Fengqiu's hand slipped from beside Song Man's cheek, and the touch of his fingertips made Song Man's skin tremble.

"You...when...I...I don't know."

Song Man spoke like a tape, and he didn't even realize that her face was blushing.

what the hell!How could you secretly like her!