Come and do the questions

[Aman]: If I come to send a message, it will take time and be troublesome. If you don't mind, I will create a group in the question bank and let me watch?

[Lingnan]: I'm fine.

[Aman]: Then I'll ask Ah Q.

Song Man told Ah Q everything he knew, but in fact she didn't know anything, and then asked Ah Q if he would like to talk in a group, and Ah Q agreed.

The three-person team was established, and Song Man said that you talked about her and watched.

[Lingnan]: Do you know that person, the same person I know?

【Ah Q】: If it is the girl who even writes math letters in cursive, then we should be talking about the same person.

[Lingnan]: hhhhh this is her habit

Lingnan posted a photo. It was a girl smiling at the camera with her arms folded. She looked pretty and looked arrogant.

【Ah Q】: Exactly.

[Lingnan]: How did you meet her?Are you still in touch now?

【Ah Q】: We went to a junior high school, we used to be friends, we also participated in competitions together, and now we chat occasionally.

[Lingnan]: That...that's really good, it shows that you are still considered a friend in her heart, and if she doesn't like her, she won't bother to say a word.

[Lingnan]: How is she doing recently?Can you see her movement?

【Ah Q】: Wait a minute, let me take a look.

[Lingnan]: Thank you!

When Ah Q went to see that person's news, Song Man had already gone to Baidu with the picture and name.

Ke Lingyu, female, 20 years old, No. 1 in the Junior Cup Physics Competition, No. 1 in the xxx Competition, the top scorer in the xx Provincial Science College Entrance Examination in xx...

Pretty, talented girl.

Song Man raised her eyebrows, she was a person, and the information also stated that she had represented the country in international competitions, and she was also a member of the national team.

Song Man's heart was a little restless. She also thought about going to the competition and competing with those strong players, but unfortunately she couldn't do it for the time being.

But speaking of it, what kind of love-hate relationship would such a person have with Lingnan?

[Ah Q]: I see, it seems that she won an award in a competition a week ago, and she is now abroad, and she looks very good in the photos.

[Lingnan]: Well... that's good, thank you.

Lingnan didn't speak anymore, Song Man scratched his head and scratched his head and wanted to ask the inside story, but he felt that it was not good to pry into other people's privacy, so he decided to forget it, and when he was about to put down his phone and say he was going to sleep, Lingnan spoke again.

[Lingnan]: Ah Q, are you still there?

[Lingnan]: I think...

[Lingnan]: I...

[Ah Q]: Yes.

[Lingnan]: Forget it, it’s okay, I’m sorry.

Song Man could see Lingnan's entanglement through the screen, as if he wanted to say something, but kept giving up.

【Ah Q】: It's all right.

[Lingnan]: I actually... I... Forget it... This kind of me is really annoying.

Lingnan looked at the screen and smiled wryly.

She looked at her thin fingers, her screen went dark, she saw her ugly appearance from the reflection of the phone, and took a deep breath.

[Aman]: Don't be so self-deprecating. If you tell me something, you might feel better. It's better not to hold back your current illness.

Song Man couldn't help typing to enlighten her. She didn't want to see others being so negative. People who are sick should keep a cheerful mood, otherwise the disease will easily get worse.

[Lingnan]: Are you interested in hearing a story about the Three Views?

[Lingnan]: I wanted to bring all of this to the soil, but suddenly I felt unwilling. In this world, only she and I know about it. She must wish to pretend that nothing happened until I die. , then no one will know.

Lingnan felt that she couldn't breathe, her fingers were jumping on the keyboard, her eyes were looking at the screen, she had been silent for too long, that matter hidden in her heart was rotten and sprouted, making her blurred between fantasy and reality, confiding The desire for her has never been so strong, especially when there is another person who knows her and also knows that person.

Chu Fengqiu wanted to withdraw from this topic.

She is not a curious person, and she is not even willing to listen to others' so-called "common secrets". What Chu Fengqiu has always believed is that if you don't know much, you won't have too much trouble.

Before she left, she saw Lingnan send a few words, her fingers resting there, she could only stare at the screen in a daze.

[Lingnan]: She and I were good friends before

【Lingnan】: Then I fell in love with her

Song Man held the phone with a dull expression on his face.

There was a buzzing in her head, and she was stunned.

Song Man is the kind of straight girl who is relatively pure. Before that, she didn't know about this matter at all, and she had never seen it, so the door of the new world was suddenly opened to her, and she still couldn't react.

Not disgust, just surprise.

[Lingnan]: When did the story start? We met a long time ago. When I was about seven or eight years old, I liked to play with her since I was a child. I wondered how this world can be so beautiful and cool. girls like proud roses

Chu Fengqiu looked at these words, but looked to the next door.

The person separated by a wall is the prettiest and coolest girl in her heart.

[Lingnan]: Later, I had to separate from her because of changes in my family. She has good academic performance since she was a child. For her, I am willing to work hard.

[Lingnan]: I don't want to be left behind by her at all. I want to walk side by side with her forever.

[Lingnan]: I like her more and more, even to the point where I can't extricate myself and control myself

[Lingnan]: Do you know what it feels like to be in love with someone secretly? She is in my eyes and in my heart. If she smiles at me, I will be in a trance. If she smiles at others, I will go crazy with jealousy.

[Lingnan]: On the day she became an adult, I couldn't bear it anymore, and I confessed to her with joy

Lingnan pinched the phone and couldn't help covering her heart. Her forehead was sweating, and her face was a little painful.

Song Man looked at the jargon and waited anxiously for the follow-up.

[Aman]: Successful?

Song Man felt that if he failed, it wouldn't be the scene that even friends don't have to do now, after all, it was a friendship from childhood to adulthood.

[Lingnan]: It would be great if I could really succeed... I lost, I lost so badly, I even felt ugly

[Lingnan]: She is a straight girl. Although she didn't say anything harsh at that time, I know her well, and she is a person who doesn't hide her emotions. Why can't I see the disgust in her eyes? She must Think I'm disgusting.

[Aman]: Hey...

Song Man didn't know what to say, he just thought it was too miserable, but after all, sexual orientation...

[Lingnan]: The relationship between me and her has entered a cold period. She began to avoid me, but I couldn't stand her and me at all, even though I know that the closer I get to her, the more disgusted I will be, but I can't help it

[Lingnan]: So I did a despicable thing

[Lingnan]: Let her fuck me when she was drunk

Lingnan still remembers his madness at that time, the pain of being pierced by his fingers, and the morbid satisfaction in his heart at that time.

She warmed up Lingyu's body and didn't dare to cause her any pain, so she decided to come by herself, so that even if Lingyu kicked her away in the future and buried the past that no one knew, it would be clean and untouched. People have been contaminated.

When Song Man saw it, he almost hit his face with his phone in fright.

Fuck, fuck, fuck! ! !

What did she see!What did her eyes see!

Mom.

How the hell does it work? ? ? ?

Song Man was so stunned that his brain was in a scrapped state.

Chu Fengqiu next door also almost lost her composure. After learning about this strange operation, she felt that she really should quit this topic just now, which made it difficult for her to look directly at Ke Lingyu.

[Lingnan]: That was really the craziest thing I've ever done, but if I do it all over again, I probably won't regret it. I shamelessly blackmailed her and used her guilt to deceive her. I know She hates me, thinks I'm sick, but it's okay, I don't care

How could it be possible not to care, Lingnan was typing in his hand, but smiled wryly in his heart.

[Lingnan]: At that time we didn't have the college entrance examination, and we were only in the third year of high school. I told her to let her be my girlfriend. As long as the college entrance examination is over, I will stop pestering her.

[Lingnan]: I thought, within a year, within a year, as long as I try my best to treat her well and let her see my sincerity, maybe the situation between us may be reversed

[Lingnan]: But she found out that I used her finger instead of her to hurt me on purpose. She had a fight with me, and I begged her not to sever ties with me in advance

[Lingnan]: Before I fell in love with her, I never knew that I would be such a humble and vile person

Lingnan thought of herself crying in the rain and begging Ke Lingyu not to leave her, and felt that she was clingy and disgusting at that time.

Obviously she did something wrong, but she shamelessly hoped that person would forgive her.

[Lingnan]: She still hasn't forgiven me

[Lingnan]: She doesn't want to talk to me, she doesn't want to approach me

[Lingnan]: Even if I try to seduce her as much as possible, she will only say that I am disgusting.

Song Man fell into silence, not knowing what to say.

It's really quite wrong, wrong and fruitless love, causing pain for two people.

[Lingnan]: Maybe this is retribution. I have cancer. When the diagnosis came out, I ran to tell her that I was sick, but she asked me what tricks I wanted to play again.

[Lingnan]: I admit that I did think before that I was going to die. Before that, I hoped that she could accompany me and continue to hold her tightly in my previous way, but the moment she spoke, I didn't say anything, I probably don't have credit with her anymore

[Lingnan]: I know that no matter what I do, it is impossible for her to like me again

[Lingnan]: So I told her, I'm going abroad, I let her go, she only thought about me disappearing into her world quickly, so there was no doubt at all

[Lingnan]: When I first started the treatment, I wanted to live hard. Whenever I was in pain and wanted to give up, for the sake of my family and to see her, I fought hard.

[Lingnan]: But now I don't know how long I can live. I really want to see her again before I die, but I don't want to disturb her

[Lingnan]: I wish you peace every year, and I would rather not see you in life

[Lingnan]: Although she doesn't want to see me

Song Man didn't know what to say anymore, and when he wanted to say something, he could only sigh.

[Lingnan]: Thank you for listening to me tonight. I have never dared to let my parents know, because I am afraid that they will go to Ke Lingyu to meet me because of me, and I dare not tell the common things we know. Listen, my friend, if she finds out, she will definitely be angry with me, and think that I am too shameless, and she can even tell others about this kind of thing

[Lingnan]: But I can't help it, I feel like I'm going to die

[Lingnan]: The treatment is really painful, taking the medicine is really painful, I can feel them spreading in my body, tormenting me all the time, draining my will, I want to die like this several times , but I dare not

[Lingnan]: I think that I have endured for so long, isn't it just to survive? In front of my parents, I dare not show the slightest negativity. They are already suffering because of me. If I give up first , they're bound to crash

[Lingnan]: Fortunately, there are still these questions to support me. It reminds me of the time when she taught me to do the questions. It doesn't seem to be so painful.

Song Man looked at the test bank app with mixed feelings.

Song Man chooses to do the questions because she wants to exercise her thinking ability, so that she can keep improving. Even if she can't make progress, she must keep herself from regressing, improve her efficiency, and wander freely in the ocean of learning. It should also be the reason why most students do the questions.

But she didn't expect that one day, these problems would become a person's sustenance.

[Lingnan]: I'll go down first, and I'll find you two to PK next time when I'm free.

[Lingnan]: Thank you again hhhh, and keep it a secret for me. If you participate in an emotional quiz about the love of a despicable person, it’s a big deal to type her name.

[Aman]: No matter what the reason is, you must work hard to live.

[Lingnan]: Well, thank you

Ling Nan withdrew from the discussion group, and Song Man simply disbanded the group.

This melon is... a bit uncomfortable.

Caught off guard by being stuffed with a lot of things, Song Man felt that he did not feel sleepy and was refreshed.

People are probably creatures that can never empathize. She can feel Lingnan's pain, but she can only feel it. She knows that she can't help at all, or she has no way to intervene in this matter.

Although she wanted to let the other protagonist in the story know about it, what if she knew about it.

She can only be a silent listener, knowing the story and keeping silent.

[Aman]: I'm a little embarrassed, I know she did something wrong, but I still think she's miserable

[Aman]: If it were me, I would probably feel that there is no time to force me at the moment when I failed to confess.

【Ah Q】: But it is difficult to do it.

Chu Fengqiu didn't know why she could understand Lingnan's thoughts a little bit, but if it was her, she would definitely not make such a tragedy.

Song Man didn't know that she could pull out so much by asking a question. When she turned off the phone, she fell into thinking.

What happened to the two girls?

If according to what Lingnan said about fingers... Song Man secretly hated himself for studying science and biology and knowing the structure of the human body.

Brain quickly stop those dangerous thoughts!

However, the more you say you can't think about something, the less your brain will stop thinking about it.

Song Man desperately wanted to close the gate of the new world, but found that the gate was fucking broken and couldn't close.